Case History 4
SUBJECT: Patty H. AGE: Twelve
INTERVIEW ONE
It was hard to believe the girl in my office was twelve. She was so well developed for that age. As if nature was in some hurry to bring her to the ripe time for sexual involvement. She was dark-haired, long hair that went long to her shoulders. Brown eyes, and a lovely face. Her lips were full but looked bruised. With good reason, as it turned out.
I had just left my girl friend's house that night. It was much later than I usually leave. Just because we got into watching this late movie. And I should have left earlier, but I had to see the ending. So, there I was on the street, doctor, when I should not have been. I know that. It must have been close to midnight.
I didn't have but two blocks to go, though, to get back to my house, and I started to walk fast. The street was empty, and there was nobody on it, so I felt safe. But before I realized what happened, this car screeched to a halt beside me, and these two guys jumped out. One had his hand around my mouth before I knew what was happening, and they pulled me into the car!
It was terribly frightening. I tried to struggle, but they were so strong that they held me like a vise. And then the car started off, fast, and it streaked right out of my neighborhood.
The guy holding me, then said. "Don't make any noise. We won't hurt you. But if you start up anything, we're going to knock you out. We'll blow you away. Get that?"
I was frightened out of my wits, but didn't dare to scream. I thought they were desperate criminals. Anyone who would grab a girl off the street had to be pretty horrible guys.
Then, they put a stinking handkerchief over my eyes, so that I wouldn't see the streets that we were going down. But I felt sure they were driving in circles, and they were staying in my neighborhood.
They then stopped. They had bound my hands behind me, so that I couldn't fight. And they stuffed a gag in my mouth, so that I couldn't scream.
I figured they were going to rape me in the car, then dump me.
It was a terrible, frightening thing. I cursed my stupidity for waiting so late before starting for home. My parents had always warned me about that. Especially in my neighborhood, where there are some wild, crazy guys.
I figured that it had been just one of those crazy coincidences. That they had been scouting the streets, and they saw a girl and just grabbed her. And that they must do that sort of thing over and over.
I had such fear that my throat seemed to close. I could hardly breathe. I thought they might rape me and kill me. The craziest ideas went through my head. I couldn't get any idea of who they were, or how old, or what nationality. My first impression of them was too shadowy. They both wore hats, pulled over their eyes. Smoking cigarettes, like an old gangster type in the movies of the forties.
They were scum, I felt. Lousy, rotten scum. Guys who picked on young girls and ran them off the streets and fucked them. Rotten scum! I wish that I had some weapon to destroy them. I felt a terrible fury.
I wanted to blast them to hell.
But also, I was frightened. It was terrifying to have to wait in that car and see what they would do to me.
They didn't talk. They seemed to know exactly what they wanted. To get somewhere, take me somewhere. And then, god knows what. I'm not religious, doctor, but I began to pray. I prayed that somehow I wouldn't get hurt. That I would never be careless again.
Then finally, they stopped. They apparently waited for something to happen. On the street. Like there was something there who had to go into a house, then they could get me out.
The street was silent. And then they opened the door, and each grabbed my arm, and they ran me across the sidewalk to a door. It opened on the street level. A wooden door. It creaked, then swung open. I came into what must have been a wooden floor and a hall.
We walked loudly on the floor, then obviously came into a room.
The light went on, I could tell from the lower part of my blindfold.
Then they took off my blindfold.
There were these two guys. One a dark guy, swarthy, dark skin, but muscular. Like he lifted weights. And the other guy was blondish. Light skin, light hair. They were about late twenties.
"Well, let's look at her, Joey," said the blond guy. And he pulled me into the light for a close look.
"Wow. She's a looker!" he said.
Joey, the dark guy, came over and also looked. He didn't smile or say anything, just looked. I felt a terrible surge of danger. I thought immediately that he was my enemy. That he might try to do me harm. He hated me without knowing me. I could tell.
It had nothing to do with me. He just hated me. Maybe he hated girls, but whatever the reason, I was in bad danger.
But I could do nothing. They had tied my hands behind me. I was like helpless.
I could have scratched their eyes, out, that's the fury that I felt if I ever got free.
Joey looked at me again. "This cunt hates us," he said.
That shocked me. I hated him? Did I grab him off the street?
Joey nudged the blonde boy. "Lookit those eyes, Danny. She hates us, I tell you."
"Take her gag out. Let's hear what she has to say."
Joey warned me. "Listen. We'll take this rag out. But if you yell, we'll destroy you. And you'll get the gag for the rest of the night. Dig?"
I nodded.
They took out the gag.
"Please let me go," I begged. "I won't say a word. I'll forget I ever saw you. Please don't hurt me. I'm just a kid. I don't know anything. You'll get in big trouble if they ever find out."
"How they going to find out, kid. First we got to let you go," said Dan.
"Yeah. What makes you think we'll let you go. We got a lot of fun ahead for you tonight, kid."
"Why? What are you going to do to me?"
"Don't get your cunt in an uproar, we'll going to teach you some nice things. That is, if you don't know them already."
"Wait a minute. Be smart boys. I don't want to learn anything new. I'm too young for anything. Whatever you have in mind. Don't do anything that could get you in trouble. I'm not worth it. I'm just a kid, I tell you."
"You a kid. With that shape! You trying to fog it up. What's your age?"
"I'm only twelve."
They laughed. " 'Only twelve!' You must be dreaming. Oh, you're a kid, but you ain't no twelve."
"Yeah. I swear it, I'm just twelve. I know that I look older. I try to look older. But that's my age. I'm inexperienced. I don't know anything about life or anything. So, give me a break, guys. Let me go. I swear that I won't say anything."
Then Joey got pissed off, just like that.
He slapped my face. "Stop whining like that, you cunt! I don't care what the hell your age is. And you're lying anyway. And if you got no experience, well, we're going to give it to you, right now. We'll teach you the facts of life, kid. You're lucky you're gonna get it from us. Hey, Danny boy?"
"Yeah, she's lucky to get it from guys like us. Instead of some slobs in her neighborhood."
And he winked to Joey, so I knew instantly that they were from our neighborhood.
Then Joey said to his friend, "Bind her."
And Danny got these ropes and tied my arms, as well as my hands, which already were tied.
Then he pulled off my shirt, so that my breasts were naked. Just like that!
I have plenty of breast, doctor, as you can see. And it made quite an impression on them.
"Look at the size of that tit, Joey. And she claims only to be twelve. She's a fuckin liar."
"Yeah, Danny. Teach her a lesson. That she mustn't lie. Suck her tits."
And Danny grabbed my tit, hard as he could and started to suck my tit, just like that. An amazing thing!
He sucked my tits so hard, and it hurt so much, I thought he was going to bite it off. "
"You're hurting, you're hurting me!"
He bit on my tit, then let go.
"What the hell do you think, you little cunt. You're lucky that I let you keep your tit. That I don't bite it all off!"
"You rotten scum, you lousy, rotten scum. You just wait till my dad gets hold of you. He'll rip your tongue out." I was swearing at him.
He slapped my face, real hard.
"Get her pants off," ordered Joey. "We gotta teach her respect.
And they got my panties off, though I kicked at them. But I was tied, and my movements were too tight.
Then Joey took his cock out of his pants and waved it in my face. It was a hard, swollen red-monster of a cock. It frightened the hell out of me, doctor. Although at the same time it was exciting to see. An unbelievable thing to see for me. I had never seen anything like it. Actually, I am a virgin. I've never had a guy's sex organ near me or exposed to me. All I have ever seen of them is pictures. Or in museums. Never in a condition of excitement.
And there it was, a big, swollen thing, just jumping in my face.
'Now you lick that thing," he said. "And do it gently. Don't you do anything rough to it, or I'll belt you. Understand."
He stood there with his fist, ready to throw it at me.
It was too shocking an idea. To lick a thing like that. I didn't like its look, I didn't like the guy it belonged too. I didn't like anything about it.
And he wanted me to lick his dirty tool!
But he was ready to knock the shit out of me if I didn't. He had his fist cocked and I could see that he was dead serious.
He brought his cock up against my cheek, rubbed it. And he purred.
"Boy, this kid's got satin skin. Just like the skin on my cock!"
Danny laughed as if it were the funniest thing he hear.
Then he opened his pants and brought out his cock. Another huge thing, but not as big as Joey's, with blonde hair. He had blonde pubic hair, just like on his head. And the skin of his cock was lighter.
He got to my other cheek, and rubbed his cock on my right cheek.
They found it funny, doing that. "Now, baby, open your lovely big mouth. Cause Joey has a nice present for you. A nice fat juicy cock. Open your fucking mouth, kid!" And he slapped my face. Hard.
It brought tears to my eyes, sudden-like.
I felt that they would destroy me if I didn't do what they wanted. They had me totally in their power. What could I do? They would blow me away, if I didn't obey them.
So I opened my mouth. And expected the worst.
First Joey stuck his cock in my mouth. It was a big fat hunk of meat. I just let it stay there. I was in shock.
He got hold of my tit and squeezed it painfully.
"Suck it, kid. Just don't sit there!"
So I started to suck it. Tears were coming down my cheeks, but I sucked his dirty ole cock. It was huge and throbbing in my mouth.
"Run your tongue under it. Do something, stupid!"
He was getting passionate doing that. Like he was turned on by what he was doing.
And what was he doing. He was sticking his cock in a little kid, and forcing her to suck him. it was a disgusting thing to be doing.
And, then, this funny thing happened to me, doctor. I have to be honest, don't I?"
I found it interesting. I began to feel funny tingles in my cunt, doing that. That it stopped being painful and began to get pleasant. I hated myself for feeling like that, but that's what began to happen.
A horror. Like I was beginning to like what these two lousy, rotten scum were doing.
Because, then Joey then took his cock out, and Danny put his cock in.
A different cock. A different taste. But still, a big turn-on in my cunt. I found myself sucking on it without any urging. I got a big charge sucking on his cock, too. It was terrible.
INTERVIEW TWO
And just when I was getting used to sucking Danny's cock, and beginning to enjoy its taste, again he pulled it out.
Then Danny says to Joey, "Do you want her mouth? Cause if you do, I'll take the other."
"Yeah," said Joey. "I'll come in her mouth. Then you do your thing."
Okay, Danny said, and he sat down to watch, Then Joey comes up in front of my face. He points to his throbbing big monster of a cock. And says. "Now, kid, I want you to suck this thing like you have never sucked anything before.
Make it dance, make it sing. And when I go off, I want you to catch every drop of my joy juice in your fucking mouth. If you lose one drop, you'll get it, pow!" And he swung his fist in the air, as if he would hit me.
I felt funny. I had this insane mix in my head. That it would be the most exciting and most frightening thing that I had ever done.
Why oh why was I in this terrible spot. What evil had I done to deserve it. I have been a good girl. I never gave my parents any trouble. I was liked by my teachers and my friends.
And yet, here I was, locked in this terrible place with two sadistic bastards who wanted me to suck off their cocks.
I wanted to slip through the floor out of life. And I wanted to suck his cock! That's how crazy it was in my head, doctor. Why, I just don't know.
My cunt was feeling excited.
So that when he put his cock in my mouth, I began to suck it. To suck it hard, to do the best that I could, because I pretended to myself that he would hit me if I didn't. He would massacre me.
That gave me the excuse to myself to suck his big thick fat cock and act like it wasn't my fault. They forced me to do it!
Because my hands were behind my back, tied, I couldn't control the movements of his cock in my mouth. So it slipped around. And I was clumsy. I had little experience doing it. Although I began to find it easier, because of the shape of that meat. It was thrilling to do, after a time. Unbelievably exciting.
Then Joey got hold of my head, held it still so that he could fuck my mouth. He held it firm and stuffed his cock in. Again and again, he stuffed his cock in.
He got terribly excited. His face twisted all and scowled. He was feeling terrible excitements, I could see it.
"Suck my damned cock, suck it like you love it, kid. Eat me. Eat it!"
He raved like that, holding my head and shoving his cock in as hard as he could.
And the guy Danny, watched, his eyes gleaming, holding his cock in his hand, and stroking it every so often. His big swollen cock. Even while I sucked Joey, I kept wondering what the hell would be happening when I got through, and Danny came on stage.
What would he do with this big thing!
Would he shove it in my throat, too.
Or in the other place.
I still was a virgin. I had a terrible fear that he would slash into my cunt and break my cherry. I trembled for it. I thought it would be a rough, terrible violation. I was trembling at the thought of it.
All of this went through my mind as I sucked on Joey's cock. And while he stuffed it into my mouth.
It was terrifying to eat that cock. And fascinating, too. I felt the juices running in my cunt. I was turned-on in my cunt. I knew it.
I almost wanted Danny to stick his big thing in my pussy. I longed for it. I felt sexually awakened by this rough terrible experience. This violation.
Then, Joey's swelled up into some kind of a gigantic thing in my mouth, and he started yelling, "Suck it, suck it" and then his cock spit out that thick, spermy stuff, gushing it all into my mouth and throat.
"Swallow it, swallow it, you cunt," he yelled almost blue in the face.
And I tried and tried to swallow it, but I gagged, and couldn't breathe. And I pulled my face away, to get breath.
And he hit me when I did that. A sharp, open-handed slap on the cheek.
I began to cry again.
He told me to shut up, and lick the cream off his cock, since I hadn't swallowed it right.
He held his hand up as if he would rip off another if I didn't do it.
So I licked his creamed cock off. All of it.
It had this salty taste, but I didn't care. I don't think I cared anything about it, or about anything else.
"Don't think you're through, you little fucking cunt," Danny then said, coming up to me with his thick, hard cock.
I felt despair, that I would now have to wrestle with another thing like that. I just wanted to die, almost.
"Here, kid, I'm going to make a woman of you," he said to me.
He laid me on the bed. He tied one of my legs to one post, the other to the other post.
Then he took his pants down. He had these strong, muscular legs, with blond hairs. He had blond hair on his chest, too.
And blond hair on his balls.
The first thing he did was bring his balls up to my face.
"You haven't had the good luck to suck balls, have you, kid. Well, here's your great chance."
And he put his balls in front of my lips.
And he held his hand out threateningly, to let me know what would happen if I didn't perform.
I took his balls in my mouth and licked them. First one then the other. Then both. He seemed to like it.
And I liked it too. It's terrible to admit, doctor. But I found it thrilling to do that. I liked his body. He had a beautiful body, a real male body, and the blone hair made him look really handsome and strong.
"Kiss my cock, just for openers," he told me.
I kissed his cock. I suppose, doctor, if he told me to kiss his ass, I would have done it, without waiting a moment.
"Now, little ole pussy, I'm going to cremate your cunt with his cock of mine,"
"I'm a virgin," I told him. "Please let me keep my virginity."
They roared. They thought that funny.
"You ought to consider yourself lucky, kid. You're going to get deflowered by an expert."
Then Joey, sitting in the chair, smoking, laughed. "Expert. Okay, hot stuff, let's see the great expert break a cherry."
Danny laughed. "You got a ringside seat, kid."
Then he got between my legs, looked at my cunt, real close. "Hey, this is a great looking pussy. I'm gonna eat it a bit."
And he started to put his tongue to my pussy. It was thrilling. I felt his tongue digging into my cunt, driving in. It was crazy, but I started to flow with juice. He turned me on. Though I hated his guts, and had to remember he was raping me. And that I should not be feeling sexy. But I did, I felt sexy, and wished I was a thousand miles away, I was so ashamed.
But what could I do. They had me tied down, and I was their victim.
He then I had to take what they dished out. I was tied down. I couldn't fight. They were strong and big.
So, I twisted and squirmed while he ate my pussy. And I really began to come, it was such a turn-on!
I really got the thrill of my life, for he kept eating me, digging his tongue on the most sensitive place in my pussy. He knew where to put it.
"I'm turning the cunt on," he said, looking up at my face.
He could see the pleasure, he could read it. I couldn't hide the feelings that were storming through me.
Then he spread my pussy, and brought his cock up to it.
I was terrified. Such a huge monster. I felt as if he was going to operate on me. Never such a big thick thing close to me. How could it ever get into the slit. It just didn't seem possible.
He pushed in. I was wet from his eating me.
His cock head slid in. The big thing, but it hurt. I felt myself getting spread by him. The monster cock was slipping in, more and more of it.
He was pushing all my virgin flesh in front of him. It kept separating.
I felt the hurt. It was terrible. Painful. Like an agony. Like a huge thick pole was being rammed into my pussy.
And he kept coming at me. There was no stopping him. I couldn't bring my legs together, they were tied apart.
He just pushed, and I squirmed and twisted, but couldn't get away from his stabbing cock.
He pushed and I almost screamed as I felt the flesh break away under his thrusting cock.
He had broken through the skin, the hymen, and he was in. All the way. I felt myself bleeding. I felt a gush of wetness in my pussy. I knew it was blood. vHe had cracked me in two. I was no longer a virgin. I wanted to cry again. But I was through crying. There was nothing left for me. Every kind of dirty thing they could do to me, they seemed to want to do.
And then Danny kept fucking me. He just kept on fucking, driving his cock into me, pulling it out, then pushing it in.
And he went on doing that until I realized that my body was expecting his thrust, and was enjoying it. That the pain had disappeared and that now it was pleasure time.
I loved the feelings that began to flood my cunt. I had nerves in there that had never been touched before by a cock. That were discovering the cock.
It thrilled me to the heart!
I never had had such a marvelous experience before. I felt his long, great cock sliding into me, to the very depths of me.
And then, I felt him yell as he started to come. His juice spurted in my cunt, hot, scalding sperm juice, flooding my cunt with it.
I wanted to scream, too, from the excitement that I was feeling. Because I came, too.
That was it, doctor. He pulled out his cock. It was bloody and white with his cream.
They then took me out of there, blindfold.
Warned me not to say a word about it.
And dropped me two blocks from where I had been.
The most terrifying experience of my life. And the most exciting!