Case History 6

Subject: Lila S. Age: Fifteen

INTERVIEW ONE

This young lady came to me on recommendation of the vice squad. This child is now in custody of her aunt, but no one has any idea if this woman is actually related to the girl. There is no other word for this girl except bewitching. At fifteen, she holds a lifetime in her eyes. It is easy to see that she knows more now than some women will ever know.

Lila did not want to speak to me. I must admit that I had to level with her and tell her that if I could not make any progress with her case, she would be remanded to a juvenile home. This seemed to frighten Lila and she agreed to talk. Some of the earlier tapes, however, I have discarded. I became aware that Lila was making up stories to keep me happy. It was not until the sixth session with her that we started to get through. The transcription below records that session.

You keep insisting that many things have happened to me, doctor. Well, you are very right. You see, with my background and my looks, it is not easy to keep out of the way of a man. I was first taken by my father's uncle. Oh, not rape. I consented to it, because it was necessary for the initiation.

You seem a little confused. Let me explain. I am a member of a cult that worships the demon spirit of the world. To become a witch, you must go through some initiation rites. During that rite, I had to have relations with a male member of the family. Or one of those who was initiating me. My father's uncle was there that night, and he brought me into the circle of witches.

Since you are so interested in ages, I will tell you the truth about my age. I'll estimate to you that I must have been twelve. I was always lovely to look at, but I have looked like a woman for that long. My breasts were filling out and my hips curved. I was no longer a child. I enjoy my religion and I live by it. I learned all the rites and I can officiate at a coven now. But I seldom do.

Anyway, to continue. There were some changes in the family plans and they decided to move across the country. There was to be some great meeting in a year's time and they wanted to prepare. I was left here to finish school, and to learn from Saba. She is my aunt with whom I live. She is very good and wise. But Saba has some strange ways.

I did not engage in sex other than the rituals at the covens, and they are not as often as one might think. When I was thirteen, Saba told me that she was going away for a few days and that I would spend the time with a friend of hers. I could take care of myself and I did not understand why she insisted that I stay with someone. I was to find out.

The friend turned out to be a man. He was somewhere in his fifties, I would guess. He was not very attractive, and I did not like him when I met him. But he did nothing to me that I could object to and I stayed there. Then one evening, after I had been there two days, he came into the room that I was staying in.

He was wearing a bathrobe and came directly over to the bed where I was. I could see that he had no clothes underneath. But his body was more attractive than his face. The flesh was still firm and his hands were soft. I was in the bed, and of course, I sleep with no clothes on. I was taught that one wears clothes only when one must.

His name was Tenny. He sat on the bed and opened the bathrobe. I could see that his cock was half hard. He pulled my hand over to it and told me to stroke it. I had been with men his age before, so I was not alarmed. I put my hand on the cock and it started to grow. I could not believe the hardness and the size that it grew to. I rubbed it faster and harder of my own will. I wanted to see it grow even bigger.

Then Tenny put his hand under the covers and fingered my pussy. He drove his finger right into the hole. I shivered because it felt good. I kept rubbing him and finally he could not stand what I was doing to him.

"I am going to initiate you into a new rite. One of my own. You must be put through this. Turn over."

I turned over, and Tenny pulled the covers completely off the bed. He sat close to me on the bed and I saw his bathrobe fall on the floor. Then he began to finger my asshole. I had never been touched there before, and I considered it uncomfortable. But I lay there. He put something on me that was cold and greasy and then he pushed his finger all the way up in there. I squirmed because it hurt a little.

"You are very tight. That will have to be taken care of first."

Tenny left the room for a moment, and returned with a box. He set the box on the table next to the bed and opened it. When I turned to look, I could see several different objects. They looked like cocks and were different sizes. But they all looked very big to me. Tenny pulled a small drawer open in the bottom of the box and there were slimmer objects there.

He made me turn over flat on my stomach and then he put a pillow under my hips. Then he took one of the slimmer objects and inserted it in my ass. It didn't hurt that much, but it felt strange.

"How does that feel, Lila?"

"It does not hurt, if that is what you mean, Tenny."

I could not get myself to like this man. I imagine that he sensed the dislike. He pulled the object from my anus and then inserted a larger one. That hurt a bit when it first went in, but not that badly. Without asking me about it, Tenny pulled it out roughly and began to look through the larger ones in the top of the box.

I turned to look and saw that he was greasing a very large dildo. It seemed almost as large as his own cock. I got scared.

"What will you do with that?"

"What must he done. Now, lie still."

This time, Tenny spread my ass cheeks apart and put some more jelly on the outside of my anus. With short strokes with his finger, he frigged my ass a bit, and I began to feel a glow in front. But that was not to last. He removed his finger and began to insert the dildo. I felt the head of it up against me and as it started to go into me, I felt the pain. I tried to move away, but Tenny held me down.

"Now, just lie still and it will hurt less. This must be done!"

I jerked my body anyway, and tried to get away from the pain, but there was no escape. Tenny was strong and he firmly pushed the dildo against my ass and the head slipped past the tight outer ring. I guess that I screamed then. I jerked my body and felt the pain get sharper. Now, Tenny came over to the side of me where he could get a better grasp on me.

He held my hips and drove the thing into me with one hand. As it went in further, I felt more pain. I tried to claw at Tenny, but it was no use. He held me firmly.

"There really is no use in your trying to get away. This is a rite that must be performed before you can go into the deeper secrets of our religion. Now, hold still before you make me angry."

When he said that, I felt trapped. I did not want this pain, but if it was a step into my beliefs, I had to stand the pain. I stopped struggling, and just bit my hand when the pain was bad. The surprising thing, however, was that, as I began to accept this as necessary, the pain became less and less.

Tenny was moving the dildo in and out of my ass and each time my body tightened up at all, he moved it in quicker and deeper. He was forcing my body to accept the object. I lay there, completely taken with this monster stuck up inside my anus.

"Okay. This is alright for a start. I will try the one I need to use before the rite can be accomplished and see how you can take that."

He took his hands off me for a moment, and I thought that I should get up. The crazy thought that this was wrong flashed through my mind, but he was back and his weight was upon me again. He had left the dildo in place, shoved all the way in when he left the bed. Now he pulled at it slowly until it was out of me.

My anus felt so stretched that my body felt empty when he took it from me. I was not to be that way for long, though. As soon as the one dildo was out of me, he began to put another in its place. But this one was much larger than the one before it. He pushed the greased dildo against the tightening muscle and this time, it went in more easily.

But that was only in the beginning. The width of the monster was such that it spread me wider than before and the pain was there again. Almost as if to torture me, Tenny pulled out a bit and then pushed it in again. This time, though, he had taken his position of strength on my side and thrust it in. I screamed.

"No, no, stop!"

"I cannot stop! This must be. Silence!"

Then he pushed it all the way in and I thought that I would be split apart. The huge thing tore at my insides and as he pulled it out for another thrust, I thought that I might faint. But as before, once he had it in there for a while, I began to take it better and better. The pain was not that bad, and then, some other sensations returned to the area besides pain.

"I can feel your body learning to accept this. That is good. Now, just a few more times before the ritual can begin."

Tenny shoved the dildo into me again and again and then, finally with a sudden thrust, he pushed it all the way in and yanked it out of me. Again, my body felt empty and almost incomplete without the huge thing impaling me. Tenny went away from the bed for another moment, and then, when he came back, he had his ceremonial robes on. They were flowing and black and they were split up the middle.

Even as he approached me, Tenny was chanting something. I could not understand what he said, though. He was speaking very low and then would burst into a high pitched group of words that I only half recognized. I contented myself with the belief that this was a ritual I did not know, and for this very reason, that I had not been initiated.

As he came near me, I could see that Tenny's cock was sticking out through the robe. I expected another, symbolic dildo up in me, but no. Tenny approached me and told me to look ahead of me while he performed the rites. Again, I felt the grease being smeared over the outer area of my anus and then, nothing. There was only the chanting. Tenny kept up the incantations and then I felt his weight on the bed, as he climbed behind me.

Before I could realize what he was doing, Tenny pulled me up onto my knees and pushed his cock against my ass. He spread my knees wide and at the same time leaned into me. The head felt bigger than those that had been in me before, and I still felt some pain.

"And, now, O Great One, I give this new one to you!"

With that, Tenny forced his cock into my ass and kept pushing until he was all the way in. I wasn't ready for the huge prick that he was stuffing up into me. It still hurt. His cock was longer than any of the dildos he had used on me. But, thinking that it was a sacred rite, I tried not to say anything.

When Tenny shoved the entire length of his cock into me, he stopped for a moment and said some more words. I still wasn't sure what he was saying. With a great moan, he pulled all the way out of my ass and then, without pause, he pushed it into the anus again. He did this three times, and by now, my ass was getting rather sore. His cock was as hard as a rock and he thrust it in with such power that I had trouble keeping my balance.

This last time, though, Tenny did not pull all the way out, and he just started to fuck my ass. He pushed in and pulled out with even strokes and I was able to get hold of myself. I put my hands firmly on the bed in front of me and held my ground while he shoved that monster cock into my ass. He had stopped chanting and I hoped that it would be over soon.

Well, I was right about one thing. It was almost over for a while. He was getting very close to coming. He began to stroke my ass more vigorously and then he broke his rhythm and pounded his huge cock into me. The hole was irritated and this beating wasn't making it any better.

Then, though, it was all over. Tenny yelled and shot his come up into my ass. He pumped his body against mine, impaling me on that monster again and again, until all his sac was empty. The scum was dripping out of my ass even before he pulled his cock from me. My legs were wet and his body was full Of it, too.

Tenny roughly pulled his cock from me, and the discomfort ceased. I felt terribly empty and the scum was drying on me. It was cold. All I wanted to do was to sleep and let my body heal itself. I fell onto the bed and managed to pull the covers over myself. I don't know what happened to Tenny that night.

The next day, I overheard Tenny on the phone. Something in the air told me to listen, and I was glad that I did. He was telling someone how he had "initiated" another one. Then he laughed and said that it always worked with the young ones in the religion. They were eager to learn any rite and thought of any sexual act in the name of a ritual was sacred. He went on to say that it was a shame there was no such rite. He would like to be the official initiator.

I managed to get out of the house before the next evening, and getting to my home, I began to plan my first incantation for revenge.

INTERVIEW TWO

I found it hard to believe what Lila told me, I must admit. If, however, such was true, she seemed to have been forced into many acts that are strange. She continued with the following tape in the next session. It was hard for me to believe that this was a fifteen -year-old girl in front of me.

I do not know where my family is, anymore. I heard that my father had to leave the country and my mother is dedicated to forming the coven she always wanted for herself. They have left me with Saba for good, I suppose. I do not choose to stay with her forever. But, she is better than the juvenile home. Saba lets me take care of myself.

I got involved with the vice squad in a strange way. I found that I could bewitch men. I never had to actually fuck for them. I would pick up men, and take them to a hotel room.

They would immediately try to grab me. But, instead, I would talk to them and hypnotize them. I would talk to them and then tell them that they would fall asleep and think that they had had intercourse with me.

You see, the fun of this, is that, I can make a man believe that he has had any kind of pleasure with me that he wants. I talk to them before and find out what they like. Then I put them to sleep, take the money from them and awaken them with some signal after I am outside and safely away.

The only way the police got involved was that two men got hold of me at one point. I tried to do it with them both at the same time, and it didn't work. They began to force me and I screamed loud enough to attract the police. The two guys told the police that I was a pro and that's how I got to you.

Ever since I had that incident with Tenny, though, I have learned to appreciate the use of all my charms. One day, before I thought up this scheme for "fucking" men, I wanted something I saw in a shop. But I didn't have the money to pay for it. I decided to steal for it. I was clumsy and the man in the shop caught me easily. I did not know what to do. He threatened to call the police and I started to moan. Sometimes, I do that before an incantation.

Well, this old guy, well he looked old, anyway, told me to stop and he would think about what to do. He said that he couldn't let me get away with it. He said that if I came in the back of the shop, he would make me do some chores for him, and maybe, he. would give me the object that I had stolen. Like a lamb, I went with him.

When we got there, he closed the door and said that he had decided on a spanking, instead. He put me over his knee and began to paddle me lightly, but he was feeling me more than anything. I don't know if he believed my age, for I did appear to be older, as I have said. He told me told me to take my pants down and that when he was finished paddling me, he would give me the statue that I had wanted.

When I bent over, bare-bottomed, though, he didn't paddle me. He pulled out his cock rubbed it a bit against my ass crack and then plunged it into my ass. I knew from my experience with Tenny that if I relaxed, and didn't fight it, it wouldn't be that bad. I tried, but it still hurt somewhat.

The beast buried his cock in me and thumped his fat body against mine. He held my hips so that I could not move and then put his finger into my pussy and rubbed it wildly. I began to get some good feelings from that, and while he shot his come into my ass, I made it, too. He was panting as he pumped that scum into me and my bowels burned with the searing liquid.

In my heart, I cursed him and let him finish with me. When he pulled out of my asshole, I was wet with his juice and my own. But he did let' me have the statue. I spent every night after that writing a curse for him. But I needed more power for that, and when I actually got to a coven, the hate in me had died and other things were more important.

I have been violated and I have not forgotten that. I think that sex is good, though, and I try to seek a lover often to keep my mind and my powers renewed. Did you know that sex invigorates one's spirit?