Case History 1
SUBJECT: Jenny AGE: Twelve
INTERVIEW ONE
When Jenny first walked into my office, before she had spoken a word, I found it hard to believe that the young girl could have any problem so serious as to require the need of an analyst. There was a bright, cheery, well-scrubbed look about her that seemed to radiate health and happiness. Her long, blonde hair was braided on each side, and the braids fell down below her shoulders. Jenny was wearing a cute print dress that did justice to her nubile figure and just covered the top part of her thighs. Long white knee socks fitted her young, but well-shaped legs perfectly. All in all, she appeared to be a normal, healthy adolescent girl.
But, in my long years in dealing with young people's mental disorders, I have learned not to judge a book by its cover. Such was the case with Jenny. In our first conversation, I found that her outward demeanor was only a facade, masking a rather confused young girl. For Jenny had a problem that required immediate attention.
Before I began the serious part of our discussion, I asked Jenny to provide me with some background information. She told me that she lived in one of the rather fashionable parts of the city, and that her father made enough money to buy her a new wardrobe whenever she required one, and that every summer they were able to rent a cabin along in a fairly expensive lakeside resort. Thus, I concluded that, whatever her problem was, it did not stem from monetary deprivation, as was so often the case in such matters. I also found out that her mother and father, a couple still in their thirties, were happily married, and that she had a younger brother and sister who were perfectly well-adjusted. So, family discord was also ruled out as an underlying cause.
I then asked her about herself. She said she had many friends, and, up until recently, that she had been doing very well academically in her junior high school, up until recently being a few months ago.
I asked her what had caused the drop in grades, and it was then that I found out what the young twelve-year-old's problem was.
"Well, Doctor, I guess my trouble all started about six months ago. You know, I used to be a pretty good student. Not that it came easily to me, though. Uh-uh, I have to work at it. I used to come right home from school and finish all my homework before I'd go out and play with my girlfriends. Then I'd come home for dinner, and I'd study another hour in the evening before I watched TV. Actually, my parents made me do it. They're pretty strict when it comes to school. When my grades started to fall off, they got real upset. I guess-that's why they sent me to you.
I hope you can help me.
Anyway, in between times I was studying, I'd go over to Lisa's house-she's my best friend-and Patty and Josie, two of my other friends, would be over there, and we'd do stuff together. Sometimes we'd go swimming in her pool, if it was warm enough out, and other times we'd sew clothes, or watch TV. Sometimes we even played with Lisa's Barbie dolls, but, gosh, we were getting a little old for that kind of stuff.
But then one day, the four of us were lying around up in Lisa's room just talking and listening to records, when Patty brought up the subject of guys. She told us that when she went to the movies the Saturday before, that she'd met this real cute guy who was eighteen. He was a senior in high school! Anyway, she said, they went back to the darkest part of the balcony and sat down.
At first, she told us, they just held hands. Up to then, that was all any of us had done with a guy.
But then he put his arm around her, and before she knew it, he was kissing her. She said it was really neat, kissing such a cute guy. She said it sent shivers up and down her, and made her feel all tingly.
And then the guy put his tongue in Patty's mouth. She didn't know what to do, so the guy stopped kissing her and told her that she should kiss him back with her tongue, kind of wrestle his tongue with hers.
Well, she did, and she said it was terrific.
They kissed each other for a long time like that, and then the guy put his hand, well, you know, Doctor, on her titty. Wow, she said, that was really something else.
Well, they kissed like that through the whole movie. Patty said she started feeling, well, all itchy and stuff, and warm, and tingly. She said that the guy squeezed her nipple, and it didn't hurt at all, but felt neat.
Anyway, Patty liked the guy so much that she asked if he would meet her there again. I guess he liked her a lot too-Patty's real pretty-so he told her he would. And he asked her if she had any friends, because he had some friends that he said would really like to meet girls like Patty.
So Patty asked us if we wanted to go with her to the movies on Saturday. Lisa and Josie were all excited about it, and they said that they'd go for sure.
But I wasn't sure I could go. I have my piano lessons on Saturday, and my mom never lets me miss it. But I wanted to go. It's funny. Up to then, I'd never really been interested in guys. But after what Patty told me, I really felt like I wanted to meet some.
Well, I went home and asked my mom, but right away she said no. I was really disappointed.
The next week, we were all over at Lisa's again. All the girls could talk about were the neat guys they'd met. Patty was with the same one, but there was one that Lisa met who played the electric guitar, and another one with Josie who looked like Peter Frampton. They told me that there was one other guy, who was real tall and good-looking, who would've been mine.
I was really mad that I hadn't been able to go along.
I asked them how they liked the movie, and they started giggling.
"What movie?" Patty laughed.
"We didn't see any movie!" Josie said.
"What did you do?" I asked them, and they started giggling all over again.
I was getting kind of mad, because they were all laughing, and I thought they were laughing at me. I started blushing. Well, I guess Lisa noticed that I was getting mad, so she started to tell me what they did.
Well, it turned out that as soon as they met the guys, they all went back in the darkest part of the theater and the guys started to kiss them. Lisa and Josie told me that Patty was right. Kissing those cute guys made them feel really neat-kind of special. And when the guys put their hands on their boobs, and kind of felt them up, they got all tingly.
Then Patty said that she did something that was even better. She let the guy put his hand down the front of her pants, and touch her between her legs. Wow, she said, that really felt extra special! She closed her eyes and licked her lips. Ummmm, she said, it felt really delicious.
She told us that her pussy got all warm and wet. She said that she got so sticky down there, that when she got home she had to change her underwear!
Gosh, Doctor, it sounded like they had a neat time, and I felt worse and worse about not going along.
Then they said that they were all going out to meet the guys later on that night, and they asked me if I could go along.
Boy, how I wanted to go!
But I couldn't! I had to go home and finish my homework.
Well, the next day, we were back over at Lisa's house, and the girls were just raving about what a fab time they had last night. They'd gone with their three boyfriends to a place where all the kids hang out-Jefferson Park-and most of the kids were older. They said that they felt really grown-up.
Anyway, Paul, the guy who was with Patty, asked them if they'd even smoked grass before. You know, Doctor, marijuana. Well, none of them ever had-not yet, at least, so they all walked into the woods by the part and sat down under some trees. One of the guys took out a cigarette full of grass, and they all smoked it. Then, they smoked another one.
"Wow," Lisa told me, "You gotta try some, Jenny. It's really dynamite!"
After they smoked the grass, they started making out with the guys. They said that making out when you're on grass is just the grooviest thing going. It made them feel really strange and wonderful. And when the guys touched their boobs, it made them get all shivery. They felt their pussies getting all wet and warm. Real sticky.
Well, Paul and Patty got up and went further into the woods. I asked her what they did back there.
She just got all dreamy eyed and smiley.
"Oh, Jenny, it was so beautiful! I'll never forget it!" she told me. She said they laid down on the grass, and Paul started kissing her. Then he put his hand down her pants and started putting his finger into her pussy.
"Oh," Patty smiled, "it felt so groovy!"
But when he started to pull Patty's zipper down, and pulled down her pants, she started to stop him. She knew what he wanted to do, and she kind of wanted to do it to, but something told her she shouldn't. Anyway, then Paul told her that he loved her, and wanted to go steady with her.
After that, Patty was really glad to do anything the Paul wanted. She took off her pants, and Paul took off his too. When Patty saw. his thing-you know, Doctor, his penis-she couldn't believe it. She had never really seen one before, at least not one that was standing up like Paul's was.
But it made her feel all shivery, and she could feel how wet she was in her pussy, so she let him put it in her. She said it didn't hurt at all, like our mothers had told us it would.
I asked her if she liked it.
"Well, Jenny," she said, "I'm going back there to meet him again tonight!"
Well, after that, Lisa and Josie let their boyfriends do it with them too. Every night they'd go over to Jefferson Park, smoke some grass, and then go out into the woods to get it on.
And every night I was sitting home, studying a bunch of dumb books!
And then every afternoon, I'd go over to Lisa's house and listen to my friends tell me about the neat times they had the night before.
They kept bugging me to go along with them, and I really wanted to, too. But what could I dot My parents were really strict about me going out. I had to stay home and study, or else!
Finally, though, I just couldn't stand it anymore. I decided that I'd sneak out, and go over to Jefferson Park with my friends. Patty even called up Paul, and told him to bring an extra guy along for me to meet.
Well, I hardly ate dinner that night, I was so excited! I went to my room and closed the door, and told my parents that I was going to study for a couple of hours. They usually leave me alone when I study, so I figured that everything would be all right.
I climbed out of my window-my room is one the first floor-and I went over to Lisa's house, and the four of us all went over to the park.
When we got there we met the four guys. A real tall fella came over to me and asked if I was Jenny. I told him I was, and he said that his name was Ed, and that I was even prettier then he'd been told I was.
Wow! That really knocked me over! Here was this guy, really cute and tall, six years older than me, telling me that I was pretty!
You can imagine how that made me feel!
Wow! Like, I was in love with him right away!
We went out into the woods and smoked some grass. Patty and the girls were right, it really made me feel super. Of course, sitting there with Ed's arm around me, I already felt pretty super.
Then Ed kissed me. Gosh, Doctor, I can't even describe how good it felt! After hearing my friends talk about it for so long, I was finally getting to find out about it for myself.
Well, we laid down, and he kissed me for a real long time. It felt so neat! I even let him touch my titties. I felt embarrassed because, well, you can see, they're not real big, not like Patty's are, but Ed told me that that was all right, that he liked nice, small tits.
Then he put his hand down my jeans, and his finger diddled with my pussy. Gosh! Did that feel far-out! Ummmm, I can still remember how good it was!
But I didn't let him put his thing into me. I don't know, I "guess I was scared.
Well, he told me he'd meet me there again the next night, and I said sure, and I really wanted to. That first night with Ed was, up to then, at least, the best night of my life.
But when I got home, I found out something that really scared me.
When I tried to climb in my window, I found out that someone had locked it from the inside. That meant my parents knew I'd snuck out! Well, Doctor, I tried to sneak back in, real quietly, through the front door.
But it didn't work! My dad was standing right there, waiting for me. Boy, did he look mad!
"All right, young lady, where have you been?" he almost yelled at me.
Gosh, I sure couldn't tell him the truth, could I? I mean, he would've killed me!
So I told him that me and Patty and Lisa and Josie had all gone out for a hamburger and coke. Luckily, he believed me.
But I wasn't going to get off that easy!
"Well, Jennifer, you've been disobedient!" my dad said. "You're going to have to be punished!"
. Well, I didn't know what he was going to do. I mean, up to then, I had hardly ever disobeyed my parents-nothing like tonight-and they'd never punished me, except by taking away my TV privileges for a week or so.
But my dad grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into my room."
At this point, I could see that Jenny's story was going to take a lot more time to tell, and, since her first session was almost over, I asked her if she could come back and see me the next day. '
She smiled her perky, young smile and said that would be fine, so I had my appointments secretary make one tomorrow for the young girl.
INTERVIEW TWO
The next day, Jennifer walked into my office and plopped herself down in her chair as if she were just visiting one of her friends.
Once again, I was astounded by the prettiness and charm this twelve-year-old possessed.
I reminded her of where she'd left off, and she took it from there.
Well, Doctor, my dad took me into my room and closed the door. Like I told you yesterday, I didn't have the slightest idea of what he was going to do to me, so I was kind of scared.
He sat down on my bed and looked at me sternly.
"Young lady," he said to me, "Pull down your pants and lie down across my lap."
Now I was really scared. I mean, if I pulled down my pants, I was scared he'd notice that my underwear was wet, from when Ed had been fingering my pussy.
"Gosh, Dad, why?! " I asked him.
"Because, young lady, I'm going to spank your bare bottom. That should teach you not to disobey your mother and I. It's something I probably should have done a long time ago!"
So I pulled down my jeans, being really careful to pull down my underwear with them, so that he wouldn't notice how sticky they were. Then I laid down across his lap, with my bottom up.
Boy, was I worried! I really though that this was going to hurt! I was almost crying before he even hit me!
"This isn't easy for me to do, Jennifer," he told me.
Then he gave me my first whack on the ass.
Wow! I couldn't believe it! It hardly hurt at all! I don't know why. Maybe it was because he wasn't hitting me all that hard. Maybe it was because I was still feeling so neat from what I'd done with Ed earlier that night. Maybe it was the grass.
Anyway, after the first three or four whacks he gave me, I realized that it wasn't going to hurt much at all. Oh, yeah, there was some stinging. I mean, when flesh hits flesh, even if it isn't too hard, it's bound to sting a little bit. But gosh, you know that, you're the doctor.
Anyway, the thing that really surprised me was that it wasn't all that bad. In fact, I started to like the feel of my dad's hand on my bare butt. His hand was warm and kind of soft, and I liked the feeling of contact.
It kind of reminded me of having Ed touch me. Oooh, Doctor, I really like feeling a man's skin touch mine.
Well, my dad kept whacking me, but I noticed that each whack was getting softer and softer, until, well, it was more like he was just patting me. It started to feel real good!
Then I noticed something else that really surprised me. You know, there I was lying in my dad's lap, with him spanking me, and my pussy was kind of resting right between his legs, kind of rubbing up against it as he was whacking me.
Well, I could hardly believe it, but I suddenly felt a bulge under my pussy. Something hard was rubbing right into me, right in that tender spot above my hole. You must know what I mean, Doctor, it's a tiny little hard piece of skin, real tiny, and when anything rubs against it, or touches it, it just makes me feel really strange, really good and tingly.
Anyway, I felt my dad's bulge press into my tiny thing as he was spanking me. Soon, I just forgot about him hitting me, because that hard bulge was making me feel so far-out!
Every time he'd whack my bare butt, my pussy would rub right into that bulge, and I'd feel shivers and tingles all over. Wow! It was just delicious! It was just how I'd felt when Ed had had his hand in my pants!
So, you know what I did! I just closed my eyes and made believe that it was Ed who was spanking me, and I pretended that my dad's bulge was Ed's thing when it got hard. I just imagined myself out in the woods with Ed, getting spanked by him. I made believe that Ed and I were out in the woods all alone, and that we didn't have, any clothes on, and that he was rubbing his thing up against my pussy while he was whacking my bare ass.
Ooooh, Doctor, I was really starting to feel good! I could feel my dad's penis getting harder under his pants, and it was pressing and rubbing gently right into my pussy. Mmmmm!
Then I started to feel my pussy getting all wet and sticky! I knew that it was going to rub up against my dad's pants, and make them all wet right where that bulge was! But I didn't care. It felt so neat!
Then, wow, I can still remember what happened! My dad's hard penis started to move around in his pants. It was kind of jumping real fast, and pressing into my pussy. It bounced and bobbed, and rubbed right against that tiny piece of skin.
Mmmmmm, it felt so great! I felt shivers and tingle just run all through me, like electricity or something. I could feel myself starting to shake and quiver. I just couldn't believe how wonderful it made me feel to get spanked by my dad while his hard penis was rubbing my pussy!
Oooooh, I'd never felt like that before, ever! My whole body just felt like it was going to explode or something! I was just all filled up by those shivers!
Oh, Ed, I thought to myself, oh, Ed, it feels so good for you to spank me, it feels so good for you to rub your penis against my pussy.
Well, after a while, my dad's bulge stopped jumping, and it got small, and went away.
When it stopped pressing into my pussy, the shivers started to go away, and I stopped shaking, but I still felt all hot and dizzy and just plain wonderful.
"Ah, that will be all, young lady," my dad said to me, only he wasn't one bit mad anymore. "I hope you learned your lesson," he said.
So I stood up, and I looked down at his crotch, and it was all wet.
Wow, I thought, my pussy must have really gotten sticky. I really blushed, 'cause I'd made him so wet. But he acted just as embarrassed as me! He didn't say anything.
Well, the next night, I snuck out again to meet Ed at the park, like I told him I would. After the night before, when my dad had spanked me and rubbed his hard thing into me to make me feel so good, I was really looking forward to going out into the woods with Ed.
Oh boy, I thought, if it could feel so good just thinking about Ed's hard penis rubbing into me, just think how it will feel with him really doing it!
So Ed and I smoked some grass with his and my friends, and then I just grabbed his hand and led him off. into the woods. He was kind of surprised, but he didn't seem to mind one bit.
We started to make out, and I guess Ed noticed right off what I had in mind, because he was really kissing me like he was in love with me, too. It only took him a few minutes to play with my titties, and then he stuck his hand into my jeans. Boy, was he surprised when he found out I didn't have on any underwear!
Well, he played with my pussy for a while with his fingers, and it felt good, but it wasn't what I wanted. I wanted to feel his penis rubbing into me.
So I reached over and ran my hand over the bulge in his pants. Mmmmmm, I thought, that feels nice and big, just like my father's! So I pulled down his zipper and grabbed his penis. It was long, and red. Stuff was dripping out of its tip, and I ran my hand up and down over it. Ed moaned, and told me that felt real good, so I asked him if it wouldn't feel better inside my pussy.
Well, that's all it took, and soon he had my pants off, and he was sticking his big hard penis into me. Well, if felt good, real good. But I didn't get all shaky and tingly like I did the night before. I didn't know why at the time. I thought that feeling Ed's hard stick inside me would be the grooviest thing ever. But it wasn't. Something was missing.
Well, Doctor, when I got home later that night, I found out what it was.
Just like the other night, my dad was waiting for me. He took me into my room again, and said I was going to get spanked.
So this time I took off all of my clothes, and I saw my dad looking at me real funny. I guess he couldn't believe the way my tits were growing, and how my body was rounding out. His little girl was growing up.
And I also saw that there was already a bulge, even bigger than the one the night before, growing in my dad's pants.
So I laid down right on top of it, and I made sure that my pussy was rubbing right into it. As he spanked me, I kept pressing against it. Mmmmmm, did it feel good!
Boy, Doctor, that was some combination! On one side, my dad was spanking my ass, and on the other side, I was rubbing my wet pussy right into his penis!
Well, after a while, I felt his penis start to jump against my pussy, and I rubbed into it real hard, and lifted my ass so he could hit it even better! Then, the feeling hit me again! Wow, it was wild! Mmmmmmm! It was so great, I almost fainted!
But right then, my mom walked in, and when she saw me lying there, all naked in my dad's lap, she got furious! She told me to go to bed, and when she got my dad upstairs in their bedroom, even though they closed the doors, I could hear her bawling him out.
Well, that was the last time he spanked me, even though I kept coming in late.
Meanwhile, Ed and I kept on getting it on out in the woods. But it was never anything like I felt when I was getting spanked. Finally, I got desperate, and I asked Ed to spank me. But you know what he did? He just looked at me like I was crazy!
Hey, that's funny. Maybe I am crazy! I mean, you are a psychiatrist and all.
But I sure don't feel crazy. Anyway, after Ed did that, I got mad, so the next night, I found a new guy. His name was Dave, and he's a college student. He's a real man, and I really dig him! Well, the first night, we went out in the woods, and we started balling. It felt really good, only, well, I still wanted to be spanked.
So, while he was balling me, I asked him if he could spank me too. And he said, sure, if that was what I was into, he'd be glad to!
Wow! He's such a far out guy! I really dig him a lot!
Well, Dave got up from between my legs, and he sat down, cross-legged. Then he had me lie down on my stomach, facing away from him, with my legs around his waist. It was just perfect! He shoved his big, hard penis right into my pussy, and also started spanking me right on my naked ass! Well, at first, he was hitting me too hard, and it stung, but when I asked him to hit me softer, he did.
So I was laying down with his big penis sticking up into my pussy, and that felt real good, especially when I moved my hips around in circles, and up and down, so that his hard dick was sliding in and out of my hole. But what really felt good, what really made me feel just absolutely wild, was the feel of his hand coming down on my bare butt.
He was spanking me while he was balling me, and it was crazy! I mean, I got all Shivery and shaky like never before! Wow! It was super!
Anyway, Doctor, that's about all there is to tell. I've been sneaking over there just about every night instead of studying. I guess that's why my grades are falling. But I have to be honest with you. I dig the way Dave balls me and spanks me at the same time more than I like studying.
I think my parents know what's going on. At least, I know that they don't like me going out like I do. But for some reason, my dad never says or does anything to me anymore.
So what's going to happen to me, Doctor. I feel all right. I like what I do at night, an awful lot. I don't really care about my school work, I'm having such a good time! I'm not crazy, am I ?