Case History:
Becky
Any research concerning the phenomenon of female exhibitionism will most certainly include the dancing girl, since the stage is, of course, the ideal and legal recourse for the exhibitionistically inclined woman. Here she can exploit herself to her heart's content.
However, even the stage has its limitations. There are always lines of control drawn. Consider the multitude of topless bars in the country today, particularly in California. In the early days of the topless, the average citizen was very much disturbed and considered this new innovation to be completely immoral and unacceptable. But through the perseverance of the nightclub owners, and after many costly legal battles, the line was finally redrawn to allow topless dancers.
This acceptance inevitably opened new doors to sexual exploitation. As more and more clubs inaugurated topless girls, toplessness became practically commonplace, and profits began to swindle. Something had to be done to revive the business.
The next step was the "beaver" films. For those not familiar with films such as these, they are short color films of young, generally attractive girls who roll, toss, twist, and gyrate on a beautiful bed, couch, or floor or beside a beautiful pool, in the nude.
In the beginning a certain amount of modesty was shown by the girls. They would never allow the viewer to see their genitals, only the pubic hair. As time progressed, approximately a year, the films began to exhibit glimpses of the genital area until eventually they presented their hidden charms, even to the extent of pulling up their legs to spread wide the lips of their secret passage of love.
And of course, as this, too, became a glut on the market, the only obvious step was to bottomless dancers!
Since our subject, Becky, was one such dancer, we turn to her for her story.
She traveled through the early years of running around without clothing at home, and as she became older she was seemingly developing into a normal young girl. That is, until one very traumatic experience happened in her life at the age of fifteen.
"Yes, I would say that it was very exciting to me. I had never seen that wonderful equipment that a man has, and it was a real shock! My mother had kept me in almost complete ignorance about sex.
"I was about fifteen years old at the time, and I was taking a shortcut home, through an alley, when it happened. I had been swimming, and since I always wore my panties under my swim suit I had my wet suit and panties rolled up in my towel. I could never figure out why it was better to wear my panties when swimming than to wear them on the street on the way home.
"Anyway, like I said, I was walking through this alley, when I heard a noise coming from a sort of hallway that leads from the alley into this building. When I looked toward the noise I saw a man standing just far enough into the doorway that I could see him quite clearly. He had his pants open, and his big dick was standing out like a billy club!
"I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw that! He was moving his hand up and down the length of it, and he even had his balls hanging out! They were bouncing up and down with the movement of his hand.
"I had heard, of course, all kinds of wild stories from my girlfriends at school about this thing that males had, but to see one for the first time was something else! I just stood there, interested as hell.
"When he noticed my interest he really started to pump his hand up and down, and as I stepped closer for a better look I noticed the silvery drop of moisture on the end of his dick.
"He said something to me like, 'Do you like what you see, honey?' and I just nodded my head. He was really looking at my body, and it looked like he was actually licking his lips!
"For some reason I wasn't frightened, and I just stared at his actions, wondering what it was all about.
After pumping for a while he asked, T bet you have a very nice thing between your legs, don't you?' This sort of made me ashamed, because all I had, of course, was just a hole to me at the time, so I said, 'No, I don't have anything like you have.'
"He could tell my strong interest and also that he had me going, so he said, 'Let me see it, baby, please. I'm showing you mine!' I was embarrassed, but I didn't hesitate very long and grabbed the bottom of my dress and lifted it up to my waist.
"When he saw my pussy lips he whipped his thing until I thought he was going to pull it off! I was totally fascinated and walked right up to him and bent over so I could get a good look. What had been a little drop on the end of his prick had turned into a little stream, and it was covering his whole dick!
"I gingerly reached out and grasped his large, pulsating prick with my hand. On my touch it jumped, and I quickly let go. He told me that it was all right, so I grabbed it again and started moving my hand up and down as I had seen him do. This really caused him to react. He again reached down and started to rub his finger up and down my blushing sex lips and the thrill I felt was twice as good as the first time.
"He then realized the dangerous location we were in and said 'Follow me.' We entered a door at the other end of the hallway that opened into the basement. He locked the door and took me to a far end of the room. There was an old couch and some other things around. He yanked off his pants and fell onto the couch.
"The second he hit the couch he started to do what I now know is jacking off, wildly.
" 'Lift your dress, baby, lift your dress,' he said, breathing in gasps. I quickly followed his instructions and unconsciously started to rub my pussy. This really did it! He jacked his prick violently three or four more times and spurted out his beautiful load of creamy sperm! It shot right into my face and startled the hell out of me!
"After the last squirt he just sort of collapsed; in fact, I thought he fainted. He just sat there breathing hard with his sperm pouring out all over his dick, hand, and balls.
"I certainly had mixed emotions, believe you me. There I was, seeing this miracle of nature for the first time, with his come running down my face, over my mouth and dripping off my chin. My tongue automatically licked my lips and suddenly I realized what I was licking. It was a completely unknown liquid to me, and I knew it came out of a man's penis, but the taste seemed exciting and pleasant. I took my towel and wiped my face clean.
"I was standing there, watching his organ grow smaller and the white little river leaking out, when he opened his eyes, reached out his arms, and asked me to come to him. I walked to his arms as if I were in a trance.
"My dress was still tucked up around my waist, and he put his hot hands around me, onto my buttocks, and pulled me to him, squeezing my cheeks with his fingers. I fell onto him as he caressed my thighs and ass and then he spread my ass cheeks and played with my anus and pussy lips. I could feel his half-hard prick between my legs, the white stuff smearing them.
"He asked me if I liked what I saw, and I told him I did. Then he wanted to know if I would do something else exciting. I guess I had hot pants, even at that young age, because I told him I sure would.
"He told me to get on my knees between his legs and play with his dick. I was thrilled to death, because this was the first time I really had a chance to study a man's prick. It was something. I put my hand on it and sort of squeezed its half hardness. The head got bigger when I did that. He had a beautiful head on it. It was a lot larger than the body and was a bright pink color, and the base cf it folded sharply into the shaft. I took both hands and opened the cute, moist mouth on the end of it, and as I did a little pearl of liquid rolled out. Just under the head there was a darker-colored rolled or wrinkled ring of flesh from his circumcision. I found I could straighten this out by pulling down the skin on the shaft.
"My handling of his organ had naturally caused it to grow again, and this really fascinated me. I realized that it was me that had caused this strange phenomenon, and I experienced a new sense of excitement between my legs!
"It very quickly grew to a hard, throbbing thing, and I studied the network of veins all around it. Some were big and some were small, but there were so many of them! I started the action of moving one hand up and down the length of his rod as I investigated his marvelous balls. They were large and as I grasped them in my hand I could tell they were kind of oblong, sort of egg-shaped, and pretty well covered with hair. His bag was a bit wrinkled and I noticed that one ball hung down lower than the other. I cupped them both in my hand and weighed them. They felt wonderful. I have always loved to fondle a man's balls and feel them in my hand. I think all women love this no matter what their age is-it must be instinct.
"About this time he started squirming and panting. He leaned forward and whispered, 'Put your mouth on it!' As he said this he put his hand on my head and started pulling me down to his prick!
"I couldn't believe what he said, but even so I had the strongest desire to do just that! It looked ... well, it looked delicious! This pulsating, engorged organ of manhood looked good enough to eat!
"As my mouth reached his straining muscle he again whispered to me, 'Lick it first, honey.' Following his instructions, I started by licking its beautiful head. I licked all around it and even put my tongue into the wet mouth. I discovered that it really turned him on when I licked the bottom side of the head, so I did that for a while, and his legs kept shaking and jumping! Finally, not wanting to wait any longer, I put my mouth over the hot head of his prick! To this day I will never forget the thrill of his dick going into my mouth! He jumped up a little bit and nearly knocked me over, but I kept my lips glued to his organ.
"His prick felt like velvet, and the moisture in my mouth made it all slick and slimy. I started to go down further and further until I thought I would choke myself. I could feel the head at the bottom of my throat, and then when I drew back and let it slip nearly out of my mouth I could feel his cock swell with passion-it seemed to get twice its erected size!
"Instinctively, I realized that a steady sucking, up and down, was most pleasurable for him, so I started a steady pace and at the same time I put my hand between my legs and started to rub my cunt!
"In a very short time he began to reach his climax. I could feel it and sense it I guess. His prick started to pulse, expanding larger and larger, and he was groaning things like, 'Oh God ... suck, suck, ... ohhhh'.
"He came then, and I would have been shocked if I hadn't seen him come earlier. It was still too much for my mouth, and as he erupted into my mouth the pressure made it squirt out the sides of my lips. I tried to swallow it all, but it was just too much! For some reason I reached up and grabbed his balls, and that really got him going! He spurted more and more and I could feel the sperm splashing against the roof of my mouth!
"As his orgasm diminished I could feel his prick losing its hardness, gradually. It was even exciting to me to feel his unhard cock in my mouth. We lay there for a few minutes, his limp organ in my mouth, his come all over his balls and my chin, and finally I lifted off of him, and as his dick slipped out of my mouth it made sort of a sucking sound.
"When I stood up he looked quite disturbed and ashamed of himself. He pulled me to him, bent down and kissed my pussy, and told me to put my dress in order. After he dropped his still large dick into his pants and zipped them up we left the basement. Once outside he told me I probably wouldn't see him again, thanked me, and left. I went home with a great deal of questions on my mind.
"When I got home I started to contemplate everything that had taken place. I was overwhelmed with the experience. How had it all come about? I asked myself. The man was exposing himself to me in the alley, I had stopped to watch him, and then had walked into the hallway with him. The thing that made the greatest impression on me was his reaction when I lifted my dress and he saw my bare pussy. That seemed to really turn him on! The way he yanked on his dick so violently, his hand was just a blur, and his balls were really flopping up and down. That was the first time I had ever seen a man's big ball bag.
"I thought of how his face was so contorted, with pleasure I guess, and he gritted his teeth together. Boy, his balls bouncing, though, that was something! I realized that all of this was due to my exposing my genitals to him. When we were once in the basement that where the big things happened. That's where I saw my first man come while looking at my pussy. He was like a wild man!
"But the greatest thrill, and the most exciting part of the whole incident, was, of course, when I sucked his dick! I may forget many of the other things, but that was the best part of all and I will never forget a second of it. I remember every detail of my first blow job, down to the last drop of come, and to this day my only objective in going out with a man is to have the opportunity to suck on his dick.
"I rationalized that this had actually happened because I had shown him my pussy. In my mind it seemed to be the logic of the situation that by showing my cunt I was initiated into the wonderful secrets of sex, namely fellatio.
"I sucked every boy I could all through my school years; in fact, I was known for this hobby and had a pretty bad reputation. Oh, I had my share of screwing, but I would do that only if I could suck the boy off first.
"I used to expose myself quite a lot in school, only for one purpose, to get a boy's thing in my mouth, and after school I continued the practice.
"When topless dancing started I was one of the first ones to do it. I didn't get much satisfaction from it, however, because I have this thing about exposing my pussy.
"I'm in my glory now, with the bottomless. I can get up there and throw my cunt in all of their faces! I can see the bulges in their pants when they go to the can and imagine how great it would be if they could spring out their hard-ons and sit there playing with them while they watch my pussy and ass. They all try to date me, and I try to pick the one I think might have the most suckable dick. So far I've been doing great. I get a new one every night!"
I will conclude my interview with Becky, at this point with a final statement.
Ordinarily I would not have included a chapter concerning a dancing girl, since this certainly is not uncommon for a young lady. But due to Becky's obsession with fellatio, due to her earlier traumatic experience, and her method of obtaining her satisfaction, it is felt that her story has a definite place in a report on female exhibitionism.