Teenage Head Game
"Well, I'll tell you about my hang up. It's cocksucking. Yeah, that's what really turns me on. I've been doing it since I was fourteen and the more I suck cock, the more I need it. Trouble is, I have to be careful what pricks I choose for a blow job. If I worked on a guy from school the word would get around fast and I don't want that to happen. So I have to be selective about cocks.
"My big chance came when the K.'s moved next door. Mrs. K. had a lot of bridge games and Mr. K. worked late so they wanted someone to look after their son, Robbie. He was eleven but such a little brat that they couldn't trust him alone in the house for more than ten minutes at a time. He just ran all over the place, knocking things down and eating everything in sight. He really needed a baby-sitter. That's where I came in. Since most of the work would be in the afternoon and early evening, my folks said I could try it for a month. If I could keep my grades up I could keep the job.
"I was really happy about that. My parents aren't very poor but after paying bills there wasn't much money left over. I could never buy new clothes or go to a movie unless I earned the money myself. And that year I wanted a transistor radio more than anything in the world. I saved some but baby-sitting wasn't all that steady. At least not until the K.'s moved in.
"Even though Robbie was a brat he didn't scare me. I knew that his folks let him get away with murder and I saw no reason why I shouldn't. So he did whatever he wanted to and I studied. It worked out fine until he got lonely and started talking to me a lot.
"He was five years younger than I was but he knew more about sex than I did. I understood about sperm and eggs but until he showed me his prick I wasn't sure just how they got together.
"Every time we would talk about it, his cock would swell up and get hard. Robbie kept on telling me that we should fuck so that we would really understand, but I kept putting him off. It wasn't that I minded the idea of getting fucked. It just hurt my pride that such a young kid would do it to me.
"That was what got me thinking that there should be something that I could do to him. Then one night he told me about sixty-nine.
"I wasn't interested in having him lick my cunt. For one thing, his mouth was always full of bubble gum. I could just imagine getting my pussy lips stuck together and having to explain it to my mom and then to a doctor. No, that wasn't for me at all.
"But the other way, me sucking his prick, appealed to me more. I would still be in control and his cock would be inside my body. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to try it. Trying to sound Robbie out, I started to tell him that I was going to suck his prick when he was bad. Instead of being frightened, he kept telling me that he wished that I would. The only thing that held me back was that I never knew for sure just when his parents were getting home. It seemed like they came in at different times every night. I wondered if they ever saw each other at all but figured that was none of my business. By then I had my radio and was saving for a new dress.
"One day I got notes from both of them, telling me that they would be home late. Mrs. K. was going bowling with her bridge club and Mr. K. had a late business meeting. After reading the notes, I decided that would be the night.
"Robbie was being pretty good until I told him it was time to take a bath and go to bed. Then he started getting rambunctious and running around all over the place. I told him that I would give him the bath if he agreed to take it. He said he would if I took one with him. I thought that would give me a good opening so I agreed.
"We both stripped off our clothes and got into the tub. Robbie's eyes were all over me and he told me I had a pretty body. I do and even then my tits were about the same size they are now. I didn't feel at all embarrassed as his eyes appraised me. I was feeling daring and adventurous and that was all part of the fun.
"After he looked me all over I began to study him. His cock looked so sweet and wet that I wanted to take it in my mouth right then. I wondered just how it would look after I had sucked on it for a while. Mostly I wondered just how big it would get.
"We took our time in the bath and then dried each other off. As Robbie rubbed the towel over my breasts I began to tingle all inside my cunt. I told him then that I wanted to suck on his prick. He didn't believe it until I tucked him in bed and started to play with it.
"He looked up at me out of his eleven-year-old face with the eyes of a man. As I rubbed and pinched his small prick it started to grow right before my eyes. Before I knew it, it was four inches long and standing straight up in the air.
"As soon as I convinced myself that it wasn't going to grow anymore, I took it between my lips and began to suck on it. As I did, a feeling of power went through me. Part of it was because of the faraway look in his eyes. He looked so happy that I almost cried. Not a muscle was moving. Once in a while he blinked, but aside from that he just stared ahead with a half-grin on his face.
"I sucked it for twenty minutes before my lips began to get tired. I had thought something would happen but Robbie told me he couldn't come. I promised him that when he could, I would do it again.
"But we didn't wait. Giving head got to be my favorite game and Robbie was crazy about it too. At first we did it every chance we got but then I got smart. I saved it for the times when he was bucking me about something. Then I used it as a bribe. But Robbie was a sharp kid so it worked kind of backwards. He started being bratty on purpose so that I would blow him. After awhile I stopped bothering.
"We were always pretty careful to do it when we thought his folks would be out late. Sometimes we misjudged and had to stop right in the middle. As I got more practice I could suck on it longer. Once I almost licked his cock for a straight hour. I would have too, but his poor prick was getting so sore that it went down.
"When Robbie and his folks went away for a two-week vacation I was miserable. My mouth was watering for his prick the whole time he was gone. School was out and I didn't have very much to do except think about it. My parents thought I was miserable over all the money I was losing. But by then I would have stayed with Robbie for nothing.
"I dated a few boys my own age but they didn't interest me very much. They gave me a lot of sloppy kisses and tried to grab my tits and that turned me off. They were just so clumsy about the whole thing. I thought about blowing one of them but I knew the whole class would know about it the next day. And then they would all expect it. That's what happened to one of my friends. She let a guy strip her and rub her clit and gash until she came. The next day half the guys in school were asking her for dates. They all tried the same thing and when she wouldn't let them they got mad. So I knew what I would be in for if I blew a guy my own age.
"When Robbie got back I was so glad to see him that I almost cried. As soon as we were alone, my hands were at his pants and my mouth was all ready for his cock. He warned me that his dad might be home soon but I just ignored it. I had been waiting for so long that I didn't care what happened.
"I was in a panic and just about tore the kid's pants down. When I finally got my mouth on his prick I felt much better. I had been sucking on it for ten minutes or so when I got the feeling there was someone else in the room. I turned my head and saw his father watching us through the window.
"I let Robbie's prick slide out of my mouth and I told him to get dressed. I was scared shitless and started thinking that his dad would send me to reform school and tell my parents and all kinds of terrible things. When he walked in the door I just wanted to die on the spot. I didn't even notice that he didn't look too mad, and that his prick was standing straight out in his pants.
"He told Robbie to go to his room and the kid obeyed faster than I thought he ever could. Then Mr. K. just stood there and stared at me for a long time. I was so miserable that I kept watching the floor, hoping that a big hole would suddenly open up. But I couldn't just stand there the rest of my life so I finally looked up at him. His eyes were going all over my body. I had to shake myself before I could take in the fact that he was turned on.
"I was heading my eyes back down to the floor when I caught sight of the bulge in his pants. His prick looked like it was a foot long and I couldn't help staring at it and thinking that it might be fun to suck on one that size.
"He must have read my mind because the next thing I knew he had it out of his pants and was waving it in front of me. He was talking kind of crazy about his wife loving Robbie better than him and stuff like that. But the look in his eye told me that he wanted the same kind of treatment his son was getting.
"As he came closer I backed away a little until I sat down on the couch. He came closer and thrust his thick cock right in my face. It was at least ten inches long and two or three inches thick. I didn't know how I was going to get something that size in my mouth but I sure wanted to try.
"I took his cock in my hand and studied it for a minute. It was hard as a rock and so much bigger than Robbie's. Besides that, it was based in a clump of curly hair that fascinated me. I touched the wiry hair and it sprang back at me. I giggled a little and did it again.
"I would have played with his dark bush some more but I sensed that he was getting kind of impatient. So I started to play with his cock a little. I began with my hand, running it down the long shaft. I could feel his cock move in my hand and it seemed to be getting harder all the time. As I kept on playing with it my fear evaporated and I could relax and enjoy it. I loved the thick stiffness of his cock in my hand.
"Mr. K. got the same kind of glazed look that Robbie had when. I played with him. That helped even more to make the whole thing easier. I ran my hands up arid down his prick for a minute, all the way from the very tip back down to his balls. I rubbed them for a while, cupping them in my hands and playing with them. They were so different from his son's that I just had to explore them thoroughly.
"When I was done with that I went back to his prick. The knobby head had turned a deep red, almost purple by then and it fascinated me. I got a good hold on his lollipop-my fingers could just about reach all the way around. Then I started to move my hand up and down on it. I felt the outside skin move with my hand and wondered where all the wrinkles went when he got hard.
"Then I bent down and started to run my tongue all over his stiff poker. I licked every single inch of it, both front and back. Then I licked his balls for a minute or two. By then I could hear him groaning as my tongue went back to his cock. I licked harder and faster and he seemed to love it.
"I was afraid to take his big stick in my mouth but finally I just couldn't stand the temptation for another minute. I got about half of it in and began to suck. His hot prick filled my mouth up almost completely so that I really had to work on finding room to lick and suck it.
"I worked his cock over good, using my cheeks and tongue and lips and even my teeth. While I was sucking on it a drop of cream spilled out of the tip into my mouth. It tasted good so I swallowed it down. I kept on sucking for another few minutes, working him as fast as I could. I just couldn't seem to stop licking and biting his enormous cock. I loved it all so much that I didn't give a damn about anything else.
"Suddenly I felt his prick start to quiver and shake like a volcano that was ready to erupt. I didn't know just what was going on so I kept on sucking. A minute later a torrent of hot lava erupted and gushed down my throat. I drank it up as well as I could, loving the salty taste of his creamy jism. As I tried to suck on his cock some more I discovered that it was shrinking. That was when I finally figured out everything about sex.
"Anyway, after we were done I got ready to go home. I didn't know just what was going on so I asked Mr. K. if he wanted me to baby-sit for Robbie anymore. I wouldn't have blamed him if he had said no, but he didn't. Instead, he told me that he was glad Robbie had such a nice girl around.
"You can guess what happened then. I took turns sucking off Robbie and his father. Mr. K. started coming home from work earlier on days when he knew his wife would be out. When he was home he ordered Robbie to go to his room while I blew him.
"For a long time I thought I had a great thing going for me. I was getting to suck two pricks and no one knew a thing about it. I didn't realize how jealous Mr. K. was of Robbie. Every time he came and filled my mouth up with cream he would say something about Robbie not being able to do that. I agreed. Actually, the fact that Robbie couldn't come yet didn't bother me at all. Even though he didn't cream he could stay hard for a hell of a long time. That was one thing his father couldn't do.
"All summer long I sucked both of them off and loved it. But when school started again I took another look at the guys there and decided that maybe I should go out with them more. I did and petted with them a few times. By then all the girls my age were doing it so it was no big thing. Besides that, I blew a couple of them and liked it better than Robbie or his father. I looked around until I found a part-time job after school and quit the baby-sitting.
"The only problem is, that was three years ago and I'm still hooked on blowing guys. I got fucked once and it didn't do a thing for me. And neither does anything that a guy does to me. The only kind of sex I really love is sucking cocks. If I didn't want to get married some day and have kids I wouldn't give a damn. But I do. So I'll have to work something out. Maybe I can find a husband who digs getting sucked off more than anything else. I guess guys like that are pretty rare but I'm sure there must be one someplace. I'll just have to keep on looking."