Fellatio And Female Climax
"I know a lot of the guys call me a cocksucker. I don't really mind, because that's exactly what I am. I don't hide it and I don't intend to color my actions with some fancy names either. I love cock juice even more than I love having my cunt sucked. Any sixty-nine will turn me on to one hell of a volume, but my real bag is pricksucking. There's something about taking a cock in my mouth and then sucking on it, feeling the tension mounting and watching the guy's face when I can that really gets to me.
"Naturally I try to get as much head as I can. The only problem is that most guys I know would rather fuck. That's all right since I like fucking, too. The only thing wrong with fucking is that I can't see the guy's face while we're doing it because he has it buried in my neck or boobs, unless I get on top and most guys don't dig that much.
"I guess I'd better explain. I'm strictly a one-night girl. I don't want any long range kind of deal. I'm sure that all men, over a long period of time, would be willing to do anything with me once again. But I don't give them a chance.
"I guess you want to know just why I'm so anti-relationship. I was in love with a real bastard for a hell of a long time. About five years. I met him when I was thirteen and he was eighteen. He didn't know how old I was since I've always had big tits and all that. So he thought I was sixteen or so.
"He was all the time after me to fuck. For the first six months or so I wouldn't. I was a chicken shit is the real reason why. Anyway, we were always making out and he was always getting hard and I would never fuck. He fed me the usual bull about doing it if I loved him and I told him it was a pile of shit. Now I don't think love makes a damn bit of difference. But that was a long time ago.
"Finally he convinced me that I should give him head. It took longer than fucking, almost, to talk me into it. I just didn't dig the idea of taking a hard cock in my mouth. But it wouldn't knock me up so I told him I would.
"Man, after one time I really flipped out. I just loved it-it was the grooviest thing in the world. I sucked his cock and swallowed all his cream, kept part of him inside me for a long time, and I didn't get knocked up. After that, I was the one who was always after him to let me suck his cock.
"That's how the bastard finally got my cherry, too. He told me that he wasn't going to let me blow him anymore unless he could fuck me. Shit, he was bluffing but I was only fourteen then and didn't know my ass from a hole in the ground.
"Anyway, he finally got his prick in my panties. It was nice and all but I really liked blowing him better. When I told him that, he just laughed and told me that it takes awhile to get used to fucking. So I tried and I liked it okay, I still do. But the weird thing is that when I give head I can come. If I'm fucking I usually don't. Figure that one.
"I went with him for five years, until just six months ago. Then I found out that he had known all along how young I was. The thought of going with a man who would fuck a fourteen-year-old girl turned me off. I knew that it was as much my fault as it was his and I didn't regret it or anything like that. But it really pissed me off. When I told him about it he just laughed and told me if I didn't like it I could walk out. We were living together by then.
"I was mad so I ran out of the place^ I didn't go far-just to the store to cool off. But when I got back he was gone. Not only with all his stuff but with a hell of a lot of mine, too.
"So don't give me any shit about love and relationships. They aren't worth a damn. Look, if he had fucked me and run that would have been one thing. But after five years to be just dropped like that is a little hard to take.
"I'm not saying I'll never fall in love again. Hell, I could go insane some time. All I know is that I'm not gonna do it tomorrow or a year from tomorrow. But in the meantime, a girl has to have her fun. And mine is sucking cocks when I can get one. And if I can't, anything else will do. That's a nice thing about looking for one-night things-you don't have to be so damned choosy. Because that can get you absolutely nowhere."