Case History 3
Subject: Sharon R. Age: Eighteen
INTERVIEW ONE
Sharon was one of the sweetest girls, that I had the opportunity to work with, and who presented a real challenge. Since Sharon had always been exceptionally well-built for her age she always brought on-at first unwittingly the sexual advances of almost every young male who dated her. As she came to understand that their interest in her was merely as an object to satisfy their lust, she developed an enormous contempt for men....She determined to use men as they had used her, and naturally, she merely succeeded in turning herself into a kind of sex-toy. Then, when she graduated high school and took her first job, her greatest troubles started.
Sharon's boss-a man in his thirties, and married-was attracted to her during her first week on the job. But when Sharon attempted to employ her usual routine of leading her boss on, as she had done with her contemporaries in high school, she found herself caught in her own trap. Her boss' sexual expertise proved to be the lever by which Sharon-the young manipulator-became the manipulated.
As always, it is most clear when the patient tells her own story in her own words. So here is Sharon's initial interview with me.
I knew that Jerry, he's my boss, really was attracted to me when I took my job after graduation. Wow! The way that guy would stare at my legs when I walked through the office was too much! And it really amused me too, cause I always wear those short, tight minis, that show as much as possible ... And I like to wear those tight, sexy sweaters too, because I know I've got a pair that the guys like to watch. That's always been all they're interested in, anyway, since the time I started to develop in high school, at fifteen.
So, I guess now I'm what the guys would call really stacked. You know, doctor, "hot stuff" to say it in their words. And that's just they way every fellow in the office looks at me; and that's how Jerry has regarded me.
The big problem started that day when Jerry asked me to come into his private office to take some dictation for him. Well, I got up and brought my pen and steno pad into his office. When I sat down, Jerry got up and closed the office door. "These letters have to be kept confidential, Sharon," he said.
When Jerry returned to his desk he brushed past me and let his hand slide across my shoulder. Well, I thought to myself, another one!
They're all the same! In high school or not. Young or old. Married or single. They're just out to get their paws all over you and fuck!
Jerry sat down and smiled at me. Well, I wasn't about to let this fellow think that he was too hot for me to handle, so I just returned the most seductive smile I could. Then I shifted in my seat, and let that mini I was wearing shift right up to my ass and show him that I had the kind of shape that could keep any guy in line.
"Sharon, you're the prettiest girl in this office," Jerry said. "I'll bet you've got a steady fellow, don't you," he asked.
"Nope," I answered. "I'm not interested in getting tied down yet." Then I smiled. I dropped my arms back to the sides of my chair and let the bulges of my breasts peek straight at him. It was really fun, because my boss was trying to control what I could tell he was feeling.
Jerry got up and he cleared his throat. He was nervous, but not like those fellows I knew in high school. No, Jerry could at least make a decent effort to keep cool....I guess that was the first time I ever saw a man controlling his feelings for me. Well, I guess that it was the first time I had ever been with a real man.
Then he came over to me. He stood alongside my chair, and I caught a glimpse of a bulge right between his legs, where his sport jacket parted at the bottom. It sure looked like Jerry's cock was big, I thought. And wow! it is sticking out like there's no tomorrow!
Jerry placed his hand upon my shoulder. "Look Sharon," he said. "I think you're the loveliest girl I ever saw in my life." He sounded really honest, and that was the first time a guy
-any guy-had ever said anything like that to me. "Can you understand it when I tell you I feel that I'm falling in love with you?" he said.
Well I was shocked. It didn't seem like Jerry was like those jerky kids after all. He was a good-looking man, and, well, I guess I felt attracted to him also. His saying that he thought he was in love with me kind of put my guard down. I turned to him.
"You're a married man," I said. I noticed when I turned directly to face him that his prick was even longer and harder under his pants. "How can you say that to me?" I said.
Then Jerry placed both his hands upon my shoulders and he looked down at me. "Sharon, believe me," he said. "I need you."
Well, that cock of Jerry's was practically coming through the front of his pants while he spoke, and it was the first time that I didn't feel revolted by the thought of being close to a guy's prick.
Then Jerry kneeled down. His rock-hard cock brushed along my thigh as he kneeled beside me, and he rested his hands right on the tops of my thighs. I felt warm all over. Jerry gently pressed his fingers into the flesh of my legs.
"Oh Sharon," he said. He seemed to be getting really emotional. And I knew because he had that hard-on that he wanted to hump me, but he was controlling himself from making an actual pass.
"Jerry, do you really think you, you love me?" I asked. I had dropped my steno book and I reached for Jerry's face. Softly, I caressed his cheeks with my fingers. "Do you really feel," I hesitated.
Jerry reached up and took my hands. Then he bent his head and kissed my thigh. Well, I felt a bolt of heat run right up my body. I guess that was the first flush of real desire I had ever felt for a man in my life!
We kissed. Long and hard. And then we were standing, embracing and I was grinding my belly right against that rock-hard cock of Jerry's. Jerry was rubbing his prick against me, and his hands began to play with the tops of my breasts, underneath my sweater. Oh, man, I felt like I never felt before in my entire life! I felt myself getting hot, doctor. I felt the nipples on my tits stiffen to the touch of Jerry's hands over my bra, and I felt my pussy get hot and sticky-wet.
Jerry had got me as hot as he was, and I really felt that I wanted this man. My hand went to that bulge between his legs, and I started to feel his prick, and play with that pole of his, until he was humping right in my hand, and moaning with pleasure.
My skirt had risen over my ass, thanks to Jerry's determined hands, and then it was off me, and Jerry let it drop on the rug of the office floor. He began rubbing between my legs, and my panties got wet from his passionate fondling. Then Jerry lifted my sweater up and over my head. When he threw it to the floor I was just standing there panting. I was so fucking horny and excited in my panties and bra, and Jerry knew it. He was practically shooting off his gism in his trousers!
But Jerry knew how to make me really crazy. He was getting me so damn hot that I would've fucked off every jerk on my old high school football team-even though I was a virgin! That's right. My young pussy had never been popped. I hated those stupid guys at school so much that I never would let one of them so much as feel me up. The only thing I ever did to those fellows was cock-tease their peckers until they were so horny they'd have gotten their rocks off with their mothers if they could have! I was a fresh young virgin, and Jerry had me wanting cock right there in his office like I had been the biggest tramp going!
"Oh, baby," Jerry was moaning. "Oh, Sharon, baby," he groaned. Now I was taking off his clothes as fast as my hands could move.
"I want you baby," Jerry grunted as I pulled down his trousers and greeted that seven inch cock of his with the gentle touch of my hand over his undershorts. I wanted to see it! I wanted to see that fucking member of Jerry's standing up at attention for me, and then yes!-I wanted him to ram it into my fuck hole so deep that it would come out of my ass!
"Kiss it, " Jerry moaned. "Please, Sharon, kiss it," he said.
Well, I was getting hotter than a firecracker, and just the thought of feeling that succulent pole going into my mouth made the pussy-juice run in my hole. Boy, would I ever suck him! I thought.
I slid Jerry's shorts down and that fucking prick of his just stood right up like I had imagined it would! Oh, what a prick that was!
Then I kissed the tip of his prick. I let my fingers just play, tantallizingly, with his hairy balls. He loved it. I thought that somebody outside the office was going to knock on the door because Jerry's groaning and moaning sounded like he was having a two-hour orgasm! And the way he was responding to me made me feel the most passionate desire I had ever imagined.
"Suck me, Sharon," Jerry said.
I had never ever sucked a guy. Like I said, doctor, I had never even had any kind of sexual relationship outside of prick-teasing before. But I guess I just knew it all instinctively. I guess that I just felt what Jerry wanted from me because he was the first and only man that I ever felt that I wanted, myself. So, I let that big, hot dick of his slip between my lips.
I moved my head forward, so that Jerry's cock went deep into my mouth, and I felt it touch the back of my throat. My hands slipped around the back of Jerry's ass and guided his pumping motions forward, so his juicy prick slid carefully back and forth into my hungry mouth.
I sucked until the saliva in my mouth began to drip out of the corners of my lips, and I felt Jerry's hard-on getting hard as a fucking rock in my mouth. I took one hand off Jerry's ass and let it caress his hot, hairy nuts. Oh, his balls were as hot as fire! Then I let that cock of his slide out of my mouth, and I slid my lips along the side until I could taste his balls in my mouth.
That made Jerry groan so much with lust that I stopped holding his balls because I didn't want anyone in the outside office to hear. I just let his cock slide right back into my mouth, and then I pumped away with my lips and my cheeks until I knew Jerry was going to shoot off his milky hot load.
"Oh, baby!" he said. "Oh, oh, baby," he groaned again, and then I felt one sudden bolt of hot gism explode from the head of Jerry's pecker and fill up my mouth. Then a second and third jet came into my mouth, and I had such a mouthful of cream that it started to leak out of my lips. It was salty and hot and I thought Jerry must be shooting a whole quart of it into my mouth the way those thick jets of come were hitting the back of my throat!
When Jerry's balls had been thoroughly emptied into my mouth, I let his softened prick slip out. Some come was still on his cock, and I wiped it off. My panties were soaking wet between my legs! Boy, I guess I had gone from a cock-teaser to a cock-sucker in nothing flat!
Jerry held me in his arms and we kissed again.
I felt real good. I know that the whole thing was crazy. I mean sucking off Jerry like that in his office, and me falling for what he said about needing me and loving me, but still, I had been so desperate for someone, for....
At this point I explained to Sharon that my function was not to act as a judge of either her actions or herself. I wanted to help her, and the best way for me to do it was to hear all that she could tell me.
I pointed out that the individual responsible for what we would call abnormal behavior just has no control over him or herself.
My comments and my relaxed acceptance of Sharon's story worked. She calmed down and resumed her description of her relationship with her boss Jerry.
Well, I guess the two of us kind of came around to our senses after Jerry had emptied his balls into my mouth because we just stood there holding each other and we were less passionate. At least Jerry was. "Look Sharon," he said, "I think you're fantastic. You're a really great girl and I've got to see you after work-soon. All right?"
"Well sure Jerry," I answered. "Of course." I felt real strange because, well-it just seemed different now. Like Jerry had gotten the main thing that he wanted, and now he just wanted to assign me a convenient place in the background of his life. "Jerry," I said, I pressed close to him, "I need you" I said.
"Yes Sharon, Of course," he answered. "I need you also. But the tone of earnestness had gone from his voice. He said it was all right. The words were the same. But I sensed that the feeling he had expressed earlier was no longer there at all.
When we had dressed Jerry held me close again. He kissed me and placed his hand on my ass which was out-lined sharply against the mini I was wearing. With his other hand he felt my breasts gently.
"You're wonderful, Sharon" he said
"Jerry," I asked hesitantly, "Do you feel that you love me?"
"Of course," he said. "I love you too, Jerry," I answered. But I knew it was a lie. It was a lie that I told him as I left his office just to save my self respect. And he was lying his ass off to me too. He had just wanted to pop those horny hairy nuts of his into my mouth. And he wanted to jack his fucking pecker up into my pussy whenever the mood struck him! That's what he wanted! I knew it! He wanted me as a piece of ass. As a hole to jam his horny prick whenever he had a load of cream that he couldn't pop into his wife.
If it had been that simple I guess the problem would have ended right there. But maybe I knew that Jerry had lied to me and maybe I knew that I didn't love him deeply, yet still, I did feel, for some crazy reason that I wanted him. It just felt so damn great piping off his cock and seeing how much my body made him climb the fucking office walls. It just felt great to know that a grown man really did want me. I felt well, I felt lonely.
I never had any real confidence with guys, except to know that my shape made them want to pop their rocks in their pants. So I felt I needed Jerry. I had come like the horniest bitch on earth when I sucked Jerry. My panties were sticky wet when I had returned to my desk to work and I just couldn't keep it off my mind what it would be like having that man on top of me, driving that long, thick hard cock into my fuckhole until he shot a hot load right up into my belly.
The following day at work it was Friday, Jerry called me into his office. My heart jumped. I knew I shouldn't! Oh, maybe he'd get me on that rug and fuck the living shit out of me. Maybe I'd end my virginity right there in Jerry's office with about forty people sitting outside working and my boss humping his prick until it shot its milk into me. But when I went into Jerry's office, he only shut the door and held me. "I love you, Sharon," he lied.
"I love you too, Jerry," I said. I couldn't be sure whether I was lying or not.
Look Sharon, I'm crazy about you. Let's see each other tonight. I must see you Sharon. Tonight okay honey?"
"What about your wife," I asked. But underneath I knew that I'd do anything to be with this man and to have him holding me and fucking me like crazy.
My wife has gone away for the weekend, Sharon. But we can't go to my house, that would be stupid. We can go to a hotel here in the city," he said.
Man! That was it the rational part of me said. So he's probably going to take you to a hotel whenever his wife's away! Nice racket. He doesn't even have to pay for a call girl! And maybe hell even knock you up and leave you with a nice little belly within five or six months. But my feelings told me I wanted to be with him, to fuck him and to be fucked by him. I wanted to be close to him and to have that piping hot love-stick of his shooting off its wild squirts of scum into my pussy. "Yes, "Jerry," I said. "I want to be with you tonight."
That evening after work at five o'clock, Jerry and I went out of the office and drove to a hotel. It was an expensive place, a real good hotel, and I guessed that Jerry expected me to be impressed. "We can stay here all weekend," he said. His hand pressed against my thigh in the seat of the car. "Can you stay with me a couple of days until Sunday?" Oh yes, Jerry!" I said. I was really happy I suppose I felt good just believing that he loved me for a weekend. "I have my own apartment. My folks live upstate. I can stay with you as long as....as you want me."
Jerry held me and kissed me and I felt every inch of my body getting hot to his touch. In another few seconds I'd be after that prick of his right there in the car!
Then we went in and checked into a beautiful room at the hotel. We weren't inside the room five minutes when I saw Jerry's hard-on jutting out, stretching the front of his pants. That sent a wave of sudden desire through me and it seemed that at the same instant a little voice inside me said: sucker.
Jerry came over and held me. Sensuously his hands travelled over my breasts arousing the nipples to the point where they were as stiff and erect as his prick. My body began to throb with desire to be felt and fucked and I knew that my rapidly moistening pussy wanted that rock-hard dick that was rubbing against me while I embraced my lover.
He undressed me with deliberate slowness knowing how aroused and horny he was making me. I felt my sex-madness come alive with his own ardent feeling and caressing. My hand went to that beautiful pecker of his still hidden under the slacks he had been wearing all day. "Ooooh Jerry," I said. It's like a rock, baby! I teased the head of his dick with my fingers. All for you," said Jerry. I asked, "is your whole big hot fucking tool for me, baby?"
"Oh yes, Sharon baby," he was moaning. My words were teasing him to the point of craziness and he was pumping his rod back and forth against my hand almost too wild with desire to know how excited he was getting feeling only his balls getting hotter and hotter. "Do you give this cock of yours to your wife a lot, Jerry?"
"Oh Sharon don't," he moaned. "Please baby don't," he said, and he seemed to be getting hotter and hotter with every gesture of my fingers on his prick.
"Sharon you know I love you," he said. And for a damn moment I really thought, well maybe he did. Anyway I was just out of control with passion My pussy was running with love-juice and we were embracing like mad feeling our bodies burning with the desire to join in fucking.
We undressed what was left to undress. Jerry slipping my bra off and sliding my wet panties down my legs, and me pulling off Jerry's shorts. Again that rock-hard member stuck straight out from his body and pointed its sticky wet tip at me. I took it in my hands and began to play with it while Jerry went mad with lust in my hands.
"Oh shit, Sharon!" he groaned. "You're going to take my cock right off my body! You're so fucking good Sharon. And look! You've got me as hard as a fucking rock!"
All I could feel was the desire to have this hot dick fucking my pussy like there was no damn tomorrow. All I wanted was Jerry's cock. The whole hot fucking prick right up my wet succulent virgin pussy. I wanted this big tool to pop my cherry and to empty its squirts of piping hot love cream into me until I was, floating on clouds of ecstasy. I wanted to be humping my belly under the hard thrusts of Jerry's lust-aroused peter!
Then we were writhing together on the hotel bed twisting madly in each other's arms.
Jerry's mouth was all over my erect nipples sucking them tonguing them making them stand up and scream for more!
Jerry's hand went to my crotch and I could feel him kneading my pussy with his fingers. He entered my hole with his finger and then he made me groan with pleasure as he teased the tip of my clit with his nail.
"Oooh do it, Jerry," I groaned in wild ecstasy. "Do it to me like you know I love it," I moaned.
My own hand was toying with Jerry's hot dick and we were there naked on the large bed just getting so fucking hot that I thought we'd be on fire!
I rolled over under Jerry and spread my legs as far apart as I could. The sight of my rounded soft belly and my pussy and pubic hairs made Jerry almost shoot off into the air. My breasts just stood up and I threw my arms out.
"Fuck the shit out of me, Jerry," I groaned. "Let me have that prick of yours honey! Please open me up, Jerry, Please."
Then Jerry plunged forward. His hot rocks between his legs near the crack of his ass and that mighty prick as erect and hot as it could be. He just drove the head of it hard into the front of my fuck hole and I thought that I was going into a spasmic fit of ecstatic convulsions when I felt that pole start to plunge up and up into my hole! Oh I went so fucking crazy when I felt that cock enter my virginal pussy!
"In baby!" I shouted. "In, in, in-shove it all the way in baby!" I groaned with wild passion.
And Jerry sure did shove it into me! He thrust those heavy hips of his forward so that I thought his hard cock was going to go straight up inside me and come out of my mouth!
I reached down and held Jerry's hairy nuts in my hand while we undulated together in our dance of lust on the bed. Then I started to gently roll his balls in my hand like they were a kid's marble, and a deep, deep groaning convulsed Jerry's body, as he arched forward in unbearable ecstasy.
"Oooh shit, Oh shit, Sharon, what you're doing to me?" he moaned in pleasure.
What I was doing to him! Shit! He had me so hot I could've stuck a fucking flagpole up my hole! I just reached around and held Jerry's thrusting ass with my other hand while I played with his balls and he sucked madly on my breasts and we humped so hard the bed almost broke.
I let the fingers of the hand that was holding Jerry's ass slide into his asshole and that combined with me rolling his hot nuts around in my hand and humping my belly like a bronco, make his prick stiffen like a tree in my fuckhole, and then we both came like an H Bomb!
The milky hot jets of scum that Jerry shot forth up my hole mingled with my own come juice and we stiffened our bodies together for a long slow moment of rapture. My finger-play on Jerry's nuts urged out the heaviest jets of cream I dreamed it possible for a man to shoot. They came in long hot squirts and I felt like my insides were turning around with pleasure as I came too! We groaned and emptied ourselves in ecstasy. When we finished we just collapsed and slept. He lay between my wide-spread legs with his dripping wet cock softened by satisfaction and exhaustion beside my pussy running with spent love-juice.
As long as I live I'll never forget the fucking we gave each other that night!
Both of us awoke at about eleven-thirty that evening. We showered and well, I guess we were just too full of lust to do anything else so we fucked again. This time Jerry said he wanted to give it to me up the ass. "Come on baby," he urged, "before I pop my nuts just looking at your perfectly molded rear end, let me stick it in and shoot a load into you there."
I was a little uneasy about the idea but then Jerry just threw off his bathrobe and sat dpwn on the edge of the bed.
He sat there, letting me watch while his love-tool stiffened and stood up at attention. He knew when I saw it I'd need it. And he was right! Just the sight of that hot tool standing up and yearning for me made my pussy start to twinge with the urge again!
"Come on, Sharon, let's do it baby," Jerry said. "Come on and sit down on my love-stick. Make it shoot like a geyser into your sweet, sexy ass!"
Well, any feelings of doubt I had about anal sex seemed to vanish when I heard Jerry's enticing invitation! I dropped my own robe to the floor and went over to him. I bent down and kissed his rod, and he sort of arched up for a moment in pleasure. But then he smiled and looked up at me when I stood.
"Just sit down, baby," he said. "Let me suck on those tempting tits of yours while you jack my pecker off like a bucking broncho! Come on, Sharon!"
Then I was in his lap, facing him. That fucking prick of his just slid naturally up my asshole-just like it had been made for his cock! He moaned with pleasure and leaned back, letting every inch of that piping hot joy-stick go right up my insides.
I arched my back so that his cock would go in and up as far as possible. Wow! It felt so fucking good! I felt the head of his rock-hard pecker just ram up my insides and fill my ass. Then Jerry started to hump like crazy. He seemed to be trying to bounce me right off his tool. But there was nothing in this fucking world that could've gotten me off his hard dick! I was loving that dick up my ass like nothing I ever felt in my life. Jerry's mouth was twisting against my breasts and his lips and tongue were playing madly with my erect nipples.
We were both arched backwards, then, and that fucking prick must have been halfway up to my throat, he thrust and I thrust so hard!
"Ooh, Jerry," I shouted. "Ooh, you're fucking the living shit of me, Jerry, baby!"
I just couldn't control my lustful bouncing and twisting in his lap, with that piping hot dick up my asshole. This was almost more exciting than getting fucked straight up my pussy.
"In, baby, in, in!" I groaned as our bodies bounced together in ecstasy on that bed.
Then it felt as though I had a tree up my ass! His prick got so stiff it hurt inside me, and then Wham! That milk of his shot right up my asshole and filled me with burning heat! Again, a sharp bolt of cream went up my insides, and it took about five or six hard, long squirts before those mighty balls of Jerry's had been emptied into my asshole.
We had a fantastic weekend, doctor. Just fucking and sucking, and humping and grinding, and, well, I could go on and on but I feel that I need him. He's turned me into a ... into a ... well, just a sex-machine. A toy to be used for his satisfaction and pleasure. And because I've never had it ... never had any real loving from a man or a fellow, I feel I can't live without it ... I feel that I've just got to keep Jerry and that I've got to keep fucking away like a damn whore!
I then asked Sharon to try to relax, and I suggested that we had covered enough material this session.