Introduction
"I found out a little too late that it wasn't exactly a run-of-the-mill college club I was being initiated into. It was just a place for a bunch of real weird freak-outs to do their thing. But now that the worst part is over, and I've been initiated into the goddamned thing, I'm having a ball.
"I can remember that night of initiation like it was yesterday. The guys in the club hadn't given me any clue on what to expect, and I guess that was a good thing. Because, probably, if I had known what was coming, I would have got my ass out of there fast. But now I'm glad that I didn't.
"The first thing they did was make me slug down a big water tumbler full of vodka. Christ, I sputtered and coughed all over the place, but finally I got it down. Then they made me strip down to the buff. My arms got tied behind my back and I was to sit quietly in that room until they came for me. For the next hour the only person I saw was the guy who kept coming in with more vodka, which he made me drink. Man, I'll tell you, by the end of that hour, I was really smashed. I mean I couldn't even see straight, and when they told me to stand up, I couldn't. Not without help anyway.
"Finally, though, the waiting period was over. I was escorted by five of the club members down to the meeting hall. I can remember feeling like a stupid ass, you know, being bare-assed naked and tied up and everything. I felt like a goddamned kid. When we got to the meeting room, the door was locked behind us. I didn't know what the shit to expect.
"First I had to go through a whole lot of bullshit about upholding the rules of the club and never mentioning what the initiation consisted of. I agreed to everything.
"There were about twenty guys in there, all sitting around quietly. But as soon as I got there, the action started.
"A small stage had been built at one end of the room. The lights were dimmed and a spot thrown on the stage. The president of the outfit then introduced the center of attention for the night. But it wasn't me.
"It was a great-looking redhead, with a tremendous set of tits. She was as naked as I was when they led her up to the stage and had her plop her ass on the bed. That was the only stage prop: a bed. Naked mattress. They hadn't even bothered to put a sheet on the goddamned thing.
"As soon as the redhead was situated, the president-a real asshole named Stanley-turned around and started to make a speech. It took about ten minutes, but the gist of the thing was that, as president, he was going to claim the first fuck.
"He didn't even take his pants off, just opened his pants and pulled his whang out. He aimed it at the pussy on the bed and started slamming it to her. You could tell by the way the redhead's pussy sucked up that cock that she was real used to having pricks shoved in her. Stanley did a pretty goddamned thorough job on that cunt. He was built pretty big and he kept lunging against her ass, pushing that cock of his deep into her cunt. After a while, you could tell the redhead was starting to eat the action up. She started thrashing around on the bed, pushing her cunt up to meet that pile-driving cock. Man, it was really a turnon to watch. I know, because my old pecker was standing up, raring to go, after just a few seconds.
"That redhead kept moaning and Stanley kept throwing his prick into her. Then he stiffened, and without making one goddamned bit of noise, he started to pump come into her hole.
"That sticky come spurting into her gash must have set the fucking redhead off, too, because she arched her back, groaned even louder, and her whole body shook like a leaf.
"As soon as Stanley was done dipping his prick into that slippery hole, he pulled out and turned around to the rest of us in the room. He got a round of applause for his efforts, which he acknowledged by bowing deeply. But then the fun and games were over and it was my turn.
"'Bring the creep up here,' Stanley says, which didn't sit too well with me. I mean, being called a creep. But whether I liked it or not, I was the creep' that night.
"I was led to the stage and pushed up on it. Stanley looked at me for a few seconds, sort of like you'd look at something that just climbed out from under a rock. 'Okay, creep,' he said. 'Eat out her pussy.'
"Now, man, I had to think about that for a few seconds. I mean, I'd sucked on a lot of pussies in my life, but never after some guy had shot his wad up there. I mean, that's enough to turn anybody off.
"My cock, which had been hard from the time Stanley had first climbed up on top of that redhead, drooped and wilted within seconds. The whole bit turned me off so much I was determined not to do it. But those assholes had a way of persuading a guy to do what they wanted.
"The persuader was a little pole called a cow prodder. It looks sort of like a long baton, and the damned thing is electrically charged. I mean, as soon as the tip of that goddamned thing touches you, you get a real nice electric shock. They use the damned things to keep cattle from messing around, so you can imagine how much damage the goddamned thing did to my bare ass.
"What I'm trying to say is that the thing hurt, and every time they'd jam that thing against my ass, or anywhere else, I'd jump a foot. After about four charges I was ready to do anything, even eat out a slimy, slippery, come-filled pussy.
"I guess the redhead had been used in these little initiations before, because she acted like she knew what was coming. She just lay back and spread her legs. That fucking Stanley must have saved up his come for three weeks, because I saw the sticky shit leaking out of the redhead's pussy. I'd never seen so much come before. And here I was, expected to get down on my knees and eat and suck it out of her box.
"One more jab with that cow prodder and they had me down on my knees. I still hesitated before sticking my face into that slimy hole. But another jab got me going.
"The first lick was the hardest. I gingerly stuck my tongue up against her big cunt and took a little lick. I gagged. Sure as shit, I gagged, but for my trouble I got a really high voltage zonk with that goddamned prodder.
"So I started in licking. The redhead reached down with her hands and spread her own pussy lips. Goddamn, she looked like a fucking three-car garage. And sloppy wet, too.
"But I'll tell you something. Once you get over the shock of sticking your tongue up against some guy's come and get to licking and sucking that pussy real good, you sort of forget what it is you're taking down your throat. After just a couple of seconds of sucking and lapping on that gorgeous cunt, I was feeling great, and my dick was as hard as a rock again.
"Man, I was really starting to enjoy it. After the come was out of there, her pussy started tasting real sweet. And she was a hot little bitch. The more I lapped, the more excited she got. She moved around on that bed like she was crazy. She reached down and tried to force my head even farther inside that hole of hers. She was asking for as much as I could give her. So I stiffened my tongue and ran it straight up into her hole. I swirled it around, giving her pussy walls a good cleaning. Then I'd back off a little and take care of her pussy lips. Lick on them and then bite real gently on them. Christ, she was having a ball. And so was I.
"When I found her little button of a clit I went to work on it. I would have expected a fucking whore like she was to have a clit the size of a banana, but it was really small. I had a hell of a time finding it, but when I did, I really went to work on her.
"I pulled that little speck into my mouth and sucked on it as hard as I could. Then I took it between my teeth and gnawed sort of rough on it. I don't think she liked that too much-she sort of groaned in a different way, like she was in pain-but I didn't give a shit. I liked it, so fuck her.
"As soon as she let me know she didn't like having her clit chewed on, I went to work on it rougher. Man, I gnawed on that little thing until she was ready to bust. The only thing was that at first she didn't like it and then suddenly she couldn't get enough. She yelled and screamed for me to work on that little button. So I did.
"After maybe about ten minutes of my working on her clit, she screamed like somebody had just stuck her with a spear and sent a whole load of pussy juice flowing down on my face. Now I've been with some juicy broads in my day, but that gal had to be the juiciest. I'd never known a girl to actually come before. I mean, they had their climaxes, but this redhead was the first broad I'd ever been with who came almost like a man.
"My face was sticky with come juice when they stuck that prodder up against my ass again and told me to stand up. By now I didn't want to leave that gorgeous pussy of hers. I would have liked to suck on that thing for the whole night. And that's just about what I did.
"As soon as they got my mouth away from her pussy, the big Swede, Olaf, got up on stage. Old Olaf didn't have a brain in his head, but he played a mean game of football, and he had the reputation of having the biggest piece of meat on campus. His approach was a little more personal than Stanley's had been. Olaf at least took the time and trouble to strip off his clothes. Right away you could see his reputation was well earned. He did have the biggest cock I'd ever seen in my life, and the goddamned thing wasn't even all the way hard yet.
"He got up on the bed, between the redhead's legs. She took one look at that prick of his and started to shake. I couldn't tell if it was from fear or anticipation.
"He spit on his hand and smeared the saliva on his dick. Not that he had to, because that bitch was wet as she could be. But I guess Olaf knew what he was doing, because as soon as his hand touched his cock with that juice, the damned thing got hard as a rod of steel. And it got even bigger and thicker.
"He aimed his cock at that redhead's hole and with one gigantic shove lodged his whole fucking prick inside her. She screamed like she'd been impaled on a fence post, which is pretty goddamned near to the truth.
"You could see from her face that Olaf was beating the hell out of her. And hurting her pretty bad. But pretty soon her cunt got used to that big pecker and she started riding with him good. He started to long-dick the shit out of her. He'd pull that monster out until just the very tip was still in her. When he was in that position, you could see her cunt muscles working to pull him back in. That redhead's cunt sure had a lot of suction working for her. Then Olaf would slam back into her, the full length. Then she'd let out a shriek and buck her ass up toward him, wanting even more of that cock muscle inside her.
"The room was so quiet while all this was going on, you could hear Olaf's balls slapping against her ass when he pushed into her. He must have long-cocked that broad two hundred times before he shot, and she was still begging for more. You had to hand it to her; she sure liked her work.
"Olaf jabbed her and slammed into her until the heat got too much for him. He moved even faster now, taking shorter strokes. Then she reached with her hands behind his ass until she had him in her as far as he could go. He stiffened and, with a roar that could probably be heard up at the Dean's office, he dropped his load. He must have spurted into her twenty times. And he kept on yelling. Man, it was the wildest thing I'd ever seen.
"I talked to Olaf about a week after all this took place and told him he sure as hell ought to make a film. But he only laughed sort of vacantly. I don't think he knew what I was talking about.
"Anyway, as soon as Olaf was finished with the cunt it was my turn again.
"To tell you the truth, this whole bit was getting a little boring. After all, my cock had been hard as hell for a long time, with no relief, and when it got into that shape, I was miserable.
"I was looking for something to fuck. I mean, as much as I like to lap on a pussy, I was about ready to get my rocks knocked off. I mean, I had to pretty soon or I knew I'd bust.
"But it took only one prod with that damned electric rod and I was back down on my knees with my face stuck in her hole. This time there wasn't any waste of time on just tasting. This time I just dived in. I licked and scraped her pussy until it was whistle clean.
"Then Stanley asked me if I wanted a chance to stick my cock up her hole. He didn't have to ask twice. My cock was wet and juicy so I just stood up, got the redhead to put her legs around my waist, and pushed into her. My cock almost breathed a sigh of relief. It felt so good sliding my hot prick into her pussy. I didn't give a shit if she'd been fucked by three hundred guys. My cock hurt so bad it was almost praying to get some relief.
"But the assholes only let me have about three or four fast slides into that wonderful hot hole. Then they made me pull out and stay out. Christ, they just about had to drag me away from that pussy.
"But now it was another club member's turn. They didn't give a shit how much my pecker hurt. I was starting to catch on the drift of this fucking initiation. They were going to get me so damned worked up, I'd just about bust. That's why my hands were tied. I couldn't even jerk my meat off.
"Sandy, the next guy up, was a real slender redhead. His cock just about matched his looks, both in color and length. It was real long and skinny and about as red as the stripes on a flag. I didn't know it at the time, but Sandy had the reputation of being an ass-fucker. Seems everybody in the club had a reputation for doing something special.
"Anyway, as I was to find out shortly, Sandy liked nothing better than to stick his cock up some broad's ass. That's all he lived for. That and biology. But that's another story.
"He came up to the bed, buck-assed naked, his long, skinny cock hanging down to about his anklebone, and stood over the redhead's face.
"She knew what was expected of her because she leaned up right away and started gobbling up his cock. Man, she let that whole fucking dork slide down her throat-not without trouble, but she got it all the way down. She had her nose stuck in the red hair above his dick, nuzzling him for all she was worth. She was really a suck freak, and man, was she fun to watch.
"She lapped on that thing, and licked on it like it was the best tasting steak in the world. Just watching the two of them go at it, especially her, made you want to get up there and stick your cock in her mouth just about more than anything in the world. At least it made me feel that way. My cock was jumping and jerking around like crazy.
"The suck lasted a long time. Even though she tried as hard as she could, that redhead couldn't get Sandy to shoot off. At one point he was holding her ears, keeping her head still, and fucked her face, his ass moving in and out toward her mouth like a piston. But still he didn't come, and from the way the redhead was working on him, you could tell she preferred getting his come in her mouth more than she did having his cock up her ass.
"But she was getting a damned good salary, so when it came down to the nitty-gritty, she was willing to take Sandy's cock. Just about anywhere he wanted to put it.
"His cock was slimy and slippery when he pulled it out of her mouth. And the goddamned thing hard was longer than it was when it was soft. So you gotta know how big that fuck pole of his was. But the damned thing hadn't got any thicker. It was just as skinny as when he started. But what he lacked in girth, he sure made up for in inches.
"He got that redhead up on her hands and knees and started poking around her ass with his pole. "Use some grease,' she said. There wasn't anything around that was greasy enough, so somebody was sent out to the clubroom kitchen. The asshole came back with the grease can the cook used to store old bacon fat in. Well, shit, it was greasy.
"Sandy reached in the can and brought his fingers out covered with a big glob of grease. He slipped his middle finger up the redhead's ass. Christ, even that turned her on. Then he dipped his fingers in the can again, and this time two fingers were shoved up inside that broad's asshole. Three fingers next. Christ, she must have had an asshole like the Grand Canyon.
"Sandy spread a little of the fat on his cock and then walked around and let the redhead suck on it again for just a few seconds. Just long enough to get it slippery as well as greasy. Sandy seemed like he was a real pro at this ass-fucking bit.
"He went back behind her ass and positioned himself. He held his cock in one hand and aimed it at her asshole. 'Slow, baby. Go slow,' the redhead begged.
"Sandy grinned and told her sure, he'd go slow, and just as soon as the words were out of his mouth, he slammed that big cock of his all the way up her ass. Man, she howled like crazy. That must really have hurt. But no matter what she screamed, or how hard she tried to get away from his cock, Sandy just kept pumping it to her.
"Man, I'd seen rough fucks before, but nothing like this. He long-dicked that broad for maybe ten minutes. Eventually, I guess, the pain lessened because she quit screaming so much, although I don't think she ever got to the point of liking it. And I guess that's what Sandy liked about the bit. He was getting all the pleasure and giving none. He's a real weird guy.
"After that long, long ass-fuck, Sandy finally shoved his dick into her once more and kept it all the way in. His body stiffened, but he didn't make a sound when he started pumping come into that asshole. He shot for the goddamndest longest time. He must have poured quarts of jism into that shit hole.
"And then it dawned on me. Before this, it was my job to clean up the mess with my tongue. And man, it was bad enough having to lick up some other guy's come from a pussy. I'd be damned before I'd lick some creep's cream out of a broad's asshole.
"But that's exactly what they had in mind. They told me what they wanted, but I refused. 'Not on your ass,' I said. 'Do it!' they said. 'No,' I answered. An out-and-out, flat refusal.
"But you'd be surprised just how fast that cattle prodder can make a guy change his mind. After a few jolts from that damned thing, a guy'll do just about anything. To, or for, anybody.
"I'd agree to do it and they'd let off with the electric rod. I'd get in position and they'd back off to watch the show. Then I'd try to get out of there. Three times that happened. I just couldn't bring myself to put my tongue on that asshole. Man, licking cunt was one thing, but a broad's shit shaft? Never.
"After the third time of my saying I'd do it and then backing off, they had a special treat for me. That cattle prodder was stuck right between my legs, on my balls.
"Man, if I'd been on the track team I would have won world's record in high jump. I'd never had anything hurt like that. It even made me sick to my stomach. But they had me now. They told me it was suck out that asshole or the next time that rod would be put right on the tip of my cock. Just the thought of that made my head spin. Shit, they might have ruined me for life that way.
"So, like a goddamned little Milquetoast, I got back down on my knees and put my face up close to that dripping asshole. I was already sick to my stomach from having that fucking electric pole shoved against my nuts, but when I looked at that asshole I was expected to eat out, I got even sicker.
"I started to gag even before I touched the puckered little hole with my tongue. That gave the assembled assholes a good laugh. Then somebody put his hand on the back of my head and shoved my face up against her asshole. Man, then I really gagged.
"I just couldn't do it, I told them. But then they went ahead with what they had threatened. They bent me back, so that my body was arched and my cock was sticking out, and they just touched that electric rod against the knob of my prick. Christ, talk about hurt! Nothing, nowhere, ever hurt as much as that did. My poor little pecker tried its best to shrivel up and get inside my body but it couldn't. It had to just stay there and suffer, like the rest of me.
"But anyway, they had talked me into sucking out that asshole. Let me tell yCFu, brother, after that jolt I would have done anything. But I can't think of one thing worse to do than what they were asking me.
"I put my face back up against that asshole. The redhead was still on her hands and knees with her ass sticking out in the air. The cunt was looking forward to having me eat her ass out.
"I closed my eyes and let my tongue slip out of my mouth. I felt the tip of my tongue touch that slippery, slimy asshole. Oh, Christ, it was awful----"
Obviously, Carl's fellow club-members thought what they were asking him to do, or as he says, "forcing him to do," was the most degrading act they could possibly imagine.
Of course, the exaggeration of the act, and the circumstances under which it was performed, did make what he did degrading in the extreme.
However, there is nothing inherently degrading in acts of sexual oralism. With the dissolution of our outmoded puritan ethics, more and more people are coming to the realization that oral sex can be stimulating and satisfying. Especially as a variation of the more "proper" method of male insertion of the penis into the female vagina.
Oralism has become so respectable, in fact, that it is now included in topics covered by legitimate sexeducation courses.
As part of the introduction to this text on the practice of oralism, it might be fitting to offer the comments and opinions of leading sexologists.
Dr. Albert Ellis, a world-renowned writer on sexual matters, in his Sex Without Guilt, openly states:
No one is being immoral if he or she engages in various kinds of oral-genital sex relations, no matter what conservative "authorities" say.
Oral-genital heterosexual relations or other forms of extra-vaginal heterosexual acts are not even abnormal, but only arbitrarily defined as perverse by unscientific, Biblically inspired individuals.
Caprio and Brenner regard the oralerotic impulse as present in every human being. "Fellatio and cunnilingus are compatible with normality," they state in Sexual Behavior, "provided there are no feelings of guilt or conflicts associated with the act."
Edwardes and Masters, in their classic Cradle of Erotica, state: "The rising incidence of genitaloral relations is simply an indication that Americans are 'catching up' with the rest of the world."
In other words, Americans who are enjoying and experimenting with oral sex are finally behaving as most other people in the world have always behaved.
Bross and Gilbey, in their Complete Sexual Fulfillment, state categorically that there is nothing perverse or abnormal in oral sex. "However," they add, "some people simply may not be capable, psychologically, of adding oralism to their sexual repertory. If oral sex is repugnant to the individual, he should in no way include it in his technique."
The oral compulsion has been present since the beginning of time. It, as well as many other areas of personal human behavior, should not be judged immoral or abnormal except on an individual basis.
Society does, however, still condemn oral sex to some degree, no matter how much experts in the field of sexual response state to the contrary. Dr. Kinsey explains this phenonemon:
Our culture considers that social interests are involved when an individual departs from the Judeo-Christian sex codes by engaging in such sexual activities as masturbation, mouth-genital contacts, homosexual contacts, animal contacts, and other types of behavior which do not satisfy the procreative function of sex.
In other words, religious interpretations are involved in society's censure of mouth-genital sex acts. To the degree that, despite the prevalence of practice, oral sex is still "illegal" in most of the states of the Union. Illinois and New York have recently passed "consenting adults" laws which make any sex acts legal if the participants are over twenty-one and there is mutual consent involved.
In Kinsey's Sexual Behavior in the Human Female, it is pointed out that "charges are likely to be severe if genital manipulation or mouth-genital contacts are involved, for these 'offenses' may be penalized as felonies in most of our States."
This statement is elaborated in a footnote as follows:
Although historically sodomy was confined to anal intercourse, today in most states some or all parts of mouth-genital contacts are specifically forbidden either as part of the sodomy statutes or in separate statutes. In many other states some or all mouth-genital contacts are included by judicial decision in the term "crime against nature" or sodomy; or mouth-genital contacts have been considered to be "unnatural," or "perverse," or "lascivious," or "grossly indecent" conduct under statutes forbidding such conduct.
Illegality and penalties aside, it is evident that oral-genital sexual practices are widely accepted.
John Yankowski, in his The Yankowski Report on Pre-Marital Sex, has found that 87% of all male respondents reported they had experienced hetersosexual fellatio between the ages of fourteen and thirty-five.
In Modem Sex Techniques, Robert Street says the following in regards to oralism:
The practice of oral connection, in which the male and female genitals are stimulated directly by mouth, lip or tongue rhythms, received little attention and considerable neglect in printed discussions of human sexual traits. To begin with, the practice is completely normal. When millions engage in it and additional millions suppress the tendency, it can scarcely be regarded as otherwise. If the practice of oral connection is analyzed with an open mind, it will be found that the prejudices regarding it have no basis in fact; that a distorted imagination is largely responsible for a negative attitude.
He then lists two reasons for prejudice against oral-genital sex relations:
Firstly, the tendency is unconsciously associated with homosexuality, the thought of which is disagreeable to normal people, and secondly, the genital area of our bodies has always been regarded as of doubtful cleanliness. This "doubt" can be alleviated if both male and female observe proper hygienic habits.
A final question a person could ask in regards to oral-genital sex relations is: Why? Why do people have the urge?
One opinion is that many young women who practice fellatio, the act of taking the male organ into the mouth, do so because the sensual pleasure this affords them springs from deeply rooted, perhaps even long-forgotten, psychological needs. Perhaps, in extreme cases, it is a subconscious urge to castrate, derived from the first childhood experience when the female became aware that the male has an appendage with which she is not equipped. Frequently when small girls discover that there is a difference between the male and female organs, they feel jealous, slighted by nature, or perhaps even fantasize that something has "happened to theirs."
With the bulk of an erect phallus in her mouth, the female, possibly subconsciously, realized that it is in her power to bite it, perhaps even sever it with her teeth. She also might subconsciously feel that by taking the organ in her mouth, she is "taking it from" the male, hiding it, depriving him of it, at least temporarily.
Adding to this, Deena Winters, author of Oral Mothers states:
Another motivating factor is presumed to be that in some childishly oriented way, the penis, at least slightly, resembles a huge nipple. It also represents the staff of life, the means by which a male impregnates a female, the means by which the life fluid is issued.
There are other motivating factors, of course. In many instances, especially where there is a deep affection on the part of the female for the male involved, her enjoyment comes from the obvious fact that she is giving him such great pleasure in a different way. Sometimes, too, a female performs thusly through a desire for self-abasement, which can spring from any number of sources.
In regards to the male and his reasons for finding pleasure in oral-genital contacts, a survey was recently taken by students of the Northwestern Psychiatric School. Dr. Paul W. Felix headed the school's surveying team. The survey found the following to be true: 71% of the males interviewed had practiced oral-genital contacts at least once. 28% performed cunnilingus habitually. Three main reasons were given by the males as to why they enjoyed cunnilingus: I) "It's different and extremely stimulating"; 2) "It gives great pleasure to the sex partner," and 8) "It's 'dirty,' 'way-out,, " et cetera.
And finally, if tradition has any value, it is interesting to note the importance attached to oral-genital contacts by such volumes as the Kama Sutra of Vatsyayana.
This book proscribes proficiency at fellatio. It even gives detailed descriptions on how to go about it, as follow:
I) The fellatrice grasps the penis in her hand and caresses the tip lightly with her lips;
2) holding the head of the penis in her hand, she bites roughly and kisses the stem;
3) she thrusts the organ into her mouth, closes her lips tightly, then pulls away sharply-as if trying to jerk the member from the male's body;
4) she inserts the penis more deeply into her mouth, blows on it, then suddenly withdraws;
5) she holds the stem of the penis in her hand and while squeezing it violently bites the tip;
6) she makes quick, fluttering motions with her tongue across the head of the penis;
7) she takes half the penis in her mouth and caresses it with her tongue, simultaneously sucking with great vigor, and
8) she takes the entire penis in her mouth and presses on it with great force, as if she sought to swallow the organ whole.
Thus is presented a short, and not in the least exhaustive, study of the practice of oral sexuality. This book is an effort to present case histories, and explanations, in order that the reader may, if he wishes, remove his ignorance of the practice of oral sex. It is only by learning and trying to understand that we become better and more rounded individuals. Even after reading this book, you may look upon oral sex with disgust. But at least you will be aware that there are people who hold opinions other than yours.
And it is the acceptance of that fact which is the sole purpose of our efforts.