Chapter 4
Joan and Jimmy: Incestuous Sadism
"I don't know what got into me, but I was so goddamned mad that I slugged her alongside the head and she flew back against the couch. She laid there with her fucking little pussy sticking up in the air, the cunt hairs showing through those thin little pants she wore all the time, and I couldn't help myself-I ripped open my pants, let my cock fly out, then settled between her legs.
"One pull on those flimsy panties of hers tore them apart and there was her beautiful little untouched pussy. I spit in my hand, spread the juice on my cock and stuck it in her. I rode her pussy for about five minutes, all the time with her yelling out for me to please stop-which only turned me on more-and then I shot. It was the best fuck I'd ever had.
"The only problem was that Jimmy, my son, her brother, was standing at the door watching.
"You gotta believe me when I tell you that was the first time I'd ever actually touched her, although I'd thought about it a lot before. She was always wearing those goddamned short little dresses that showed off her twat just about every time she moved. And I figured if she was offering it around so much, she was probably anxious to have somebody take her up on the offer.
"Shit, even if she was my daughter. So what? I mean a fuck is a fuck, right? And if she wanted to get a prick stuck up her pussy, what the hell difference did it make if I was her old man or not?
"I honest to God didn't know she was a goddamned virgin. You gotta believe me on that. I was sure some young stud had copped a a fuck off that beautiful little pussy. Hell, she was sixteen. By that age her mother had known the size of every cock in her neighborhood, including mine, and I naturally thought Joannie was like her mother.
"But she just screamed and screamed while I was slamming my prick into her. Then I looked down and saw blood running down her thighs and I knew I had copped her cherry. Christ, did that turn me on. I was a madman. I fucked her like I had to come in that hole of hers or die. And I could feel my cock was hard as steel. That was really a good fuck.
"You see, I still don't see how she managed not to get fucked, especially in the neighborhood we were living in. All the kids around there lived like four or five to the bedroom, and they learned about fucking and sucking at a real young age. My kids were the same way, except there were only two of them and they weren't shoved together so much.
"I'd seen girls a hell of a lot younger taking it up the pussy from guys in that neighborhood right in the middle of the day. One time I passed this car and right in the back seat, right in front of anybody who was passing, this little cunt who lived up the street was taking it from her boyfriend. How'd I know Joannie was the only virgin in the whole fucking neighborhood.
"And Jimmy? He showed just what a fucking ass lousy brother he was. He just stood and watched his sister getting it from me. I guess he got his rocks off a little just watching. He's sort of a weird kid. Real quiet. Never says much.
"After I banged Joannie good, he just turned and walked out of the room. Then about a half hour later, he returned and came at me with a knife, a big fucking butcher knife. He was crying and slobbering as he rushed at me holding that knife up in the air. You could tell from the way he was holding it that he'd never done anything in his life with a knife except eat his dinner. I made one feint and had the goddamned thing out of his hand.
"Then I knocked the shit out of him, that's what I did. What else could he expect, coming at his own father like that? He would have killed me, you know. Or cut off my nuts. I was in the bathroom at the time, naked, and he comes storming in slobbering about cutting them off. I guess he meant my nuts.
"But I got hold of that knife and then I slapped him around good. You see, doc, you gotta have discipline in your house, right? You gotta control your kids or they'll control you. I always kept my kids in line with a good clout.
"Then, too, I always got this feeling when I was knocking them around. I swear to God it was like I was fucking somebody. That's how good the feeling was. Just as soon as I'd hear and feel my hand slam against their naked skin-whether it was their face or their ass, or anywhere-I'd get this feeling and my cock would start to jerk around and then get hard. I guess that makes me sort of weird, but that's the way it is.
"But what the hell, the kids are mine. They belong to me. I made them and I've spent a hell of a lot of money putting clothes on their backs and putting food in their bellies. Why in the hell shouldn't I have a little fun in return. I never hurt 'em really bad-just a few good licks now and again.
"But this time I guess I went a little farther than I usually did. I mean, fucking the kid and everything. And beating Jimmy up pretty bad. But that still wasn't no excuse for the little bastards to take off. That's what they did, the cock-suckers. They took off, both of them. Ungrateful little shitheads. But I knew where they went. This lady who lives down the street a couple of blocks took them in.
"Now there's a case. This lady calls herself a spinster, and puts on airs like she'd pass out if she ever so much as saw a cock, but she's all the time got these young studs and pussies hanging around her house. She says she gives them cookies and milk. I'll bet. What the hell does a sixteen-and a seventeen-year-old kid want with cookies and milk. They're after cock and pussy. At least if they're normal they are. So I'll bet that old bitch is getting some from those kids. She might even be real weird and like it from the girls. You know, the lesbian stuff.
"Anyway, I headed over there and brought my kids back real fast.
"We're all standing around in the living room and I'm raising particular hell about their leaving-you see, we were on welfare at the time, and if they left the house, the checks went with them. Then, all of a sudden, Jimmy starts turning real mean. His one eye was black and blue from where I'd clobbered him a couple of times, but he still managed to be a real punk.
" 'If you touch her again, I'll kill you,' he says. I laughed. It did my heart good to see a brother and sister who liked each other so much. Then the idea hit me: If the bastard liked his sister so damned much, why not make him fuck her?
"I admit that I was stony-assed drunk by this time-and I always had those kinds of ideas when I was drunk. But anyway, no matter what condition I was in, when that idea hit my head, I couldn't let it rest. I called a drinking buddy of mine and asked him if he wanted to see a real different kind of sex show. He said sure, so I told him to come over and help me out.
"As soon as the guy showed up, we went into Jimmy's bedroom. He was sleeping. I had a piece of rope and quick as we could, before Jimmy was fully awake, we tied his hands behind his back. He tried to fight a little, but I laid one on the side of his head with the flat of my hand and that settled him down really fast.
"My buddy and I led him into Joannie's bedroom where we found her doing her homework. I tell you these kids were real goodie-goodies. Right away I told Joan to get on the bed or I'd knock the shit out of her brother, and she did what I told her.
"Then my buddy and I stripped down both of them. You should have seen the look on my buddy's face when he saw Joan naked. She was a great looking little blonde, with a perfect, just perfect set of tits, and a beautiful little nipped-in waist that ran down into the most gorgeous hips I'd ever seen. God, she was something. Makes my cock hard just thinking of it. And there she was, laying on the bed, almost completely helpless. She had the finest little cunt hairs. Sort of bushy and light brown. I can remember walking over to the bed and running my hand through them. Then I stuck a finger up her cunt. She was dry as a bone and I could tell the finger hurt her, because she moved away from it and moaned. But knowing it hurt her only made me want to stick it up in her farther.
"Jimmy made-some noises about killing me if I didn't stop fooling around with her. I turned around and slammed him across the face with the palm of my hand as hard as I could. His teeth shook and he staggered about five feet. That's how hard I hit him. He didn't make any more threats.
"My buddy comes up with the idea that he's going to fuck Joan. But I don't allow that. The slob is never going to get closer to her than watching her get it up the pussy. He's liable to give her a disease.
"Anyway, after I slammed Jimmy, I went back to Joan on the bed. She was still laying there, stiff as a board. She looked up at me and I knew she was scared shitless. That only made the whole deal more exciting.
"I asked her what she thought of the idea of Jimmy fucking her. Christ, you should have seen the look that came over her face. Pure terror. Jesus, that turned me on.
"I turned to Jimmy and told him to get on the bed and stick his cock in his sister. But he just stood there and looked at me. I knew he was going to need some persuasion, so I took the belt off my pants and turned back to Joan. 'I'm gonna beat her with this goddamned belt until you get up on that bed and stick your cock in her,' I told him. He started towards me, but my buddy held on to him. That was one thing you had to give to my buddy; he was a slob but he was strong.
"I lifted the belt and brought it down right across Joan's tits. It left a red mark right away. That was the first time I had ever hit anybody with anything but my fist and I tell you, I almost came in my pants. I was so excited I thought my cock would explode.
" 'You ready to fuck her?' I asked Jimmy. He still just stood there. I raised the belt again.
" 'Wait a minute ... I'll do it!' Jimmy said finally.
"I looked over at him and laughed. 'How you going to do it?' I asked. 'Your cock isn't even hard.' He looked down at his pecker, which was all shriveled up. Shit, he couldn't have fucked a flea with that little thing.
"I told him to get his ass over to the bed. He stood there, above Joan. I told her to get her mouth up and start sucking on Jimmy's cock. I told her to get it hard and to get it hard fast. She wouldn't do it. At least not for a couple of seconds. All I had to do, though, was let that belt whistle down as hard as I could on Jimmy's ass. That brought her to her senses right off. She leaned up and started licking on that goddamned little cock. I knew from the way she did it that she'd never sucked cock before.
" 'Take it all the way in your mouth,' I told her, 'and suck on it hard.' When she didn't move fast enough for me, I let that belt fall across her ass good and hard. Then she moved.
"Miracle of all miracles, after just a couple of seconds, Jimmy's cock started to flower. I mean it really came alive. It got thick and long and red. It was a cock a kid-and his father-could be proud of. I told Jimmy he had a good cock and the little bastard spit on me. Spit right on me. That earned him about three more good hard whacks from my belt. He spit; then she got whacked. It worked. I figured that out real early. I could get them to do anything, just by hurting the other one.
"Jimmy's cock stayed hard even though she wasn't licking and sucking on it, so I knew that deep down he was turned on by the prospect of laying his cock inside his sister's pussy. And if he was turned on, you should have seen me. My cock was so hard I felt like I could have fucked a statue. But if you want the truth, I wanted more to see Joannie get fucked than do the fucking myself.
"As for my friend, he just stood there with his mouth open. He was having a great time.
"I shoved a pillow under Joan's ass and told Jimmy to get up on the bed. He hesitated a little and that belt whistled through the air again. And when I pulled the belt back there was dew on Joan's pussy. Shit, she was turned on by this scene too. I reached down and stuck my finger in her.
Sure enough, she was dripping.
"Jimmy was on his knees by this time on the bed and I told him to stick it in her. I told Joan to raise her legs and put them on her brother's shoulders. She did what she was told. Jimmy scooted up, closer to her cunt, and aimed his cock. He pushed a little. Nothing happened. The cock just pressed against her pussy.
"So I got into the act. I held Jimmy's cock with one hand and pushed his ass with the other. That got them together. His prick slid into her just as nice and easy as anything.
" 'Now fuck her good,' I said, and stood back and watched Jimmy move in and out real slow. I have to admit it was hard for the kid with his arms tied. He couldn't get any leverage. And he kept falling off balance. So I stood away from him, above Joan's head, still holding the belt in my hand. I told him if he tried anything funny I'd bring that belt down good and hard on her. Then I told my buddy to untie the ropes.
"As soon as he was loose, Jimmy started doing a better job. He angled himself and plunged his cock in. Matter of fact, he didn't need too much encouragement. He moved in and out faster and faster, and the more he moved the hotter he got. I guess when it comes right down to it, a fuck is a fuck and if you're excited enough it doesn't matter who's under you.
"It didn't seem to matter to Jimmy that it was his sister he was fucking. He slammed that big prick of his into her again and again. He held on to her ass and pushed himself into her the full length. Then he'd pull back, so his whole cock was out of her, and then send that pecker back in full-length.
"He had Joannie moaning now. I don't know if it was from pain or pleasure and I didn't give a damn. All I could do was watch Jimmy fucking her, torturing her cunt, bruising those tender, young pussy lips.
"I had to have some relief for myself so I let my hand fall and started rubbing my own cock through my pants. But that wasn't enough. I whipped my pecker out and started beating it. I was really excited, but not enough to forget to hold on to that belt in case Jimmy tried anything funny. But there wasn't much chance of that. The fucking was really getting to him now. He was plunging into her like a stud mule, and I could see by the look on Joannie's face that she wasn't exactly having a rotten time.
"The scene was so goddamned exciting that I knew I was going to shoot. But just to add a little spice, I started bringing that belt of mine down on Jimmy's shoulders. 'Shoot,' I yelled at him, and continued whistling that belt through the air. 'Shoot your jizz in her pussy!'
"He did shoot. A tremendous load! He bucked and pushed against her, trying to get even more of his cock up into her cunt. Then he moaned and I knew he was shooting his stream of come into Joan's hole. I brought the belt down once more on his back and felt my own come rising in my cock. Then I stepped over closer to the bed and let go.
"I shot without even touching myself. The scene in front of me had made me so excited that I just exploded. And I picked a good spot-right on Joannie. I splattered come all over her. Christ, it was the most exciting thing I'd ever seen.
"I left the kids to figure out what in the hell they were going to do. I didn't have any solution. They'd probably try to leave the house, but I'd get them back. Hell, the police would help me do that if necessary."
There is considerable confusion today as to what is normal in sex behavior and what is abnormal.
Ignorance regarding what is sexually acceptable and what deviations are prohibitive constitutes part of modern man's sexual inadequacy.
As has been said before, according to Freud, there is in all human beings a tendency unconsciously, if not consciously, to depart from conventional sex relations as evidenced by his statement: "Probably there is no healthy person in whom there does not exist, at some time or another, some kind of supplement to his normal sexual activity, to which we should be justified in giving the name 'perversity'. "
From the beginning of time, it was believed that any sex act which did not lead to the procreation of the human race was abnormal. Later society accepted certain variations of sex expression as normal, provided they ultimately led to the act of procreational coitus. Others expressed the opinion that if a particular sexual activity was preferred to coitus or took its place as a mode of gratification then it was abnormal. This would mean that if a couple engaged in mutual masturbation rather than engage in coitus for one reason or another, then such an activity was called a "perversion."
Many psychiatrists believe that any sex technique, within reason, resorted to in private, may be regarded as normal. The term "within reason" involves the respective mental attitudes of the persons involved. Drs. Abraham and Hannah Stone, authors of Marriage Manual, feel that there are no particular norms to follow but that "one should preferably develop one's ingenuity and skill and make sex life a mutual adventure." In fact, variations tend to "spice the pot."
Not all deviations are abnormal; some come within the range of normality. But there are others that are considered neurotic sexual aberrations those, for example, that involve inflicting pain or suffering pain (sadism and masochism); exposing one's sexual parts in public (exhibitionism) ; incest; homosexuality; pedophilia (sexual love of boys); fetishism (masturbation with inanimate objects for sexual stimulation such as lady's shoes, undergarments, gloves, etc.) ; bestiality (sexual relations with animals); and many other that are regarded by psychiatrists as abnormal.
To differentiate between that which is normal and that which is abnormal one must take into consideration the nature and motivation of the particular sexual act as well as the attitude of the persons involved. The late Dr. A. A. Brill, the world-famous psychoanalyst, was of the same opinion. He found that deviations from the normal were frequently encountered in the "intimate lives of otherwise normal people." He goes on to say: "We call them perversions only when they absolutely dominate the picture, that is, when they are fixed. Occasional indulgence in these acts does not stamp those practicing them as abnormal."
Now that we have an explanation, and hopefully, some understanding of the nature of perversion and deviation, let's continue with the Carlton case history.
"I was right. The kids did try to run away, but I called the cops on them and had them home in less than half a day. I guess both of them were so embarrassed by the whole scene that they couldn't bring themselves to tell the cops, or anybody, what was going on. I guess they resigned themselves to staying at home, because they didn't try that running-away trick anymore.
"Of course, they wouldn't talk to me and every time I looked at them, they stared back with so much hate, I thought my blood would freeze. Course, I always had a lot of anti-freeze working for me back in those days.
"A couple of days later, I was sitting in a bar with the same friend who had watched the fucking match between the kids. I can't tell you his name, 'cause I don't want to get him in trouble. We were talking about how exciting the whole thing had been. He said he still dreamt of it. It was the most exciting thing he'd ever seen in his life. What else is new?
"And then he comes up with a statement that really made my ears perk up. He said, 'Why don't you put that whole thing on film. Just the way it happened. Christ, you'd make a million bucks.'
"I did. I got the whole thing on film. Course I didn't make a million bucks, but I got a couple of thousand out of it. That buys a lot of booze.
"It took me two weeks to get things straightened out. First, of course, I had to find some freaky film maker, but that's no problem these days. I even got an actor who'd play in the thing. My role. Christ, I didn't want my face in the film. What if my case worker saw it?
"The biggest problem was getting the kids to cooperate. I could go through the whole thing, you know, with the threats and all that jazz, but I didn't think the two kids would react the same way if there were a lot of people around they didn't know. Like I didn't think Jimmy would take to fucking in front of a crowd. And I wanted this to be the sexiest dirty film ever made.
"The film maker, for a big cut, arranged all the physical stuff, you know, like renting a studio. It was my job to get the kids there and get them willing. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Through channels I came across this wino who used to be a chemist. Now all he could do was come up with nonprescription 'medicines' for his friends. The money from that kept him in booze, so he was happy.
"I told him what I wanted-not knowing if such a thing existed or not-and he laughed and left the bar. A half hour later he was back, held out his hand for the ten bucks I had promised him, and then gave me a small bottle filled with clear liquid. 'Guaranteed,' he said, 'and safe as ice water.'
"On the Saturday morning that everything was arranged for, I added the liquid to the kids' orange juice. It didn't have any taste of its own, so they slugged it down. Nothing seemed to happen-at least for a half hour.
"Then when I went looking for them, ready to head for the studio, I was in for a halfway shock. I found Joannie on her bed. She was stoned! Glass-eyed stoned. I've never seen anybody breathing who looked more like a mummy. I went into Jim's room and he was in the same condition. I called the chemist, mad as hell. 'Give 'em an hour,' he said, 'and they'll be so horny they won't be able to see straight.'
"I got the kids into the car in a hurry and headed for the studio. I wanted to get them there before the stuff took hold. I don't allow fucking in the car.
"The studio was an old deserted garage. When you went in, all you could see was a bunch of sets lining the walls. There were a couple of bedrooms, a bar, a toilet, a living room, and even an outdoors set. The place was set up for production-line fuck films.
"There were four guys there already. One was the cameraman, one the actor I mentioned, and the other two handled the lights and sound. Yeah, sound. This was going to be a real production.
"Cal, the cameraman, took one look at the kids and asked who the zombies were. I explained what was happening and he liked it. 'C'mon,' he said. 'Let's get going so we don't miss any of the good stuff.'
"I stripped both the kids down-you should have heard the whistles when Joannie was down to the buff-and we sat around and waited. I was just getting ready to go out and kill that fucking chemist when the action started. Jimmy had been sitting in a chair, staring straight ahead. Then, all of a sudden, he groaned real low. We all looked at him. That was the first sound either of them had made since they'd been there.
"Jimmy moved his hand down to his prick. He started playing with himself and groaning. His cock was standing up straight in just a couple of seconds.
" 'Let's get this thing on the road,' Cal said, 'before he rapes somebody.'
"They got Joan on the bed. She was groaning now too, and we had a hell of a time keeping her from putting her fist up her cunt. We finally had to tie her arms.
"We also tied Jimmy and that worked great because while he was struggling to get to his cock, it looked like he was fighting to get away. So the film started rolling. The actor was good. He pulled Jimmy into the bedroom and then Cal took a close-up of Joan on the bed. You gotta establish these things right off.
"Well, I won't go into the whole story, except that everything went fine. Jimmy fucked her cunt until I thought they'd both drop dead. I've never seen action like that before in my life, and the actor with the belt really liked his work too. He whammed into those kids so hard, I thought he'd bruise them.
"Then finally, when Jimmy had come the third time, yeah, I said third, Cal called an end to the filming. That's when the script changed. The actor with the belt, who had jacked off on Joannie, wasn't done yet-as soon as Jimmy took his cock out or her hole, he was in there. And he had a monster cock. He positioned it at the front of her pussy and shoved. I swear to God I think I saw her eye-teeth rattle when he got that big prick of his into her. But she just wiggled around on the bed and wanted more. Christ, that stuff had really worked!
"And Jimmy was no slouch, either. He'd already come three times, but he was still looking for somewhere to stick his prick. He was in for a surprise, though. And so was I. The guy who did the lighting had a new trick for Jimmy; he pushed the kid over on the bed, so he was bent with his ass sticking out, then the guy rubbed some stuff from a tube he had in his pocket on Jimmy's ass. Then he slid his big hard cock right up into Jimmy's ass-hole.
"Now I'm not queer or anything, but that sure did excite me, seeing Jimmy take a cock up his ass. I guess what really did it was the way Jimmy was yelling and screaming his head off. He was really in pain, and that made me hot. So hot I shot right out into mid-air. All I did was touch my cock and it shot off. Bigger than shit.
"But back on the bed, the actor was still plugging Joannie. She was arching her back, taking more and more of that cock inside her. Then the guy flipped her over and got her up on her hands and knees. He stood on the floor by the side of the bed and slammed his cock into her with every bit of force he could come up with. He fucked her faster and faster-then shot his load. And she bucked and pressed back on him while he was shooting his jism up her cunt. She wanted more.
"She got it.
"As soon as the actor pulled out, Cal assumed the position. He started plugging her sideways. Her cunt was so stretched by this time, he could aim his cock in almost sideways and get it in. It should have hurt like hell, but Joannie really liked it. Then to add a little spice, the last guy, the soundman, jumped up on the bed and whipped out his cock. He stuck it into Joannie's mouth and let her suck on it. Christ, what a sight. Joannie was getting it from both ends and not more than four feet away Jimmy was still getting his ass reamed.
"That whole scene was good for another explosion from me. Which was pretty good, because I hadn't come twice in the same day in years.
"I saw the film once before it was sold, and it was beautiful. And the best thing, I made Joan and Jimmy sit through it. And they were both cold sober. You should have seen their faces. They didn't remember much about that Saturday morning, but the film sure reminded them. Joannie was sobbing her eyes out when it was over, but Jimmy just sat there and stared straight ahead. I looked down in his lap and saw that he had a big, fucking hard-on. So I knew I had one friend in their camp.
"I told both the kids that I had a copy of that film and if they did anything from now on that was out of line, I'd just pull that old film out and let some people see it, like their goddamned school principal who they thought so much of. I had both of them by the balls, so to speak.
"I got a check from Cal for $2200 about three weeks later. That was pretty good for a morning's work, and the best thing was that Uncle Sam didn't know a thing about it. I heard later that the film was selling for around $350, which was making somebody a hell of a lot of money.
"But by that time I had a lot more plans for those two kids. They were young and they were good looking. They were going to make me some more money."
Within a year, Carlton had his two children doing live and private performances. In the beginning, he had to rely on his chemist friend to supply him with that "clear liquid" to get the kids to cooperate. Eventually, however, both of them became conditioned and performed willingly without the use of drugs. Carlton was making good money from their performances, but he wasn't satisfied.
You must remember that his primary motive, even more important to him than the money, was the sadism involved in what he was making them do and turning them into. That is what he got his thrills from. And with that goal in mind, we can continue his case history to the point where we catalogue the horrors his twisted mind devised.
"One day I got this call from a guy who had hired the kids once before. He said he had an extra special situation. Would I be interested?
"Is money green?
"I went over to his office and talked to him. His deal sounded interesting. This freaky group from the East had rented a yacht for a week. His plan was to hire Joan and Jimmy to perform for that group, and then stay on for the entire week's trip. I was allowed to go too, as their 'mentor.' The only condition was that the kids would be the property of the people on the boat; anything they wanted to do, or have done, to the kids had to be alright.
"I made the deal right then and there.
"The yacht left from Marina del Rey in Los Angeles. The kids and I had arrived early, before any of the other passengers. Jimmy and Joan were actually kind of excited about the trip. Of course, I hadn't given them the whole story on their 'duties.' It wasn't for them to know-yet.
"I found out from talking to the guy who did the hiring that the people who were due to take this little week-long sail were members of what I guess you could call a 'freak-out' club. Once a year, from all over the country, they got together and let their hair down. They'd always pick someplace like a boat or an island off of Mexico-some place like that where they'd have less chance of getting caught.
"The plans were to have the kids and me wait in our cabin until ten that night. By that time we'd be past the three mile limit. And then, I guess, anything went.
"We had our act all set. Actually, it was the same one we used the first time it happened-with variations, of course. And on this trip there really were some variations.
"But we got cancelled that night. It seems that everybody was so damned glad to see each other, after more than a year, that they were doing their own sucking and fucking and didn't need any stimulation from our little act. We'd be on the next night.
"I told the kids to stay in the cabin and took a walk for myself around midnight. The guy hadn't been kidding. There were naked bodies all over the goddamned boat, in all sorts of positions. I kept track as I wandered around, and I saw some real sights. One threesome were still at it. This gal had one guy up her cunt and another up her ass-right on the deck. And a foursome I saw a little later was really way out. One guy was fucking one of the girls in the cunt, while at the same time, the other gal was sitting on the first one's face, having her pussy eaten out like crazy. And then to finish up the quartet, the second guy had his cock rammed up the first guy's ass.
"And everybody I saw was fairly young and good-looking. There weren't any dogs. It looked like it was going to be a wild, crazy week.
"All our meals were served in the cabin, so by the next night I was going stir crazy, and so were the kids. They wanted us to be a novelty, so we had to stay out of sight. In fact, if the guy who hired us knew about my walk on the deck, he probably would have been pissed as hell.
"The act fell flat. I guess the kids just didn't look innocent enough anymore, and those sophisticated people didn't give a damn about an old wino-fart like me jacking off on his daughter. They almost booed us off the stage. The entertainment they came up with for the kids was more to their liking.
"First they had an auction. Joannie was what was auctioned off. She threw me a look that sent daggers along with it-mainly because I hadn't told them about this bit-but she finally went along with it.
"The host, or whatever the hell he called himself, took bids for her. 'The best fuck in the world,' he called her. 'Who'll bid.'
"It was all a big farce. The first guy who bid offered a quarter and that was it-Joannie was his. But then there was an added kick to the game. The guy who bought her turned right around and started selling fucks for ten cents a piece. 'We'll see,' the guy said, 'how long this little lady can hold out.'
"Now Joannie hadn't had any of the special 'sex juice' I got from that chemist. And I didn't have any, so she was on her own. She protested a little bit when she found out what was going to happen, but then three guys walked up to her, threw her on the bed and held her down. That kept her quiet.
"The first guy came up and gave Joannie's 'owner' a dime. He stripped off his clothes and hopped on the bed. The three guys holding Joannie lifted her legs and the guy plowed his cock inside, without touching her, except for his cock. He just knelt there and fucked her. He slammed into her maybe a hundred and fifty times. That was a lot for Joannie to take, especially after going through a really good fucking from Jim.
"But she wasn't really started yet. It seemed the game was how many could fuck her until she gave out, or passed out. Because as soon as that first guy shot his load and pulled out of her, a second got up on the stage, yanked off his clothes and got on the bed. Joannie's legs were still up in the air. In fact, her legs stayed that way for almost an hour and a half.
"Just watching her take one cock after another had me really horny. My cock was just as stiff as the ones that were plowing into her pussy.
"At one point I looked over to Jimmy and he was sitting there staring straight at his sister, also with one fucking giant of a hard-on. That was Jimmy for you. All this action over the last year had turned him into a real fucking machine.
"Number four doused Joannie's cunt with still more come. She'd been held in that one position, taking one cock after another, for over a half hour. I looked at her in between fucks. She had come running down her thighs. That's how full she was of the stuff.
"I could hear her mumbling. I guess she was really suffering, but shit, that was the best part. I hadn't had any excitement like this for a long time.
"After number six, they gave Joannie to a huge Negro fellow. He didn't want to take her, but when they showed him that white cunt, he went ape. And I mean Ape. He didn't strip off his clothes. He just opened his fly and pulled out the biggest goddamned cock I've ever seen in my life, and believe me, since I've been in this racket with the kids, I've seen a lot of them.
"That buck's cock had to measure at least a foot. And it wasn't even all the way hard yet. The damned thing looked like a black baseball bat. I swear to God it did.
"First the guy wanted Joannie to lick his cock a little. He leaned down over the bed and stuck that prick of his right in her face. I could tell that Joannie was getting tired, but shit, I think she was beginning to like having all that weird sex as much as I liked seeing her get it. I had two really weird kids.
"Joannie lifted up her head and took the head of the colored guy's prick into her mouth. Just the head on the giant thing sort of gagged her, but she stuck with him as he inched his big fucking rod down her throat. Joannie tried her damnedest to suck on it, but it was too big-she couldn't get any pressure on it. But that was okay with the colored boy. He just wanted to get that pecker down her throat so he could fuck her face.
"They got to the point where Joannie couldn't take any more. There wasn't room for any more in her. I guessed she had maybe five inches of that black cock wedged in her throat. Then the guy pulled it out and slammed it back into her face. Joannie gagged like hell, but she held on. He pulled back again and slammed into her again. Everybody in the place was watching this bit by now. You couldn't help yourself.
"Joannie tried to get into a better position, but those three guys were still holding her down. She had to just lie there and take that cock straight down her throat. The colored boy plowed his prick into her mouth about ten or twelve times and then pulled it all the way out. He stood over her for a few seconds, smiling. Then he lowered his whole body down on top of her. His big hairy balls were hanging right on top of Joannie's lips. Then guess what-she reached up with her mouth and took one of them inside.
" 'Suck 'em good and gentle,' the colored guy said. I had a feeling if she didn't he was going to shove that cock of his so far into her he'd choke her.
"But she sucked him just right. He squatted there, a wide grin on his face. He was enjoying himself-and so was she.
"He jumped off the bed and came around to the bottom where Joannie's legs were still being held in the air. He reached down and stuck two of his fingers up inside her cunt, then he pulled them out and looked around. "There's too much fucking come up there,' he said. 'I couldn't even get in.'
"He shoved his fingers up again, pushing, torturing Joannie's pussy. He pulled his hand out and looked at it. 'I'm not going in that messy hole,' he said, laughing out loud. 'But she's got another hole.'
"The whole room quieted down. The colored guy was going to fuck her in the ass-nothing new for this group, except that the guy had such a tremendously big prick. Most people in the room thought he'd stretch her something awful, and so did I. That's why I was so fucking hot-he was going to ram that cock all the way up into her ass-a foot of thick cock. Christ, she'd probably not be able to take it all.
"I took my own cock out when he climbed up on the bed behind Joannie and started jacking myself off fast. Then he reached into her cunt again and pulled his hand out covered with come. Next he reached down and wiped his fingers around Joannie's ass-hole, then stuck one inside, pulling and stretching her ass muscles as he lubricated her.
"Then his hand went back to the pussy. Again he pulled it out covered with jism. He used that to wipe on his own cock, smearing it around good until his black prick was shining and slippery.
" 'You better relax that sweet little ass-hole of yours,' he said quietly, 'or I might hurt it.'
"I couldn't see if Joannie responded or not. All I could see was her ass, with both her cunt and her ass-hole wide open and ready. Any place that big guy wanted to fuck her, she was ready.
"A lot more people got on the stage. Stood right around the bed, staring down at Joannie and that big colored guy. Christ, his cock seemed to get bigger every second. Then, just before he was ready to plunge that rod into Joannie's ass, a woman scrambled on the bed and put her head down in the colored guy's lap. She wanted to suck on that cock before he shoved it into Joannie.
"He knelt up and let the woman take as much of his cock as she could-as much as Joannie had about five inches. The guy stood up, with the woman still hanging by her mouth on his cock. He grabbed her ears, pushing her on farther, then he started fucking her face. I swear to God, I think he hated that woman for some reason. I've never seen anybody fuck a gal's face that hard and that brutally before in my life. He kept hold of her ears and pulled his goddamned cock all the way out of her mouth and then without a second's hesitation, not even giving her a chance to breathe, he'd shove it all the way in. From the sounds she was making, the guy was blocking her wind passage with his prick. And from the look on his face, he didn't give a shit what happened to her.
"While all this was going on, there was still a little action on the bed. Don't forget, the game was to see just how much consecutive fucking Joannie could take before she gave out.
"One guy had his cock stuck in her mouth and another had decided to do her a favor and open her ass a little for the colored man. The 'good Samaritan' had a good sized cock on him, but it looked like a midget next to the Negro's.
"While the Negro was still face-fucking the gal on the floor, Joannie's ass was being opened. The guy leaned way up on his hands, with his arms straight, and then he plunged into her. I could hear her scream, even with a cock in her mouth, because the guy had plunged his whole length into her ass from above adding all his weight to the penetration.
"Of course, Joannie's body got used to that cock real fast, because she's been fucked in her shit hole pretty often. Still, that initial plunge was pretty rough. There was no question about it.
"I was waiting for the colored guy to get into Joannie, but he was still going after the woman on the floor. That's when Jimmy got into the act. He'd been sitting there just jacking off his peter, getting more and more excited with all the action. Then after a while, he couldn't stand it anymore and got up on the stage.
"He reached down and pulled the panties off the woman who was sucking the colored guy, so that her whole ass and cunt were hanging out. He didn't even test her to see if she was wet. He just put his dick up against her cunt and pushed. It slid in easy as anything. That woman's cunt was ready and willing.
"Jimmy looked at the colored guy and smiled. 'You want us to give it to her together?' he asked. The Negro smiled and nodded his head, never missing a stroke.
"They got synchronized. Just as that big black prick forced itself into her throat, Jimmy would ram into her cunt. She was getting it from both ends and she was loving it. She wriggled her ass around, pulling Jimmy into her farther, milking his cock. At the same time, she managed to take almost all of the Negro's big, black cock down into her throat.
"Finally, both Jimmy and the colored guy got tired of the game they were playing with the woman. Jimmy didn't want to come in her and neither did the Negro. They both got together and pulled out of her at the same time. She got down on her knees again, begging them to continue, but they wouldn't. They both headed for Joannie.
"The guy who was fucking Joannie's ass-hole had long since shot his load. He was just kneeling there, his cock still impaled in her ass, slowly stroking it in and out.
" 'Let's cover her with come,' somebody yelled and a whole group assembled around Joannie and started beating their meat. At the same time, the Negro literally pushed the guy who was in Joannie's ass out of the way. All eyes were on him and his monstrous prick as he got on his knees behind her, spit into his palm and spread the saliva over his prick until it was slippery again. Then he leaned over Joannie's body.
" 'You're gonna like this, baby,' he said, and with those words he slid his big, hoselike cock into her ass-hole. Joannie let out a muffled scream as inch after inch of that black muscle slid inside her defenseless ass. She'd never ever had a cock that big in her cunt, much less in her ass. And it was painful. So goddamned painful that I could hear Joannie cursing and screaming.
" 'I told you to relax,' the Negro said. And those might have been the magic words because Joannie's body slumped and suddenly her screams stopped. I thought she had managed to relax her body enough to take his cock-but she'd found another way to stop the hurt."
Schrenck-Notzing devised the word algolagnia to describe the connection between pain and sexual excitement. The word's derivation is from the Greek algos, meaning pain. A brief understanding of both sadism and masochism is important to realize the motivations of the three Carltons, since by this time, not only was the father an out-and-out sadist (Notice how he admits to reaching orgasm only when he views pain being inflicted, and not when he is involved in coitus. The sight of pain has become his sex act.), but the two young offspring have also assumed the qualities of overt masochists.
In two of his books, The Interpretation of Dreams and Three Contributions to the Theory of Sex, Freud emphatically stated that sexual tendencies, likes and dislikes, do not begin in adulthood. Neither do they form in adolescence. Rather, sex tastes and deviations have their foundation in childhood. For years, this thesis of Freud's was bitterly opposed until child psychiatrists began intensive research and studies into the subject of sex and childhood and gradually confirmed Dr. Freud's original teaching.
Masochism has its roots in childhood, and sadism also has its roots in the very early development of the child. A man does not suddenly begin to have erections when thinking about inflicting pain or receiving pain when he is in middle age. These sexual tendencies lie dormant within the child's subconscious mind until he or she is mature enough to desire sexual relief. Then the aberration rises to the surface.
Dr. Kenneth Walker, who has done wide research in the field of sexual deviation, states the following: "It is in childhood that the foundations of our characters are being laid down and the psychoanalyst has proved to us how lasting are the effects of inexpert handling in the earlier years of our lives."
Once the seeds have been sown, they are inevitably expected to erupt, if not in active form, then in the form of neurosis. This is true because the inner pressures cannot find release. A sexual aberration which is thwarted often leads to suicide.
And lastly, British psychotherapist Dr. Peter Fletcher has the following to add:
Sadism and masochism occur in repressed personalities that have been sexually desensitized. Their desire to suffer pain or to inflict it is purposeful and in a sense logical. Their inhibitions prevent them from responding, as a lowered temperature prevents the skin from responding, to normal sensory stimulations. They therefore do violence or have violence done to them to produce the degree of excitation necessary to overcome their partial anesthesia and being the sexual apparatus into action. Their condition is not unlike that of the normal man or woman shortly after intercourse has terminated in orgasm; they can be aroused again, but not without stimulation of a much more powerful order than was required in the first instance. The analogy is not complete, of course, but it is near enough to enable the reader to imagine how the sadist and masochist probably feel. They are psychologically and to a marked extent physically numb.
Carlton's extreme case of extremely sadistic excitation is mixed, obviously, with hatred of his children. Why did he hate them? It was the purpose of the many interviews with the man to find out. He finally admitted, after months of therapy, that he did, indeed, hate his offspring, but could offer no reason except that he resented what he referred to as their "perfection." By that he meant the two children were attractive, bright and successful, all things he was not. Thus jealousy is also a factor in his actions.
Carlton finally expressed great sorrow at the damage he had done to his children. This concluding segment of his case history details only the physical damage. The psychological damage will probably never be known.
"Joannie had passed out, the fucking little bitch. Just when the action was getting good. But I guess I knew her capacity. She could handle about twelve regular sized cocks in either of her holes, but when a foot-long black prick, about as thick as a horse's, is shoved up her ass, she couldn't take it.
"The freaks on the boat let her alone after she conked out. I guess fucking stiffs wasn't their bag. So they sort of turned their attention, at least some of them, to Jimmy.
"Old Jim had sort of taken to the life. I think he liked hurting people almost as much as I did. Getting hurt he didn't like so much, but on that boat he had to take a lot of abuse. I just stood around watching him taking it, most of the time playing with the hard-on in my pocket.
"He got his ass whipped and fucked a lot of times, and a lot of those women on the boat were anxious to ride on his cock. In fact he had so many who wanted to get fucked-and he got his ass whipped really hard if he didn't cooperate-that finally he was begging people to let his cock alone. I never thought I'd see the day.
"They did leave him alone for one day. Joannie was in the cabin, useless for the rest of the trip.
Her cunt and ass-hole hurt her so bad she could hardly move. But after that day's rest, they dragged poor old Jim out again.
"I won't go into all the details, but there was this one scene that really was the most. I don't know who thought of it, but it was the greatest, the most exciting thing I've ever seen.
"They got Jimmy stripped down and put on top of a big table, right in the middle of the room. Then these two women got him all excited with their mouths. They kept sucking on his prick until it was standing tall and hard as a rock.
"Then came the good bit. While it was still hard, they stuck a candle, just a little one, down the hole in his pecker. When Jimmy saw what they were doing he raised all sorts of hell, so they tied him down.
"You know, that's when it's exciting. When they fight you. I mean, like Joannie had gotten so much to the point of liking the knocks and abuse that she wasn't much fun to watch anymore. But Jimmy knew how to fight. I guess it was because he was scared they were going to ruin his precious cock.
"Anyway, after they got him tied down, they lit the fucking candle. Jimmy was the goddamndest, funniest looking birthday cake I'd ever seen.
"They let that candle burn down almost all the way, until Jimmy was screaming about it burning him. Then they blew it out. But what Jimmy didn't understand was that now the whole end of his cock was sealed up with candle wax. He was closed tighter than a drum.
"And, as soon as they blew the candle out, the women came back and started working on him again-with their mouths and with their hands.
Jimmy's cock was hard in no time at all again. Then suddenly Jimmy realized what they were going to do to him. They were going to make him come, and there wouldn't be any place for his come to exit.
"He struggled and fought against the ropes, trying desperately to get off the table, but those ropes held him tight. Then he calmed down and looked like he was concentrating desperately on not having an orgasm. But with Jimmy that was impossible. He was so conditioned that he had to come when somebody was messing with him, no matter how tired or scared he was.
"He fought it, but no use-his cock started responding to all the attention it was getting. Jimmy kept screaming, 'No. NO!! ' while his cock just kept getting harder and bigger. Of course, with him trying not to, his orgasm took longer, but it was going to happen. You could see on those gals' faces that they were going to work on him until he came if it took all night. And one of them was the woman who had been sucking the colored buck while Jimmy fucked her. She was still mad at Jimmy for not shooting his load up her pussy.
"Eventually, Jimmy felt the come rising in his balls and he was scared shitless-but he came anyway. And I shot off right in my pants. He started screaming, half in pleasure, but then the pain took over as his come tried to escape from his cock. His cock just kept on jerking as that jism tried to get out. But it couldn't. It must really have hurt because Jimmy passed out too. My fucking kids can't take anything.
"As soon as he was out, the women scraped away the candle wax and let the come dribble out. Jimmy's cock was swelling up already. I took him back to the cabin and watched that cock swell up bigger and bigger. I guess there's no reason for me to tell you that he didn't use that cock for about a month after that. Christ, he busted blood vessels and everything. A real wild scene."
Eventually, even Carlton went too far. His exhibitions became even more bizarre, and during one such "show" about a year after the boat episode, when he had both Joan and Jimmy engaged with animals, the place of exhibition was raided.
When it was discovered that the two kids were both under age, Carlton was taken into custody. He was sentenced eventually to life imprisonment. The judge said that since there was no way to find Carlton legally insane, and thereby keep him incarcerated for the remainder of life, he was doing the next best thing. A life imprisonment sentence would eliminate the possibility of a parole for at least twenty years. The judge expressed the opinion that he hoped, after those twenty years, Carlton would no longer be a menace to his children's lives.