Chapter 5

The New Houseboy

"Every little once in a while I hear some dame talking about how she just can't understand why Connie or Joey or Ronnie or Amy ran off and left such a good home. I guess that's what they are saying about me, too, but I don't give a damn.

"I can just hear my old lady telling people, "Billy was such a good boy and he always got everything that he wanted and I just can't understand why he would quit high school and run off like that. I just don't understand."

"Maybe if Rene told my mother the things that she said she was going to tell her, maybe then my old lady would understand right off.

"Rene was telling me that she was pregnant and I had to marry her and she knew that that kind of talk was a little stupid. I was not quite sixteen years old.

"I had some dough saved up and I simply took off for sunny California and that was that. I was sure that Rene was not pregnant. She just wanted a guy to boss around and she figured that if she told me I had juiced her, made her hot, then I would have to do what she said. She was that kind of a mind.

"I suppose it was my own fault. Rene was the kid next door and she was only a couple of years younger than I am, but she was stacked, really built. She has a set of boobs that can make a guy's mouth water and his cock stand up and start leaking right away. She was real glad to fool around when I suggested that we could have some fun together.

"My folks were working all the time and her folks were too so it was easy to spend a lot of time with Rene. She liked to sit around the house with her miniskirt hiked up around her ears and she knew that I was always trying to see her slit.

"So, this one morning she was at my place and she was sitting in one of the big chairs and I was trying to look up her dress and she just opened up her legs and let me look at her and she had pants on but they were sheer and I could see everything. Just to make sure that could she reached down and pulled them off. Then she wanted to look at my crotch and I let her and she started playing with my cock and my balls and she began jerking me off and when I was ready to shoot I tried to stop her but she wouldn't be stopped.

"I want to see it spit," she said.

"A moment later she saw it spit, all right. It shot all over her and she just didn't seem to mind. She kept on jerking me off like she was never going to stop. Her hand was holding me too tightly and it hurt. She just didn't care. She had a funny look on her face and I was sure that I was going to have to hit her to make her let go. But, I didn't.

"She let me go and she looked up at me with a big smile on her face and she was sure happy then. She told me that she thought I had a very nice cock and she liked playing with it and we could have lots of fun fooling around afterwards.

"It got so that was all that she wanted to do. She would want me to come to her house or she would come to mine and we were supposed to be going steady. She said that that meant that we could do anything to each other that we wanted to and that was all right by me.

"She liked to fuck, but she got so that she liked to suck mostly. She liked me to eat her little slit and suck her for hours and she would do the same for me. But, once in a while she would want everything and we would have us a real orgy. Boy, I sure liked that, all right and so did she.

"Then she started with the business about being pregnant and talking about what she was going to tell my folks and I finally decided the hell with it. I was going to take off.

"I got to admit that maybe it wasn't just Rene. I was not making it in school anyway, and my folks didn't really give a damn about me, they had their own problems.

"I had some money saved up, nearly two hundred, and I figured that should be enough to take me to California. I had talked to some of the kids and they all said that California was the place to be. You could eat oranges right off of the trees and if you didn't have a pad to crash in you could lie right down anywhere and sleep.

"Boy, did all of that stuff turn out to be a crock.

"Well anyway, I took off on a Monday morning when I was supposed to be in school. By the time it dawned on my folks that I wasn't going to be there for supper, I was hundreds of miles away. And I was finding out about what people are like.

"I got lots of rides and it was usually with a guy who would start fooling around as soon as I got settled in the car. Always, the guy would want to park someplace and suck me off. I got so I expected the guy to reach for my crotch and I didn't mind what they did. I sort of liked it.

"There was this one guy wanted me to do him and I did it. He promised to give me ten dollars when he let me out but he just dropped me and took off before I got the chance to ask for the money. Oh, there were lots and lots of guys that were willing to pick up hitchhikers. About three out of ten just wanted to talk to somebody. The others wanted to fool around.

"I met Nancy in California. She picked me up early in the morning and I could see that she was real pretty and really stacked. Stacked. She had a big, slow smile that kind of sparkled and her eyes were big and blue and sort of interested in whatever they were looking at. She had long blonde hair that hung straight down and lots of goop on her eyes and she was really pretty.

"She had a very pretty convertible and she was on her way back to her house, she said. She had driven into town for something and she was using the freeway to make it home in a hurry. She asked me if I had eaten breakfast and I said no. I had slept behind a billboard, trying to keep from freezing, and when she asked me if I would like her to take me home with her and feed me I was sure willing. I was starved.

"You could do with a shower, too, you know," she said, with her nice slow smile.

"There was no doubt about that. I was really ripe and I guess she could smell me. She said that she would take me home with her and feed me and let me clean up and she would give me some clean clothes and then we would see. She asked if I had any money and I was just about broke. I had spent all of my dough and she just nodded and her smile seemed to sparkle a little brighter and she put her hand on my leg and she patted it.

"You just stick with me, Billy," she said. "I think you will like what I've got in mind."

"She seemed to be very young. I found out later on that she was twenty-three but she looked to be about fifteen. Maybe that was because she had nice pointy boobs and real horny legs and she was built even nicer than Rene.

"She lived in a big house that had a wall around it and gates and she let me get out and close the gates after we got the car inside. I heard the gates lock electrically as soon as I closed them. We drove on up to her house and it was really a big place.

"She put the car in the garage and we went inside the house and she took me on a tour of the place right away. I guess it was a tour, but we wound up in her big bedroom. She sat down in a fancy chair and she was smiling at me. She lit a cigarette that she took from a tray on the table near her and then she crooked her finger at me. I went over to stand closer to her.

"Billy," she said, "you need a bath and I am going to give you one. Come along with me."

"She stood up and there was a big bathroom like part of the bedroom and it was all pretty pale green tile and mirrors and she started the water running into the tub. Then she gave me a big, slow smile.

"Take all of your clothes off, Billy," she said. "I want to examine you closely and make sure that you didn't pick up any lice while you've been on the road. Hurry now."

"She made me feel real funny and I knew that I was not going to take my clothes off in front of her. She saw the way I was holding back and that seemed to please her.

"Now, Billy," she said softly, "I am accustomed to being obeyed in my own house. Now, do as I tell you to do. I shall always insist upon obedience from you, Billy, if you are going to stay here with me for a while."

"That shook me up, I can tell you."

"I'm not staying," I told her, "I only wanted something to eat and then I am going to get on my way again. I got to get into L.A."

"She bent over and adjusted the water tap and then she straightened up. She hauled off and slapped my face with a blow so hard it almost knocked me down. Then she hit the other side of my face and she seemed to be enjoying it. There was a funny look on her face and her eyes had a crazy look in them and I was suddenly scared and real willing to do anything that she told me to do.

"I have decided to keep you here with me for a while, Billy," she said. "I need a houseboy and I think that you will be a very nice houseboy, but, you must remember, I insist upon being obeyed. You will remember that, won't you, Billy?"

"There were tears on my face and she seemed to like seeing them. She touched my face with her fingertips and she wiped the tears away. She began unbuttoning my shirt and I stood still and let her do it.

"You are a very nice looking young boy," she said. "And you can be quite happy here. Now, you wouldn't want me to tell the police that I picked you up in my car and you asked me to bring you home and give you some food and then you attacked me and raped me and left me for dead while you tried to run off with a lot of money that you stole from me. You wouldn't want me to tell such things to the police, would you?"

"No, Ma'am," I said. I was crying and I guess it was from nerves. This was all new to me. And frightening. She got a real mean look on her face and I was sure that she hated me, but I wasn't giving her any trouble so she shouldn't have been so displeased with me.

"She got my shirt off and then she unbuckled my belt and she pushed my pants down and my shorts, too, and when she stood there looking at my cock I could see that she sure liked looking at it. She reached for it and her warm little hand cupped my balls and her big smile glowed. Her other hand wrapped itself around my cock and she began jerking me off, slow and easy like.

"Why, Billy," she said, licking her lips, "you have a lovely cock and nice big balls. Oh, I just know that I will love having you for my house-boy. You do want to be my houseboy, don't you?"

"She was rubbing her thumb on the hole in my cock and her hands were making me crazy and I just nodded my head. I wasn't able to think about anything. She let my cock go and then she put her palm against my cock and she rubbed her hand downwards and I was shaking like a maniac. She laughed and it was a soft, warm sound in her throat. I was circumcised and she said that she was glad about that. She took a wash rag from the sink and she got it wet. Then she put it under the running bathwater and when it was good and wet she began washing my privates. She started asking me about my experiences with girls and I was in no shape to talk about anything.

"She sat down on the toilet and it had the lid closed. She put her hands on my bottom and she pulled me close to her. She put her mouth over my cock and she started licking it with her tongue and she was using her hand to jerk me off, too, and all of a sudden I started to come and she was so pretty I was afraid to come in her mouth and I tried to back away but she pulled me closer and my cock slid way down her throat and then I was coming and she was sucking and licking like crazy and I knew somehow that I had pleased her. She was really very happy and I could see that when she took her mouth off of my cock and she looked up at me.

"Now get into the tub, Billy," she said. "I will want you to be very clean from now on. You see, a houseboy is expected to please his mistress in every possible way. Did you know that, Billy?"

"I shook my head and she just smiled sort of dreamy like.

"It doesn't matter. You'll learn. You will learn many things but I'm sure that you will be glad to stay with me."

"She really gave me a bath. She knelt beside the tub and she washed my hair with all kinds of funny soaps and lotions, and then she scrubbed me clean. She insisted that she was going to shave my crotch and get rid of all of the hair there so she could make sure I hadn't picked up any crabs. That's what she said, anyway. I could see myself in the mirrors and I looked funny around my balls but I just didn't care. When she was sure that I was as clean as possible, she let me get out of the tub and I stood there while she dried me off and then she told me to follow her into the bedroom.

"She pulled the bed covers down and then she got out a couple of big towels. She told me to lie on them and she dusted powder all over me, front and back. She knew that I was lying there with an enormous hard on but she ignored it. She kept rubbing her hands all over me and she was sort of smiling to herself and she had just grabbed my balls and was powdering them when her telephone rang. She was humming as she fooled around with me and she picked up the phone beside the bed and it sounded like one of her girl friends.

"Her friend must have asked her what she was doing because she told her. She said that she had picked up a very good looking young boy on the highway, a runaway, and she was going to keep him and enjoy him. She had just finished bathing him and now she was going to begin enjoying her houseboy.

"Her friend must have asked if she could meet me because Nancy laughed and said no way.

"Carol, dear," she said, "I remember when you and Paul got Sheila. You didn't want to share for weeks. So, let me enjoy myself for a while. I'll call you when I want company."

"She talked a little more about me and then she hung up. She seemed to be in a very happy mood and she bent over and kissed me on the mouth and I could see the tops of her boobs and I knew from what I could see under her dress that she had a real set of beauts. She kissed me nice and then she was running her tongue around my lips and then she put it into my mouth just like Rene did.

"I am going to begin training you to please me, Billy," she said softly. "But, you must remember to obey me always. If you were to be disobedient at a crucial moment, for instance. I would punish you so severely you might never get over it."

"She meant it. I could see that she meant it and I was not going to give her any trouble, believe me.

"She began licking her lips while she was handling my dong and my balls and I guess that she just couldn't wait. She put her face down there and then she was licking my balls and my asshole and holding on to my cock and then she put it into her mouth and she started giving me head and each downward stroke of her head made it go deeper and deeper into her throat and I was sure that she was going to gag but she didn't. She even pushed it way down so that her lips were against my bare skin and that was a crazy feeling. She was tonguing it and licking it and sucking it and she had one hand in my balls and when she shoved a couple of fingers into my asshole I began to squeal and roll and bounce around and she jiggled the base of my cock with her fingers and then I was gushing and it hurt so bad I almost screamed. It hurt nice, really nice, and I guess she knew that I was liking it because she just kept right on doing it. She got another batch out of me and then she lifted her head up and she was glassy-eyed and her face looked like it was put together with strings.

"She was breathing heavy and struggling for wind and finally she reached for one of the cigarettes from the tray and once she sucked some smoke into her lungs she was okay. She kissed me right on the lips and she smiled.

"I just know that I am going to be so pleased with you, Billy," she said. "Now, tell the truth, you don't really want to go away and leave me, do you?"

"I shook my head and she laughed. "

"I will shop for you, Billy," she said, standing up. "And I will buy you some very nice things, but I'll have to rummage around for now and find you something to wear. If I know Carol, she and Paul and Sheila will be over here. Any minute. She will just have to have a look at you."

"I thought that the clothes I had been wearing were pretty much okay, but Nancy said that she was going to burn them. She got out a shirt for me from her own things and a pair of shorts and then I began to look all right.

"We went downstairs and she told me that I could watch the color TV in the living room for a while. She said that she was going to fix us an early lunch. She knew that I was hungry and I guess that she was, too.

"I snooped, looking at the things that were lying around. I knew that she was single and her folks had left her a lot of money, and I knew too that she didn't like guys much. That was pretty plain right from the start.

"She had lots of magazines and pamphlets lying around and they were all stuff about women's liberation and that kind of stuff which pretty much explained the way she was about guys.

"She fixed some sandwiches and she said that we would have our lunch on the patio out by the pool. I helped her carry the stuff out there and we sat down and were eating when a bell rang inside the house. Nancy laughed and said that her friends were at the gate, just like she figured they would be.

"She went inside and pushed a button and the electric gates opened and a few minutes later her friends walked out onto the patio and joined us for some coffee.

"There were three of them and they looked like a nice young couple with a pretty young girl along. The girl, Carol, was a redhead with big green eyes and she was really built with the nice white skin that redheads have. Paul, her husband, was blonde and not tall, not short. He was very mild mannered and really sort of wishy-washy, I guess. He shook hands with me when Nancy introduced me to them as her new houseboy.

"Carol introduced me to Sheila and I liked her. She was a real beauty, about fourteen, and built nice. Her eyes were big and round and gentle and her smile was sort of bashful and not too sure of itself. She had long straight hair, kind of dirty blonde, and she was wearing shorts and a halter. I could see that her boobs looked like big lemons cut in half and her legs were really something to see. Carol was wearing capri pants and a sweater and she had a real set of knockers that showed up under the sweater all right.

"Sheila is a runaway, too," Carol told me. "We found her and took her home and now she lives with us. She has made us very happy."

"Nancy laughed out loud at that. "Sure," she said, "your pretty little Sheila is a nymphet. Why wouldn't she make you happy."

"Carol sat down and she lit a cigarette. Paul was standing by the edge of the pool and Sheila was standing near Carol, looking at me with a soft, nice look in her eyes.

"Carol said, "We could think about sharing, Nancy, dear, think it over. Just think of all the fun we could have watching our two runaways enjoying each other. Oh, there are so many possibilities available to us. Do consider it."

"I think I was shivering as I got the drift of what they were talking about. I liked Sheila and I knew that she was a little mouse and I sure could imagine some grand times with her.

"Nancy did not think too much of that idea. She had a sullen look on her face and she seemed to be a little sore.

"Give me a week," she said. "Just one lousy week and after that I will be open to suggestions. All right?"

"Carol laughed and she nodded. "We'll die of impatience, my dear," she said, "but, of course, we will expect you to be as generous with your lovely possessions as we have been in the past with you."

"You can count on that," Nancy said.

"Sheila kept on looking at me and I kept looking at her and Carol thought that our interest in each other was cute. Paul walked over and sat down and Nancy offered them some lunch but they just wanted some coffee. Carol suggested to Sheila that she could go for a swim if she thought that she might like to and Sheila just nodded.

"She kept on gazing at me as she went over to the edge of the pool and began getting out of her shorts and halter. She had a bikini on underneath and she just plopped into the water and I kept looking at her beautiful body and I had a big rail on for her.

"Carol and her crew didn't stay long. They got up and went off and Carol gave me a swift kiss on the mouth before she left and as soon as the gates clicked shut on them, Nancy told me to go inside the house and go to her room.

"She had some plans for us in mind and she was sure that I would be glad that she had found me and brought me to her home."

The present case approaches the hopeless hodge-podge status, the paraphiliac deviations presented in it being of such complexity as to defy brief description.

Billy's original psychological "persona" is so blank a sheet-he is, in a word, so "normal"-that it might be difficult to believe that the things he describes actually occurred, had one none of the evidence his present situation provides to corroborate his testimony.

The principal problem with Billy lies in his passivity before the experience that Nancy and her friends provide for him. This points to serious character defects which will, and very soon, show signs of stunting his emotional growth. At the time our narrative breaks off, he and Sheila and the unnamed runaways he mentions meeting in similar circumstances are hardly more than sexual slaves to the affluent adults who manipulate them so shamelessly and with such paucity of visible evidence of guilt feelings or conscience.

Billy's passive collaboration in this is clear; at any time in the process of developing this situation he could have escaped from Nancy's lush surroundings and found a better situation in life, however limited in opportunities. However, there is a strong touch of laziness in his makeup. His only active (as opposed to passive) response to life that we can see is his initial act of running away-and the "active" nature of this is open to question, seeing that his reason for leaving his family and home is rooted in a desire to escape adult responsibility in the form of his young neighbor's pregnancy.

Thus we see that all of his notable acts in the course of the present narrative are directed away from assumption of adult responsibilities and the prerogatives and perquisites that go with those responsibilities and outward a further-almost infinite, if the present situation continues-extension of his childhood ways and lack of autonomy.

Nancy's personality is full of kinks. She is, to begin with, strongly anal-sadistic in her basic sexual orientation, and this reflects itself in many ways.

The first and most blatant evidence of this is, of course, her primary relationship with Billy: a classic dominant-subservient role-playing sort of relationship in which the female expresses her hatred, contempt and resentment of the male sex by her assumption of the dominant role and her subsequent and total degradation of the passive male she adopts for this complementary role. She is, as she describes herself, a 'mean, perverted bitch.'

Her friend Carol has much of the same sadomasochistic bent about her, and the 'urolagnia' episode at the close of our narrative underlines this. Billy's passive acceptance of this unmasculine, subservient role in sex underlines his own rather unassertive, vegetable personality traits.

Indeed, his behavior with her in the beginning is largely that of an unassertive child relating to a bossy, domineering mother. Her treatment of him, again from the beginning, shows her quick intuitive understanding that in Billy she has found the perfect tool to shape to her hand as she pleases-a perfect "new houseboy."

Carol, on the other hand, is somewhat more complex. For one thing, she has not rejected the idea of having an adult male around the house. However passive Paul himself may be, he still represents something more of a wild card than the two children she and Nancy capture in the course of indulging their anal-sadistic fancies. Paul at least can leave, if her demands ever grow excessive even for his uncomplaining personality. For Billy and Sheila the problem is a trifle more complicated, to be sure. They can, of course, leave; but their next stop will be undoubtedly the juvenile home, or an unhappy return to the much-resented parental authority (which, in comparison to the sort of authority Sheila represents, does make more demands of them in the way of adult behavior, and which offers less immediate sexual rewards for conforming conduct). The two children may not know what they want, but they have a good idea by this time as to what they do not want. And there is, to be sure, a sort of illusory security in the present arrangement-so long, at least, as they continue to please their captors.

Is Billy a masochist? Perhaps. Dr. Irving Bieber has this to say about one aspect of the subject in the Comprehensive Textbook of Psychiatry:

The sexual masochist insures gratification by incorporating into the sexual act the pain that is symbolic of the punishment and injury anticipated as reprisal for his having engaged in sexual activity and erotic pleasure. The hope of finding stimuli intense enough to break through sexual inhibitions leads some individuals to seek out various esoteric practices.

The first half of this quotation obviously refers to Billy; he anticipates punishment for his life with Nancy by accepting the pain-physical or psychological-which her sexual relation with him provides. The second half has some oblique reference to Nancy, whose sadistic bent is the surface half of a sadomasochistic iceberg. Below the surface lies a vast body of masochistic desires. She unconsciously desires punishment for her wickedness, and the inhibition she wishes to break through is the inhibition which keeps her from having any deep human relationship with anyone: she has no friends at the time we meet her, no lovers in the "normal" sense-only partners in her frequent orgiastic activities. And the farther her excesses in this regard may lead her, the less progress she makes in achieving a satisfying relationship with anyone.

Thus her relationship with Billy is probably the closest thing to a human relationship that she has with anyone, perverted and abnormal though it may be. Her intense sexual activity with Paul, Carol and their counterparts corresponds closely to that of the promiscuous women discussed by Albert Ellis in Annals of the American Academy of Political and Social Science:

Few ... have intercourse for sex reasons; most of them seem to do so in order to falsely enhance their egos-instead of truly raising their self-confidence by convincing themselves that they can fully accept themselves whether or not other people, including males, approve of them.

"Nancy was very good about telling me things. She told me, for instance, that many of her friends were keeping runaways and they didn't feel bad about doing it. The kids were getting good care and they were not using drugs and they didn't have to go to the free clinic if they got sick. Too, if they wanted to go to school, college, even, their patron would pay for it.

"But, I never figured that Nancy owed me anything.

"The day that I started in with her, she had me go to her bedroom and as soon as I got there, she began taking my clothes off and when she saw that I had a big hard on she laughed and began playing with it.

"I could see the way you had eyes for that cute little bitch that Carol and Paul are keeping. You'll get at her after a while. First I want to teach you and train you to make you mine. Then we can have some fun with our friends."

"She began getting out of her clothes then. She took off her bra and her firm young breasts sprang straight out on her chest and they were just so pretty I couldn't control myself and I began spurting all over the place. She looked at me with a surprised look and then she moved over and gobbled my dick right away. She didn't like to waste anything at all.

"After she cleaned me up, she told me that I could lie down on the bed and she would finish getting out of her clothes. She stood up and took off the rest of her clothes and then she was walking around naked and I watched her pretty buttocks and the way her little slit moved as she walked. She had no hair on her pussy and she was very smooth there, just like on her cheeks. She sat down on the edge of the bed and she bent so that she could kiss me and she was shaking and whispering crazy stuff into my ears and saying things against my mouth like did I like cunt and she hoped I would turn out to be the kind of boy who loved sucking a girl's cunt because she was that way. She liked cock any way at all but she would enjoy our relationship best if I liked sucking cunt.

"She got herself all steamed up talking like that. She pushed me backwards against the pillows and then she got onto her knees and she moved over so that she could sit down on my cock. She was very wet and slippy in her cunt and she swallowed me right up but it felt like her cunt's walls just wrapped themselves around my dick and got tighter and tighter and it was really a grand and glorious feeling.

"I started coming in her and she wriggled her ass down tight against me and she bent over so that I could play with her lovely tits and she was kissing me and whispering again.

"You are just too quick, dear," she said. "You will get used to me and you will get used to fooling with my cunt all the time and then you will be able to control yourself better."

"She didn't get off of me and I didn't care. She began moving her hips up and down and I could feel my own juice spilling out of her and she kept on riding my cock for a while. Then she got off and she started licking it all up and she was really shaking something awful. She licked it up and then she got on top of me again and she was squirming around and having herself a nice time. She straightened out so that she was lying on top of me. She told me to roll over and fuck her. She was ready for it and I should be able to do splendidly. That's what she said.

"She was sure right. I rolled over and she was under me and her legs went up around my back and she pulled me into her tightly with her heels. She was moving her hips back and forth and she was wiggling and writhing and making sharp little noises and then she started coming and she went clear out of her skull with pure frenzies. She was a wild one and when it happened for her she just went nuts.

"She clung to me for a long time after it was all over and she just couldn't seem to let go. She kept her hips moving back and forth on my cock and she had tightened up on it and I was scared that we would get hung up and wind up in a hell of a shape. But, we didn't. She let go after a while and she was shivering and she told me that she would come steadily for an hour or more when it was really good for her. And I guess that first time it was very good.

"When she let me ease out of her she went right after my cock and she licked it clean, then she made me go down on her and suck the juice from her twat and give it to her in a honey kiss. Then she wanted me to eat her and I had to do that for hours, and I got to find out that Nancy loved coming better than anything else in the whole world.

"We spent the whole day in her bed and she had me fuck her in her asshole and she told me that she liked that very much. Then she said that she had lots of special equipment for having fun with sex. She got out a big suitcase and when she unlocked it there were all sorts of gadgets and fancy stuff. She had a lot of dildoes, different sizes and shapes. She had one that was a double prong and she made me strap that one on and fuck her in both places at the same time. That really turned her on and she popped all over the place but it knocked her out and when she finally went into convulsions with the orgasms that just wouldn't quit, I got a chance to rest and grab a bite to eat.

"She was the kind that could live on sex. She said that she had shacked with a couple of guys when she went to college and she made them a bet that she could go without food for two whole weeks and never miss not eating. She just kept on sucking their cocks and feeding on their come and she said that she gained five pounds in the two weeks and she was glad to get back to eating food again. Not because she hadn't enjoyed the other delicacy, she just didn't want to get fat.

"You'll probably make me fat," she said, smiling at me.

"She was very frank about it all. She told me that she wanted me to stay with her and not run away from her. She asked me if I was having a nice time and I said sure and I wasn't fooling.

"We didn't go anywhere or put any clothes on for a whole week. We would go for a swim in the pool but there was complete privacy and she and I would be naked while we swam and then we would go back to bed and fool around. She liked it if I would neck with her a little and then she would tell me that we could start an "experience." That was her name for it.

"She would want to be necked a lot and then she wanted her tits sucked and licked and played with, then she wanted a trip around the world and I would have to kiss and lick her whole body, and when I got to her asshole she liked lots of tongue up in there, and she would have her hand under her, masturbating and rubbing her clit while I tongued her bunghole.

"After she made herself pop a few times she would want me to stop and I would have to lie down and she would begin to lick and suck me and she would tongue my asshole, too, while she used her hand to jerk me off a little. She would lie on her back and make me fuck her between her tits and when I was ready to come she would want the last thrust to shove my cock into her mouth and she wanted me to shoot my load right down her throat.

"Then it was back to kissing and licking her bare body and when I got there I would have to lick and suck her cunt and use my tongue on her clit and she would shift then so that she was on top and she would give me lots of head while she sucked me off some more times. Then after a while, when we had tried everything else, then she would want us to fuck, and by then we could keep that up for hours.

"She said that she was like a kid with a new toy and she just wasn't at all ashamed of the way she was. Her friend, Carol, called up every day, usually late in the afternoon, and Nancy was quite open and frank about the things that we had been doing all day.

"Late in the week, we were having an early supper in the kitchen so that we would have a long evening ahead of us, and Carol called and she talked to her and kept bending over to give me a kiss now and then and I got the idea that Carol was begging her to have them over so that we could all have some fun. And, Nancy seemed to be considering the matter quite carefully and I thought that she was going to give in.

"Oh, you," she said to Carol, "you just want a brand new cock to play with. That's your trouble."

"She laughed at whatever Carol said, and I just sat and waited to see how it would come out.

"Nancy was sitting at the kitchen table while she talked to her friend Carol and she kept leaning over and kissing me on the mouth and I liked that. She was listening to Carol for a while and she used the hand that wasn't holding the phone to play with my cock and I started playing with her pretty boobs and she gasped and sat up so that I could get at her boobs with no trouble at all. Then she started talking to me so that Carol could hear and she was asking me all about if I liked Carol and her husband, Paul.

"Carol was trying to say something to her and she was trying to talk to me, too, and I wondered why she just didn't put the phone down or do something. But she didn't. She just kept on dividing her time and attentions and saying things to me so that Carol could hear, too.

"Would you like to fuck Sheila and suck her cunt, and let her suck you, too, Billy ?" Carol asked me. She was smiling and when I nodded she made me say the words.

"Sure, I would," I said. "Carol is very pretty and so is Sheila."

"Nancy chuckled and she went back to talking to Nancy.

"Why don't we plan on a weekend together?" she said. "Tomorrow is Friday and you and your tribe can come over here and we will have us an orgy. Does that please you, Carol, dear?"

"They argued about whose house they would spend the weekend in but it came out the way Nancy wanted it to. She had the pool, after all, and she said that whenever any of the cunts got too ripe they could just push the girl into the pool and she could clean herself out real easy. Stuff like that.

"Nancy got herself so hot talking that she wanted me to eat her for a while as soon as she hung up the phone. I was glad to oblige her and she knew it.

"We went right back to fooling around and when we went to bed that night, we were exhausted, as usual. Nancy liked to nurse on my cock when she was going to sleep and I sort of liked having her do that. She was real greedy and she would wake me up the same way. She had all sorts of vitamins and wheat germ and health foods for me to eat. She ate them too, but she said that they would be especially beneficial to me. And I guess they were. I never felt too tired to fuck her or let her suck and she said that she liked that in me.

"We spent the day that Carol and her people came to visit us, fooling around as usual. Nancy seemed eager to get as much out of me as she could, and we spent the whole day fucking and sucking. By the time it was late afternoon, she decided that we should take us a shower and then we would have time for a nap and then we would get dressed.

"We got into the shower together and she made me kneel down and eat her while the water spattered her skin and made her even more excited than usual. She thought it was real cute to piss into my face and after I made her come a couple of times and my mouth was glued real tight to her so that I could eat it all, she started pissing in my mouth and giggling because she was doing something like that to me.

"When she let me stand up again she kissed my face and held my cheeks in her palms while she told me that she was not a nice girl, she was a mean, perverted bitch and she loved pissing all over me. She said that she loved pissing all over Paul, too, and sometimes she and Carol would make Paul lie down on the floor of the shower while she and Sheila and Carol gave him a bath.

"She told me that Paul liked it when they did such things to him.

"Paul is very happy with Carol and Sheila," Nancy told me. "Carol loves to neck Paul while Sheila is sucking him off. I have watched them the way they are with each other. Naturally, she loves to neck Paul when I'm blowing his cock, too. Oh, we do have some grand times. You'll see. You think that you have been having some nice times but just wait till Carol or Sheila neck you while Paul or I suck you. You will think your mind is exploding and your head is going to heaven. You will see."

"She was very talkative and I got the impression that she was a little nervous about Paul and Carol and their little runaway coming to visit but, if she was, it all cleared up after we had a nice nap.

"She made me get cleaned up and I put one of her shirts on and a pair of shorts and she made me shave my face and she inspected my joint too, to make sure that I was nice and clean there, too. She was very careful about everything.

"Carol and Paul and Sheila came for dinner and they were all dressed up, too, and we ate out on the patio and the girls worked and so did Paul and I. After we ate, the older people had to have some coffee and cigarettes and Nancy told me and Sheila to clear the table and put things in the dishwasher.

"Sheila had a sullen look on her pretty face and that made me feel bad. She wasn't at all mad, though. When we were in the kitchen, putting the dirty dishes into the dishwasher, Sheila walked right up to me and she kissed me right on the mouth and I really liked that. I damned near blew a fuse.

"I feel kind of funny," I said. "I mean, you are a real pretty girl and I like you. I really like you."

"She kissed me again. I'm glad," she said. "They are going to want to watch us in bed after a while. That's the way Carol likes to start things. She will make me get naked and then Nancy will make you get naked and we will have to fool around and suck and fuck and then when they get tired of just watching us, they will get into the act and we will have us a real orgy.

"I like orgies," she said, slowly. "Do you?"

"She moved close to me and she started fooling around with my dick and she had a bright, smiling look in her eyes. She sure liked what she could feel. She started to try the zipper on my shorts but Carol called out to tell us to hurry up and get back to them again. They were tired of waiting for us to get our work done. Sheila listened and she gave me a grin.

"We'll be finished in a moment," she called out.

"We got the dishwasher started and then we went back into the living room and Carol decided that it was time for us to go into the master bedroom. She moved right in on me as soon as we got there. She began taking my clothes off and Nancy began taking Sheila's clothes off.

"Carol put her hand on my stiff cock and she gasped as she touched it. She seemed reluctant to let it go. She was sure a pretty girl, all right, but I was looking at Sheila as more and more of her body was bared by Nancy's busy hands. The little breasts stuck out like plump little tennis balls with sharp little nipples on their tip. Her crotch was bald like Nancy's, and she had a little pair of tiny pink lips that hung down.

"Carol began to feel the goo that was dribbling out of me as I watched Sheila and admired her pretty young bod. Carol just couldn't wait. She bent down and got my cock into her mouth and her little tongue began working like crazy and then I was coming and she was swallowing eagerly. She was like a madwoman, the way she was licking and sucking me, and I wanted to fool around with Sheila and lick that cute little slit of hers and fuck her and hold her and kiss her and Carol was just slowing things down.

"Carol let me go finally and I saw then that Nancy had let Sheila go and she was busy fooling with Paul's fly. She got his cock out into the open and he was big and hard and he just didn't say much but when Nancy bent over so that she could suck his cock he just groaned and then he popped and Nancy was swallowing his juice and sort of shaking and making funny little sounds in her throat.

"Sheila moved over and got onto the bed when Carol told her to and then I went over and got on top of Sheila and we began to neck each other and after a while I felt Carol's fingers holding my cock and guiding it into Sheila's cunt and we started screwing like a couple of eager minks. Sheila was nice and tight and eager and it felt like something was nibbling at the head of my cock each time I plunged it deep into her. She got her heels dug into my back and she was kissing me and licking my mouth and she was as crazy wild for sex as anybody I ever met.

"She was an animal when she got hot and she kept her hips moving and her cunt was clenching my cock all the time I was ramming it into her. After a while I knew that I was coming and it felt like I was trying to hold on to the edge of the world and I wasn't quite making it and then it felt like my balls were on fire and my life's blood was pouring out of me and Sheila clung to me and her mouth sucked at mine and someone was between our legs licking at our drenched crotches and I suspected that it was Carol and when I got a chance to look I found out that I was right. She was a crazy one, too. She just kept on licking my balls and my ass hole and the first thing I knew I was moving my hips again and Sheila was moaning and kissing me and her heels dug into my kidneys again and then we were really making it and Carol's eager tongue was helping us and when I came the second time I damned near rammed Sheila's head right through the headboard of the bed. She didn't mind and she didn't say a word.

"We collapsed and Sheila was hugging me and Carol was licking our crotches and as soon as I took my dick out of Sheila's bod Carol went right after her cunt and she was making a hell of a racket.

"I got my wind back and lit a cigarette, and I looked at Sheila to see if she would want one, but she was in orbit again. Carol's tongue was deep in Sheila's cunt and she was devouring every drop of honey she could coax out of Sheila.

"When I looked around I noticed that Paul and Nancy had gotten undressed and they were fucking like crazy on the floor. Carol still had her clothes on, but she was real busy with Sheila and she was making her little friend come like crazy with her busy tongue.

"After a while, Carol quieted down and she sat up and looked at me and I'm sure she wasn't seeing me. She was all charged up and ready for more fun and games. She began getting out of her clothes and she had lovely big boobs and her legs were good and her cunt was shaved, too. She opened her legs and she crooked her finger at me and when I went close to her she pushed my face into her crotch and she had drenched herself while she was fooling with us. I learned later on that Carol got her biggest kicks out of watching me and Sheila making out and we were very glad to oblige her any time.

"I lost track of things for a while because Carol switched around and she was sitting on top of my face and I was eating cunt and she was sucking my cock and we had us a very nice time.

"When she had enough for a while, she rolled off of me and I saw that Sheila was sucking Nancy's twat and Nancy was eating Sheila's. They had a sixty-nine going and, while I watched, Paul knelt behind Sheila's upturned ass and he slipped his cock into her and while Nancy licked Sheila's clit, Paul screwed her. After he was done, Nancy and Sheila spent a long time together, really knocking each other out.

"Carol got it all together again after a while, and then she wanted me to fuck her. And this time she wanted it a very special way. She sat down on top of it and rammed it into her cunt, then she bent over and kissed me and clung to me while Paul shoved his cock into her asshole. She went ape then and it all got to be very hectic and when I came that time, I passed out. I was just worn to a frazzle, I guess.

"When I woke up again, Paul was sleeping and Sheila and Nancy were having a sixty nine and Carol was sitting up in the bed enjoying a quiet smoke. She gave me a grin when she saw that I was awake again and she moved over so that I could play with her boobs and then she wanted me to lick her cunt and give her some fun. I did it, too.

"Carol stayed right with me and she made me feel that she liked me. She liked to suck me for a little while and then when I was half out of my skull with the need to pop she would quit and tell me that she wanted to finish it fucking.

"When it came time to go to sleep, Carol and Paul and Nancy got to sleep in the king sized bed and Sheila and I got to sleep together in my bed in the room that I was supposed to occupy.

"Sheila and I woke up real early and we got started fucking and we just kept it up until Carol walked in and told us to quit for a while.

"We had some breakfast with the others and the day began for us. We tried many different combinations and nothing was too wild for us. I found that I liked Carol and Paul and when Carol wanted to watch us sucking each other off we did it and I found that I liked that kind of sex, too.

"All of that was quite a while ago and Sheila and I are pretty close nowadays. She has never wanted to leave Carol and Paul and I have never wanted to leave Nancy. We live very sheltered lives and we have some very wonderful times, but no one would ever suspect or even believe the things that we do.

"The girls are all on The Pill so that worry never shows up. I know that I used to think that the girls would rather suck than fuck but that just isn't so. It seems to be about half and half and usually a matter of the mood that they are in.

"Naturally, since getting to know Sheila and Carol and Paul I have gotten to know other people who have picked up runaway kids on the highways and taken them home for some good food and some clothes and in some instances the kids elected to leave and go on their way, but not usually.

"Most of the young people want to stay and enjoy a home where they are wanted and loved and they can enjoy themselves.

"That's the life I chose and it has been very good for me and I know that I made no mistake.

"And I would not want to change it in any way."

Billy's retreat from adulthood may, at the present rate, continue for some years. Eventually he will have to come to terms with the results of this behavior.