Chapter 1
Sucking is an instinctive desire that first manifests in the newborn infant. The need for nourishment as well as a form of pleasure is thus accomplished.
Oral satisfaction derived from sucking and linked with sexual intercourse is well known in many European countries. American sexual morals, which often slash at oral sex, have long been considered unsophisticated.
The fifty percent of the women who never achieve orgasm through typical sexual intercourse can often be aroused to orgasm through sucking sensations.
Having learned what delightful erotic sensations are available when the mouth, teeth and tongue are applied to the female genitals, many men have made it a regular part of sexual intercourse foreplay designed to arouse the female to the point where her inhibitions will vanish in a wave of oral-induced passion and lust.
There is also the strong desire on the part of most men to have the penis licked, sucked or "eaten" as it is sometimes called. Oral sex technique might be the technical terminology to apply to various methods of sucking.
Cunnilingus is the name given to the act of applying the mouth to the female genitalia. The mouth applied to the male sexual organs is called the act of fellatio.
Both forms of sexual excitation, long forbidden by Puritan ethics, have suddenly become among the most popular methods of sexual encounter for millions of Americans.
However, when "sucking" becomes the only method of sexual encounter desired, not just a preliminary or an occasional method of reaching orgasm, it then becomes a compulsive need.
It is this "sucking compulsion" we will deal with in this book. Case histories of the compulsive desire to suck on the genitals will be revealed.
One young man came to me with his sex problem. When he related to me what he had experienced I recognized his as one of the most remarkable cases of this "sucking compulsion" pulling at a person's psyche, until it overpowered everything else.
He found it too difficult to relate all that had happened to him during our first meeting. So I suggested an easier way of obtaining his background, the tape recorder. This then is the tape-recorded account of his experience.
"It began in church of all places," he laughed without humor. "One of those sticky, humid days when the air hangs heavy. The old preacher was almost losing his voice going on about the sins of the flesh. My eyes got to wandering and I found a blonde female that turned me on. I glanced up to see the preacher ranting on, his white hair in a flurry, his busy eyebrows knitting in agony as he lashed out against the new morality.
"After church I met a buddy of mine in the lobby.
" 'Dig that, will ya'?' he chuckled.
"Turning around I saw her again. Her thin dress showed most everything and what I couldn't see I easily could imagine.
" 'I'll bet fuckin' her killed old Doc Saunders,' Allen smiled.
" 'What a way to go,' I quipped.
" 'Something funny about her,' Allen continued. 'She just moved into one of Doc's apartments and two weeks later he marries her.'
" 'I can understand that,' I assured him. 'Old Doc was real religious. But he liked pussy just the same. When this sexpot moves in he marries her so he can screw her.'
" 'Makes sense,' Allen grinned.
" 'Can't blame old Doc,' I smiled, 'I'd like to ball her myself.'
" 'Yeahhh ... you're only fifteen.'
" 'I'm sixteen,' I shot back.
"When I got home Dad asked me if I dug the sermon.
" 'Sermons on sex make me horny,' I told him flatly.
" 'Blasphemy,' Mom glared.
"That afternoon I decided to go by Widow Saunder's pad. As I went by the old apartment house I studied it carefully. The front part of the building was old-fashioned; high windows with a cracked cement walk and a wooden porch. Just then I noticed her, driving up. She saw me and our eyes locked.
" 'I'd like to mow your lawns this summer,' I told her, walking over to where she was emerging from the car. For a long moment she didn't speak. Her blue eyes studied me.
" 'Well, since Doc's gone I could use some help,' she said quietly.
" 'I might come in handy,' I continued. 'You got a big place here.'
" 'A lot of work,' she shrugged.
" 'I'm a strong young man,' I smiled.
" 'Come in and we'll talk about it,' she suggested.
"Once in the house she sat down and motioned for me to have a chair.
" 'My name is Gloria Saunders and you are ... '
" 'Bob.'
" 'You could help me a lot,' she smiled. 'With all these places and the lawns ... I just can't do it all by myself.'
" 'I'd like that. See, I'm saving money for college.'
"Studying her was turning me on again. Her beautiful, round breasts pushed the white material in her blouse while her micro-miniskirt showed off her legs to full advantage.
" 'I can teach you a lot of things ... '
" 'Yes,' I chuckled.
" 'About the apartment house business,' she said sternly.
" 'And the massage business? You gonna' give treatments like old Doc did?'
" 'Yes,' she nodded, 'Doc built a good practice. He taught me all he knew.'
" 'Will you massage men?'
" 'Why not?'
"When I told Mom later that afternoon I'd found a summer job she was happy until I told her I was working for Widow Saunders. But she couldn't force me not to work for her so I just let her gripe to her heart's content.
"The next day when I went to work at her place she was up bright and early trimming a hedge.
" 'Hi,' she greeted me.
" 'Hi,' I smiled, taking in her bountiful breasts and short shorts.
"After mowing and watering the lawns, she began complaining.
" 'Oh, my aching back,' she moaned. 'Wish old Doc was here to rub the soreness out.'
" 'I could rub your back,' I said quickly.
" 'You could?' she questioned.
" 'Yes,' I begged.
" 'If you promise not to mention it to anyone. I don't want anybody thinking I'm seducing a minor.'
" 'Dirty-minded people around here,' I shot back. 'Of course I won't tell anybody.'
" 'Good,' she said evenly, walking toward the house. I followed. In the treatment room she quickly stripped. Emerging from behind a screen, she had a carelessly tossed towel barely concealing the outline of her breasts and pussy power zone.
" 'We'll find out how good you are,' she said, hopping on top of the treatment room table.
" 'You tell me what to do.'
" 'Yes, of course,' she said solemnly. 'Press your fingers up and down each side of my spine and rub in small circles.'
"Applying pressure in my fingertips I rubbed.
" 'You're not doing it right,' she insisted.
" 'Damn, I'm sorry.'
" 'If you'd take off your clothes and climb up here I'd show you how it's done.'
"I stripped. Once I was bare my horny old prong popped up and I couldn't do anything about it. I stepped from behind the screen with the towel sticking out where my cock was. She smiled knowingly. I got up on the treatment room table and she began massaging my bare body. Her velvet finger touch turned me on.
" 'Feel good?' she asked huskily, obviously turned on herself.
" 'Yes,' I sighed. Her hands continued gliding over my tightening buttocks. Pulling the towel away completely she proceeded to rub inside my thighs.
" 'Spread your legs,' she whispered.
"I spread them and her fingers touched the underside of my balls. With small strokes inside my inner thighs she was driving me wild. She stroked the backside of my balls. Her fingers felt all around my ass.
" 'Flip over.'
"I turned over slowly. My huge pecker stood up. My body vibrated. She slowly rubbed my chest with oil as her naked boobs bowed to touch me.
" 'You're well developed for sixteen,' she smiled.
"I nodded. She kept roaming around my body with her oil-slick hands. She reached for my old dong and began stroking. Fantastic sensations surged through my legs, tingling to my toes. She began playing with my balls, pulling, squeezing them.
" 'Any little chick ever suck you?'
"I shook my head.
"Bending over, her lips went to the head of my dick. I pushed. She accepted it in her mouth and smoothly sucked on its head. Now I was going out of my gourd.
" 'Suck me,' I whispered.
"Her mouth sucked smoothly as her head bobbed up and down. I never knew sex could be that slick, sliding, and sensational. However, her blow job was teaching me that it could be.
"I'd always thought of ramming it up a chick's pussy. In all my wet dreams I was driving it home up the cute little cunt of some chick I dug. Sucking hadn't appealed to me very much.
" 'Let me shove it up your cunt, baby,' I asked her.
"But shaking her head she continued eating my dick. Guess she was hooked on cock. Clutching the base of my peter, she went to work with that hot mouth.
" 'Ohhhhh, suck it,' I gasped.
"Pulling her mouth off my rod for a moment, she breathed excitedly, 'Be rough to me. I dig brutal men ... I mean ... tell me real mean like to suck your cock off—call me dirty names. I dig that.'
"I shrugged. If that's her bag, that's her bag, I figured. All I knew was it felt great.
" 'Come on and suck it. That's it cocksucker ... eat my prick.'
"This turned her on. She gripped my pecker with newfound fury and sucked on it wildly.
" 'Suck it off, come on, suck it.'
"Her head slid up and down with funny sucking sounds as she ate me.
" 'Ohhhhhh, God,' I groaned ... 'I dig that. Keep sucking. Eat me. Eat my groovy dong. Eat it.'
"The warm velvet of her hot, sliding mouth was bringing me quickly to a climax.
" 'Suck it. Come on, suck, suck, suck it off.'
"She was doing wild things with her tongue and mouth. I rammed it faster. Her head followed my thrusts.
" 'Suck it out. Come on, you dirty cocksucker, suck. Eat me. Eat my dick. Ohhh, baby, that's it. Eat it.'
"Dirty talk turned her on. Her head moved faster as I lunged farther, thrusting my pecker in her till I felt its head touch her throat.
"I was starting to come. Grabbing her head I plunged my pecker faster.
" 'Ohhhhh, baby, I'm coming. Suck it. Eat it. Ohhhh, baby, suck my pecker. Ohhhhh, that's it. That's it.'
"She licked like a hungry tiger, enjoying every drop of cum. Slowly she slid it out, licking the head clean.
" 'Quite a joy-stick you've got between your legs,' she smiled, still gripping my rigid dick.
" 'Glad you liked it. More stuff in there for you too. My balls are on fire, baby.'
"She lay on my stomach, holding my pecker in her hand.
" 'You know I wanted to fuck you?' I asked her.
" 'From the first moment I laid eyes on you,' she replied.
" 'Not sorry, are you?'
"'After a load like that?' she laughed. I stroked her head gently.
" 'Don't tell anybody,' she begged. 'I never screwed a minor before.'
" 'See what you've been missing,' I laughed.
"When I got home I avoided talking about anything connected with working at Mrs. Saunders'. I watched TV and the bad girl got the guy. I applauded and went to sleep.
"The next day I got up late. I'd had so much juice drained outta me from that suck-off I felt real relaxed.
" 'Morning Bob,' she greeted me when I went to her house later in the morning.
" 'Morning, Mrs. Saunders.'
" 'We have a lot of work to do in apartment four,' she explained. 'Are you good at painting?'
" 'Sure am,' I nodded. 'But when did the man move? Didn't you just rent that apartment a couple of days ago?'
" 'Yes, but these drifters don't stay long.'
" 'Did you lose any money on him?'
" 'A little,' she hedged.
"Another young male tenant overheard our conversation and commented bitingly. 'Pity ... he was such a handsome stud.'
" 'I never noticed,' she said tightly.
"The young tenant's eyes locked with hers. He smiled. She didn't.
"
" What about your rent?' she snapped.
" 'What about it?' he grinned.
" 'You're two weeks behind.'
"The dark-skinned young man sarcastically replied, 'Don't worry about the rent. Say, maybe I could have one of your treatments?' He winked.
" 'I'm busy,' she said, anger flashing across her face.
" 'Later will be alright,' he smiled.
"He walked out of the house and I read the scene. Maybe the old bats at the church knew what they were gabbing about.
"Unfortunately Gloria didn't offer me any sex that day or the next day or the one after that. When I was alone in bed the following night I got so hot thinking of her naked body I couldn't sleep. Every time I'd drop off to sleep I'd wake up in a cold sweat, my body shaking in anticipation of screwing her.
"There was nothing to do but slip out of the house. I dressed and slipped out without disturbing Mom.
"Mrs. Saunders had given me a key sometime earlier and now I held it like the most valuable treasure a man could have. I walked down the dark streets until I came to her house. Quietly I walked up the front porch steps and silently unlocked the door and entered. Taking off my shoes I started for her bedroom when I chanced to see the light on in the treatment room. I heard voices. I went to the treatment room, and through the thin curtains that hung before the arched doors I could' see Gloria. She was bare-ass naked on the treatment room table with her face in the pussy of the girl who lived in the front. Betty had her face buried in Gloria's snatch and the two of them were sixty-nining. I reached down to feel my rigid pecker. Pulling it out I began jerking while I watched them eating each other. Some midnight snack. My pecker tingled watching them eat each other's twitching twats.
" 'Suck me,' Gloria gasped excitedly.
"Betty's head bobbed up and down in her pussy.
"I couldn't stand it any longer. I walked in with my cock in my hand.
" 'Oh, my God,' Gloria yelped, 'What in hell are you doing here?'
" 'You gave me a key, sweetheart, thanks.'
" 'Why can't he join the party?' Betty bubbled. 'He's got a big pecker.'
" 'I guess so,' Gloria said. 'Nice eating.'
"I stripped and climbed on the treatment room table with the naked chicks. Gloria straddled me, pointing her tasty blonde pussy in front of my hungry mouth. On all fours, with her pussy facing my mouth, she bent over to eat my dick.
" 'Betty, baby, you can suck his ass out while I suck his cock.'
" 'Groovy,' she giggled.
"I pulled Gloria's ass down so I could lick her cunt. She began nibbling on my pecker and I thought I'd go crazy when Betty's hot tongue glided up my ass. Dipping my tongue in Gloria's pretty moist mound made our sex circus complete. We tried to keep the same tempo, the tongue lashing up my asshole, the mouth sliding up and down my pecker and my tongue dipping inside Gloria's pussy.
"We were on a wild sex ride! I got so turned on I was lifting my asshole up for Betty's plunging tongue. Ramming my pecker down Gloria's throat, I kept my tongue action going on Gloria's warm cunt.
"I could tell Gloria was really getting her jollies eating my dong. Betty's tremendous tongue lashed around my ass in between tongue-stabbing thrusts up the asshole. Eating pussy with a hot box like Gloria was too much.
" 'Ohhhhh, man, that's beautiful,' I groaned. 'Keep sucking on my cock—let it slide way in and way out. I dig that. And stick your tongue way up my ass.'
"My tongue flipped back to lick on Gloria's clit. Bathing her box with my lapping tongue was driving her wild. The way Betty was lashing my ass with her tongue and tugging on my balls, she had to be the best ass-sucker there was.
" 'Brace yourself, baby,' I told Gloria, ' 'cause I'm going to shoot in a minute.'
"Jabbing my joy-stick farther down her throat I unloaded my rocks in her mouth in one flashing jet of cum.
"Betty kept on sucking my ass while Gloria ate me. She came too and I lapped eagerly away to lick her juices.
" 'Ohhhhhh, baby, keep sucking it,' I gasped between licks. She gushed in my mouth. She tasted delicious.
"Beautiful ... ohhhhh, that's beautiful, suck it off. Suck it,' I gasped.
"I shot my load and she sucked it in. It felt fantastic to feel her sucking mouth on my shooting pecker.
" 'Gimme a taste of his cum,' Betty begged, pulling her tongue out of my ass.
"Gloria gulped. 'Next time round, luv.'
"I sucked on Gloria's cunt as she gushed in my mouth. Now Betty was trading places with Gloria over my prong. She licked its length and then tickled my nuts with her tongue.
" 'You got a nice tongue,' I assured her.
" 'And baby, you've got a nice sweet dick,' Gloria laughed.
"Betty's mouth slipped over the crown of my cock and she slowly began sucking on it.
" 'Mmmmmmmmm, good,' Gloria chuckled.
"Betty had her own technique and it was beautiful. Her tongue whipped around the head of my rod and for a second slid down the slit. She took the whole thing in, inch by inch, slowly. I thrust. She gulped and my pecker hit the back of her throat.
" 'Suck it off,' I commanded. She began going up and down on my dick the way a real pro dick-licker does. Jabbing to the right, she followed my cock.
" 'Keep sucking.'
"Twisting my ass in all directions, she gripped me so she could hold on.
" 'Suck me,' I groaned. 'Ohh, baby suck it off.'
"She moved her mouth faster over my prick.
" 'That's it,' I gasped, thrusting farther down her throat. 'Ohhhhhh baby, I'm there ... Eat it.'
"She sucked my cum as I shot her a good load. When I stopped shooting I pulled my pecker out of her mouth and she slapped me playfully on the butt.
"I hastily excused myself and cut out for home. I didn't want my Mom to discover I'd slipped out of the house.
"Next morning at breakfast Mom told me my older brother Dale was due home from Viet Nam. She showed me a picture he'd sent her. He did look grown up. It would be great to see him again.
"Later in the day I was working at Mrs. Saunders' apartment house and in she walked wearing a pair of white short shorts. My cock got a hard-on. Pushing it to the side of my pants I tried to continue working.
"'Why did you do that?' she asked innocently.
" 'Do what?'
" 'Hide your hard-on,' she laughed. We both broke up laughing. 'Let me see it.'
"Pulling out my dick I saw her eyes glisten.
" 'Let it all hang out,' she panted.
" 'The balls too?'
" 'Yes,' she nodded.
"Pulling my pecker out I let my balls hang out for her to see.
" 'Why don't you strip?' she demanded.
" 'Why don't you?'
" 'Sure,' she smiled, starting to undress. I took off all my clothes and stood there bare-assed naked. Watching her take off her clothes was turning me on.
" 'What a body,' she smiled. My pecker was hard as rock. Her soft, round boobs were sending all kinds of messages through my body.
"When she was completely naked I walked over to her and put my arms around her. We locked in a tight, French kiss. My cock was pushing against her pussy.
" 'Why don't you and I take a nice warm shower first?' she whispered. We got in the shower and soon she was soaping me all over. She was jerking me off with soap and the sensation on my penis was different. I dug it.
"When we dried off and got on the treatment room table she told me, 'Let me massage you.'
"Running her smooth hands all around my back she began playing with my asshole. She spread it with her fingers and shoved one finger gently up. She bent over resting her wonderful breasts on my buttocks. It turned me on. I shoved my ass up to her face. She licked my buttocks. My ass heaved to her embrace. Her breasts colliding with my buttocks sent new thrills surging through my body. Her tongue slipped into my ass and I thought I'd unload my rocks when she began licking.
" 'Get up on your knees,' she insisted.
" 'Why?'
" 'So I can rim your ass,' she explained.
"I got on my knees, arching my ass for her. She turned on a light. 'Watch in the mirror. You'll love watching me eat your ass out.'
" 'I want you to eat my cock,' I complained.
" 'First this,' she laughed. Glancing in the mirror I watched her bend over, placing her face between my ass-cheeks. Spreading my ass slowly, she suddenly began darting her hot tongue all around it. Her tongue plunged right up my ass. Sliding it back and forth I got so hot I had to fuck off.
" 'Come on and suck my prick.'
"She continued licking at my ass.
" 'Suck it off,' I demanded.
"Her tongue pulled out of my ass and I flipped over on my back. She got on my cock fast, her mouth taking in every inch. Pulling her head toward me I thrust my pecker down her throat.
" 'Suck it off,' I panted. Her mouth went to work on my pecker and she shoved a finger up my ass. This double sensation excited me.
" 'Beautiful, baby. I dig that finger up my ass ... keep that sucking going ... ohhhhh, baby, that's cool.
"If there was one thing Gloria did know, it was how to suck a cock. Her tongue would whip lightly around the crown or she'd let her mouth slide down the rod and engulf the whole damned prick.
"I dug the way her tongue could whip around the head of my cock as her finger slipped in and out of my asshole. I was enjoying it so much I slowed my thrust, trying not to cut loose with my sperm-load. She was glued to my dick and was guiding my ass with her finger. I shoved it down her throat and went off.
" 'Ohhhhhhh, baby, suck it off, eat it up ... gobble it down ... oh, that's it you dirty cocksucker, suck.'
"She ate me greedily. Once she'd drained me the suck sensation tickled unpleasantly. I pulled back. She let me slip my prick out of her mouth.
"Getting up, she walked over to the sink and rinsed out her mouth.
"
" That was a beautiful suck,' I told her. I lay back and relaxed.
" 'Why don't you relax, go to sleep if you want to,' she suggested quietly.
"I nodded, lay back and rested until I realized her hands were roaming around my body again, playing with my balls. I glanced down to see my pecker standing straight up.
" 'I like your balls,' she whispered.
" 'Suck them too.'
"She licked on one nut and then sucked it in her mouth and smoothly licked it with her tongue. She did the same thing with the other nut. When she was finished licking she began eating my ass out again. I spread for her so she could get good tongue-thrusts. Slipping a pillow under my ass she got good aim and sucked.
"Again her mouth found my pecker and she was licking away at its crown. Watching her head bob up and down as she licked all over my cock I couldn't help comment, 'You dig sucking cock, don't you?'
"She smiled but went on licking on my dick.
"I was getting hot to trot so I told her, 'Slip your hot mouth around it and blow me.'
"She took it all in and began sucking.
" 'Ohhhhh, that's beautiful,' I groaned. 'Suck that cock. Go after the juice, baby. Ohhh, that's it. Suck on it.'
"Her wild, frantic sucking movement made me lift my ass up and clutch her head hard as I gave it to her.
" 'Suck, suck, suck the cock,' I demanded. 'Ohhhhh, play with my balls while you're eating me.'
"Her fingers went to my nuts as she pulled on them. 'Suck, suck, suck, you dirty cocksucker, suck. Eat that stuff. You like sperm, don't you? Eat it. It's nice and hot. Now, eat it.'
"She eagerly ate me.
"I was ready to shoot my wad again. 'That's it. Keep sucking. I'm coming. Ohhhhhhhh, ahhhhhhh, suck, suck it out. Eat it. Eat it up.'
"She gulped the hot juices as I unloaded my rod in her sucking mouth. She cleaned it off.
" 'You've got a beautiful cock,' she grinned as she let it slide out of her mouth.
" 'You've got a real hot mouth,' I congratulated her.
" 'When am I going to suck you again?' she managed to smile.
" 'God, you're hot for it, aren't you?'
" 'Yes,' she grinned, 'I dig sweet dick and baby when you shoot me your load, it's sweet and creamy.'
" 'Tomorrow,' I told her. 'Tomorrow.'
"That night I realized I had a compulsive cocksucker to contend with. I liked her blowing me and all that, but, she was draining me. How much sucking can one guy take?
"Next day she couldn't wait to get me stripped and eat my prick. She reached down, unzipped me and pulled it out.
" 'Doesn't this thing ever go down?' she laughed.
"Her stroking movements made it more rigid.
" 'When am I going to fuck your pussy?'
" 'I told you I like sucking.'
"She got on her knees and kissed the head of it. My body vibrated. Her mouth went over the head of it and again I was ready to ram it down her throat.
" 'Let's undress,' I suggested.
"She pulled away for a minute, allowing me to get out of my clothes and lie on her massage table. Pressing my hands over her head I let her slide her mouth down over my cock. I was panting for her to suck me off now. I desperately desired her hot mouth to devour me. My vibrating body churned as I rammed it to her. She nibbled away at my dick with eager passion while I pumped it to her. Her untamed suck was driving me wild.
" 'Oh, baby, suck it off. Eat me. Eat my dick,' I commanded as sensual passion mounted in me.
"She used her hands to grasp my buttocks. Stroking me, gripping my ass, she guided her mouth hungrily over my jabber.
" 'Suck, suck it off, you dirty cocksucker, suck.' Again the dirty talk turned her into a sucking sex animal.
" 'Keep it up. Eat it,' I gasped, shoving my pecker to the back of her throat. Clutching her firmly, I erupted in her mouth. My fingers ground through her head as I cried out, 'OOooooo, ahhhhh, God, suck, suck it.'
"Pumping it down her throat gave me the wonderful feeling of male domination. I vibrated to her subservient position as a cock eater.
" 'Lick it all out, drain my nuts, you dirty, filthy cocksucker,' I laughed as my ass churned around, jabbing my pecker all directions. Her anxious mouth followed my cock-thrusts as she finished eating me up.
" 'Best cock you ever gave me,' she informed me when I'd finished.
" 'I'm glad you like my peter,' I assured her.
" 'You were a virgin when I first ate you,' she smiled, 'weren't you?'
"Her fingers played with my relaxed penis as she softly massaged my prostate and teased my balls.
"I didn't answer.
" 'When can I suck you again?' she demanded.
"I didn't reply right off. Was she a compulsive cocksucker? I'd fucked her a hell of a lot. Hadn't I fed her enough sperm?
" 'In a day or two,' I casually replied.
" 'You won't ever tell anybody about us, will you?' she asked edgily.
" 'No,' I assured her. 'Not as long as you keep having sex with me.'
"'Blackmail!' she giggled. 'Say, did I tell you Betty moved to New York. I'm glad she's gone too.'
" 'I dug her.'
" 'I know,' she laughed. 'That's why I'm glad she left. You don't blame me for evicting her, do you?'
" 'No,' I answered, becoming aware as to just how deep I was in this thing.
" 'But it is important you keep it quiet. You know what your folks and the people in this town would think about me if they knew.'
" 'I know.'
" 'You don't hate me,' she paused. 'Do you?'
" 'Hate you?' I asked. 'How could I?' I was happy feeling the glow of satisfaction surge through me. 'No, I don't hate you. I enjoy you. When you do your thing, my cock digs it too and we both thank you.'
" 'I don't think anything is dirty about the body,' she protested. 'Some people talk about cocksucking like it was something filthy. I don't see it that way at all. I see every inch of the body as beautiful. So did Doc'
" 'But you and I are a little different in age,' I reminded her.
"She looked at me steadily for a long moment. 'Age is simply a state of mind. That's what Doc told me when he proposed to me. The difference between Doc's age and mine is twice the difference between your age and mine. Age is all in the mind. I feel as young as any teen-age girl. I'm only thirty-one.'
" 'And I'm sixteen,' I smiled.
" 'Look at me, Bob. I don't look thirty-one, do I? I've taken real good care of my body.'
" 'You sure have,' I nodded. 'And you have somebody to take care of, too.'
"Smiling appreciatively her eyes glanced down at her jutting breasts. 'See, they don't sag at all. They're just as firm and beautiful as any young chick your age.'
"I studied her beautiful breasts. They were magnificently firm. I was amazed how totally beautiful her body was.
"What about your box?' I asked.
" 'Honey,' she said sadly, 'old Doc was impotent. He'd been quite a lover in his time. But he couldn't get a hard-on for the life of him anymore. So he had to go down on me.'
" 'I see,' I grinned.
" 'Do you want to go down on me?' she asked.
" 'If you wouldn't mind ... I'd love it.'
" 'Go down, baby.'
"She spread her legs invitingly. Through her brief panties I saw her moist waiting mound. Pulling her panties off I stared at her waiting pussy looking innocently up at me. I went down her wonderful body to her beautiful box. Burning desire flashed through me. My cock lit and lengthened. My mouth watered for one taste of her. I began licking her pussy. She held my head there. I shoved my face right into her box. She loved it. My tongue darted in and out. I tongue-fucked her pussy as passionate desire overcame me. We were really fucking. I loved to suck-fuck her.
"Gripping her ass tight, she fucked back good. Back and forth she pushed her hips. I held on tight. My tongue lashing away all the time at her love button. She tasted delicious. She was starting to come. She gave a final shove. She came. I ate her up as she twisted her ass about. I had to hold her down to get it all.
" 'That's beautiful, beautiful,' she gasped in ecstasy. 'I really love you, Bob. You know just how to suck me.'
"I kept on eating her all the time. What a nice warm meal she served between those luscious legs. What in hell difference did it make if I was sixteen and she was thirty-one? We both needed sex.
" 'You know what I wish I had now?' she asked, looking off dreamily.
" 'What?'
" 'I wish I had some more cocks to suck on,' she laughed.
" 'You do dig cock, don't you?'
" 'Yes, yes I do,' she nodded. 'I like to suck cock. Don't you think I give a pretty good blow-job?'
" 'Tremendous.'
" 'You mentioned your older brother Dale,' she asked slyly. 'Didn't you say he was coming home on leave?'
" 'You mean you want to blow him?'
" 'I bet he's got a big prick just like you.'
" 'Sure, he's well hung. He's well hung. He's coming home this weekend.'
" 'I've got a great idea. Find out if he'd like to have sex with me and we can have a three-way.'
"I gulped. 'Dear God. He was brought up in church like me. I don't know if he'd dig anything that far out.'
"'Find out.'
" 'Okay!' I told her. 'How do I put it to him? Do I say, "Hey big brother, how'd you like young chick Saunders to blow you?" '
" 'He won't be shocked. But don't mention my name before you check his reaction. If he says he wants some action, bring him here.'
" 'He's done it, don't you worry,' she smiled knowingly.
" 'You really think so?'
" 'Sure, you bet your sweet ass he has. Army men want fast fucks. Blow-jobs let them unload their cocks without the trip to the motel. Unzip and fuck.'
" 'Okay,' I agreed. 'I'll find out.'
" 'Perhaps,' she suggested quietly, 'the best way to find out is to lead up to it by telling him about my good massage.'
" 'Not a bad idea.'
"I showered, dressed and went home. I knew the folks would get to wondering why I was spending so damned long at Widow Saunders'. Mom was up, waiting for me.
" 'You're working too many hours,' she said tightly.
" 'I'm sorry, Mom. I had dinner already. Sorry you waited up for me.'
" 'I must talk to you,' she said sternly. I had to listen. 'I've heard some bad things about that woman. I hear she lets one of her young male tenants live rent-free.'
" 'So she's generous.'
" 'That's not why she lets him stay there,' Mom snapped. I refused to talk about it and went to bed.
"My brother Dale came home that weekend. He looked great in his Army uniform. The Army had slimmed him down and he seemed healthy, happier than ever before. As we walked out of church on Sunday there was Widow Saunders standing outside in her skin-tight white dress. She saw us. Dale saw her.
" 'She's looking at us,' he grinned.
" 'She's the woman I've been working for.'
" 'Nice,' he nodded. 'Introduce me.'
"Mom flushed with anger. She feigned shortness of breath to conceal rage, asking us to get her home instantly.
"Later Sunday evening when we could cut out, Dale and I walked downtown and got to talking.
" 'What do you think of her?' I asked him.
" 'Her?'
" 'You know, that blonde chick I wanted to introduce you to at church.'
" 'Ohhhh, her,' he winked. 'Good stuff.'
" 'I like her.'
" 'You mean you'd like to fuck her,' he chuckled. 'Hell, if they knew down at church how many cunts I've laid they'd throw me out.'
" 'What if I told you I've fucked her.'
" 'Wouldn't surprise me. I could tell that she's got the hots for you. You got a big rod for a kid your age.'
"Neither of us said anything for awhile. Then he asked, 'Was she a good piece of ass?'
" 'You bet she was.'
" 'Did she blow you?' he asked.
" 'You got E.S.P.?'
" 'I don't need it to figure her out. She's got a reputation around town for sucking cock. I knew a kid who lived there and she didn't charge him rent if he'd let her blow him.'
"I didn't know what to say.
" 'Look kid,' he laughed. 'I've had it all. I've had them eat me, screwed up the cunt, up the ass and I even fucked one whore up the armpits.'
" 'Ever eat pussy?'
" 'No. Widow Saunders ask you to eat her?'
" 'Yes. Nothing funny about eating pussy. It's good.'
" 'I couldn't bring myself to eating any cunt,' he smiled. 'Fish market never appealed to me.'
" 'She keeps her snatch clean.'
" 'For your sake, I hope so,' he laughed.
" 'Tell me how she got you turned on.'
" 'One day she suggested I have one of her massages. I stripped and got on her treatment room table and she worked me over.'
" 'And then?'
" 'She massaged my ass and then asked me to flip over. She got a load of my big prick and went down on me.'
" 'Sounds like you've been having a ball right here at home,' he laughed. 'What else you do with her?'
" 'One time she made me kneel and raise my old asshole up to meet her mouth. She got down there and licked and sucked my ass out.'
" 'You're turning me on talking about it. Think maybe you could get her to suck my ass out? Nobody ever ate my ass before.'
" 'Oh, she's got a great mouth,' I assured him. 'After she sucks your ass out she goes down on you. I love the way her big tits press down on me. Feels fabulous. And when she licks the dick she drives me out of my gourd.'
" 'You've got to introduce me to this wild woman,' Dale insisted. 'I'm so horny now I feel like pulling my peter out and giving it a good hand-job.'
" 'Wait,' I told him. 'She can do it better.'
" 'Maybe we could have a three-way fuck,' he laughed.
" 'Let's walk by her place tonight.'
"Eagerly he nodded. 'Let's do!'
"We walked over to her place and pressed the buzzer. She came to the door and smiled. 'Well, good evening.'
" 'I want you to meet my brother Dale,' I began.
" 'Oh, I'm so glad to meet you,' she said, opening the door quickly and pumping his hand enthusiastically.
" 'I've heard a lot about you,' he grinned knowingly.
" 'Hope it was all good,' she smiled. 'Could I get you something to drink?'
" 'Yeah,' he nodded. 'Bourbon and Seven.'
" 'What about me?'
" 'You're too young,' she insisted, pouring drinks for Dale and herself. 'You can have a coke.'
" 'I'm glad you don't want to start my kid brother in any bad habits,' he thanked her.
" 'Oh, thank you,' she said tightly.
" 'I'm glad I'm back,' he said quickly.
" 'I am too,' she smiled.
" 'My kid brother's been telling me about your massages,' he smiled knowingly and she picked it up.
" 'Oh, yes,' she laughed, 'I give a scientific massage. Would you like one?'
" 'I'm overdue for a good massage,' he said sexily.
" 'I'm ready when you are,' she replied huskily.
"She led him quickly through the heavy curtains that concealed her massage room from the large, ornate living room. I joined them.
" 'We better close these doors,' she said softly.
" 'And lock them,' Dale added.
"Dale quickly undressed. I stripped swiftly too as I was horny as hell. Gloria slowly, teasingly undressed. When she stood naked before us both our cocks jumped straight up.
" 'Better take a shower first,' she advised.
"Dale went into the shower first and really soaped his body all over. I was next and then she took her shower.
" 'Get up on the massage table,' she said, when we were all dried off.
"Dale lay on his stomach, spreading his ass appropriately so she could massage him easily. Pouring a small amount of oil on his back, she began working down to his ass. Her hands glided gracefully over his strong, supple body. She reached over the firm globes of his buttocks, his ass shivered in sexy anticipation. Her hands rubbed all around him. She put her hands between his crack.
" 'Beautiful,' Dale said softly. 'Just beautiful. You've got nice hands.'
"Her excited hands knew just what movements to make to get Dale turned on. Watching her I couldn't help smiling to myself.
" 'Gloria?' he asked quietly.
" 'Yes,' she replied softly.
" 'Kiss my ass sweetheart.'
" 'Oh no,' she chuckled.
" 'Come on, baby, kiss my ass.'
"She paused. She bent over and kissed his buttocks gently. He arched his ass up. She lowered her titties to touch his buttocks and they pressed against each other tightly.
" 'Now, suck my ass for me,' he begged.
"She still refused. He insisted, 'Suck it, baby.' She buried her face between his ass-cheeks and began kissing the sides of his ass, pushing her tongue up his asshole. He watched in the mirror while she sucked.
" 'I dig that tongue-action,' he panted.
"Raising his ass up higher, she parted his cheeks farther until she could get her tongue in there and fuck him.
" 'Ohhhhhh, that's nice. You're a good ass-sucker. Suck it. Use it. Use that tongue. Oh, fuck it.'
"She kept this up till he was so hard I thought he might shoot his load. Rolling over quickly he said, 'Baby, let's get Bob in the act too. We can have a sucking orgy.'
" 'Okay,' she grinned. 'One more drink, though. Do you want another?'
"He nodded. When they finished their drinks we continued the fuck-suck session.
" 'Gloria, you get on your back and spread your legs.'
"She did as Dale told her. Dale mounted her, straddling her chest. He rested his knees and lowered his ass till he was sitting lightly on her big breasts, with his pecker sticking out to her lips.
" 'I'll feed you my cock,' he laughed. 'Go slow cause I want to make it last. Suck easy.'
"Turning to me, he smiled, 'This is the way we do it in the service. Two guys screwing one broad. You can eat her pussy while she licks my dick ... okay?'
" 'Okay.'
"I got my head down between her legs and began tonguing her erect clit. My tongue licked its length. She twisted. I could watch Dale's ass glide smoothly back and forth over her juicy breasts as he fed her dick.
" 'Suck me,' he demanded. 'Suck my prick.'
"She sucked on him, reaching around to feel his buttocks and guide his thrust. My tongue flew faster in and out of her pussy. As she sucked faster Dale's ass shot back and forth quicker.
" 'Eat it,' he gasped. 'Eat my dirty prick. Eat it. That's it cocksucker ... eat it.'
"Her mouth slid back and forth the length of his rod. She gobbled it down and let him pull it out. He guided her by holding her head tightly.
" 'Suck it. Suck my cock. Come on ... suck it off.' She kept on sucking.
"She was thrusting her cunt up to meet my tongue-thrusts. Dipping deep in her pussy I fucked her good, lashing away until she gushed. Her delicious hot cum splashed on my tongue and I lapped it all up.
" 'Ohhhhhhh, baby, sucker ... suck it, suck it off,' Dale groaned. 'Suck my cock. Beautiful. Keep it up. Oh, eat it. Eat my jazz, baby ... eat my cum. You like that sticky stuff, don't you, doll. Eat it.'
"I saw him pumping it to her without mercy as he shot his wad down her hungry throat. When she'd finished eating him, he pulled his pecker out and turned around to meet my gaze.
" 'How's that for fucking?'
" 'Beautiful,' I said, licking her pussy lips. 'She's a good suck.'
"When Dale got off the treatment room table he tapped her pussy. 'Great suck. You really give a fabulous blow job.'
" 'Who's gonna suck me?' I demanded.
" 'It sure as hell ain't gonna be me,' Dale laughed. 'Gloria will eat your prick, won't you cocksucker?'
" 'You bet your sweet ass,' she giggled as I mounted her. She pulled my peter to her mouth and tongue-whipped it for a couple minutes and then took the warm head into her hot mouth and worked it over.
" 'Ohhhh, that's nice,' I told her excitedly. 'Keep it up. Suck it off.'
I watched her mouth slide back and forth on my rod. Gripping her head the way Dale had done it, I shoved it to her fucking face.
"Suck it," I demanded. "Suck it off."
Arching my ass for better thrust, I rammed it down her throat. She gagged but went on eating me. I was really enjoying this blow-job. Eagerly I crammed my cock down her.
She gripped my buttocks, guiding my ass while I went on pumping it to her.
"Fuck it, ohhhh, baby, fuck it ... Faster, faster ... ohhhh, I'm coming. Eat it. Eat it all up. Ohhhhhhhh, that's it. That's it."
She gulped down my cum eagerly as I shot my balls in her mouth.
Dale and I went home that night and he had a long talk with me.
"Why don't you date other chicks?" he demanded.
"Why should I?"
"Because it's not healthy for a kid your age to be making it all the time with a woman her age," he insisted.
"Sure, you can say that 'cause you've got women you can get anytime you want to fuck. I'm sixteen and horny and I can't get screws like that."
"You're going to get caught in her web. Mark my words, she'll get you hooked on eating her pussy and you having her suck you off and that'll be all you want out of sex."
"So what?" I argued.
Dale was right and I hated to admit it then. I had to later. For five years Gloria and I had sex. She never liked to have me screw her. She only dug the pussy-eating action and eating my dick. Well, I got married and wouldn't you know it, that was still the only thing I enjoyed.
If my wife dug sex like Gloria, it might have been alright. Trouble is, she didn't. She wouldn't suck me off and she didn't like me poking my tongue in her pussy. It was hell. Gloria didn't give a damn. She told me I'd made my own bed and I had to lie in it. She was bitter. She'd wanted me to marry her when I turned eighteen and I refused. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. Anyway, I'm all confused. I love my wife and I wish I could enjoy normal sexual relations with her. But I can't. I'm bored poking my pecker up her pussy and she thinks I'm some kind of sex fiend.
SUMMARY
Robert's dilemma is not uncommon. Very often young boys are seduced into sexual activity by an older woman who has her own particular sex hang-up.
The impressionable youngster will do just about anything demanded to obtain sexual release and gratification. Often as not, the "compulsive sucking" hang-up is one that finds release when a woman, who is oral-sex orientated, finds a young boy's penis a prize sexual object. She will give him, what he then feels to be, total sexual gratification. Likewise, she will often insist on her own genital zone being licked and sucked.
If the period during which this form of sexual expression is extended, while normal sex relations are persistently denied, the normal sex pattern is suppressed. Usually a form of conditioned-sex response is forged in the mind of the participant. In this case we have a woman who for one reason or another was concerned only with oral sex. Her "sucking-compulsion" drove her to seek "oral-sex" outlets with both male and female tenants, pickups and young boys. The young man who was victimized by her assault on his early sex life could change his pattern through hypnosis, through clinical experimentation and a total desire to rid himself of his limited sexual expression. By enlarging the scope of his sexual expression he would become capable of satisfying his wife or any other sex partner with normal sex contact as well as variant-sex techniques.
It is understood the variant-sex practices are harmless. It is only when these practices become the only method by which a person expresses sexuality that trouble arises. For at this point it has become an unhealthy compulsion.