Chapter 6
THE CASE STUDY OF MRS. ANNA F.
"So, I want to tell Clyde we are lying in bed together kissing and playing with each other. He is going to ... hear what two hot pussies sound like ... He wants to know this because he has a big prick in his hand, yes? My legs are apart and Sheri is going to ... ah-ha, she is eating my pussy now. Ah, you are so unlucky to be there in America while I am here ... "
Mrs. Anna F. is known to her friends and neighbors, as well as her husband's friends, as a very charming and attractive housewife and mother. She is European, but speaks and understands English very well. Her husband is a well-known celebrity in Europe, so all of their bizarre sexual activities are carried on discreetly and fairly secretly. Anna advertises in most of America's largest circulation swinger magazines for "tape correspondence with men and woman of unusual interests ... who like to be dominated."
I first heard of Anna from a man who consulted me about concern of a masochistic side of his personality that had been brought out by his proxy tape affair with Anna. He agreed to let me listen to some of the tapes she exchanged with him and see the color photos she sent to him. Because of the fact that her husband was so well known, I had no trouble in verifying the validity of the letters. The name and address coincided precisely with that listed by the police registration bureau (in most European countries almost everyone is required to be registered).
The photographs of Anna readily attest to her claimed beauty and measurements of 39-26-39. She is thirty-three years old, a tall and quite voluptuous redhead. Both she and her husband, Pierre, come from wealthy and cultured families. They are both university graduates.
After an exchange of letters with the American, Clyde (the man who consulted me), Anna began to have an erotic-hypnotic effect on him. She demanded that he be her "slave," while she was the mistress or dominatrix in a type of proxy bondage or slave-master sadomasochistic relationship. Clyde also expressed a wish to know more about Lesbian lovemaking from her, as she claimed to have both male and female "slaves" and lovers.
Following the correspondence, Anna bought a cassette tape machine and told him to buy a compatible instrument. The cassettes last for 90 minutes, and Anna used every centimeter allowed. The following is an excerpt from one of the first tapes she sent to Clyde:
I hope you can be able to understand of my English [her accent was quite thick, but she was always understandable and the tone of her voice dramatically fit the words and accent for the desired effect]. I have some American friends of some importance here. They know my husband ... they know me. They are not for sex, only friendships. But they are very important Americans.
Yes, I think you will be able to make a good slave of yourself for me. But first, we must get to know each other on these tape. Do you have my photographs in front of you as you listen to your mistress? You better also be naked of any cloths as I order you to be whenever you read my letter or listen to my voice on the tape. And ... do you have an erection? A hard prick? Good.
Tonight, Pierre is in Switzerland for his work, and the children are in boarding school. I am quite alone. I am also naked ... almost. I wear only the black brassiere, black stockings and garter belt you like so much on my pictures. My pussy? Yes, my slave, it is open with my fingers. If you were here with me ... you could see the lips of both inside and out. You could see the pretty red hairs on my pussy because now, at this very moment, I make myself feel hot and sexy. I twist my fingers down through the thick red hairs, and I rub between my lips until I am making much sex liquids for you....
My slave in Australia, he is a man with millions of dollars and much ranches ... like in your Texas. He tell me that my voice is very sexy and he has three masturbations to listen to one hour and one half of my tapes. My voice is delicious and is dripping with sex, yes?
And how did you like the panties I send to you? Ah-ha, they are very special. I wore them two days next to my body. I was to masturbate in them three times so they are fill with my come [she means "secretions," as there is no ejaculation of fluid connected with the female orgasm]. Did you wash them for me? Ah-ha, you know what I mean. Wash them with your mouth ... and lick and suck them until all is come out of them.
You see in this package with this tape I send you also another small packet with my special flavor candy. You will eat this candy, Clyde! You will eat it while you are with another girl who is sexy, and you will kiss her with your mouth open and a small part of the candy yet to be dissolved in your mouth. Do you know how this candy I make is with special flavor? Ah-ha, I tell you that I was masturbating my' pussy for three hours one morning, and I take a little spoon to lift the creams from my pussy and put into a cooking pot. Not much, maybe ... but enough to flavor if-just for you! And when I make the candy in the same cooking pot, I use not so much of the regular style for flavoring, and not quite so much water as in recipe. It is ver-ry good, yes? My specialty.
You ... will be receiving from me soon more candy, also specially flavored from my body and may-bee, I will put some more interesting ingredients from my pussy after Anton makes a big fuck in me! He is a garbage collector, Clyde! Do you like it that I will not fuck you but I make a garbage collector fuck my pussy? It is possible that I will flavor the candy after Pierre fuck me. But you must not worry. You are a slave, and you must do all that I demand!
Now! At this very moment, you will take your hard cock in your hand ... and you will listen! Listen! [sound of microphone moving around, the sounds of female masturbation, and erotic expressions and sighs in the background]. Here, Clyde, lick my wet pussy ... so wet I can imagine you are biting and sucking on my clitoris. Ah! And you will have to be punished! I will beat your penis with my fist! I hurt you!
Oh, fuck you, Clyde! Clyde! I am going to pinch my nipple and then torture you! Ah! You put that goddamn dildo in my ass, too ... oh! Oh! I make myself come now! Listen ... listen! Masturbate your cock ... now! Oh! Oh ... we made it together ...
Clyde was very honest and admitted to me that he would save every tape of Anna's so that he could masturbate while he was in the mood, and use them for his outside stimulus. He waited for each new tape from Anna very anxiously. He followed her instructions explicitly in the tapes he made for her. He did precisely what she demanded. At one point, Anna ordered that he cut himself with a razor blade on the head of his penis so that she could hear him screaming. She also demanded a Polaroid photo of his bloody penis to send her as proof.
During a visit to Hamburg, Germany, Anna sent Clyde a tape recording in a situation with two male "slaves" involved in several kinds of humiliation and punishment. She also sent him a tape made with her Lesbian girlfriend, Sheri, an American female of nineteen who was attending the university in Berlin.
I will present first some revelatory excerpts from the Hamburg tape. Gerhard and Karl are two English-speaking males. Gerhard is a European film actor of forty-one. Karl is independently wealthy, a fairly well-known playboy type of twenty-seven. It is Gerhard who introduces the tape:
GERHARD-Hello. I am going to tell you what all is to happen here because I was in U.S. for two years for some movies requiring that I speak English good. I can still speak enough to tell you, I think. We are in a very nice and modern hotel suite here in my home city of Hamburg. I am sitting in the corner of the bathroom.
My bands are tied behind me at the wrists. My ankles, too, are restricted. This microphone is taped on my chest with strong, medical adhesive. My beloved mistress, Anna, will tear off the tape as part of my punishment. I have much thick hair on my chest It will be terrible pain for me.
It is wet all over the floor and you can hear my mistress and Karl splashing in the bathtub. We are all three naked. Karl is now kneeling just outside the bathtub [splashing noises and low voices in the background]. I let you now hear them talk.
KARL-Oh, my most beautiful woman with the divine cunt. May I bathe your wonderful, magnificent alabaster thighs? Those goddess-like monuments that rise ever larger to the liquid wonder of thy cunt? May I, please lick them, my beautiful mistress?
ANNA-You pitiful slave! Pah! I could spit in your face and you would beg me to do it again. You are just a small animal to give me pleasure. Yes?
KARL-Yes! Yes, my mistress! Do spit on my face if it gives you pleasure.
ANNA-[after doing as suggested] Yes, I will let you lick my thighs, slave. Ha ... you like them full and with my much shape. Yes? Yes, of course. Your hard prick tells me that. You must be ver-ee careful not to hurt or scratch those thighs you love so much. And first, you will have the great honor to clean the cunt of your mistress with your tongue, and make me feel nice and sexy. Hm-mm? Ouch! You goddam shit! You must pay!
GERHARD-Oar beautiful and adored mistress, Anna, is thrashing Karl about his shoulders with a wet towel [screams and curses, popping sounds]. Oh, poor Karl! Mistress Anna has made the towel pop at one end, right on Karl's prick. It hit part of his balls too, and he is doubled over himself in terrible pain.
ANNA-I order you to stop crying like a little boy has hit an obstacle on his bicycle. Stop it! For that, you will put your lips and tongue to my ass-hole as I turn around and lean over. Yes ... you like to lick my ass ... but hurry. Your tongue into the hole! Oh ... good ... good ... good. But, no! You are liking to suck the ass of your mistress too much. It is nice, hm-mm? Enough! Be quick and finish the bath!
KARL-Yes, Mistress, my beautiful and beloved Mistress. I lick your thighs. What perfect towers of strength and beauty. Their loveliness is too much. I am overwhelmed. Your breasts! Oh, Mistress Anna! May I please be allowed to lick those wonderful mountains and suck the red nipples for your pleasure?
ANNA-May-bee ... hm-mm. Yes, I think you may be to deserve to suck very gentle only, my breasts. Lick ... lick, slave! Here, I hold up one for you to lick underneath ... and then you suck the nipple very hard ... like your cock! You are erect. It must be fixed!
KARL-[very highly excited] Oh! Oh, Mistress Anna, may I? Really? May I fuck you....
ANNA-Damn you to hell! You know you cannot ever be allowed to fuck me! I am your mistress! Gerhard! Quickly! You will suck this unruly cock on Karl!
GERHARD-But, Mistress Anna. No! I am not homosexual. I. ...
ANNA-You dog of a bitch! You do not ever dare to disobey me ... and, it is my pleasure to watch you suck this cock here. Sometime ... when my husband is bad ... I will invite some man over to make him suck the cocks for me to watch and masturbate myself. It is good to do.
GERHARD-Yes. I will do as you command. I must. Karl is coming to me. Uta ... I ... he is put his penis in my mouth ... ugha...[sounds of fellatio interrupted by two loud screams from the men]
ANNA-You miss so much by not to be here, Clyde. Ha-ha! Gerhard was suffering very much quick pain when I rip off the microphone from his chest ... and he bite down on the cock of Karl ... Well, I am not really so cruel a Mistress. I will let them masturbate me some more and suck my delicious cunt ... Listen! Hear you my wet passion? Now! You must masturbate your hard cock too, Clyde. Now! Do it! It is an order!
The sounds on the tape were quite realistic and I was able to verify that a suite was occupied on the date of the postmark of the tape, by Karl, at the hotel named.
Anna described her American girlfriend, Sheri, as nineteen years old' with a "schoolgirl" figure, a slim brunette, "completely Lesbian." Pertinent excerpts follow from the tape with Anna and Sheri:
ANNA-You have been a very good slave, Clyde. My flowers are arriving for me each Monday morning as I have ordered you to have telegraphed. Because you are a good slave and I can hear you hurt yourself on your tape, as I order, I will let you meet my Lesbian lover. Sheri will say something to you.
SHERI-I bet if you're like most men, you'd love to be here and watch and masturbate yourself. Right now, Clyde, I have two fingers in a very sweet and very hot pussy. We're having a ball! Anna can get on top of me and fuck me with her clit. It's great, honey. Too bad you're not a girl, too....
ANNA-Yes ... we have ver-ee much sex fun this night, slave Clyde. All afternoon we have drink champagne and make some love like only two girls are know how to do. We have a bath and a little nap, and now I am drinking much more champagne. In your country, this is best import, costs eight dollar in a bottle. We have two cases here. My husband has to be in Sweden for three days, and I am beating many asses of many men for my fun. Yeee! I'm drunk, Clyde. I don't fucking care a bit, you stupid American fool! You listen ... and masturbate your little penis [noises of much moving around]. I am now between the thighs of my sweet Sheri, who is so hot to do it. I never put my mouth on the cock of a man. Dirt! Ah ... but Sheri is a nice, young, fresh, clean, American girl. She is beautiful ... mm-mmm ... I lick slowly on her pretty, soft black cunt hair. She has a very sweet and natural taste in her pretty cunt. Ah ... umh! [there are about 60 to 90 seconds of sounds at this point, which leave little to the imagination]
SHERI-[her voice low and in background] Oh, my darling ... darling! I love it! Oh, Anna, I'm in love with you. Anna! Oh! Now! You make me come so quick ... darling, suck ... just a little more on my clit ...
ANNA-[following a brief verbal pause],Did you like what I make you hear, Clyde? Yes, I can see you in my brain with your cock in your hand. May-bee you have come once or twice already. My slave in California made one times seven comes in one tape. Ha! But you are not that much a man, are you, Clyde? You will only suck my cunt and suck out the sperm from Pierre's cock when we see you. Now, it is my time for some great pleasure in my cunt from Sheri.
SHERI-Yes, darling. Lay down ... let me have your legs apart a little more. Wonderful!
ANNA-Ah! Your tongue is nice. Lick my clit, darling. Clyde, you stupid slave! I am here with my legs apart and this beautiful young American girl's face is buried in my cunt. He wants this to know because he has a big prick in his hand, yes? My legs are apart and Sheri is going to ... ah-ha, she is eating my pussy now. Ah, you are so unlucky to be there in America while I am here and I have my hand and fingers going through the soft black hairs on Sheri's head. Now, with my other hand [some moans and grunts of objection from Sheri]. . . .Well, I want to tell Clyde we are lying in the together kissing and playing with each other. He is going to [her voice becomes more distant accompanied by sounds of the microphone being moved around] hear what two hot pussies sound like. Sheri is making herself come with her fingers [very realistic sound of then more movements of the microphone], and your Mistress is so wet between her beautiful thighs, she is going to come soon. Hear you this? [voice becoming more distant as sounds of cunnilingus are audible]. Oh, my God, Sheri! Bite it! Bite it again! I come! I come! I come! Keep the suck ... eat out my liquid ... all of it, Sheri. Oh, fuck you, Clyde. I am going to get on top of Sheri and fuck her, but this is not for you to hear. Go masturbate your silly cock again ... [sound of machine being cut off]
Comment: This is one of the few instances I have known of where there was not a profit motive by the female. There are several clubs that offer very personalized tapes for sale to men from a veritable army of supposedly pretty and passionate females, for a price. In the case of Anna, there appears to be only the motivation of mutual pleasures. She is a dominatrix to a psychopathic degree; she thinks and delights in exchanges of tapes of this type with "lowly" men. Clyde sent flowers to her every week, but this was only a token or symbol for Anna. And Clyde could well afford it
Anna derives a great deal of psychological fulfillment in her role of dominatrix over males in the form of sexual "enslavement." I would suspect that she is primarily Lesbian in orientation, whether she admits it or not and suffers from a guilt and inferiority complex that manifests itself in the compulsive desire to rule over males as ruthlessly as possible. She seems to take special delight in degrading American men.
Throughout her speech, in fact, I detect a strong anti-American as well as anti-male sentiment in general. The anti-male feeling is stronger and much more basic, and her hatred for the Americans is a convenient direction of the times.
In the case of Clyde, he is a relatively normal man, but quite shy and inhibited. He had never before realized that this condition is frequently accompanied by masochistic leanings. He is afraid to face people in a condition so highly emotional as sexual desire, and is probably very much the same in business and social contacts.
Anna is probably using this particular media for contacting "slaves" because of the anonymity, the safety factor that she feels it provides, as well as a certain amount of insecurity on her part. I find it unusual though, that she has no fears about using her real name and exposing both herself and particularly her husband to possible blackmail. Why does she use her own name and let her "tapespond" friends know who she is? It may be that she is subconsciously expressing a wish to be caught and exposed, just as the criminal often does. On the other hand, she may feel that she has to let people know who her husband is, so as to add to her otherwise false prides.
It is difficult to make a more accurate opinion from this distance and with so little knowledge of her psychosexual development from early childhood through the first years of her marriage. I do know that she carries on these kind of "remote-control" affairs with men located all over the world, and she is fluent in at least four languages.
There is one way of communication employed by the kinky girls, and it is another step removed from reality-the exchange of erotic correspondence and photographs. It is probably one of the most widely used form of impersonal intercourse in use today, and it certainly long preceded the day of the tape recorder and telephone.
My next few chapters will provide some very meaningful studies of females who are involved in this practice.