Chapter 5
It has been pointed out that the factor of homosexual relationships developing between twin brothers seems to have a greater appeal than with ordinary brothers, and it is also true, according to the most responsible authorities, that homosexuality can very easily develop and prosper between twin girls.
The psychologists point out that there is a greater closeness between twin girls. The desire to look alike, the wearing of each other's clothes, the sharing that seems to be and often is quite wonderful, can also conceal a yearning for each other that can grow into a compulsive sort of slavery.
The personality factors of the two girls are an important piece of the pattern. When the girls are the shy, timid type, which twins frequently are, the closeness and the mutual morale building that they can do for each other are decidedly important, and when it works out that they are useful to each other, twins can actually become each other's prisoner. When this occurs, some experts say, the two become indispensable to each other and usually share an entire lifetime together. When this personality development takes place between two pretty young girls, there is always a sense of loss felt by those who observe the phenomenon.
Discussing the affinity that twin girls can develop for each other, a practicing psychologist said: "Very often, when girls are twins and very lovely, it seems that neither of them marry. Perhaps the need for each other that develops with the years is just too great to dispense with, no one seems to know. And when the twin girls are the shy, timid type, which they often are, it is entirely likely that both will become extremely masochistic in nature and become the willing victims of those who are intelligent enough to exploit them."
Many experts who have delved deeply into the special problems that twins face offer the possibility that their twinship in itself is a disturbing factor and can affect the individual's personality in a crippling fashion. The gradual development of a masochistic personality is quite likely, and a painful shyness or timidity can become another facet of the personality.
With such twins, the development of a lesbian relationship is easily possible. One psychiatrist says: "It begins perhaps with an interest in each other's person and then the privates. Perhaps mutual masturbation is indulged in, then one will masturbate the other, and in time a lesbian affair is engendered, often without any real intent to initiate an unnatural relationship for themselves. It is usually long after the full range of lesbian pleasures have been explored and enjoyed that the participating individuals realize that they get so much pleasure from each other that others would simply be unnecessary. After that point has been reached, a full-blown lesbian relationship is under way and usually prospering."
Jan and Jill McM. are two very pretty girls who are now twenty-two. Jan has sought psychiatric treatment in the past in order to achieve a more aggressive personality, but she never did continue with treatment. She says that she was distressed by the fact that the psychiatrist found nothing appalling in her actions and her relationship with her sister. She says that she was the only one who thought that she was really bad, and when she was advised to accept herself as she is and try to learn to live without fear and turmoil, she decided that she would not bother trying to change again. She reports that she has been much happier since.
Both girls are light brunette with round, sweet faces, cupid's-bow mouths and soft gray eyes. All of their lives they have been pampered and deferred to, described as beautiful little dolls, and they became convinced that they were indeed very lovely, very wonderful, and their closeness with each other seemed to grow rather than diminish. While they are twins, they are not at all identical, and their determination to dress alike and ape each other's mannerisms actually did little to make them seem identical.
They are the children of a moderately well off businessman and his doll-like wife. Their mother was the committee type and always busy with some sort of activity that kept her away from her home and her children. The girls were left very much alone except on the occasions when their mother wanted to exhibit them at some sort of function and bask in the flowing admiration of the people to whom she brought them.
"My mother was always away from home and my father worked in the office for long hours and Jill and I had to get along by ourselves," Jan reports. "I think we were very fortunate, in a way, because we really liked each other. We liked each other very much and we enjoyed being by ourselves. I suppose that our togetherness naturally had to breed an exceptional interest in each other's person.
"Jill always seemed to be a bit ahead of me. The little pimples on her chest began to swell and develop entrancing characteristics before mine did, and she was the one to find the first pubic hair. We always examined each other very intently to check on what was taking place in or on our bodies and I think it was when I touched Jill's bulging breasts and she reacted with great pleasure that we actually began taking an interest in the erogenous zones of our bodies. Jill showed me her little clit and she also showed me what rubbing it did for her. I watched her go through the rigors of a beautiful climax when we were only about ten or eleven.
"She was more daring, too. She put her fingertip on my clit, and as soon as she began rubbing it with her moist fingertip I began to feel and enjoy the sweet and simple beauty of my first climax. Both of us climaxed easily. Just a few gentle rubs with the moist fingertip and rich ecstasies came alive in our loins and I'm afraid that once we discovered such pleasures, we played with our privates much more frequently than most girls.
"I know that every time I went to the bathroom I would make masturbation a part of my function, and when I took a bath I would manage a half-dozen orgasms. The soap would make everything slippery and the whole process was decidedly delicious, and I discovered that every time I did it the thrills were always greater. Actually, I was growing up and developing really rapidly. So was Jill. Sometimes I would sit and watch her do it to herself, and sometimes she would watch me. Jill would sit on the bed in her robe, and she would be naked underneath. When she drew her knees up the robe fell apart and exposed her naked pussy. She would use her fingers to spread the little pink lips and then she would slide her finger inside and she would squirm and pant while she eased her finger in and out. When she was close to orgasm she would shift her thumb so that it rubbed her clitoris and I could actually see her orgasm as it happened. Her little lips would quiver and pulse and then when it happened her sex would thrust itself outward, and then inward, and if it was a really good come, she would keep doing it for several minutes while her eyes rolled up in her head and her legs twitched like crazy. Then she would use her fingers slowly to ease herself down and she would go back to sliding her finger in and out of her vagina, till she was close to climax again and do it all over again. One day while we were home alone she had twenty-seven orgasms and it didn't kill her, or weaken her or anything else. Once I found out that one could do it that much and safely, I had as many orgasms for myself.
"I suppose it was only natural that Jill would ask me to do it for her. She did one afternoon and I was very much surprised to discover how very much I wanted to do it to her or for her. It was very thrilling and exciting to put my hand on my sister's most intimate parts, and when I touched her flesh it felt just like I was having an orgasm of my own with no one even touching me. I told Jill and she said that it was supposed to be like that. She told me just what to do for her and I did it and she seemed to get much more fun out of it than when she did it herself. When she finally got to be too sensitive down there to be touched any more, she made a trip to the bathroom and then she offered to do it for me.
"We discovered how much more pleasant it was when someone else did it for you, and from then on we would sit on the bed and I would do it for her while she did it for me. Then we began kissing each other on the mouth and pretending that we were lovers, and from that starting point it wasn't very long before we discovered that kissing each other's body could provide fantastic delights.
"Jill was the first one to use her mouth for sex. She was kissing me all over one day and she kept sliding her mouth down further and further, and when she got her mouth on my inner thighs I began to react so violently that she knew she had discovered something quite important. She put her mouth over my sex and I damned near drowned her, but all I was aware of was rich sensations that just kept building and building. I had never even imagined such exquisite thrills and I was spending steadily, but even at that I was aware that there was going to be more, that something very wonderful and very special was happening to me and that there would have to be an end to the shrieking sensations that were alive in my body. Jill was using her tongue and I was writhing and twisting and twitching in an excess of ecstasy and she just kept on and on until at last, a burning, brilliant explosion took place in my loins and the sensations were excruciating, so much so that I sort of drifted off on a soft cloud. Nothing in my whole life had ever been as nice as that, and I loved Jill desperately, grateful to her for giving me such a fabulous experience.
"Naturally, when I recovered my senses I wanted to do as much for her, and I spent hours loving her body and kissing her everywhere, and when I finally put my mouth over her sex I discovered that I experienced beautiful sensations of my own, and I kept having lovely climaxes all the time I worked on Jill. She, of course, went half out of her mind with it all, just like I had.
"We learned very quickly about the sixty-nine position and we took turns being on top, and I guess we spent many days after that just making love to each other. This was the nicest thing that we had ever found and we were enchanted with the fantastic thrills we could experience. When I was sucking her, I could enjoy a whole series of lovely climaxes that were delicious, but when she made me come, it was like a volcano erupting, while all that had gone before was a firecracker.
"Probably because we had so much time to ourselves, we did a lot of experimenting. We began putting things in each other's hole, you know, like the handle of a hairbrush and things like that. We even discovered that we were very sensitive in the anal opening and we would use that for our pleasure, too. For instance, I'd use the handle of the hairbrush to stimulate copulation in Jill, and I would slide a toothbrush handle in and out of her anus while I tongued her clitoris and she would simply go haywire when she finally made it, and she would do the same things for me, so I knew what she experienced all the time.
"We settled down into a very nice and comfortable relationship with each other. We were lesbians but we didn't mind. We loved each other and all that we wanted out of our life was the chance to stay together and it sort of made us feel good to know that so many boys wanted us and each time we said no to a boy, I know I enjoyed a very special sort of thrill. It pleased me that Jill just wanted me and I just wanted her. We would date, when we were in high school, but that was all. Whenever a boy got too rough, the other one would step in and protect the one in trouble, and we always double dated.
"After we graduated from school and got jobs, Jill and I talked things over and we decided to get a place of our own. Our folks didn't really mind and we rented this cute little apartment and we had lots of fun fixing it up. We were working in a department store, and while we didn't make very much money, with both of us bringing in a pay check we had enough money to get by on.
"We were very happy with our cute little nest, but I'm afraid that Jill and I overdid making love. We were at each other all the time and maybe that made us kind of dumb, or uncaring about anything else. I don't know, but I know we both got fired from our jobs, and from then it was one job after another and we always got fired because of making mistakes, stupid mistakes that we should not have made. It never dawned on us that we were so thoroughly devoted to sex and its pleasures that we rarely could think of anything else.
"I know that Jill told me one night that all that she could think about all day was the fun we would have together as soon as we got home. I never suspected that a person's mind could be completely dominated by thoughts of sex, but it can. I know because it happened to Jill and me. So we just kept going from one job to another and it began to dawn on us that we were not doing too well in the outside world. Our folks weren't really too much interested in what happened to us or how we made out. They had always lived their own lives and they just went right on doing it.
"I think we were eighteen when we met Loretta. She had a very swanky dress shop and we went in one afternoon to look at some things. Loretta waited on us herself. She was rather young, only about twenty-eight, and she was a stunningly beautiful blonde. She was very sweet and very helpful and she kept looking at both of us with a rather intent interest. It got to the point where it was noticeable and she smiled and said that we were both so very lovely, she just couldn't help watching us. She had an eye for beauty and she thought us both truly glorious. I think she guessed that we didn't really have the money for the things she was showing us, and when we finally admitted that we loved her pretty things but couldn't possibly afford them, she asked us if we would like to step into her office and perhaps we could talk things over and there just might be a way whereby we could earn the things we liked so much. Jill and I looked at each other and we went into the office with the lovely blonde.
"Loretta told us what we might do for her. She said that we were both so pretty, and because we had such perfect figures, she wondered if we would consider modeling some things for her. The way she explained it, she liked to have the models come to her home, and then she would take pictures, stills and movies, of the girls wearing her things. She used the pictures for advertising. She would be glad to pay us if we decided that we wanted to take advantage of her offer, or instead, we could choose the clothes that we particularly wanted. Either way would be all right with her. We accepted her offer and she wrote her address down on a card and we promised that we would wait for her to call us.
"When we got home, Jill and I talked about the beautiful blonde girl we'd met and Jill said she thought that Loretta was a lez. We laughed about that. We were lez, too, so it didn't really matter to us. Then we wondered if she had an interest in us sexually and we decided that we didn't care about that either. We both liked Loretta, and she was so lovely we really didn't care why she liked us.
"The following afternoon, Loretta called us and asked us if we would come to her home at eight that evening. She said that we would be asked to model quite a few different items and she would be busy with us for about four hours. Jill asked her if we would get paid and Loretta laughed. She said, of course. Then she asked if we girls were having it tough trying to make the rent, and when Jill said yes Loretta laughed again and said that perhaps we had better come to her home about six-thirty and she would feed us before we started working. That was fine with us. Loretta told us to take a cab and she would pay for it when we arrived. We promised we would do just as she told us to and then she hung up.
"We were stone broke so Loretta's offer to feed us made us very happy. We had been broke really for several days and I must admit that we had actually talked about selling our lily-white bodies in order to keep eating and paying our rent.
"That evening we showered and dressed as nicely as we could and we took a cab to the address that Loretta gave us. It was a big house in the hills, and when we arrived Jill went in and got the money to pay the cab from Loretta. Then we went in to meet our beautiful hostess together.
"Loretta was working in her kitchen and she gave us a big smile when we joined her. She said that she hoped we were hungry because she had fixed steaks for us and salad and she wanted us to eat well. We promised her that we would eat anything in sight.
"We sat down to a delicious dinner and Loretta kept on looking at us and it was very apparent that she thought us very pretty. That was enough to make us adore her.
"Jill and I stuffed ourselves, and when we were finished with dinner, Loretta served us coffee and a liqueur in the living room. Loretta cleared the table and put things in the dishwasher, then she came to join us with her coffee and brandy.
"We talked for quite a while and Loretta kept asking us questions about our work and what we were really like and I had the feeling that she knew all about us already. But she didn't mention one word about sex. When we finished our coffee she took us to a big room, fitted out as a studio, on the second floor. There were benches and all sorts of funny-looking pieces of furniture, and Loretta explained that they were all props that she used in her pictures. She had lots of boxes and dresses lying around the room and she asked us if we would have any objections to modeling lingerie. She showed us some wispy pieces of lingerie that almost took our breath away and she knew, just as we did, that we would give anything to wear that kind of stuff. She asked us, too, if we were modest, if we could strip in front of her without being self-conscious. Jill looked at me and I looked at her and we both shrugged. We just didn't care. We knew that our bodies were beautiful and Loretta was another girl, so it was all right. Loretta explained that she didn't have a dressing room there and most of her models simply shucked their street clothes and then put on whatever they were going to model. Loretta had several cameras and banks of lights set up and she began checking her equipment while Jill and I just stood around and watched her.
"Finally, she had everything set and then she handed us each a flat box and she smiled as she asked us if we would put the things on and model them. We opened the boxes and inside was a beautiful white set, a bra and panties. The panties were bikini type and the bra was practically transparent. Jill and I would have given anything to own such lingerie and Loretta smiled when she saw our hunger in our eyes. She told us then that we could have the garments after she had gotten her pictures.
"I guess Jill and I were a bit pathetic in the way we hustled out of our clothes. Loretta sat on a small upholstered stool and watched as we undressed. When we were naked I could see that our bodies really impressed her. She said so. She told us that we were lovely beyond belief. She watched as Jill put her set of briefs on, and then she began shaking her head. She told us that we just wouldn't be able to help her after all. She was so sorry, but she couldn't use us. I was putting the bra on and I was shocked when she spoke like that. Poor Jill, she actually looked ill. She asked Loretta what had happened and why we wouldn't do. Loretta smiled at us rather sadly and then she said that we both had too much pubic hair and she was accustomed to professional models and, of course, they kept their pubic region hairless just to avoid the type of thing that we had to deal with right then. She pointed to Jill's crotch and I could see what she was talking about. Wisps of Jill's pubic hair peeped out from under the bikini, and behind the transparent panel her hair was a dark mass that looked ugly.
" 'Of course,' Loretta said, 'if you girls feel that you'd like to shave those bushes off, I think that would solve the problem.'
"Jill and I looked at each other and Loretta waited for us to decide. Jill told her that we didn't mind being shaved, we just don't know how to do it. Loretta smiled at that. She said that if we would like her to do it, she would shave us both and then show us how to keep the area devoid of hair and stubble. Jill and I both knew that Loretta was dying to shave us and we were pretty sure that she was lesbian, but we were dying to have her do it for us too. Remember, she was a truly beautiful girl and we were both sexpots. I guess we have always been oversexed and that's why we started out so early fooling with sex.
"Loretta took me first. She said that Jill could watch and in the future we could take care of each other. She took us downstairs to her bedroom and she had me lie down on the bed.
"There was a bathroom adjoining Loretta's pretty bedroom and she went in there and came back with a couple of thick towels. She asked me to raise my hips and then she put a pillow under my hips and the towels on top of the pillow. She told me to open my legs as far as I could. She stood and watched while I did it and I could see that she was very much interested in my pubic area.
"She made another trip into the bathroom and brought the things she would need, including a bowl of hot water. She soaked my muff with the wash rag, then she smeared the whole area with shaving soap that she squirted from a can. Jill was watching with a smile on her face and I could see that she was getting a charge out of watching what Loretta was doing to me. I was even getting aroused just by watching.
"Loretta began shaving me and it was a strange sensation. I liked the way it felt. Loretta kept rinsing the razor in the bowl of hot water. She was getting more excited by the minute and it showed. She was handling my little folds and creases and I was squirming and twitching. She slid her fingers against my clit and I came. I just couldn't help it. I was moaning and moving around but Loretta went right ahead and shaved me clean. Then she rubbed some sort of lotion on the raw skin and I damned near died with erotic pangs. Then Jill took her turn and she almost died too when she felt the raw sensations that the lotion induced. We were both quite helpless and Loretta knew it. She stood looking down at us and she smiled.
" T think we can stop fooling each other,' she said crisply. 'It is obvious that you are lesbians and have been working on each other for some time. But that will stop now. From now on I will do what needs to be done for both of you.'
"She came over to me and rubbed some more of the lotion into me, and the tingling sensations almost drove me out of my mind. She gave Jill another dose too, and I wondered if she was being deliberately mean, but then the warm, prickling feelings increased in me and it was a delicious sensation.
"I was writhing in a sort of frenzy and I could see that Jill was having her troubles too. I was having nice little climaxes that would build up and burst and it seemed that the lotion was doing that for me. And then the whole bit became much better as the lotion worked deeper into me and I began enjoying even nicer thrills.
"It seemed that the longer the lotion worked, the nicer the tingling experiences got and I was having one big orgasm after another, and it was all so deliciously thrilling, I didn't pay too much attention to what was going on around me. When I finally opened my eyes and looked at Jill I saw that Loretta had her face buried between Jill's legs and my little sister was going out of her mind with lovely thrills and massive, shuddering orgasms. It bothered me because it seemed to me that Loretta was giving her so many more sensual pleasures than I ever had. And Jill was certainly enjoying what Loretta was doing to her. She was enjoying it too much, I guess, because Loretta's tongue and clinging mouth sent her soaring into an orgasm so intense that Jill suddenly seemed to die, and I knew for sure that Loretta had really done quite a job.
"A few minutes later, she started in on me and I began to feel the exquisite thrills that had put Jill out of commission. Loretta's mouth and tongue were skillful, far more educated than we were, and she worked on me until she sent me into a big, fantastic orgasm that blotted out everything else, and like Jill, I simply went to sleep.
"The funny part about it all was that Loretta really did want pictures of us modeling her clothes. When I woke up Jill was sitting up in bed and she was talking with Loretta. They were talking about how rough it was for us to get along and Loretta was asking Jill if she thought that she and I would like to live here in the big house and sort of look after things for her, and model for her once in a while too. When I sat up Loretta smiled at me and asked me how I felt about things. I could still feel the tingling sensations and they felt awfully nice. I didn't care about anything right then, but I was tired of fighting for jobs that we couldn't keep and scrimping to feed us enough to keep us alive. Loretta was very practical. She said that she would take very good care of us and we would have a good home, and she would enjoy us to the very utmost because she was really hung up on sex and the pleasures that could be gotten from it.
"The three of us sat in Loretta's bedroom and talked about it all and Loretta told us that she would be very strict with us, and she would use us as she faw fit, and if we disobeyed her in any way, we would be punished very severely. We listened to her and we were again aware that she was a truly beautiful gal and when I looked at Jill I could see that she wanted to stay with Loretta and stop knocking herself out. So did I and after a little more talk it was settled.
"Loretta told us that we could have a drink with her and she went off to make them and while she was gone Jill and I talked about our new position in life. Jill said that Loretta made her horny as hell and she was just dying to get at her and eat her, and when she found that I felt the same way, she was happy. Loretta brought us our drinks on a tray and she said that we would have a little party after we'd had a couple of drinks.
"While we were sitting on the bed smoking and sipping at our drinks, Loretta began getting undressed. She was even more beautiful without clothes. Her breasts were exquisitely shaped with tiny nipples that poked out like little feelers. She had softly rounded hips, and her pubic area was as smooth as a child's. When she saw our amazed expressions, she told us that ours would be as smooth in just a little while, too. Then she got onto the bed with us and she decided to try a sixty-nine with Jill first and while I sat there and watched the two of them lusting after each other and feasting on each other, I couldn't help it, I began playing with myself, and when Loretta was ready for me, I was as hot as a pistol.
"That was a wild night, and we just kept making love to each other, and when Loretta wearied she sat and watched Jill and I work on each other and she thought we were absolutely precious.
"We went wild with sex that first night and of course we stayed the night with Loretta. She took turns working on us and she liked it when Jill would sit astride her mouth and she would enjoy Jill while I worked on her and gave her exceptional thrills. Loretta had the nice faculty of having huge orgasms every time and she keep it up indefinitely so it was nearly dawn by the time we finally got to sleep.
"When Jill and I woke up we were alone in the house. Loretta had left us a note. She had had to go in to the store but she would be home early and then we would go and get our things from our apartment and we would become her precious darlings.
"Jill and I had some breakfast and then we went back to bed and a crazy sixty-nine. We had the hots something fierce and we finally figured it was because we were moving in with Loretta and thereafter would have to do just as she told us to do. There was something enormously erotic about thinking it all over.
"Loretta came home right after one o'clock and she was so hot we both had to work her over and she really loved it when Jill necked with her and sucked her breasts while I sucked her pussy. She spent a couple of hours with us and she took care of both of us, too, and she said that after we were moved in she would have more time to spend with us and she intended to do it.
"Moving took very little time and when we were settled into the spare bedroom we were very happy kids. Loretta decided that our new home and status needed christening and we just got undressed and went back to making love.
"Loretta had a lot of equipment for adding to the pleasures that could be found in lovemaking. She had all sorts of vibrators for stimulating our clits and our tits and she had several dildos and she took us one at a time and we really got screwed soundly. Then we had to do the same for her, so all in all we really had a busy day. And night. In spite of the fact that we had our own room, we slept with Loretta in her big bed, and when morning came we had a nice little party with her before she went off to work.
"We settled into a pattern of sorts and we really liked living with Loretta. She had a lot of friends and she explained to us that she gave a lot of parties. It turned out that they were sex parties and she said that we would have a lot of fun at her first party.
"She gave a little party for six couples about a week after we moved in with her and that turned out to be a real swinging affair. The girls were all very pretty and the guys were good looking. Loretta had some real cute ideas. She asked us if we would serve as maids for the party and she brought home some wispy costumes that she had made for us. The costumes hid nothing at all. There were fancy little pink caps, and a pink ribbon when around our neck and between the breasts and joined a tight little pink waist that pinched our tummies in charmingly. But our bottoms and the whole pubic area were quite bare and the pubis was framed in a heart shaped opening. The whole thing was absolutely delicious and Jill and I were delighted to wear them.
"Loretta asked us if we had had any experience with men and she laughed when we told her no. She said that her guests would use us any way they chose and we would get screwed and we would have to suck cock, but she had an idea we would love doing it for her male guests.
"That turned out to be quite true and we were the stars of Loretta's party. Some of the girls insisted upon eating us and the guys did, too. The party lasted for the whole weekend and we got to suck every one of the guys, and Loretta was right. We enjoyed doing that immensely. And, of course, we learned what it was like to get screwed by a real honest to goodness cock. That party was only the first of many and we are still living with Loretta. We have a nice life and we are very happy.
"We each have favorite boy friends among Loretta's friends and sometimes Loretta lets us have the boys over for some regular sex, and if she happens to be in the mood, she joins in. She has us both on the pill so we don't have a damned thing to worry about. When Jill and I are allowed to sleep in our own bed, we have little parties of our own and it is just like we are kids again and back in our own home.
"We are quite content with our life and we feel we are. very lucky that we found Loretta because, if I have to be truthful, I've got to admit that I don't think Jill and I would really have prospered in the outside world. We just aren't geared for that kind of life and we know it."