Chapter 8
There are many medical men who believe that excessive preoccupation with sex can rob the brain of its ability to function properly, and many case histories wherein fellation has been practiced excessively seem to prove this. In many instances, boys or young men will report that they became so involved with sex or sensuality that they became unable to think of anything else. For many, the powers of concentration are affected, and in time there is a general loss of interest in anything but sex.
Some people, expert in physiology, will insist that special diets and certain foods can be given to such people to offset the drain on their bodies, and the more intelligent are now aware that this is so, or at least that special diets can minimize the strain on the human body.
Yet, in many reported cases, people involved with extremes of sexual activity have known that such aids are available to them, but they ignore them, preferring the half-world of sensual depletion to a state of alertness. While this may seem rather unfortunate to the average person, those who live this type of existence report that there is great sensual pleasure in such a state. And they are really not geared to cope with outside forces, so instead they become and remain the sexual toys of others.
While it is pretty well understood that a sexual affinity can develop between twins, and prosper, very often this state is invaded by others, who will often take advantage of the twins' sexual affinity and exploit them for their own pleasure. Oddly enough, when this happens, those exploited very often seek such treatment and willingly enjoy anything that is done to them.
Michael and Christopher G. are now nearly thirty. They are handsome, blonde young men, successful in the business world, and in excellent health in spite of the way they live.
They live with an older sister who has been exploiting them sexually for a long time, and at one point in their existence for fondness for the male product so easily secured from them posed a serious threat to their health and well being.
Discussing their sexual beginnings, Michael reports that like many other twins he and Chris had a closeness that kept them together most of the time.
"It wasn't that we didn't like other boys or girls," he says, "it just seemed natural to us to stay by ourselves. I guess we were company for each other, and we did have the same interests, so we stayed by ourselves most of the time. Our folks were well off and we lived in a big house and our father never. He was always traveling someplace and so we seldom saw him. We had a sister, Elaine, who was two years older than we were, and because she did nearly everything in the house, she sort of told us what to do.
"Elaine was a cute little brunette and as she grew older she became truly well developed and quite pretty. And as we grew older, we learned all about masturbation and we practiced it together. We would even have contests to see who could shoot the farthest, and it seemed like no one would ever win that one.
"Well, this one afternoon, Chris and I were in the attic, where we used to go off to be by ourselves, and we were fooling with our cocks. We were almost fifteen and we were already pretty well developed and we had hot nuts all the time, so we did a lot of jerking off, and this one afternoon, Chris was sitting in one old chair and I was sitting in another and we were beating our meat, trying to see who could shoot the farthest. All of a sudden I happened to look up and Elaine was standing there watching us. I hadn't heard her come upstairs so she must have been real sneaky about it. She stood there, her mouth open and her eyes just staring. Chris saw her, too, and we both lost interest in what we were doing, and we quickly put our cocks away. But that didn't stop Elaine. She walked right into the attic and she stood looking at first one, then the other.
"All of a sudden, she smiled. Then she asked us why we had stopped just because she came up. We didn't answer her. I think we were both sore because she had invaded our private place. She waited for us to say something, and when we didn't she tossed her head and shrugged her shoulders.
" 'AH right,' she said. 'I know what you've been doing. I've sneaked up here lots of times and watched. I just wanted to watch and see who won and what happened. But I don't care. I'll tell Ma when she gets home tonight and you can explain to her.'
"She started to turn around and go back downstairs. We both knew that we didn't dare let her tell Ma. And she knew it.
" 'We feel funny doing it with a girl watching,' Chris said.
"She turned around again and come over to us. She was smiling.
" 'It should be lots more fun with a girl watching,' she said. 'That should get you real excited and make you shoot further.'
"Chris smiled too. I think he was enjoying it all. He took his cock out again but he was soft. Elaine went over to him and she asked him if she could handle it. He said sure so she knelt down and put her hand on it and in her fingers his cock began to grow. He got a nice big rail on and she started moving her hand up and down, and when he tried to push her hand away she wouldn't budge.
" T want to do it,' she said. 'I know how.'
"Chris shrugged and looked at me. I was sitting there with a cock that was already plenty hard. Elaine was jerking him off and holding his cock straight out and then she was pumping her hand up and down faster and then he started spitting and he shot a hell of a ways across the room. She seemed to know enough to keep jerking him and she finished him off real good. Then he took out his handkerchief and wiped the head of it off. He started to put it away but she grinned at him and told him to leave it out. She liked looking at it. Then she told me to come over and sit in the same chair he had sat in and she would do me, too. So I went over, and when she saw that I was already hard she just grabbed it and began pumping her fist up and down and I shot even further than Chris had. She went over and looked at the two drops on the floor that were furthest away and she declared me the winner.
" 'There now,' she said, 'that wasn't so terrible, was it?'
"She sat down in a chair and she took a pack of cigarettes out of the pocket of her dress and she asked us if we wanted to smoke. We weren't supposed to be smoking but we did, and she knew it. So we all had a smoke and then she asked if she could jerk us off again. She said she liked playing with our cocks. She thought all girls played with cocks whenever they got the chance. We didn't mind, so she handled us one at a time and then she jerked us off again and the next time Chris won. We made a hell of a mess on the attic floor but nobody cared. Our folks never went up there. We were the only ones. After the second time, Elaine said she had to go downstairs and she wanted us to come with her. She wanted us to take our pants off so that she could see everything.
"We went into our own bedroom, and when we got out of our pants and our shorts she sat and played with us. She made us get up on our hands and knees on the bed and she sat behind us playing with our dangling privates. She giggled and said she was going to milk us one at a time. She went into the bathroom and got the water glass. Then she held it under me while she used her fingers to tickle me and get me hard. Then she milked me and when I came she caught it in the water glass. Then she did the same thing with Chris. When it was all over, she told us to stay where we were and she went into the bathroom with the water glass. When she came back to us she had a funny look on her face. We were sitting on the bed and she smiled.
" 'I drank it,' she said. 'I don't know what made me do it. I just wanted to and I did it.'
"She paused and looked at us, waiting for us to say something. When we didn't say a word, she smiled again.
" 'I liked it,' she said. 'I want more. Lots more.'
"Chris was sitting with his legs spread wide open and he had another hard-on. He looked at Elaine and he grinned at her.
" 'Help yourself,' he said.
"She didn't need any more invitation. She crawled onto the bed and put her face between his legs and she sucked him off right then, and when he came she swallowed it like it was pure nectar. Maybe to her it was. Anyway, when she finished him off, she turned to me and she sucked me off, too. She wasn't very expert that first time but the way she went at it I could tell that she had latched on to something she liked. Liked, hell, she loved it. She kept blowing us one at a time and by the time it was too late to continue she had already begun to improve her technique. She was getting good.
"After what we had been doing with Elaine, Chris and I found that we liked her a lot more than we usually did and we helped her get the family dinner ready. She told us that she liked sucking us and when we got home after school the following day she would really do a good job on us. Chris asked if we were going to get a look at her and she seemed surprised.
" 'Of course, silly,' she said laughing. 'After all, I want some attention too. Tomorrow I'll let you look at what you want to see and you will suck me, too. Girls like that, you know.'
"We wanted a look right then so she finally sat down on a kitchen chair and opened her legs and we both knelt and stared at the hair between her legs and the deep slit that opened up as she spread her legs wider. Chris put his fingers down there and she moaned and told him to do it to her and hurry. When he didn't do what she wanted him to, she put her hand on his fingers and rubbed his fingers up and down and then she was having an orgasm and we could actually see just what happened when she came.
"She really had herself a time. I mean she had everything working and we could see little trickles running out of her, not much, but enough to see. She straightened up and got up and ran into the bathroom and that was all there was to that.
"When we got home from school the next day we really got down to business. Elaine made us get on the bed with our pants off and she kept blowing us, one after the other. Then when she got us cooled down, she asked us to try eating her and when I took my turn I was surprised to discover that I liked doing that. It made me shiver and shake and my cock got as hard as steel but I liked the taste of her and when she sucked me the next time she sure got a hell of a lot out of me. Then Chris fed her some more, and she just kept right on sucking us dry all the time.
"She took all of her clothes off and we got to play with her pretty tits and we sure enjoyed that. And it made both of us hard again so there was more for her to get.
"We spent the whole afternoon playing with sex and that got to be a habit. We did it every damned day. We both wanted to screw her but she was afraid to do that because she might get pregnant, she said.
"Our life got to be really interesting because we were growing older and it seemed that it felt nicer every time we came. I guess that was just our imagination, but we sure enjoyed ourselves. Elaine said that she had studied up about the kind of sex wer had and she found out why she liked sucking us so much. She said that the medical books said that girls needed the juice from a boy to tone up their system and that was why she was so hungry for all she could get. We didn't care why she wanted to blow us, we were just glad she did.
"I guess it's funny the way people develop. We settled down into a nice comfortable pattern and Elaine blew us all the time and it got so that we couldn't think of anything else except how nice it was while she was doing it. Like I said, she had plenty of chances to practice and she sure took advantage of it. She got to be a real expert. And she got into the habit of ordering us around and making us do whatever she wanted us to do. One day when we were fooling around she tried to get me and Chris to blow each other. We didn't want to do it, but she teased us and coaxed us, and then she got mean and we tried it. We found out that we liked doing it and that made her mad. She said that if we made a habit of it she would have to tell you folks what was going on. That was kind of an empty threat, and lots of nights when we'd go to bed, Chris and I would suck each other and she never got to know anything about it.
"One thing I know, people can get conditioned to things very easily. It got so that Elaine would always get us hard with her mouth and then she would suck, and I'm sure that my cock got spoiled. I guess Chris's did too, because I know I tried sex one night with a girl friend and I couldn't get it hard. Chris had the same experience, and when we went off to college we both fluffed out as campus lovers. The only time we could have any fun was when we indulged in a homosexual affair with each other. But that worked. That worked just fine.
"Chris and I talked a lot about our life with Elaine and what she had done to us and how we were spoiled, and we both resolved that we would keep trying to make it with girls because whatever Elaine had done to us we would have to undo.
"But that proved to be easier said than done. We both had some bitter experiences with the girls that we tried and we finally gave up and contented ourselves with the homosexual experiences that we had in our beds at night.
"We kept getting letters from Elaine and she kept telling us how much she missed her dear brothers and how glad she would be when we got home again. She really was glad, too, when we got home in between semesters, and she gave us a wonderful time. She was like a madwoman who has been deprived for too long and we were both happy when it was time for us to go back to school because Elaine was taking so much out of us that we both lost weight.
"Once we got back to school we began taking care of ourselves and we looked up things so that we could eat properly and keep our strength up in the future. It was a good thing that we did, too, because that knowledge became very valuable later on in our lives.
"We were in our senior year when Elaine wrote us that she was going to get married. That shook us up quite a bit because we somehow never thought she would. She explained that she was tired of working to support herself and she met this guy, Ernie, and he had a good income and plenty in the bank and he was crazy about her, so she was thinking very seriously of marrying him. She hoped we wouldn't be upset because there would always be room in her heart for us, and she needed us and she knew that we knew what for. So, she would let us know what she decided to do and if she wrote and announced that she had married her Ernie we were not to get upset. She loved us very dearly and she would always make a home for us and look after us. We were not to worry about anything.
"We both read her letter and neither of us understood it. But we started trying it with girls again and it was always the same, we just couldn't do anything. One night I had a girl who was very nice and she wanted to help me get it up so she tried sucking, but that wasn't too good either. She finally gave up on me and decided the hell with it. After that experience I just didn't bother trying any more. After all, a guy can do just so much.
"We graduated and had jobs to go to in our own home town so we got us an apartment and we saw Elaine and we met her Ernie. He was a nice enough guy, but she had a ring in his nose. She pushed him around and he did any damned thing she asked him to do. But Elaine had become very beautiful and a lot of guys wanted her. She was willing to settle for Ernie, she said, because she could handle him. And that was sure right.
"She wasn't working any more because she was so close to getting married and she came to see us right after we moved into our new apartment. Once she was inside, she walked right over to us and reached for our crotches. The funny thing is that the minute she put her hand on me I started getting hard and Chris did, too. She listened while we explained to her about the problems we had had back in school She laughed about it. She thought it Was funny.
" 'Well,' she said, 'you are my boys and I've been taking care of you for a long time now. And I'm afraid you have been spoiled for most girls.'
"She didn't waste any time at all in taking care of us. She simply pushed us into chairs and then she took Chris first and me next and her nimble tongue drove us crazy with the raw, wonderful sensations that we were used to with her.
"When we were calmed down a bit, she undressed and we went into the bedroom and we spent most of the day letting her drain our bodies just like always. We had to realize that there was nothing physically wrong with us, and all we needed to function at our best was our sister. That didn't bother us very much. In fact, it didn't bother us at all.
"It was late in the day when Elaine finally put her clothes back on again. She was happy because we had done all of the things with her that we were used to doing and she laughingly told us that her little pussy was as happy as could be, all because we had eaten her so charmingly. And she had spent a beautiful day with us. She was very happy that we were home again and available to her. We were happy too. I don't think any of us thought about Ernie.
"About a week later, she and Ernie got married. We attended the wedding, and when they went away on their honeymoon we really missed Elaine. But Chris and I consoled ourselves with a little party of our own every night and that seemed to work very nicely for us. We were very busy getting started in our work and trying to get established, so we didn't really miss Elaine as much as we might have. She was only away for a week and as soon as she got home she came to see us and she really drained us dry. She said her Ernie was all right in the sex department but she was just too damned hungry to ever be satisfied.
"I think we resented Ernie a little at first, but Elaine spent so much time visiting us that we forgot all about Ernie and just enjoyed the life we were living. But Elaine wasn't happy. She said she wanted us to come and live with her and Ernie. That way she would be able to enjoy us any time she felt like it. When we asked her about her husband she laughed and said she didn't give a damn about her husband, and maybe she could do something about him.
"About a week later she invited us for dinner at her house, and when we arrived she had Ernie working in the kitchen, wearing an apron and helping her with the work. He had a nice, domesticated look to him, and when we arrived he said hello, but that was all he said. Elaine was all smiles and happiness and she seemed to be unusually happy. Chris and I settled down in the living room with a couple of drinks and we just waited for dinner. I think we both felt very uncomfortable being around Ernie knowing what we knew.
"He looked funny all through dinner. He had a hang-dog look to him, and while Elaine was as happy as a bird, Ernie looked like he would never be happy again. We had a delicious dinner, and when we were finished Elaine told Ernie to serve coffee in the living room and he did it. Then she told him to clear the table and wash the dishes. She was ordering him around like he was her servant, and I guess he was. When he finished in the kitchen, Elaine told him, he could come in and have his coffee with us. We were going to have a nice little talk.
"When Ernie settled down in a chair in the living room, Elaine looked at him and she was giving him one of her sweetest smiles.
" 'Are you sure you feel quite all right about what I am going to do, darling?' she asked him. He glanced at Chris and then at me and then he looked down at the floor.
" 'Yes, dear,' he said. 'After all, you will do what you want to do anyway. You might as well do it at home. I just want you to be happy. That's what I care about most.'
"Elaine jumped up and ran over to him. She kissed him on the lips and he looked to be very happy for the moment. She rumpled his hair, then she went back to her chair and when she sat down she looked at us with a big grin.
" 'I have told Ernie all about us,' she said, bluntly. 'You see, I do love him very much and I love both of you, too. So, the only way I could work it out was to tell the truth. I've talked it all over with Ernie and he agrees that it would be convenient and very pleasant if you two moved in with us. We have loads of room.'
"I think Chris and I were just too astonished to speak. Ernie didn't seem to mind that Elaine was always sucking on us. He didn't seem to give a damn about anything except that Elaine was happy and enjoying her life. Elaine told us that she had told Ernie the whole story, how we were, how she was. She added that she had also told Ernie that she would get a divorce because she knew that she couldn't live without us and we didn't do very well, not without her, so Ernie didn't have too much of a choice.
"Elaine told us, smiling, that after we were finished with our coffee we were all going into the master bedroom and have the damndest party ever. And she was sure right about that.
"Ernie surprised us, though. He turned out to be a real swinger. When we went into the bedroom, Elaine told him to strip and we sat on the bed and watched him. He was built nice, but he wasn't very big in the sex department. Elaine laughingly told us not to be too quick to knock him, Ernie was a real performer.
"We all got undressed then and it was apparent that Ernie was getting a nice sexual kick out of what we were doing. He had a hard-on in a hurry and he shivered and looked kind of ashamed when Elaine went to him and sucked him off. Then she told him to sit down and watch for a while. She and Chris and I got onto the bed, and once we got started we forgot all about Ernie being there. Elaine went right after Chris, and while she was working on him I was eating her. And then I got a real shock because while I was busy with Elaine I felt a hand between my legs and then a warm clinging mouth, and it was Ernie. He was apparently bi-sexual, and in spite of Elaine's cleverness she had obviously done exactly what he might have hoped for
"We really had us a wild orgy that first night and Elaine was not at all surprised to find that her husband liked to suck cock, she thought it was a delightful development. Ernie told us finally that he had always been able to go both ways and he was so pleased that we were going to live with them.
"We spent most of that night trying anything and everything and Elaine was in her glory with three of us to work on. We screwed her and she really enjoyed that for a change. Ernie was right with us in anything we wanted to do, and when we finally knocked ourselves out we went to sleep and started in again the next day. Nobody went to work that day; we just stayed with Elaine and Ernie and enjoyed ourselves to the utmost.
"It turned out that Ernie became a most welcome addition to our little group because he was awfully obliging. There wasn't anything he wouldn't do. Elaine and he would work on us together. She would suck Chris, maybe, while Ernie would suck me, and when he popped the guy he was working on, Elaine was right there to collect the harvest. That became a favorite trick with them. And while Chris and I were resting up and recuperating, Ernie and Elaine would have themselves a really grand sixty-nine.
"During the day, Chris and I both blew Ernie and he enjoyed that very much, and, surprisingly, so did we. It became quite apparent that we were all bi-sexual. We wondered about Elaine for a time, but she told us, during one of our rest periods, that she had a couple of girl friends that she enjoyed lesbian experiences with, and she said that she might invite them over one evening. That is, she would if we thought we would like that. We did like that and there have been many times when her girl friends have visited with us and we have had a real ball.
"But, actually, we were always having a ball, so it didn't make much difference to us. Chris and I moved in with Ernie and Elaine and we have been living good ever since. Elaine has three males with whom to amuse herself and she learned early in the game that we could be debilitated, so she found out all about foods and she feeds us the things we need.
"We've lived with Elaine and Ernie for a long time now and we will go right on living with them. Perhaps what we do and the way we live might not be considered right to some people, but Chris and I feel that such a life is our only hope of a full sex life. We don't know whether Elaine ruined us when we were young or not, but we don't really care much one way or another.
"All we care about is the fun and the pleasures we can have with our way of life. And we just don't give a damn about anyone else. Lots of people are living just as they please and doing as they please. If you don't believe me, just take a look at what is going on in this country. Everyone is doing what they want to do and enjoying it. Anyone knows that.
"It's all in the newspapers. Every day. So we don't feel that we are moral lepers or anything like that. And it doesn't bother us that Elaine is our sister. She is the best lover we have ever known and for us that's all that's important.
"We even enjoy Ernie and the way he is. He likes being sodomized and he gets plenty of that. Elaine has herself a dildo and she really screws hell out of all of us when she is in the mood and we enjoy it. Hell, lots of guys do. So, whatever reservations or inhibitions we might have had about sex in any form went down the chute a long time ago. And now we just enjoy.
"Chris and I have talked it over, I mean about girls, and we are convinced that we love Elaine as much as we could ever love any girl, so we are happy with our emotional state, and we never have any more sexual problems, only beautiful orgies.
"Everybody should be that lucky, we think."