Chapter 5

Recently, there has been national publicity concerning the existence of farms throughout the country. These farms are not ordinary- spreads involved in the raising of foods and animals for the consumer. Instead, they reflect a growing trend in the sexual mores of the country and those dark desires which flow beneath the surface seemingly of a majority of people throughout the world. These farms, in fact, are places where animals are raised and trained to perform in adult motion pictures depicting acts of bestiality.

Erica M. has seen and attended one of these farms. Twenty-two years of age, blonde and built like a Hollywood starlet, Erica has come through the treadmill of underground stag films to emerge now as a promising starlet. But her experiences in the beginning reflect the strange and exotic scenes a young girl went through trying to reach the top.

In my interview with Erica, I noticed within her a sense of sophistication which could only be attributable to the weeks she spent on the 'farm'. Using a tape recorder, I caught her statement in full, and watched her eyes as they moved between dark cynicism and exuberant sensuality. I felt that she was still not sure whether the experience broadened her or held her back. Nonetheless, this case will exemplify much of 20th Centuries' relationship towards those formerly taboo acts of sexuality.

I came to the West Coast when I was seventeen. I had always dreamed of being an actress, and knew at least that I possessed the looks for it. I wasn't sure when I arrived here just how I would go about seeking a job in film, but I figured somewhere along the line, if I knocked on enough doors, some kind of opportunity would open to me.

The only work I was able to find when I got here was a job in a massage parlor. The place was run by two older girls. It was a plush, expensively furnished place with four private rooms and a shower. The first night of my job, I began to get the feel of how things would be in this town.

They dressed me in a toga outfit. Underneath, I wore no underwear because they said that stimulated the customers. Lilah and Beckey, the two owners, also told me to watch out for any offers and to use my own discretion when it came time to accept them. I knew what I was in for, and gritted my teeth as I walked into the small room to greet my first customer.

His name was Jim. He was middle-aged and had a very warm, nice smile. I immediately felt more comfortable because he was not some kind of threat, just a nice guy out looking for a good time. I began rubbing him down, trying to look away from his groin where a towel was resting on his lump. As I moved my hands down his body and began working on his pelvic region, his penis began rising. It was a funny moment, actually, because we were both watching the towel kind of rise towards the ceiling.

"We don't need that, do we?" I asked as I threw the towel aside. His prick was sticking straight up into the air. I got kind of excited as I worked around his meat, feeling a certain warmth creeping high between my thighs.

Then I decided to go ahead and start something, and try to make my first score. I took his cock into my hand and held it, squeezing it gently and smiling down at him.

"Is there anything I can do for you?"

He was really excited and nodded 'yes.' "I can do it with my hands for ten, with my mouth for twenty."

"Do it with your mouth and take off your clothes ... I'll give you thirty."

This sounded pretty fair. I locked the door to the room turned around and dropped my toga to the floor. He looked me over with a great amount of appreciation.

"You're incredible looking," he said, pulling me closer to him by cupping my ass. His head was right at my cunt, and I kind of arched forward so that he could kiss it. I liked men kissing me there, it was always kind of a real clean act ... I mean, something that wasn't really dirty.

He put his mouth to my hair and began searching down the center for my crack with his tongue. I raised my knee and placed it on the edge of the table. Now, he drove his tongue between my lips. I felt like crying out he felt so good. But, there were other people in the building and we had to keep the whole thing pretty discreet.

"Oh baby," I whispered, throwing my cunt even further towards him, "eat me out and I'll show you something!"

He was now over on his side, digging in deeper and deeper with his tongue. He played with my clit, finding it beneath the skin and twirling it around and around with his warm tongue. I felt like fainting, standing up like that, so I moved myself onto the table and threw my leg over his head.

I took his penis into my hand and directed it between my lips. It was hard as a rock and it felt salty as I shoved all of it down my throat. We worked each other over like this for maybe five minutes until he finally came. The hot, sticky juice shot down my throat and was powerfully ejected. I couldn't come, but let him eat me out for as long as he liked. He took the rest of the hour to lick me dry, finally pulling his exhausted tongue out from between my lips and panting. That guy really got a work out, and made it for me because of his effort. I mean, there are some guys who just lay back and don't want to even touch you. This guy was not like that because he really wanted to get in some action.

That was my first experience in the market place and it wasn't too bad. I remember thinking to myself that if that was all there was to it, things wouldn't ever be that bad. I was making good money, and meeting people who might be able to help me. I felt like I couldn't lose.

A few months went by and nothing was happening to my career. I tried everything, agents, producers and even those advertisements that promise to get you into films. I had run into that roadblock hit by most young girls coming out here to make it in films, and there seemed nothing else to do to promote my career. Then I met Dirk.

Dirk came into the parlor one night about two-thirty in the morning. A lot of guys really liked coming in around then because the bars had let out and they were hungry for a little action. When Dirk walked in, though, I could tell he was just a little different than the rest. How different I wouldn't fully know for another couple of weeks.

There were three of us girls sitting in the reception room. Normally, the men were assigned whomever happened to be free at the moment But this guy was lucky, and he chose me. I felt funny leading him down the hallway towards the small room because I could feel his eyes kind of sizing me up. It wasn't the usual kind of look which makes a girl feel good because she knows the guy is undressing her. This look was different, a kind of professional appraisal, I thought.

We went into the room and I told Dirk to take off his clothes. He undressed while I went out and waited. After a couple of minutes, I returned. He was standing in the middle of the room, stark naked and with a huge erection. I mean, it looked like his prick was about ready to fly off his body it was so hard and strained.

"You don't look too relaxed," I said, trying to act business-like but feeling the presence of his cock all the time.

"I didn't come here to relax, baby, I want something a little different."

I played with the towels, then felt him come up behind me. He reached around and put his hands on my breasts, pinching my nipples and making them ache.

"I could give you some real pleasure, honey, that's my specialty, y'know."

I told him that I didn't know about him and 'his specialty.' He laughed and pushed his rock-hard meat between my cheeks. I told you before, we girls were always naked beneath those togas, and it was easy for him to push between that thin material and spread my ass apart.

"How's that feel, baby?"

I told him it felt okay. But I was really getting turned on. I had never been fucked that way, and suddenly the idea seemed really appealing. Now, his hands were pulling up the front of my toga, and his fingers were playing with my pubic hair.

"Two hundred dollars, baby, and I'm all yours."

The price was certainly right, and so was his touch. I let him pull the toga over my head and stood naked with my back towards him.

"This is the way we do it in the country ..."

He guided me over to the table, and made me bend over the side so that my ass was sticking right out. Then, he pulled apart my cheeks and began sticking the head of his penis between them. At first, it didn't hurt too much, but the deeper he got, the more the pain began shooting through me. He was easy, though, and tried to be gentle. But this had been the first time I had ever been fucked that way, and I was almost unable to bear the pain.

"Okay, Honey," he whispered softly. "We're going in for the big ride!"

I held onto the other edge of the table, my heart beating so fast I thought it would tear off my tit. He plunged inside, and I felt like my entire body had suddenly been ripped apart. The pain shot red throughout my flesh, every square inch being taken up with sudden flashes.

He rocked and stroked my asshole and came quickly. When the warm liquid finally shot into me, I felt a sudden sense of relief. It was like lubricant. I cried softly and held onto the table as he pulled his meaty stick out from between my cheeks.

"Erica!"

I looked up and there was Beckey, standing like a mother in the doorway. She was angry. When I had started working there, she had forbidden us to do anything with the customers but blow them or jack them off. Taking off our clothes and lying with them was cause for alarm because if the police came, there would be real cause for a bust.

"Get out, you fool, you're fired!!!"

And that was that. I dressed quickly, took Dirk's two hundred bills, and walked out into the warm night. I had lost my first job," but it sure felt good doing it. The pain and everything about getting it in the ass seemed to really get me off, probably better than I had ever done before.

"You got anywhere to go?" Dirk said, coming up the sidewalk and throwing his arm around me.

"I guess I'll look for another job .. . nothing else to do."

Then he popped the question. He told me about this special place he had out in the country where future stars of motion pictures were trained. He seemed honest enough about it when he told me that they made only stag films. "But" he added, smiling, "that's how some of the best got their start. And, besides, the money's good ... three-fifty a week to be exact."

"You've been recruiting all along, haven't you?"

Dirk smiled again, lighting up one of his cigars and patting me lightly on the ass. "Honey, I'm always recruiting!"

It sounded to good to pass up. And besides, I liked him and wanted his prick inside me again.

We left that night, driving through the desert until we got to a small town somewhere between Los Angeles and Reno. We stopped off and ate a huge breakfast, waited for the sun to come up and started off again up into the Sierras.

During our meal, Dirk explained to me just how his movies might give me the chance I had been looking for. I was turned on by the whole idea by the time we started up the long, winding highway to a place called Spooner Ranch.

The grassy fields around the ranch house were green and looked plentiful. The house itself was an old, stone one which Dirk told me had been over fifty years ago. Off to the side of the main house was a large barn with skylights. This, Dirk explained, was the studio in which most of the films were shot.

Inside, there were four young girls, all pretty and all wearing small bikinis. Dirk introduced me to each one, calling me the latest 'starlet'. One girl, named Mary, seemed to be a little too friendly and looked me over with only one thought on her mind. For the rest of the day, I tried to avoid her.

Dirk left me with the other girls for the rest of the day. About noontime, we went outside and onto the patio. The sun was hot, and each of the girls took off her bikini and began sunbathing in the nude.

"C'mon, Erica, you don't want any tan lines, do you?"

Mary was laying by herself off in the corner, her legs raised and spread far apart. I wondered if she wanted to get her cunt lips tanned along with the rest of her. I knew the other girls were watching, so I ripped off my clothes and lay back on the warm concrete.

Later in the afternoon, Dirk returned with a short guy who he introduced as Max. Max was very friendly and seemed to be nothing special. It would not be for a couple of weeks that I would realize how talented and potentially good having some kind of relationship with him would be.

Dirk wanted me to pose and stretch out so that Max could judge me for potential camera angles. I lay back on the cement, spreading my thighs just enough so that the pink skin of my cunt could be seen. Then I arched my back, and lifted my cunt towards the sun, turning my thighs outwards and really opening my petals.

"She's perfect, Dirk, every angle makes it, I think."

"Okay, baby, relax and tomorrow you start work!"

As Max walked away, I noticed a bulge in his pants. I guess you could say I scored some kind of victory on my first day. The other girls, especially Mary, seemed to grow colder towards me as the day went on. I suppose they were jealous or something.

After a large dinner, we all went into the projection room and sat down to watch films. Dirk introduced the evening's pleasure as an introduction especially for me, into the kind of material they produced at the ranch.

I sat and watched, not too shocked and feeling really better about things. Most of the films were pretty mild, showing the girls walking around in the nude. There was one where two girls, Mary and another redhead, made love to each other. I was kind of fascinated because the girls were actually sitting right there next to me. Then came one film with a blond guy who was hung like a horse. The other girls giggled among themselves while some unknown chick masturbated him into a huge, almost terrifying erection. I sat forward in my chair, almost unable to believe the size of that guy's cock, and wondering what it would be like to have his thing sliding up between my legs.

"It's not trick photography, honey, I'll attest to that!"

Everyone laughed at the dark haired girl named Sandy's remark.

"But you ain't seen nothin' yet ... wait 'till tomorrow!"

"Shut up, Mary, you never allow anyone a chance, do you?" said Dirk, from the darkness behind the projector.

"You're just jealous 'cause you're not hung like Dave!"

It was becoming a real battle, with both of them tearing away at each other. Dirk stopped it, however, by switching off the projector and turning on the lights. I was kind of disappointed because Dave, the stud in the film, was just slamming his mountain of meat into a young girl's writhing cunt. But as I was to find out the next day, Dirk had his reasons for stopping Mary before she revealed something.

The next morning I awoke early and found the house empty. I threw on my slim bathrobe and walked out towards the barn. Inside, every thing was set up like a film was about to be shot, but there was still no one present.

"Morning!" I spun around and found Dirk standing right behind me.

"Where is everyone?"

"I sent them up to Reno to get supplies for the week. They'll be back tomorrow."

I felt a chill travel through me. I had wanted Dirk more and more as time went on, and now there was a full day where just he and I would be together. I smiled up at him and then began playing a little game. I headed out towards the open fields, dropping my robe slowly as I went. By the time I reached the grass, I was naked. The warm sun beat down on me, but could not match the glow I felt burning between my thighs.

"Well, well, don't you ever wear clothes?" he said, sitting down on the grass next to me.

"Not if I want to fuck, Dirk. Please, fuck me."

"I'll do that if you promise to do something for me afterwards. It's got to be whatever I say, okay?"

He was leading me into something, but I was so hot I was already pulling apart his pants and digging out his meat.

"Oh God, it's so big ... let me suck on it. .." I took his prick, already hard and just as juicy as I remembered it from that first night at the parlor, and put it into my mouth. His hand was on my cunt, and his fingers were pulling apart my lips, opening me to the sunshine above.

"Fuck me, Dirk, just simply ... c'mon!" I lay back on the grass and pulled my legs up to my chin. Then, I let them fall apart, revealing my moist cunt to him.

Dirk stood above me, now naked and hard and strong. He took his cock into his hand and lowered himself between my legs. I felt myself twitching as his head just pushed gently against my lips. I grabbed his back and tried to pull him all the way inside, but he was a man who went at his own pace.

"C'mon, baby, inside ... please .. . hurry!!!"

But he just played around there at the entrance to my vagina. He wouldn't be moved, and the longer he lingered there the hotter I got. I felt like every cell in my cunt and thighs would explode if they weren't filled soon.

"Put it in more, Dirk, I want all of you!" , Then he began the plunge. My lips parted with the strength of his prick as he slid in, further and further.

"Oh God" I cried, throwing my belly up against his, "You feel soooo good!!!"

Then he began pumping, taking me on the wildest ride I had ever been on. Out there, in the middle of that grassy field, our bellies were slapping like crazy against each other. I felt like I had swallowed everything, completely filled and digging every minute of it. It was fantastic as he shot his stuff into me, and for once in my life, I almost came. I mean, it felt like it was starting, but he withdrew too quickly. I am still not sure whether or not I would have had had we continued. But whatever the case, it was a good fuck. There's nothing like the outdoors to stimulate the senses to a frenzied height. It really makes it!

As Dirk and I lay side by side out there, I had no idea what was going through his mind, if anything. I was purely content with the scene I was having with him, and figured the most I would have to do would be to perform in one of his films. But what he was about to show me was enough to really turn me around.

"C'mon, now you've got to keep your promise ..."

He got up, still naked, and led me across the grassy field towards the barn. I figured he wanted me to blow him, and while we walked, I played with his bouncing balls. But his interest seemed elsewhere, and he even seemed a little nervous.

We went into the sound stage barn and straight across the floor to the other side. There, in a long row of pens and cages were all kinds of animals. There were donkeys, horses, dogs, pigs and goats.

"This is the star system, Erica, better than anything Hollywood ever put together."

"That's very funny, Dirk, but what are they for. I mean, do you actually ranch here?"

"No, baby, I told you, this is my stable of stars. Except you'll never see them at an Academy awards banquet."

"I should say not."

Suddenly, a weird thought occurred to me. Was I to take what he was saying literally?

Was he serious about these animals being stars? Was this Walt Disney, 1970 style? All of these very pertinent questions were readily answered as Dirk opened the gate into the donkey's little pen.

"We might as well start big, baby. I'd like you to meet Rufus, the world's most easily aroused donkey. Deflowerer of women and the greatest fuck in the universe."

Those strange thoughts were not unrealistic at all, but were the solemn truth of this ranch. At that moment, I tried to decide what it was that I would do .. . standing there naked with Dirk and this fucking donkey.

"Come here Erica and raise Rufus!"

Dirk was standing near the rear of the animal, holding the donkey's huge, black cock in his hand. I was terrified at the size of thing, and could not imagine what it would be like when erected.

"No, Dirk," I begged, backing up to the fence, "I can't touch that thing!"

"Honey," he replied, growing impatient, "I've trained and raised these animals. They're clean and friendly and could quite possibly give you the best fuck of your young lifetime! Besides, the money... remember the money?"

I remembered the money, and realized that that was what I was going to get paid for. I was to become an actress with donkeys and horses as my leading men! Incredible!

I moved slowly across the pen, and moved next to Dirk. I needed the money. I reached underneath the huge animal and let its giant balls rest easily in the palm of my hand. They were heavy, and felt portentous there in my small, lily white hands.

"Just begin squeezing him gently, and watch him grow!"

I took the animal's prick and began stroking the huge thing. I could feel the muscle begin to grow, and the staff began rising quite rapidly. It got bigger and bigger, and I thought the damn thing would never stop growing. Dirk stood right next to us, watching and getting a hard on himself.

When the huge prick was at full mast, I took a step backwards to see what I was getting into to, or rather, what was getting into me. The damn thing was probably three feet long! It was black and thick as a human body! I gasped when I tried to imagine me letting that rocket between my legs. I mean, it would come out through my spine and I would be permanently afixed to this fucking donkey!

"Okay, honey, get on . .."

I couldn't figure out how to get on. Or even what to do to get that fucking powerhouse to shoot his load. Dirk then led me. He took me underneath the animal, with my legs facing towards the donkey's ass.

"Okay, Erica, throw yourself up and hang by your legs."

I threw my right leg, then my left up around the animal's back and grabbed him around the neck. I pulled myself up towards the giant prick which stood there waiting for me. I pushed my cunt up against the tip of that huge missile, and felt the coarse, rough skin pushing in against my lips. It was kind of strange, but I was getting turned on. I mean, that cock was so huge, so ominous that it shook me to think of even trying to get it inside myself. "Okay, baby, hump it!"

I started moving my vagina up against the dork, trying to get any part of it inside. It barely opened the entrance, pushing my wet skin apart. Then the donkey started to hump, moving pretty heavily back and forth against my cunt. I hung on to his back for all I was worth, trying to ride with that huge prick.

"Get it, fuck that mule!!!"

The donkey was really going at it, and I was holding on for all I was worth. That huge prick was ramming up against me and I began to grow afraid that it would actually enter me. I figured that if it did, then that would be the end of me. There was no way I could take that thing inside, but then my problems were solved. The prick began shuddering like crazy and the seed began spurting all over my body. There seemed to be gallons of it drowning me. I held on, then felt another stream of hot stuff pouring down on my face.

Dirk stood behind me, holding his sputtering dick in his hand and directing his come onto my face. He looked completely entranced, like maybe he was in some kind of special place. I tried to swallow his stuff, figuring that would make him happier because I felt like I had disappointed him by not really getting that huge prick inside me.

"Beautiful! Beautiful! That was incredibly good, baby, one of the best shows I've ever seen!"

I was standing in the shower, washing the come of that donkey off my hot skin. Dirk was sitting on the edge of the sink, talking and watching me through the shower curtain. He had come out of the barn really enthusiastic about everything. It seemed that I had really turned him on, and he told me that never before had he been so excited about a performance.

But I had been unsatisfied. It was funny, but that huge prick kind of stayed in my mind. The size, the blackness, the bulk and weight of the thing seemed to imprint itself on my brain. I felt at once a great fear in having had been so close to it while at the same time there was an ache between my thighs which demanded satisfaction. There was nothing left to do but to take the bar of soap and put it to myself.

I leaned back against the tile wall, letting the water run down my front. I threw one leg up onto the edge of the tub and began moving the soap around the entrance to my vagina. I found my clit, throbbing and ready, and gently applied the soap to that area. I moved the bar back and forth gently, building in strength as I went. Suddenly, a vision appeared. There I was, out in the middle of the desert and stark naked. I was laying on the sand with my legs spread-waiting for something.

Then, from across the horizon, came this huge man. He was hairy and hung even better than the donkey. His prick was so large that he had to hold the thing in both hands while he walked. The closer he came, the more excited I became.

My clit and vagina began twitching as he stalked across the plain towards me. He reached me, and had a strange look on his face. I was writhing on the ground, trying to spread my legs even further apart, trying to open myself to him as much as I possibly could. But the more I stretched, the tighter I got. It was like my entire vagina and belly were out of my control, and they were both shrinking right there. Then the fire came. It was a burning sensation between my legs that felt like it would ignite every other part of me. I began crying out for help, trying to extinguish that fire in my cunt.

Then the man began jacking himself off. He directed his huge prick towards me and really began working the length. I stared up towards him, feeling every stroke of his mammoth shaft as though it were being driven through me. Finally, he came and there was a flood of white liquid. The stuff flowed over every inch of me, making steam rise from my flaming cunt as it landed on that area. It was incredible, as though the fire was going out right then and there.

I awoke from this fantasy shuddering beneath the cold water of the shower. The bar of soap was firmly planted inside my crack, pushing my swollen lips apart with the size of the bar. I stood there, trying to pull myself together. And then I realized that I had come. I had had an orgasm! And it had taken the scene with that donkey that afternoon to release something inside which would allow me to do that.

Dirk had been watching me from outside the shower. He was very pleased and seemed to know what had happened.

"You're going to make it big, honey, real big!"

The next day, everyone returned and we began shooting a film. Instead of having the donkey, I was going to take on a German Shepherd. The dog was big and brown and well hung. I was amazed when Dirk brought the animal into the barn with its cock sticking out straight as an arrow.

"Erica, meet Duke..."

Max set himself up behind the cameras and turned on the lights. All the other girls were standing around, watching in silence. Then Max smiled towards me and told me to go ahead.

I began playing with the dog, holding his prick and jacking him off. The staff was hard and warm and I really began enjoying being with the dog, he seemed really friendly and responsive.

But the animal came after me and began licking at my legs. I realized that he wanted to lick my cunt! That would be something, I thought, so I lay down on my back and spread my legs. The dog sniffed around, then moved his tongue up between my thighs and reached my juicy pot. His tongue was long and soft and he really dug in. He opened my lips and traveled almost all the way inside my vagina. I was writhing and moaning on the floor when Dirk told me to blow the dog.

I shoved the animals head away from my cunt. Then, I took his prick and began kissing the length. I blew onto its balls, then put one of the sacs into my mouth. The dog laid down and let me have at him. He seemed to really enjoy it. Then I took his cock and put it between my lips. The dog began humping me as I sucked and blew on that huge fucking prick. It was kind of exciting and I couldn't wait until the dog planted himself between my legs.

"Okay, baby, fuck him. . . !"

I took my mouth away from the prick and lay down underneath the animal. The dog seemed to know how to make all the moves, and I just kind of followed along. He grabbed me underneath my ass with his paws, then thrust himself up against my cunt. The first time, he missed and almost stuffed himself into my asshole. I screamed and everyone in the barn laughed.

"Duke, in her cunt you ass!" shouted Dirk, laughing like hell.

But it seemed to work because on his next plunge, I felt my cunt explode as Duke's prick lashed inside. The dog began pumping like crazy, and with each thrust, I felt closer to that point I had reached in the shower.

The dog's motions were ragged and uneven, but they were strong and lean. I mean, each time he drove his meat inside me, a spasm of thrills shot through my entire body. We seemed to be reaching something together, kind of grooving as though we both knew what we were going after. I clung to his back as he came inside, shooting a huge load of semen into me. Then I came, for only the second time in my entire life. Amazingly enough, that damn dog stayed right with me, and didn't stop humping until my ecstasy had ceased.

When he tried to withdraw, we both had to wait for his prick to shrink. That knob on his cock was what did it, and now, it was keeping him tied up inside me. When he was finally able to withdraw himself, I felt like a melted being laying on the floor of that studio.

Everyone was quiet. I could hear my own breathing, and feel the warmth of my naked skin against the heat coming from the intense lamps above.

"Incredible, Erica, absolutely incredible!!!" Dirk was helping me up, holding a glass of cold wine in his hands and smiling. The other girls stood behind him, and everyone was breathing almost as heavily as I was.

"How did it take, Max?"

Max grinned, patting the huge camera. Dirk smiled again. "This film will be seen by everyone in the league all over the world. I think we've made our masterpiece!"

I hadn't realized what he meant at that time, but as time went on, I understood. There was a group of people, from every walk of life, who had formed a kind of animal-lovers' underground society. Throughout the world, they passed photographs, films and stories between one another showing young girls in action with animals. Dirk had started this farm in the hopes of becoming the biggest supplier of these kinds of films. Until I had come, however, his films had never been particularly better than any of the others. But he felt with my performance he had hit on something big.

Later, Max was to tell me where copies of the film went. I was thrilled because some of the biggest producers and directors throughout the world were getting to see me in action. Max told me that it wouldn't be long before offers began pouring in. He was right. Within a month, there were two offers for films which I immediately accepted.

But I'll never really leave Dirk's place, and he knows why. It is only out there, with those trained animals of his, that I am able to realize myself sexually. It is only with those huge, beastly pricks and cocks that I can possibly ever find true happiness. No one else knows about this, especially the people I work with. The only ones who do know are those who buy the films. But because of pressures they will never reveal my secret, but will jack off with pleasure while watching me make it with animals.

SUMMARY

This case probably best exemplifies the effect of mass media upon sexual mores. The scene which Dirk had developed out in the Sierra mountains was one which provided a desired commodity for those who could afford it. There was no real, intrinsic love of animals on his part which prompted him to begin raising stag animals. Instead, his venture was a purely economic one, one in which he served a community of people dedicated to the sexual coupling of woman and animal.

Erica, having come to Hollywood to seek a career, fell into the scene as a matter of fate. Whether or not her subsequent attraction to animals would have developed had she never discovered Dirk can only be a matter of conjecture. There was, however, a seemingly large strain of puritanism which ran deep within her and disallowed her to realize the extent of her own sexuality.

Consciously, she was not inhibited, but this does not always mean that subconscious strains were not pulling on her own mind. As a matter of fact, there are many who act free sexually just because of that situation. They try to declare themselves openly, but those forces are still hampering them from beneath.

In Erica's case, the presence of the animals as sexual creatures somehow managed to trigger and free her libido. She was able, through her experience with the brute force of the donkey, to consciously let go enough to begin to really experience the power of her own sexuality. The fantasy scene during her masturbation in the shower reveals much in the way of what stimulated her and what did not. It seems that the man with the huge penis came to represent to her the animal genitals. And the fact that only this man with the huge erection could put out the fire in her own genitals stresses the almost natural inclination she had towards animals. Scientists have yet to discover whether or not there is some genetic quality in certain people that endear them to sex with animals, but Erica seems to be a strong example of this possibility.

But aside from the subconscious forces which were at work here, there is also the condition of the farm which represents another strong force. It being the production center of motion pictures dealing with bestiality, Erica was allowed to experience what she probably never would have had she resigned herself to some other career.

The existence of this media allowed her to find herself sexually, and whether or not we approved or disapprove really makes no difference. On the surface, and to many of the people who see her, she is happy with what she does and successful at it.