Chapter 9
Sandy P. is eighteen and has been a prostitute for two years. She charges between ten and twenty-five dollars for an hour of her time. Operating in a small town, she can only charge what the traffic will bear and she has to do whatever the John wants in order to make a decent living.
"Well, actually it's not so bad, 'cause most of them want sucking nowadays, and I've always gotten a special kind of kick out of that. I usually do good by the suckers because I put myself into what I'm doing, and they recognize something like that.
"Some girls think that the John is dumb and the only feelings he has are in his cock. Shit on that! The John is a wise cookie, and just coming to a girl like me really puts him on his toes. After all, he looks at me as a dame who can give him something that he needs - something that he's obviously not getting from his old lady.
"God only knows why it is, but so many wives just won't take their husband's dick in their mouths. I think they're stupid, if you want my honest opinion. A girl or woman who's not turned on enough by a cock to want to take it in her mouth and rub her tongue all around its hardness, and close her lips firmly around its thickness and then suck it, must have something wrong with her, that's all!
"Maybe some girls are just born to suck. I know I am. I don't like to suck cocks just because it's the male organ. I like it because it has a taste, an excitement all its own. A person doesn't eat ice cream just because he needs food to keep his body going, does he?
"Well, to me cocksucking is the dessert of a good, healthy sex life!"
CASE HISTORY
"I guess my biggest problem is that Bob, my husband, just doesn't thrill me like my dad did. All the time I was growing up I always felt as though I was in some kind of competition with my mother. I wanted everything she had and more. So naturally I wanted my father in the same way that she had him.
"I started everything we did and I was the one to stop it. Mom had gone to see her father who was very sick, taking my little brother and sister with her. I didn't want to go so they agreed that I could stay home and keep house for Dad.
"Right after she left I started plotting how I could get Dad to bed with me. I wasn't a virgin then but the one experience I had had was unsatisfactory. The boy was my age and didn't really know too much so it was over in a few minutes. My cherry had been busted but the experience hadn't really touched me.
"I did have a lot of experience with other things though. After that one fucking I worried for weeks wondering if I was pregnant. I wasn't but the scare made me decide that I would never try that again. So when boys started to make passes I either gave them a hand job or blew them.
"Maybe I'm some kind of a nut but I just love to suck on cocks. They are so big and pretty and as soon as I get one in my mouth I just go wild. I love to run my tongue around the head and then suck on them until a big spurt of cream pours into my mouth. I come from just doing that and it's great.
"The more I thought about it, the most interesting thing I could think of was sucking off my Dad. I'd seen his prick a few times and it was the biggest yet. It was about six inches long before it even got hard. I just couldn't help wondering how long it would get and how thick around it would be when I took it in my mouth and began to suck.
"I knew that after a week or so Dad would be horny as hell. He was some kind of a stud. I had heard my Mom tell one of her friends that Dad was after her just about every night. So I knew that if I picked the right time it would be easy going.
"After Mom had been gone two weeks, I noticed Dad getting all jumpy and nervous. I knew what he wanted was her soft cunt to plunge his hardness in. The night we did it, I served a lot of wine with dinner. I made up some silly thing to celebrate. After a few glasses Dad was feeling pretty good.
"After dinner we sat and watched television for a while. Then I went and changed into my sexiest nightie. It wasn't that much, just cotton, but you could see my nipples and the outline of my bush through it.
"What I got back downstairs Dad was pouring himself another drink. When he looked at me his eyes got big and round. I looked down and sure enough, his cock was hard and standing up. It was huge and I couldn't wait to get my lips on it.
"He sat down right away and I went and sat on the floor next to him. Soon I managed to sit down between his legs. He kept on moving them around every time I touched him and I knew what a struggle he must have had. But I didn't give a damn. I wanted to suck his cock and I knew that I could. All the while he kept on staring at my tits and my bush. My nipples were hard and all just from the way he was looking at me. I loved it.
"I started asking him if he missed Mom a lot and whether I was a good substitute. He said my cooking was all right but there were other things he missed. When he said that, I took his hard prick in my hand and looked up at him. He looked kind of shocked and when I asked him if that was the part of what he missed he just about went through the floor.
"All the same, when I touched his prick it gave a leap and got even bigger. So I knew that it was going to work out just fine. I unzipped his fly and took out his long lollipop. Before he could say anything I had my lips on it and the head was in my mouth.
"I sucked and licked at the same time, letting my tongue run all around the head and part way into his little hole. I was rewarded with a couple of drops of stuff and I gulped them down right away. It tasted better than any other guy's had.
"By then I knew he wouldn't put up a fight so I raised the head and licked his prick all the way down to his balls. I took them in my mouth too and sucked very gently. All the time he was weakly telling me I had better stop, but the moans were coming out of his throat.
"He hadn't had any for such a long time that he didn't last too long. I felt his cock start to get ready to spurt so I sucked on it hard some more. By then he was beyond anything at all except coming.
"As I sucked I worked his cock in and out of my mouth like it was really fucking him. Soon as I did that he creamed inside me. I swallowed all his jism down and sucked on his prick head a little bit more. His juice tasted so good that I didn't want to lose a drop of it.
"After he was done coming he looked at me like I was almost some kind of a monster. I looked as innocent as I could and told him that I didn't want him to miss mom at all.
"Ever since then, I've sucked him off once every couple of weeks. It was the one thing my mother would never do. As I got older, I started dating more seriously and my interest in Dad tapered off. I think we were both pretty damned relieved when I decided to marry Bob.
'The only problem is, Bob doesn't like me to blow him. Well, he likes it all right but he would much rather fuck. So the only times I get to wrap my lips around his prick is when I have my period. I've been telling him they last ten days lately and he seems to believe me. But what he can't understand is that I would rather suck than fuck. What the hell, at least I get a little of both so I should be satisfied. All I can really say is that my Dad had the best prick I've ever tasted."
CASE HISTORY
"I guess I've always been kind of aggressive. Maybe part of the reason is that I matured earlier than most girls. My tits started budding when I was nine and I had my first period when I was ten. At that age, I was the only one in our group interested in sex at all. The girls would rather play with dolls and the boys were all wrapped up in baseball.
"I played with myself a lot but I never got too much out of it. After all, I knew all the time that it was my hand that was diddling my clit and that took a lot of the fun out of it for me.
"My folks had a marriage manual that they kept hidden away and that was how I learned all about sex. It seemed like a lot of fun but I wasn't too crazy about the idea of a boy climbing on top of me. My older brothers did that all the time and it was a big pain in the neck.
"One thing I did learn from the manual was what men were supposed to look like. I had seen my brothers when they were younger but not since I was interested in sex. It really turned me on to think that their little pricks would get all hard and long and stiff. The idea fascinated me so much that I decided to try something.
"I was babysitting a lot that year for the woman across the street. She had a boy two years younger than I was and he was a real brat. I thought that I could get him hard and then he might behave. It didn't work, of course. I took his prick out and played with it for a long time trying to get it up. I even took it into my mouth and sucked on it. That was the first time and I really enjoyed the sensation of doing it. But the kid was only eight. He did tell me it felt good, though. So from then on, every time I had to watch him I would suck on his prick to make him behave.
"As we both got older his mother got an older babysitter. She didn't think I could handle him. Hell, I knew that all I had to do was take his cock in my mouth and suck a little while and he would do anything I wanted him to. But I couldn't tell her that.
"Naturally, I was still curious. When I was eleven I looked like I was sixteen. My folks went on vacation, a kind of second honeymoon, leaving me home with my brothers. The oldest one was twenty at the time so he could take care of us. At least they thought he could. It was really a lot of fun. He didn't care what I did. So I got dressed up in something kind of sexy and used my mother's make-up and went into town. Town isn't very big, but it was sufficient for what I had in mind. I knew that all the older guys hung out at the pool hall so that's where I headed. They looked up right away when I walked in and after a minute or two I was surrounded.
"In my community only tramps went into places like that so they all thought I was there to get laid. They didn't make any bones about asking me either. So I just plain told them that I was there to suck off a guy, not get fucked. A few bitched a little, thinking I had a gimmick going, but one of them took me up on it.
"We went to a shack in the woods that he and his friends all used to fuck. There was an old mattress there and a lock for the door. He lay down and stripped off his pants and told me to get going.
"His prick wasn't hard then so I took it in my hand and played with it for a few minutes. It got hard pretty fast after that and I looked it over real good. It was just like the books said it would be, all stiff and hard.
"I don't understand myself, so I can't explain why I feel the way I do. All I know is that as soon as I see a hard cock I have a real bad urge to take it in my mouth and suck on it. It comes over me every single time. Maybe it's because I like to have complete control of what's going on. I don't know. Anyway, sucking cocks is my thing and it started right there in that shed when I was eleven.
"Even though I had never sucked a guy before, I knew just what to do. I ran my tongue all around the rim of his cock and then worked my way on back to the shaft. It smelled good and a drop of come dripped out, it tasted good.
"I didn't know just how much a guy creamed before he was empty then and I wondered if that was it. But the sight of his flagpole waving in the breeze turned me on so much that I didn't give a shit. I just wanted to suck on him some more and that's just what I did.
"His prick wasn't all that big but at that time it looked enormous. I managed to get it all in my mouth without any trouble. For a minute or two I just held it there in my mouth and felt the heat inside of it. It really felt good. But I got bored with that pretty quick and I started sucking again. Then I worked over the whole prick all at once, using every muscle in my mouth.
"Pretty soon I felt his cock kind of quiver and shake. I didn't know what that meant so I went right on sucking. When a cup of cream spurted off in my mouth I was pretty damned surprised. But it tasted real good so I gulped it down and sucked on his prick a minute longer, hoping to get more out of him.
"But not only did his prick get dry, it started to shrink. I didn't really think that it would stay up indefinitely but I didn't think it wouldn't either. As it got smaller I tried to suck some more to make it grow big again but there was nothing doing.
"Finally the guy explained that it took him half an hour to build up another load. I didn't feel like waiting around so I left. I think the guy was kind of pissed off at me but I didn't give a shit. I figured I could blow him again some other day.
"When I got home my folks were back a day early. My mother took one look at my face and just about fainted. I didn't know a damned thing about make-up and she couldn't figure out if I looked more like a clown or a painted whore. I got out of it by telling her I put it on to scare my girl friend down the street. She acted like she believed me but after that she kept a close watch on me. In fact, it was three years from then before I sucked my next cock.
"By then the kids my age had caught up with me. All the boys were always making cracks and telling dirty jokes and looking up my dress and down my front. I acted like it bothered me but it didn't really. In fact, I kind of liked it. Every time a guy said something about fucking I just told him that I would rather suck. Most of them didn't know what I was talking about. But then one boy did.
"He had an older brother or cousin or somebody who had told him all about it. So he asked me to blow him. I looked at his pants and saw that his cock was hard. My mouth was just itching to get hold of his stiff prick but I didn't know where. My mom was still pretty strict with me.
"He told me that we could do it right behind the school during lunch. I just laughed at that but after I thought about it, I decided it sounded like a good idea. There were some woods back there and we didn't have to get undressed or anything. So the next day I told him I would meet him at lunch. He looked kind of scared, like he had never been blown before. He hadn't.
"When I got there he was already there, looking scared shitless. I just smiled and let him look down my blouse. I had taken off my bra in the John and he could see my nipples and all. As he looked at them they swelled up and I kind of wished that he could suck them or something. But I knew that there just wouldn't be time.
"I had him stand against a fallen log, kind of leaning on it. Then I kneeled down in front of him so that my mouth was even with his prick. I unzipped his fly and took his cock out of his pants. He had a big one for such a young kid. I played with it for a minute or two with my hand, hoping that it would get hard. It didn't though. Even now I still hate to suck on a limp cock. But I knew that I had to get his juice, drain him dry.
"So I took his soggy prick in my mouth. I sucked the head for a minute or two and felt him getting hard. So I took it out and licked it around the edge and got the tip of my tongue into his little pee hole. That seemed to turn him on more than anything else.
"It was his first time and all so I didn't even get much of a chance to suck him off. He creamed fast, giving me a great big load. That was about the only good thing getting to slurp down all that luscious cream. He sure spurted a lot of it, too.
"After he finished shooting off I sucked a little more since I didn't want to miss anything. And I'll be damned if he didn't get hard all over again. That time I got to suck his cock for a lot longer. I even went back and sucked his balls for a minute or two. I think we could have stayed there all day but the warning bell sounded so we both went to work on his prick.
"He started trying to ram it in and out of my mouth like it was my cunt or something. I didn't like that too much at first but when I got used to it, it was really pretty groovy. I mean having his prick shoved half way down my throat. After doing that a few times he shot off again. There wasn't as much cream the second time but what there was of it was great. I swallowed it down and we had to run all the way back to our class.
"It didn't take long until word got out that I gave a good blow job. After that, all the guys were at me to suck them off. And hell, I didn't mind that a bit. I really loved having all those cocks in my mouth. Once I even sucked two off at once.
'These two guys were having a big fight over who was first in line. I knew that there wasn't a hell of a lot of time left so I told them I would take them both on at once. They stared at me for a minute but they finally agreed. I managed to get the two heads and part of the shafts in my mouth but there wasn't room enough left to suck on them. So I told them they would have to work their cocks in and out of my mouth.
'They did and soon enough they both spurted off inside me at the same time. I was glad of it too, since my jaw was beginning to ache something awful. I only did that one time. And I wouldn't do it again. When I'm blowing a guy I like to be the only source of stimulation. Hell, with two going at once I didn't know if they were getting more from my mouth or from rubbing their cocks together. And the thought of just being a receptacle for two guys who want to rub cocks turns me off fast.
"As I got older I slowed down my activity a lot. It was all right to have five or six guys waiting in line but it was getting to be more like sixty of them trying to make appointments. And I didn't even know a lot of them.
"So I decided I had to be a lot more selective about the cocks I sucked. I just didn't feel like doing all of them. Well, maybe I did but something inside wanted it the other way around.
"When I hit high school I told all the guys that there would be no service without a regular date. That worked out just fine for everyone involved. If a guy was going out with me he knew that he would get his rocks off. And I was one of the most popular girls in school as far as dates went. So it all worked out just fine.
"But college blew it for me. In high school, girls are supposed to have their cherries. But in college if you do you're some kind of a freak. It really burned me up. Shit, I could suck cock so well that it would give a guy a bigger thrill than fucking. But most of them weren't interested. They told me that blow jobs were just for kids who couldn't get the real thing. So I told them to go fuck themselves, since I wasn't about to do it.
"After a few dates like that I knew that I had to change my tactics if I was going to get anywhere. I had a date with a good-looking guy named Fred and figured I'd try my new line out on him.
"I forgot where we went, but afterwards we went back to his apartment. He made the usual pass, kissing me and rubbing my tits. I don't know why, but the stuff just doesn't turn me on. In fact, nothing turns me on but sucking a cock.
"Anyway, I pretended to like it and made moaning noises and the whole bit, until the guy was stirred up something awful. I could feel his prick sticking out at me whenever he came within a foot. I knew that he had a huge one. I wanted to suck him off.
"When I figured he would do anything to get his rocks off, I told him I was flying the flag. He was getting pissed so I told him that since he had been so sweet I would give him a hand job. He looked disgusted and said that the least I could do was blow him. I pretended to try and decide and finally I said yes.
"His prong was even bigger than I had figured. It was at least a foot long and two inches around. I had never gone down on a guy that big and I was a little scared. But I figured the action would be the same except that part of his cock would just have to do without a whole lot of sucking.
"I ran my tongue over the head and down the shaft. It was a hell of a long trip but it was worth it. When I kind of kissed his balls he almost jumped out of his skin. Then I worked my way back up the shaft, giving him sucking kisses all the way back to the head. I could tell that he was really ready to come at any time so I took the immense head in my mouth and sucked on it. It only took two or three minutes before he creamed.
"As soon as I felt his jism in my mouth, I stuffed as much of his cock in as I could while I gulped his cream down. He didn't shoot a hell of a lot but it sure tasted good. But then, all cream does. Oh, there are differences between one guy and another but it's all good stuff.
"He waited a week and asked me out again. I figured that he wanted to fuck but I went anyway. I knew that I could always tell him that I would be afraid to have a prick his size in my pussy. And that's just what I did.
"He didn't act surprised at all. In fact, he told me that he always got that reaction from girls he dated. He was really feeling sorry for himself so I told him that as a special favor I would go down on him again. So I did. But afterwards he wanted to eat me. And I didn't want that one bit. I just don't like it when a guy touches me. When he was ready to insist I got a headache and went back to the dorm early.
"My plan had worked real well. Actually, it wasn't a plan as much as it was an attitude. If I acted like I didn't want to suck a guy off he wanted me to. But if I was just sitting there with my mouth watering for a good shot of cream, the guys backed off. It was all kind of a drag but at least I got a lot of cocks to suck.
"After school was over and I was working I had to go through the same kind of thing again. The way my life is working now is kind of weird. I just don't go out with the same man twice. I live in a big city so there isn't any real problem. When I do have a date I tell them I've got my period and take it from there.
'People are always asking me if I want to get married. Hell no. I'm not interested in fucking or kids or a husband. All I'm really interested in is a fresh cock to suck every few days. And I haven't had any trouble at all getting one. My falling in low is very unlikely so I don't even think about it. It's true that I have never had an orgasm in my cunt. But the surge of power that floods through me as I suck some guy off is enough for me. Anyway, that's my life and that's the way I want to live it."