Chapter 11
Jenny was brought up in the South, where women were expected to be sweet and feminine at all times. She has never raised her voice or had a serious disagreement with her husband. She was brought up to believe that men know best and she believes it.
All through high school, when her interest in boys first seriously developed, Jenny wore braces and was overweight. For this reason she felt inferior to the other girls and had few dates. As soon as a boy took an interest in her, Jenny thought that he must be really hard up to bother, and pride would not let her accept any dates. She was a lonely girl and very much out of things that were going on.
The summer before she left for college, Jenny went on a diet and her braces came off. She hardly recognized herself in the mirror. From a chubby teenager she had turned into a very attractive young woman. While she was fairly short, her figure was well-proportioned for her height. With a new hair style and with practice using make-up, she was ravishing.
Underneath all her glamour she was still afraid that no one would like her. So when she entered college, her mind was made up to do whatever was necessary to get into a fun crowd that would accept her as one of them.
Polly, her roommate, was a year older and quickly introduced Jenny to all of her friends. Jenny was a little frightened at first because they swore, smoked and got drunk regularly. But all the boys took one look at the lovely girl and got hard right then. Naturally they wanted to get to know her better.
Jenny was a virgin when she entered college but believed that if she ever really fell in love it would be all right to sleep with the boy. She knew that love was the most important thing in her life and she set out to find it.
The crowd Polly introduced Jenny to were only interested in having fun. They kept their cool at all costs and prided themselves for being as unemotional as possible. Jenny, with all her intensely romantic notions, didn't belong there at all. But the boys all wanted her and the girls thought she was very sweet. It was the first time she had ever felt so fully accepted, so she tried to gear her emotions to fit in with her peers.
Bruce was the boy who attracted Jenny the most. He was older and very handsome. After seeing him at parties only a few times Jenny convinced herself that she was in love with him. Bruce knew her crowd well and never dreamed that the girl had such strong feelings. He felt her attraction and decided he might as well make the most of it.
He had an apartment off campus and one night he invited Jenny over to study. After a few drinks she found herself in the bedroom with most of her clothes off. She couldn't remember too well what had led up to it but believing that she was in love with Bruce made it easy for her to accept his advances.
As he kissed and sucked on her breasts, telling her all the time how lovely she was, Jenny began to feel a tingling sensation in her cunt. She took this as a sign of her intense love for the boy. As she creamed up he ran his hands up and down her legs, getting closer to her pussy with each stroke. She opened her legs a little, and waited for his hands to finally reach her throbbing pussy.
When they did, she went wild with delight. She was very inexperienced but willing to try anything to please the boy. After he rubbed her clit for a minute or two, causing her cunt to cream up even more, he climbed on top of her and lowered his hot poker into her seething cauldron. As his cock made the first full thrust Jenny gave a short scream. But after he was all the way in her damp box she relaxed and enjoyed the sensation.
Bruce had no idea that she was a virgin and began to feel a little guilty. But the passion on Jenny's face convinced him that she wanted him just as much as he wanted her. So he began to work up and down on her pussy, going slowly so that it would hurt as little as possible.
For the first few minutes Jenny lay there passively, enjoying the feel of this thick cock. But then, completely by instinct, she began to move with him until their rhythm was established. She met every new thrust of his prick with an arching of her back. Seeing that she was settling into the act so nicely Bruce let go and began to fuck her harder.
As his prick kept ramming into her softness she wrapped her legs around his back to hold him even closer. He liked that since his prick could go even deeper into the marshy box beneath him. His strokes became more intense and he came suddenly, flooding her cunt with a deluge of cream.
Jenny felt the heat pour into her body and she gave herself up to the pleasure of having his hot jism inside her. She didn't come then but she was close to it. When it was over and he collapsed on top of her, his head buried in her breasts, she whispered that she loved him.
He ignored her, thinking that she was only saying it in the white heat of passion and didn't mean it at all. He knew that girls didn't fall in love like that, after only a few meetings. Jenny thought that he hadn't heard her but didn't bother to repeat what she had said. She remembered the rules Polly had told her - let no emotion show at all. Keep your cool. And so Jenny tried to stay cool, even though she wanted to break through and tell the world that she was in love.
She did tell Polly when she got back to the dorm.
"Jenny, you're confusing sex with love. You don't know Bruce all that well or anything. I mean, so he laid you once. He's laid all of us sometime and I'll admit that he's pretty good in bed. But honey, you can't really be in love with him."
The girl was hurt that everyone had slept with Bruce and that Polly didn't believe her. But she was tired and thought it best not to argue. So she fell asleep dreaming that Bruce's arms were holding her tight.
Bruce asked her out a few times after that but found that her sweetness bored him. As he told one of his friends, "She's hot as a firecracker in bed but outside she's like milk. Warm milk like my mother used to give me to put me to sleep. Besides that, I think she's beginning to get too involved." And so he stopped seeing her.
Jenny was miserable and didn't understand what she had done wrong. She loved him and had given him everything that she could. What more could he want? She found out quickly that he was sleeping with another girl.
It would have taken Jenny longer to recover from her hurt if she hadn't met Mark. He was another member of the group and he had heard that Jenny was good in bed. He asked her out to find out if it was true. He didn't try anything on the first date and Jenny went tearing back to the dorm to announce that she was in love again. Polly almost told her that it had only been a week since she was in love with Bruce, but decided against it. She decided that maybe Jenny had to tell people that when she was getting ready to screw. And Polly didn't believe in interfering with other people's sex lives.
It was Mark who introduced Jenny to oral sex on their second date. They were lying naked on his bed when he told Jenny, "I'm going to kiss you all over the place - every single inch of you."
She had never heard of oral sex but she was so much in love with Mark that she was willing to try anything. So, as his kisses got closer to her cunt, she spread her legs and let him mouth her pussy. It turned her on more than anything else and when he fucked her a few minutes later she had her first orgasm.
Mark would have taken her out again but his best friend told him that he would like a chance. So Jenny went through the same thing with Mark until she fell in love with Pete.
All the girls in her dorm were after Jenny to get pills, but she refused. She thought that would make the whole thing too premeditated and she wanted to be so in love that her emotions swept her off her feet. Jenny still believed that sex was all right if you were in love. Her only problem was that she fell in love once every couple of weeks. Eventually she got pregnant.
As Jenny waited for the period that never came she turned over a new leaf. She stayed away from her old crowd and spent more time studying. But it was too late - she was pregnant. She could figure out who the father of the child was but didn't tell anyone - not even him. By that time she had fallen in and out of love with a few other boys and wasn't interested in the boy who impregnated her.
So when Jenny went home for summer vacation she told her parents what had happened. Not all of it - just that she was going to have a baby. After a lot of yelling they settled down and tried to figure out what to do about it. A friend of theirs was going to the ocean for the summer and winter and offered to take Jenny along as a mother's helper. The girl readily agreed.
It wasn't long before Jenny was in love again. But pregnant as she was she didn't attract too much attention from men. After she had the baby she went back home and got a job. Her parents tried to forget what had happened and kept Jenny busy so that she wouldn't have time to think of the baby she had put up for adoption.
At work Jenny met quite a few men who asked her out for dates. She went, and fell in love again and again. After a year of working and six affairs, she met Lew.
He was not Jenny's ideal but he was hard working and steady. And best of all, he really loved Jenny. She told him most of what happened to her and he took it calmly, telling her that she had gotten mixed up with a bunch of bastards. To prove that he was serious about her, he told her that he didn't want to sleep with her until after they were married.
Jenny quickly took on a bloom and seemed to come alive as she shopped for furniture and things for their apartment. She thought all the time about how wonderful it would be to climb into bed with her husband. She knew that this time she was really in love and that it would last for the rest of her life.
They went to the shore for their honeymoon and it was perfect. The sea washing against the sand was an ideal setting and Lew was a tender and passionate lover. Their wedding night was something Jenny would always remember.
After changing into a transparent white nightgown, Jenny took the glass of champagne Lew handed her and they toasted their new life. Then Lew took his bride in his arms and began to kiss her passionately, running his tongue in and out of her mouth like a snake.
He lifted the gown off her lovely body and stepped back to look at her. She stood there proud and strong with her breasts jutting out from her chest. Her nipples were extended and there was a glazed look full of passion in her eyes. Lew looked down further to the furry patch of hair that nestled so sweetly between her legs and then the long, well-shaped legs themselves.
As Jenny watched him looking at her, a surge of power went through her. He loved her, adored her, and would make her happier than she had ever been before. Unable to stand even the shortest separation she threw herself into his arms and sighed as he held her tight. He kissed her once more, a kiss so full of feeling that the room seemed to be spinning around in circles. When he released her, she fell back upon the bed.
Lew quickly joined her and they embraced so that their bodies were touching at every possible point. Jenny's nipples and breasts were standing firm against Lew's chest, their bellies were close together, and his cock was pressing against her hairy mound.
As they lay close together Lew's hands ran over her back and ass and along her neck, causing chills and shivers of delight to run up and down her spine. She took his ass cheeks in her hands and ran her fingers over them with a feathery light touch.
They disengaged and Lew took a melon-like breast in each hand and played with them until Jenny was gasping for breath and begging him to hurry and fuck her. But he wanted to wait until his flesh was on fire and heated up past the boiling point. His hands moved over her body and headed down for her cunt. As she felt him coming she opened her legs wide so that he could see the dewy wetness of her soft pussy.
He covered it with his hand and felt her clit, hard and throbbing up against him. As he fingered the dampness he felt his prick begin to surge with new desire. Then he didn't care about anything but getting his cock into the humid swamp of her cunt.
Quickly he mounted her hot body and plunged his prick in all the way to the hilt. As he completed his thrust Jenny could feel his balls flap gently against her skin. Once he was inside they both were like wild animals. They moved fast and hard, scratching and clawing at each other in their passion. They came quickly but they were both completely satisfied. Jenny lay against Lew's chest and told him over and over again how much she loved him and how happy she was.
As they talked, Jenny's fingers were busy caressing the prick that had brought her so much pleasure. Soon he was hard and ready to go all over again. This time there was less foreplay, but the fucking took a long time. He entered her slowly and spent ten minutes or so diving into her cunt with very slow strokes of his sword. Each time he pulled it all the way out, then lowered it back into her hot dampness. Jenny arched her back with each thrust. As he pulled out she felt empty and miserable for a second until he thrust his cock in once again.
After ten minutes or so Jenny could feel the passion building up in her cunt and begged him to hurry. She knew that she was coming and didn't want to until she felt the steam of his juice deep within her body.
"Oh, Jenny, I don't want it to end yet. It feels so good inside you. All warm and wet and tight. God, you have such a sweet cunt I can't believe it. Don't make me stop just yet. Please."
And he kept on running his cock in and out of her at the same slow pace, fully enjoying each thrust into her damp, tight cunt. Jenny was unable to control her passions any longer and she came with a scream. As her nails clawed at his back Lew kept still, letting the vibrations of her cunt surround and envelop his still hard prick. As soon as her spasms had subsided, Lew began to go up and down on her cunt once again.
The grasping lips of her pussy as she came had driven him on to new heights of passion so that he no longer wanted to wait. His thrusts grew faster and harder as he rushed toward his climax. As his cream hosed her down, Jenny came again, even more intensely. With her eyes wide open she watched skyrockets going off on the ceiling of the hotel room.
They made love twice more that night and towards dawn fell asleep in each other's arms. The entire week of the honeymoon was like that and Jenny had never felt better or more in love.
But once they got back home things changed drastically. Lew was very involved with his work and he began coming home late all the time. Jenny tried to understand but she took his inattention to her as a sign that he didn't love her.
"Jenny, don't be silly. Of course I love you. But I have to think of us all the time and how we live. Don't you want me to be a success?" he once asked.
"Yes, I guess so. But does it have to take so much time? You haven't come near me for two weeks now. When you get home all you do is read reports and work some more, no matter how late it is. How am I supposed to feel? We haven't been married long at all and already you don't care about me."
Lew tried to explain it all again and when that failed he took Jenny off to bed and made love to her. She was satisfied for a few days but then she started to get upset again. She thought that all the romance was going out of her life and she didn't like that one bit. She wanted their married life to be like one long honeymoon, and it wasn't. It was just dull and boring most of the time.
It wasn't long before Jenny started to daydream about another man. At first the whole thing was in her mind but then she met Ron. He lived next door and had a job working nights. During the day he sat around the pool at the apartment and read or talked with the women. He was very handsome and only a few years older than Jenny. It didn't take her long to convince herself that she was in love with him.
In his own way, Ron was just as romantic as Jenny.
From reading so many old novels he got the idea that the ideal love would involve subterfuge and sneaking. For him, an affair with a married woman was perfect. Noticing Jenny's obvious interests he started to play up to her.
One day he knocked on her door to borrow something and she invited him in for lunch. As soon as he was inside the door her passionate nature showed itself.
"Ron, darling, I don't know what to do. I love you so much that it hurts. Oh darling, please love me, I need you badly." Ron put his arms around her and held her tight. A minute later they were in the bedroom undressing.
Ron told Jenny that he loved her too and wanted to do everything and anything to her. He began by kissing every inch of her body. Soon his head was buried deep in her hairy triangle. At his first touch Jenny felt her pussy cream up and get soft and ready for his prick. As his mouth got closer to her cunt she let all her inhibitions go and spread her legs wide open. Lew never went down on her and she took Ron's willingness to do so as proof of his love.
His mouth covered her cunt for a minute and then his tongue started to work it over. He lapped at her juice like a kitten. When she was almost dry he ran his tongue into her hole and stirred up more juice for his eager tongue.
Jenny was writhing on the bed, thinking that she had never had such a wonderful lover who cared so much about her happiness. When his lips took her clit between them she gasped with pleasure. His tongue licked her captured love button with fast movements which brought her to a climax in minutes. As she came, Jenny found herself spinning upward as the passion shot through her cunt to the rest of her body.
Wanting to give Ron the same pleasure, she took his prick in her mouth. He was long and hard and it only took a few minutes to suck him off since he had been highly aroused by the taste of her cunt. He filled her mouth with cream and she gulped it down like water. She loved the thought that she had been able to please her lover.
Jenny and Ron kept up their affair for almost a year. During that time she toyed with the idea of divorcing Lew but decided it wouldn't be worth it. She decided that marriage can kill love and didn't want anything to change her relationship with Ron.
The lovers relied mainly upon oral sex for their affair. In that way, Jenny didn't feel that she was really committing adultery. Since she gave such good head, Ron was willing to go along with her.
Soon after their first anniversary, Jenny discovered that she was pregnant with Lew's baby. At that point she decided to give up her relationship with Ron until after the baby was born. Whether they will resume it is impossible to tell. The baby may absorb most of Jenny's need for someone to love. If not, the chances that she will resume her affair or find another lover are great.