Chapter 3
Recent studies have revealed that the greatest percentage of cases involving incestuous activity are hushed up and never really come to public knowledge. In some situations the family itself covers up the situation and handles the problem within its own sphere. Divorce or separation between other members of the family is a common solution. And sometimes even the cases that come to the attention of the authorities are smoothed over and a charge such as "contributing to the delinquency of a minor" is levied.
The causes of incest are many and varied, most of which are being explored on these pages. One very prevalent cause is that of the "forbidden fruit" syndrome. In this situation it is the very fact that society—and the law—condemn the activity that encourages its taking place in the beginning.
Donald Geddes, writing in his authoritative volume An Analysis of the Kinsey Reports, emphasizes that many of the individuals interviewed by Dr. Kinsey indicate that the forbidden aspect of one sex act or another prompted the individual to explore the uncharted ground for himself. As one interviewee put it, "I had always been told that it was wrong and that 'good' people didn't do it. But what the hell. It was like telling a kid that he couldn't have candy. It just sounded more and more tempting and I wanted to find out for myself what all the shouting was about!"
And so it is in many situations. The lure of what is forbidden becomes stronger and stronger until finally all reserve breaks away and the deed is done. In the following case history an interesting variation on this fact occurs. The girl, Joanne M., was introduced to sex when she was twelve and had intercourse with a cousin at that time. She then experienced sex with other boys and men but found the lure of incest strongest of all.
CASE HISTORY
"I was born about eighteen years ago in a small town in Vermont. I gave my folks a hell of a time, even when I was a little kid. They were always so worried about what people would say about this and about that. I never let it bother me, though, I hated the place and the people and couldn't wait to get away.
"So I grew up sort of as a tomboy. And as I got older I got better-looking, to the point of being one hell of a good-looking girl. I have long blond hair and blue eyes and a pretty face. But when people, especially men, look at the rest of me they forget all about my face. I have big boobs and wear a 36-D bra and fill it up nice and snug. I'm five-seven and it looks like I'm all tits and legs.
"Of course my mother thought all the attention I caused was dreadful and sinful. She even tried to make me wear a creepy thing to keep my tits from sticking out so much! But thank heaven the doctor talked her out of that!
"When men stared at me she acted so damned embarrassed and told me not to worry about it! But I loved it! The way their eyes would roam all over my body and all just made my cunt start to cream up. I loved the feeling that they wanted me. And I wanted them, too.
"I was brought up strictly but that never stopped me from doing anything I wanted to. As hard as they tried they couldn't watch me every minute of the day and night. So I had my fun.
"I learned about sex when I was twelve or so. My tits were budding out and I looked much older. Then my mother had a talk with me. It was a real riot. She went on about how boys would want to do things to me that no nice girl did until she was married. I kept trying to find out just what the things were so she gave me a book to read. From the description, it all sounded kind of fun.
"For as long as I can remember I'd always played with myself. It felt so good to rub my cunt until my clit stood straight up in the air. I tried other things too. Frozen hot dogs worked just fine but they were kind of cold. But my hot gash warmed them up pretty fast and I always came.
"As soon as I found out that men had big rods to stick up my cunt I wanted one. And it didn't take me long to find one.
"That summer a cousin of mine stayed with us. He was seventeen and a good-looking guy. We used to go swimming and play tennis and crap like that. My folks never thought that he would make a play for a young kid like me. Neither did he, really, until I made it pretty clear that I wanted him to.
"I waited until a time when my folks were out at night so that we wouldn't be disturbed. Then I asked him if he wanted to go for a walk. It was hot so we headed down to the lake. When we got there I suggested that we go for a swim. He gave me the usual crap about not having a suit so I told him it was dark and we wouldn't need one. Then I started stripping off my clothes.
"I just loved the way he stared at my bare tits. He was trying not to look but he couldn't help himself. And then his eyes went down to my hairy bush. All the while I was busy looking at his body. I had never seen a naked guy before and I thought he was just beautiful. His cock was half-hard and looked so sweet nesting in his furry patch.
"The moon was bright so that we could see each other clearly. I didn't feel embarrassed or ashamed or anything. I just felt wonderful to be naked in the moonlight with a boy who appreciated my body.
"We stood there just looking at each other for a while and it was fun. But I wanted to do more than just look. I walked up to him and stood close letting my bare tits rub against his chest. At the first touch my nipples got all hard and stood out swollen on my tits.
"He put his arms around me and held me tight against his strong hard body. I loved the feel of his muscles holding on to me. As we kissed I could feel his cock swell up to its full length. It pressed hard against me as though it was trying to come in.
"As his tongue probed inside my mouth I felt my pussy getting hot and wild. With each new kiss my cunt was getting more and more wet and I loved the feel of it. I reached down and took his prick in my hand. It was firm and hard as a rock. As I held it I could almost feel the blood rushing through his veins to keep up the size.
"His prick was big but it didn't scare me one bit. From experience I knew that once my pussy got wet and sloppy just about anything could fit in with no trouble at all.
"I was getting so hot that I pulled away from him and lay down in the grass. I spread my legs a little and held my arms out to him. In a flash he was on top of me, kissing me some more and running his hands all over my soft flesh. He felt so good that I never wanted him to stop.
"His lips went all over my body and kissed and sucked on every inch of me. He licked and sucked my boobs until my nipples were throbbing and swollen with passion.
"My cunt was going wild from wanting his thick cock to come inside and fill the aching void within me. Finally I took it in my hand and led it to the moist spot between my legs.
"It was my first time and I wasn't expecting his prick to tear into me the way it did. I felt a brief stab of pain with his first thrust. But right after that, as soon as I felt his heat inside me, filling me up, I was all right. In fact, I had never felt better.
"He was still for a few seconds and then began to move in and out slowly. I loved the motion of his cock and began to respond right away. My body moved with him, meeting every thrust of his rod. I was on fire and so was he. With every new thrust he was pushing his cock harder and faster and I just loved it.
"He only lasted a few minutes that first time. When he came I was more than ready for him. As his hot cream poured into my pussy I had the most divine sense of complete relaxation. I didn't give a damn about anything or anybody. I only cared about the wonderful sensation that flooded me.
"I didn't really come that time but it was great anyway. For the rest of the summer my cousin and I snuck off every chance we got. I'll never forget the first time I really did come.
"It was about two weeks later and we had fucked four or five times. My folks were going out again so we went back to the lake. We stripped each other, running our hands all over the place. That was one thing that turned us both on fast. After all the touching and caressing we were ready to screw without any more stimulation at all.
"He entered my hot box quickly, thrusting his prick all the way in with his first motion. It filled me up and we started going fast. His cock dove in and out of my cunt hard and fast from the very beginning. It didn't last too long but the minute I felt his cream spurt off inside me something happened in my cunt.
"I just went crazy. My nails were raking his back while my pussy was going into uncontrollable spasms. I felt the earth spin around as I let go of everything but the pleasure that was filling me. It was really the most terrific thing that had ever happened to me.
"The summer went by quickly, with me fucking and coming every chance I got. The funny thing was that my folks kept saying how nice it was that we got along so well since he was so much older. We used to laugh about that a lot.
"We didn't just fuck. I mean we talked a lot, too. In fact, hearing about the great big world outside of Vermont made me want to grow up fast so that I could get out. He had travelled all over the country and liked Los Angeles best. He made it sound so good that I decided I would go there when I got old enough. I told my folks that and they just laughed. But from the time I was twelve I knew that someday I would be on a bus heading west and here I am.
"Sex is kind of like potato chips—you can't stop with just one. And after my cousin left, that was how I was. I missed him so much it was driving me nuts. I missed his thick cock most of all and I had a hell of a time finding a replacement.
"Most of the boys I knew were my age and some were younger. They didn't know a damn thing about fucking and didn't really care. I don't think they were old enough to get it up either. So I started hanging around the older boys. In spite of my big tits and all they knew I was just a young kid so they didn't try anything. It was a really miserable time for me. I didn't get screwed for six months after my cousin left.
"Maybe if I had had someone to talk to about it the whole thing wouldn't have been so dreadful. But all the girls I knew were cherry and most of them thought of sex as something you had to do when you got married and not because you felt like it even then. We were all brought up to believe that sleeping with a man was a big nuisance but you had to put up with it if you wanted kids and a house and all that shit. Sometimes I wonder just why I was so different. Probably because I used to play with my clit so much that I knew how good sex could be.
"At thirteen I could have passed for at least eighteen if you didn't look too good at my face. And no one did much after a view of the rest of me. There was another small town about five miles away and I used to go shopping there once in a while with my mother.
"No one knew me there so I decided to go alone and try to pick up an older boy who knew what he was doing. One night when my parents were going to be out late I got on my bike and rode to town. Summer was a long way away and I almost froze. At least there wasn't any snow.
"I parked my bike at the edge of town and walked the rest of the way. I found the local hangout easy enough. There was a juke box blaring away and a lot of kids drinking sodas and dancing.
"The minute I walked in I could feel all the eyes looking me over. I had worn a short skirt and tight sweater and even a bra couldn't keep my tits from jiggling up and down. It was fun to watch the expressions on everyone's face. The other girls didn't look at all happy to see me but all the guys were lighting up like torches! I wanted to look down and see if any of them were getting hot but I was kind of afraid to.
"I went and put some money in the juke box and then ordered a soda. Before it got there one of the cutest boys sat down next to me and told the waiter he would take care of it. So we sat there and drank for a few minutes. He asked me my name and if I was new in town and the usual crap like that. I told him some lie about just passing through. Anyway, after our sodas were gone he asked me to dance.
"It was a slow one and he held me very close. My tits were pressing into his chest and I loved the feeling of his strong arms around my body. I moved in closer and I could feel his cock getting stiff. He was really hung and as we danced I thought about how it would feel to have his hardness inside me. By then I was creaming up so hard that my panties were soaked with love-juice.
"He asked me if I wanted to dance some more or go for a drive. I sure didn't feel like dancing. He had an old car that barely ran. But the heater worked and he had the front seat fixed up so that it could collapse and make a kind of bed in back.
"As soon as we got to a deserted place he started kissing me. I kissed him back, running my tongue along his lips and all. His hands were all over my body, pressed against my tits and down in between my legs over my clothes. I got the feeling that he almost expected me to stop him but that was the last thing I had in mind.
"As our bodies moved closer to each other and the heat was rising between us I ran my hand over the hard bulge in his pants. His cock was even bigger than I had thought. I unzipped his fly so that I could feel his bare flesh in my hand. As I fondled his thick cock I could almost feel the blood pulsing through it.
"He got bolder and soon I was stripped down completely and so was he. He made the seat collapse and we lay back on the hard surface. He sucked my tits for a long time and then licked my cunt a few times. No one had ever done that to me before and I just loved it. His tongue was soft and long and every time it ran over my clit I felt close to coming from just that.
"My pussy was dripping and steaming when he finally climbed on and dug in. His prick was bigger than I was used to but I didn't mind a bit. After the first weird kind of sensation my cunt adjusted just fine. In fact, I loved the large size of it because it filled me up so much better.
"And boy, could that guy fuck! He knew more ways to wiggle his cock in and out of me than I had ever imagined. Besides just plain going up and down he went 'round at the same time so that every bit of my pussy was getting good contact with his prick. And once in a while he would angle in so that his prick rubbed my clit and that drove me up the wall. I had never been through anything like that with my cousin.
"He lasted a long time and when he spurted he filled my cunt up so full that I was almost overflowing. I came three times just from that one fuck. And back then that was some kind of record for me.
"And hell, in five minutes his prick was rigid and ready to go again. The second time was even better. I swear he must have fucked me for at least half an hour before he creamed. I don't know how many times I came then. I was just too busy to bother counting.
"He asked if he could drive me home and I sure as hell didn't want to freeze my tail off on my bike. So I fed him some story about how my folks would never let me go out. We picked up my bike and he let me off a few blocks from home.
"All that winter and spring I used to meet him outside of town and we would go and park and fuck. It was all kinds of fun. He didn't have any idea at all of how old I was until I told him. I was having my period so I sucked him off instead of fucking. I don't know why but that always makes me feel older. Maybe because he told me that he had never met a girl who did it as well as I did.
"Anyway, cocky like I told him that I was only thirteen and asked him what he thought of it. He looked scared shitless and told me that I should have told him before. He kept talking about jail-bait and shit like that for a long time. To calm him down I had to blow him all over again. And after that, as soon as all his jism was down my throat, he acted more nervous than ever. That was the last time I saw him. And I guess he must have told all his friends too. The next time I walked into the hangout all the guys told me to go home and play with my dolls. I was really pissed.
"So I was back in the same hole all over again with no one to fuck me.
"I'm kind of ashamed about the next part but there's no point in leaving anything out in my own private diary. I had a dog, a big German shepherd named Fritz. He was always sniffing around my cunt and all—the way dogs always do.
"One morning I was all alone in the house. I lay in bed running my fingers in and out of my creamy slit, making believe that they were a thick cock. It was going pretty well until I felt something cold on my hand. I jumped four feet in the air before I had the nerve to look down and see that it had only been the dog.
"I told him to get the hell out of my room and I worked up a new creamy lather in my cunt. But Fritz wouldn't leave me alone. He kept on sniffing at my wet pussy. Finally I just lay there to see what he would really do.
"He began to lick off the cream inside my thighs. At the first touch of his warm tongue so close to my cunt I shot out another wad of cream. He licked it up quickly and went on back and licked out the rest of my pussy. I was dying to get his tongue buried deep inside my snatch but he was just too dumb to go on back to the hole. I was getting all frustrated before I thought of a great idea.
"I slipped on my robe and went downstairs. I grabbed one of his very favorite dog biscuits and ran back upstairs with it, dripping cream all the way. Half out of my mind with passion, I rushed to the bed and showed Fritz the biscuit. As I saw him watching it with saliva dripping out of his mouth, I stuffed it into my cunt. It felt a little scratchy going in but I was so wet down there that it just about dissolved in the head of my cream.
"Fritz caught on right away. I spread my legs wide open and let him start licking all over again. He reamed my pussy out again and then kept on sniffing his way back to the hole where the biscuit was buried. As his tongue ran in and out of my box I lost interest in everything but the feelings running from my cunt all the way up to my head. I started coming and didn't stop for hours. By then Fritz was gone and I was alone.
"I felt kind of low after that. I figured that if I was so damned horny that I had to trick the dog into licking me I was in bad shape. I knew it was from letting a whole month go by without getting anything hot in my gash. So I decided then and there not to let a week go by when I didn't get fucked. It was hard sometimes to find enough guys around but I kept my pledge.
"The funny thing was that my folks never had any idea what their sweet little daughter was up to. All the kids in school knew that I could be had easy but somehow it never got back. I was glad about that. For one thing, I didn't really want to hurt my folks. They were screwed up as hell about sex but I guess they meant well. And besides that, I didn't want to have to listen to any damned lectures.
"Anyway, for the next couple of years I had a hell of a good time with all the boys in school. And I mean just about all of them. I can remember one night when I snuck out of the house after I was supposed to be in bed. I ran into the woods to meet a guy and found five of them. They had gotten their signals crossed somehow and they were just about ready to fight it out. I didn't want anyone to get hurt so I told them that I would take them all on. As I said it I could see all their cocks get hard at once in the moonlight. That really turned me on.
"Until right then I wasn't too sure about taking them on all at once. But hell, being able to look up and see their pricks standing straight up like that, telling me that they all wanted me, I just couldn't resist. So I told them to get in line, making sure that the guy I was really supposed to meet went first.
"Usually the guys spend a lot of time playing around with my tits and kissing and all that and it really turns me on a hell of a lot. But with all those stiff pokers looking at me I didn't need another thing but the feel of one of them inside me.
"So when the first guy started to fool around I cut him short and took his prick in my hand. Then I led it down towards my bubbling cunt and let him push it in. He didn't ram me very hard with his first thrust but his prick went all the way in. He had a long, thick one that filled up my pussy all the way.
"As he worked his tool in and out I saw all the other guys standing around us watching. I was surprised that didn't turn me off but it made me even hotter instead. Seeing all the rest of those thick cocks just waiting in line let me know what kind of great pleasure I was in for.
"The guy inside was battering my cunt with his ram for all he was worth. He kept on doing it harder and faster with every stroke. I could tell that he would be coming soon but for once it didn't bother me. All I had to do was look around and know that there would be plenty more fucking that night.
"He shot his wad fast and it filled me up with hot cream. As soon as I felt his juice inside me I started coming and kept on for two or three good climaxes. It was pretty great, holding onto his shrinking cock and not wanting to let go.
"As soon as we were done, he slipped out and the next boy in line climbed on. His prick was longer and thicker and I remembered that he was a hell of a good lay. So I lay back and grinned up at him, letting him know that I really dug having his prick inside me.
"He hit it all the way home with the first thrust and my already soaked pussy creamed up even more as I felt him inside me. He worked in and out as I thrust my ass up to meet him. He had such a groovy prick that I didn't want to hurry it out.
"He took his time, making his thrusts slow and easy for a while. He rammed it in and let it just stay there, hard and big, filling me up and making me happy without moving it up and down at all. I came twice just from that, from his thick cock staying still in my cunt.
"I guess the pressure from my come made him hot as anything because he creamed me soon after that. As I felt his warm wetness inside me I looked up and saw the other pricks still waiting in line. Right then I felt like I'd gone to heaven— getting fucked and staring at a line of hard cocks.
"From then on I spent most of my time coming. Hell, after a while I didn't know just who was inside and I didn't give much of a damn! But there was a continuous flow of cocks and that was all that mattered. It lasted a couple of hours until I was exhausted. And even then I didn't want to stop but my back and legs were giving out on me. Not to mention my cunt! It was the greatest thing that had ever happened to me, apart from being balled by my cousin!
"And then something hit me! For as many cocks as I had had stuffed into my pussy, and for as many pricks as had creamed inside my mouth, I realized that I had experienced two different kinds of sex. There had been my cousin, and then there had been everybody else. What the fuck was so different about him?
"Of course I knew that part of the bad reputation I had been getting came from the fact that just about everybody knew my cousin had screwed me. Word gets around quickly in a town like this. And even though they knew I didn't care a bit. As a matter of fact, I think just knowing it gave me the little electric kind of tingles that I got just before I came!
"I knew then that just the fact that it was my cousin and he had been family had made it as exciting as I remembered it. I knew about the word they had for that sort of thing. Incest! Well, what the hell! I wanted the best kind of sex and if that was what it was going to be, then tough tittie!
"That's when I decided to pull out and make it on my own. My cousin was long gone and my Dad was a little too old for anything like that. But in California?! had a bachelor uncle who had a reputation in the family worse than mine. My Mom hardly ever talked about it, but I knew that he had this apartment above the Sunset Strip and took on girl roommates like a car takes on gas!
"I had seen a picture of him recently and he was a doll. Tall and handsome and really well built. And even though the picture didn't show it, I just knew he was goin' to have a great cock! Just the fact that he was my uncle was going to give him a great cock—and me a great lay!
"And I had no questions about whether he would want to take me in or not. With my face and my body, and my eagerness—well shit! What more could an uncle want!"