Chapter 10
The following is an excerpt from the diary of Felicia Padley AKA Mistress Felicia: Dear Diary, I have just returned from my stint in Nam, more accurately from my stint with the VC, after the mobile hospital I was nursing for was overrun in a mid-monsoon raid.
It seems so strange being back here in the States. Yes, I was a nurse once, but I know that is over forever.
I will no longer be able to help people get well, I will only be able to make people get sick. I have been tainted.
Tainted by the tortures of the Viet Cong. Six weeks of torture. My fingernails were torn out. I was gang banged.
I try now to write about all of this in some sort of coherent fashion and I find that I am blind with hate. My memories are not distinct. I remember mostly Lieutenant Phuc Yen, who seemed to take delight in being personally in charge of my daily interrogations. Those VC knew that I was just a nurse and that I didn't know any secret information, but they, Lieutenant Phuc Yen most persistently, kept calling me a spy. I think they were just saying that I was a spy because they wanted more excused to abuse me.
They fucked me in the cunt.
The ass.
The throat.
I was fucked in all three holes simultaneously. I was forced to eat their secretions and excretions. I drank piss more frequently than I drank fresh water for six weeks.
But mostly I remember that one day, very early in the going, when Lieutenant Phuc Yen decided that he was in the mood for a little tit torture. He forced me to stand so that my big tits were resting on a tree stump. An old tree had been cut down there fairly recently. I could tell by the rings that the tree was many years old. There was still sticky sap in that stump so I knew that it had not been cut down for very long.
"You will tell me about the movements of the South Vietnamese Underground," Lieutenant Phuc Yen.
"I do not know anything about any movements. I keep telling you again and again that I am only a nurse!"
"I shall fuck your ass!" Lieutenant Phuc Yen said. He did. He remained me bloody with his cock. Then, just to be mean, he fist fucked my cunt from behind and then he made me lick his bloody fist clean.
But that wasn't the worst of it. The worst thing was what Lieutenant Phuc Yen did to my tits. He grabbed a big'piece of wood, a two by four or something or other, and he began to beat the shit out of my knockers, which were still resting on that stump.
Now that I am a free woman again and I have been discharged from the army with no medals or heroes welcome, I know that I must share these Viet Cong secrets with the young men 'n women of America. I am going to search out victims. Yes.
Victims.
I am going to spend the rest of my life torturing unwilling victims just as I was tortured. I know that the enemy is all around me so I must be careful at all times.
Saigon?
Fuck, yes.
I been to Saigon.
Now I am going to be a dominatrix bitch and all I encounter will learn to fear me, me and my savage whip!