Chapter 3
The jarring clang of the telephone awoke Mildred from an uneasy sleep. Fumbling around in the dark, she found the bed stand light and flicked it on. When she picked up the receiver and sleepily answered, the attractive divorcee instantly recognized the cheerful voice on the other end.
"Kenny, do you realize what time it is?" she protested. "Besides, I thought you were away on a camping trip."
"One of the guys got sick and we called it off," he replied. "So now I'm back and in the mood for a little party! And you know what kind I mean, too!"
I can't let him get by with this. He'll be pestering me for the rest of my life. "Kenny, it's late. Can't we talk about this tomorrow or sometime?" she tried to stall him off.
"No, no, no way!" he spoke quite assertively. "I'll be over in a few minutes!"
"Kenny, it's after midnight!" Mildred spoke in an obviously exasperated voice.
"Better do what I say! Old Uncle Rex would be awfully disappointed if I told him everything I know!" Kenny reminded her that she had no choice but to do whatever he demanded.
"Oh, Kenny, be reasonable!" Mildred protested.
"Better get dressed up real pretty before I get there!" he instructed. "Stockings and everything, just like you were going to church!" Knowing the effect that that remark would produce, he could not refrain from smirking right into the receiver.
"Ooooohhhh..." Mildred moaned and hung up the phone. Knowing that she would simply have to do what he said, she reluctantly got out of bed and took a quick shower to wake herself up. Her long brunette hair was undone, and there wasn't time to do much with it except comb it out. After carefully drying herself with a large bath towel and combing out her hair, she began getting dressed.
Although quite reluctant to do so, she realized that it would be best to humor her youthful blackmailer by dressing in a manner designed to please him.
A white satin garter belt with a waist-cincher three inches in width came first. Next came sheer black full-fashioned nylon stockings with two reinforced bands at the top. They were of average length and came only halfway up her smooth, tapering thighs, where she anchored them securely to the extended elastic straps of her garter belt. Next came white nylon panties featuring white lace trim at the leg bands, followed by a matching cross-your-heart brassiere with lace scallops surrounding each of the two cups.
Taking a quick look in the full-length mirror and rather liking what she saw. the shapely divorcee began rummaging through her dresser drawer for her next item. She finally selected an expensive black taffeta petticoat that she hadn't worn for some time. She had no sooner slipped it on over her head than the doorbell rang.
"Damn, he's here already!" she muttered to herself. Hastily dipping her trim feet into a pair of fluffy, high-heeled pink mules and slipping into a pink negligee, she hurried to the door.
Suitcase in hand, Kenny was waiting for her and flashed her a big smile. "Hi, doll!"
"Kenny, this is absurd, getting me out of bed at this hour!" Mildred protested as she admitted him. "You're not planning to stay here, are you?" she asked with alarm as she eyed the suitcase he carried in with him.
"And why not?" he replied with a laugh. "This is a real nice place you purchased with my uncle's money!" As he spoke, his eyes took in the clinging negligee that emphasized her voluptuous figure and outlined the intimate feminine garments under it.
Mildred found herself growing distinctly uneasy as she watched his eyes taking in every detail. "Kenny, listen, I did what you asked the other day. Now this can't go on! It can't!" she spoke hastily but with a lack of confidence that she could not conceal. "This can't go on and on. You can't go on black ... blackmailing me like this!"
Kenny smiled indulgently at the troubled woman. "You'll have to do exactly what I say, Mildred sweetheart!" he spoke softly but with an underlying tone of sarcasm in his voice. "You've got yourself in a real jam here, and one word from me and you'll be on the way to jail!"
Mildred did not have to be reminded of the gravity of the situation. "All right, Kenny, one more time!" she spoke in a meek voice. "But this has to be the last time! I can't keep on like this!"
Kenny nodded, pretending to agree with her. "Let's see how you look without that negligee wrapped around you!" he suggested.
Mildred could feel her face becoming quite red as she slipped off the negligee and hung it over a chair. Kenny's eyes brightened even more as he inspected her again. Her black taffeta petticoat, adorned with a scalloped hem, clung to the contours of her voluptuous bosom and made a vivid contrast with her soft creamy feminine shoulders. The hem ended several inches above her knees, providing an enticing view of her shapely legs attired in the sheer black stockings.
"That petticoat's nice but it'll have to go!" Kenny told the hotly blushing woman.
"Kenny, this is humiliating!" Mildred protested. For a moment, the unwilling divorcee was tempted to stand her ground and refuse his orders. But she capitulated and began pulling it off over her head.. Although her own vision was momentarily blocked, she could sense his eyes feasting on her scantily clad figure and could feel her flesh simply creeping.
Her face as red as a beet, Mildred stood miserably before the young man, attired only in her form-fitting white brassiere, waist-cincher garter belt, lace-trimmed panties and full-fashioned black nylon stockings. She could see that he was already sporting an erection as his eyes bore through the thin material of her panties, discerning the vivid brunette triangle on display underneath it.
Her embarrassment quickly gave way to horror as she watched Kenny open up the suitcase that he had brought along with him. The rickety piece of luggage was stuffed with an assortment of clothesline ropes, photographic equipment, and other items!
"Kenny, what in the world do you think you're going to do?" Mildred spoke slowly and in a disbelieving voice. Ice cold chills i ere starting to run up and down her spine, and her knees felt a little weak under her.
Kenny had a dirty grin on his face. "Just a few bondage photographs!" he said, watching her to enjoy her reaction.
"WHAT? DO YOU THINK FOR ONE MINUTE THAT I'M GOING TO..." Mildred began to say, but was too horrified to even finish the sentence. Her eyes growing wider with each passing moment as she stared at the bizarre items that had tumbled out of the suitcase, she started backing away with short steps. "YOU DON'T THINK I'M GOING TO LET ANYONE TAKE MY PICTURE ... " and once again she could not finish her protestation.
Kenny located a plain wooden chair and pulled it out into the middle of the room. "Here, we'll pretend a burglar tied you to this!" he suggested.
"KENNY, YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING! I'M NOT GOING TO DO IT! I'M NOT!" Mildred spoke defiantly. "I'M NOT! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT!" She went on and on in similar fashion, although deep down she knew that she would have to comply with his demands if he insisted.
At first amused by the older woman's horrified reaction, Kenny eventually grew impatient. "Come on, cut out that crap!" he told her, picking up a couple of lengths of rope. "Sit down on the chair and let me tie you up!"
"No, please, Kenny, please!" Mildred realized that her bluff tactics had failed, and quickly began pleading with the youth who held her in his power. "Kenny, don't do this to me! I'm a respectable woman! Please! Please!" The desperate woman clasped her hands prayerfully in front of her and would have gone to her knees if she had thought it would do any good. She pleaded urgently for several minutes even though she could see that the young man was becoming quite irritated with her.
"That's enough, Mildred!" Kenny finally told her. "If I hear one more word out of you, I'm going to pick up the phone and call my uncle!"
"I'll never forgive you for this!" Mildred hissed as she collapsed in the chair. "I mean it!"
Blushing crimson with a mixture of outrage and humiliation, Mildred helplessly permitted herself to be tied to the chair. Kenny tied her wrists first, crossing them behind her back and the back of the chair, and looping the rope several times around each wrist before tying it securely.
"Owww, not so tight!" Mildred protested, squirming uneasily in the chair.
The voluptuous divorcee continued to protest as the young man next tied each of her trim ankles to the nearest chair leg, wrapping the ropes neatly and carefully three times around each ankle. The white ropes stood out starkly against her black nylon stockings, creating an esthetically pleasing contrast. With her ankles bound tightly to the chair, Kenny then took a longer length of rope, looped it twice around her waist just above the waist-cincher of her garter belt, and then tied the loose ends around the back of the chair.
"Please, Kenny, this' is very uncomfortable!" Mildred complained as she found herself helplessly trussed to the chair.
Kenny stepped back to admire his handiwork. Attired in her white brassiere, panties, garter belt and sheer black nylon stockings and with her long brunette hair hanging down nearly to her waist in back, the voluptuously figured divorcee made a highly appealing bondage subject. It was time to get her on camera!
"OH, NO!" Mildred shrieked as she saw her young tormentor picking" up his camera. "NO, KENNY, PLEASE!" The helpless woman jerked against the bonds that held her to the chair, but there was no way she could escape. "PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!"
The flashbulb momentarily blinded her as Kenny took a frontal shot of her.
"OH THIS IS AWFUL! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO DO WITH THOSE PICTURES ANYWAY?" she cried out in alarm. "STOP! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO..."
As Mildred alternately fumed with rage and pleaded with him to stop, Kenny walked around photographing the attractive and scantily clad woman from various angles. To make matters worse, she could clearly discern the imposing tent in his slacks and tried not to think about what that might mean for her later. As surreptitiously as possible, she tried to work at the ropes that held her prisoner, but they had been tied quite expertly and refused to yield even slightly.
"There ... I think that's enough pictures for the time being," Kenny finally announced. Setting the camera down, he quietly began unbuttoning his shirt.
"Kenny, what do you think you're doing?" Mildred inquired, although she was afraid to ask. Her heart was starting to pound at a furious rate and she could feel her nerves starting to crack.
With a bemused smile on his face, Kenny refused to answer the distraught woman. One by one he peeled off each item of clothing, finally getting down to his white Jockey shorts which were nearly bursting in front. Mildred gulped hard and stared as he slowly stepped out of the shorts, exposing his. bright-red and rigidly upright cock. Although she tried not to look, the helpless woman found herself simply staring at the awesome display of masculinity, her eyes focusing first on his sleek cockhead and then on the large vein that stood out along the underside, tracing-a course down to his crimson balls.
"Kenny..." Mildred began, gulping hard once again. "What do you..."
Thoroughly enjoying her discomfiture, Kenny slowly began advancing toward her. "Ever had a cock in your mouth?" he inquired, bracing himself for the outburst he knew would follow his lewd words.
"NOOOOO! WHAT A FILTHY IDEA!" Mildred screamed, yanking frantically at the ropes that lashed her to the chair. His obscene words confirmed her worst tears. "WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM ANYWAY?" she shrieked at him. Her stomach flipped over about three times and she stared at his rigid hunk of manmeat with mounting fear and consternation.
"Eating a dick isn't that big a deal!" Kenny replied quite laconically. "Lots of girls..."
"MY GOD, YOU MUST THINK I'M SOME KIND OF A WHORE!" Mildred ranted at him. She was still struggling to free herself from the ropes, although it was a hopeless task. "I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THAT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!"
Kenny could not refrain from snickering. "Well, you're going to eat dick tonight!" he told her quite confidently. "It's a lot better than going to jail!"
"NO! NO!" Mildred protested, a sinking feeling coming over her as she began to realize that there was no way she could avoid her fate. "DON'T MAKE ME DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT! IT WOULD COST ME MY SELF-RESPECT! I COULD NEVER LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AGAIN! KENNY, I'M BEGGING YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!"
Totally oblivious to her pleas, Kenny stepped forward. His bare legs brushed against her nylons as he straddled her thighs, bringing his rigidly stiff cock within inches of Mildred's hotly blushing face. The miserable woman leaned back as far as she could to avoid it as much as possible, her long brunette hair trailing down behind the chair, as she arched her back as much as the bonds would permit.
"NO, KENNY, NO!" Mildred pleaded, tears of shame blurring her vision.
"Go on!! " Kenny urged, reaching out with both hands to pull her brunette head forward.
Mildred resisted with all the strength she could muster, although she could feel him gradually pulling her head forward against her will. "NO! NO! WHY, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW!" she protested, although at that moment she recalled only too well how she had seen her rival Sheila in action only hours before.
Kenny laughed at the older woman's naivete. "Just pretend it's a lollipop!" he told her.
Mildred shuddered convulsively as she found his gleaming only a couple of inches from her hotly blushing face.
"Go on! Start licking it!" Kenny demanded in a voice that was growing more and more impatient.
Mildred realized that he was determined to humiliate her completely, and that there was no point trying to resist any longer. "All right, I'll ... I'll do it ... " she stammered in an agonized voice. "Oooooh, it's so humiliating!"
Taking her at her word, Kenny relaxed his grip on her brunette head and slowly straightened up. "Go ahead and eat it, Mildred!" he demanded in a quiet but firm voice.
Mildred gulped heavily, took a deep breath and slowly, reluctantly extended her bright pink tongue. Deeply shamefaced and blushing a bright shade of magenta down to her very roots, the unwilling divorcee leaned forward and flicked her moist tongue against the velvety sleek flesh adorning his plum-shaped cockhead. Ice cold shivers suddenly came over her entire body as she realized that at last she was actually doing the forbidden and perverse act.
He's forcing me to do this, I don't have any choice, she rationalized to herself. He's got me tied up and I can't do a thing about it. He simply has me in his power and there isn't a thing I can do about it.
"Lick the head all over, Mildred!" Kenny spoke as if instructing a new pupil.
"Ooooohhhh!" Moaning with shame and self-pity, Mildred obeyed. Keeping her slippery tongue extended as far as she could, she submissively caressed the young man's sleek and oversize prickhead. The perverse contact with the highly smooth cockflesh gave her shivers all over, and her petulantly plump cuntal lips began to twitch involuntarily as her feminine dew began to bubble up spontaneously.
"That's the way!" Kenny encouraged the novice fellatrix. "How'd you like to feel a cock all over your face?" As he spoke, he clasped the back of her brunette head and pulled it forward against his hotly throbbing prick!
"Oooooohhhh, Kenny, please, this is so perverse and humiliating!" Mildred protested, trying to pull back as his blood-filled young cock brushed lasciviously against her smooth face. "Oh, please, don't do this to me! It's degrading! Please!"
Despite her protests, Kenny made sure that not a square inch of her face escaped defilement. Manipulating her brunette head with both hands, he scraped his sleek cockhead over her forehead and into her dark brown hair, moving from left to right and ranging from one ear to the other. From there he brought it down, poking the tip of each of her tightly closed eyes, and scraping the underside against her nose. Next, he turned her head from one side to the other, pressing the crown against one cheek and then the other, and finally tormenting her chin in the same manner.
"Oooooh, Kenny, please! Please, don't humiliate me like this!" Mildred was nearly in tears. "I'll never be able to look anyone in the eyes again after this!"
"Now put it in your mouth!" Kenny ordered. "Goon!! "
Mildred twisted wretchedly in her seat. "Oh, I couldn't!" she protested, shaking her head to indicate the impossibility of complying. "It's too big! I'd choke! It's impossible!"
"Go on!" Kenny demanded impatiently. "You're going to eat dick, Mildred, so go ahead!"
"Oh, Kenny, please, please!" Mildred pleaded, large tears of shame and distress forming in her eyes-and trickling down her cheeks. "It's just too big to put in my mouth. Besides, besides, leave me something, a little bit of self-respect. A little bit!"
The pitiful request produced only snickers from the highly aroused young man. "Eat it, Mildred!" he commanded in a loud voice. "Eat it!"
Mildred swallowed hard and tried to gather up her courage for the ordeal. "I'll never forgive you for this!" she reproachfully told her young assailant before submissively opening her pretty mouth.
With a martyred look on her crimson face, Mildred closed her eyes and miserably surrendered the purity of her mouth. Her entire body shuddered and began to shiver with a mixture of fear and deep humiliation as she felt the massive crown of his lust-swollen prick forcing its way between her lips and teeth and violating the interior of her mouth. For one horrified moment, she thought that she was going to choke to death right then and there.
"Ahhhhh!" Kenny emitted a pleased gasp as the warm wetness of the attractive divorcee's mouth suddenly engulfed his madly pulsating maleness. "Ahhhhh, that's the way!"
"Mmmmmmm!" Mildred moaned with a combination of shame and discomfort as the blood-filled weapon forcefully pried her jaws apart. To her surprise, her salivary glands instantly went into high gear, thoroughly soaking his invading cock but also flooding her mouth and forcing her to swallow with audible gulps. Feeling panicky, she tried to pull back but Kenny's hands were clasped tightly around the back of her neck.
"You'll get used to it!" he told her. "In fact, you can get a lot more meat in your mouth if you try!"
"Mmmmmmm!" Mildred tried to tell him that that was simply out of the question. Gulping on her saliva, she found herself struggling to keep from choking, and the very idea of taking more of that turgid manmeat into her mouth seemed utterly preposterous. "Mmmmmmm..."
"Well, start sucking on it!" Kenny demanded it. "Start sucking and see what happens!"
Horrified and feeling thoroughly degraded and unclean, Mildred meekly began sucking on his lust-bloated cock. Her cheeks collapsing inward, the blushing woman sucked with slurping sounds that both of them could hear. Her tongue instinctively went to work, flicking and stabbing against the sleek, saliva-coated prick.
"Ahhh, that's the way!" Kenny congratulated the blushing and shamefaced woman. "See how easy it is to eat cock? Bet you wish you'd been doing it all your life, huh?" he added with a snicker.
Mildred tried to ignore his cutting comments. As her mouth gradually became accustomed to being pried apart by the young man's blood-engorged penis, she slowly and at first tentatively began moving her brunette head back and forth. In almost imperceptible amounts, she began working more and more meat into her mouth. There was a constant battle with her salivary glands, which seemed determined to flood the area again and again no matter how many times she swallowed.
"Now you're catching on!" Kenny spoke in a coaxing voice. "That's the way to eat cock!" Still holding the back of her head, the young man began working his pelvis with quick jerks in response to the older woman's tantalizing caresses. He kept looking down, enjoying the sight of her full-figured body attired in skimpy white undies and sheer black nylon stockings.
"Mmmmmm! Mmmmmm!" Mildred moaned with a mixture of distress and rising excitement. More than two inches of his rock-solid prick had forcefully wormed its way into her obscenely outstretched mouth, and she was starting to feel ambitious about taking in more. The scantily clad divorcee was keenly aware of the rope bonds that held her lashed to the chair, leaving her completely helpless and at his mercy. To her exquisite embarrassment, she found herself becoming aroused by the perverse act she was performing, although her helplessness provided a convenient excuse for her feelings.
"Ah, that's the way!" Kenny repeated. "Let's see how much you can get in your mouth!" he added as he watched more and more of his hotly pounding tool disappearing into the comely brunette's widely elasticized oral cavity.
Moaning and squirming as much as the bondage would permit, Mildred worked another half-inch into her drooling mouth. The anxious woman could feel the sleek tip beginning to scrape against the roof of her mouth. Her jaws were forced open in a manner that she would have thought quite impossible only moments ago, and she was thoroughly surprised by her ability to accommodate so much throbbing manmeat. Her tongue teased the swollen vein along the underside of his madly throbbing rod as she prepared to work even more into her mouth.
"You're a born cocksucker!" Kenny told the helpless woman. "Bet you never dreamed you'd have that much meat in your mouth, did you?"
Trying to ignore his obscene words as much as possible, the helplessly bound-up woman worked still another half inch of cock between her teeth. The deep penetration made her salivary glands water all the more, warmly bathing his intruding prick with its slippery juices. At times she simply had to stop and gulp hard to get rid of the excess saliva.
"Deeper! Go on! You can do it!" Kenny encouraged his helplessly trussed up victim. "You can get it all the way into your throat!"
"Mmmmmm! Mmmmmm!" Although trying to protest, Mildred valiantly strove to work some of that rock-hard muscle into her straining mouth. The thick slab of cockmeat jammed between her teeth contorted her hotly blushing face in a highly strained manner, and she was still keeping her eyes tightly closed. "Mmmmmm..." she groaned as the plum-shaped glans scraped against the roof of her mouth and started its descent toward her throat.
"Ah, beautiful!" Kenny exclaimed, releasing his manual grip on her head and arching his back to thoroughly enjoy being eaten by the voluptuous divorcee. "Now, suck it for me, Mildred! Suck it!"
Gulping from time to time on her ever-flowing saliva, Mildred moved her brunette head back and forth on the young man's lust-swollen organ. At the same time, her tongue flicked and stabbed against the sleek masculine flesh, thoroughly tantalizing the sensitive nerve-endings and making the blood course through it all the faster. Drawing her head back until just the crown was inside her mouth, she repeatedly thrust forward until several inches were plunged between her ovaled lips before drawing back to repeat the process.
Her magnificent bosom began to heave up and down as she became more and more breathless, and the developing tautness in her highly sensitive nipples made the pressure from her brassiere all the more uncomfortable. And, simultaneously, her clitoris began to itch and swell up in a manner that made it quite impossible for her to sit still, and her bound hands fidgeted constantly in a frustrated effort to console herself.
"Ahhh, oooh! Wow! Ahhh! Ooooh!" Kenny began to grunt and groan with mounting excitement. Throbbing frantically, Ms rigid cock was starting to itch in a furious manner that made him rock and thrust his pelvis back and forth with coital movements. "Oocooh! Wow! That's the way to eat it! Oooooh! Oooooh! What a blowjob! Jeez!
Oh boy! Can't stand much more of this! Wow! Ahhhh!"
Sensing that his emotions were starting to get quite out of control, Mildred found herself bordering on total panic. Oh God, he's going to cum right in my mouth! Oh how repulsive! And if I try to resist it, he'll probably cum all over my face and that would be even worse!! I'll never be able to look anyone in the eyes again as long as I live! Oh I wonder what it tastes like! I'll probably choke on it! Oh how degrading!
"Mmmmmm! Mmmmmm!" Moaning with varying emotions, Mildred tried to brace herself for the onslaught to follow. Her brain was reeling and she found herself quite unable to think rationally. It was horrifying to think that she was going to take a man's climax right in her mouth, but there was simply no choice in the matter. "Mmmmmm ... mmmmm ... mmmmm..."
"Ahhhh! Ooooh!" Kenny's grunts were becoming more intense and prolonged, and his face was contorted with strain as he tried to check himself as long as possible. "Ooooh! Oooh boy, I can't ... Oooooh! Ahhhhh! Ooooh!"
Furiously clenching his teeth, the highly aroused youth suddenly reached down with both hands and clasped Mildred's brunette head in an iron-grip. Much too entrapped in the coils of lust to even think about the discomfort he was inflicting on her, he began vigorously jerking her head back and forth, driving his raging cock deep into her mouth time and time again!
"Mmmmmm! Mmmmmm!" Quite certain that she was going to strangle right then and there, Mildred tried to put up something of a struggle. Her hips bolted off the chair only to be restrained by the bonds at her waist and ankles, and her fingers clawed futilely in the air as she tried to break free of the rope at her wrist. Completely panic-stricken, she frantically tried to twist her defenseless mouth out of the line of fire. "Mmmmmm ... Mmmmmm..."
Pulling her face toward him with a powerful grip, Kenny suddenly rammed forward and let himself go completely. The very first blast of his hot murky lava splashed against the roof of Mildred's vulnerable mouth and ricocheted in all directions! The initial volley was quickly followed by another and still another, quickly fdling the helpless divorcee's mouth with thick, hot masculine cream.
"Mmmmmm..." For a horrified moment, Mildred thought that she was going to choke to death right on the spot. The first blast of semen made her brunette head jerk back instinctively, but Kenny's firm grip denied her any escape. Gurgling and gasping, she found herself with no choice but to try to handle the barrage of hot semen as best she could. There was no choice but to swallow it with big gulps! "Mmmmmm ... Mmmmmm ... Mmmmmm....
"Ahhhhhh!" Kenny emitted a prolonged sigh of exuberance and sheer relief as his onrushing cum rocketed into the older woman's captive mouth.
"Mmmmmm..." Mildred spent the next few moments in a struggle for survival, swallowing and gasping in a frantic effort to keep from strangling. But as she began to get things under control, the breathless divorcee suddenly realized how delicious his masculine honey tasted! There was a tangy, virile and slightly salty taste that was astonishingly pleasant, and she could almost feel her vaginal walls twitching enviously as she began smacking her lips on it. "Mmmmmm..."
"Ah, what a blowjob!" Kenny remarked as he stood with his suddenly slack prick soaking in his attractive prisoner's delectable oral cavity. "I could sure use a blowjob like that every day!"
Enjoying the lingering taste of warm cum in her mouth, Mildred still could not bear to look up at the young man after he had finally withdrawn. I can't believe I've actually taken a man's climax in my mouth, she told herself. Only whores do that! Oh my God, I wonder what he'll force me to do next! I'll be totally degraded before he gets done with me!
Kenny had been planning to torment the shapely divorcee some more, but his highly satisfying climax had temporarily drained him. "I'm going to untie you now," he told her. "But from now on you had better do what I say or else!"
During the next few days, Mildred found herself suffering various humiliations at the hands of her youthful tormentor. Although continually guilt-stricken and deeply shamed by the indignities that were inflicted upon her, she was quite dismayed to find that her inhibitions were gradually disappearing and that she was beginning to enjoy the lewd activities that were so far removed from any of her prior experiences. She would have been even more dismayed if she could have foreseen the even-stranger fate that awaited her.