Chapter 3
Jan's well cared for hands shook slightly as she placed the covered serving dishes on the table. She was trying to concentrate but Tommy stood by the porch steps and watched her. Knowing that his dark eyes were following her every move made her nervous. Tommy had been giving her that same intense stare ever since he got out of bed yesterday, after ... it had happened, and the lovely blonde's nerves were worn raw as she waited for him to say something.
It's the waiting, that's the worst part, she thought as she strode back into the kitchen. It's not knowing if he was awake when I did that to him or not! Not knowing what he's thinking is driving me crazy! She picked up another pair of dishes, then sat them down again. She wasn't ready to face her beautiful, seductive son. She wasn't ready to run the gauntlet, not yet anyway!
Why did you do it? Why did you ... suck it like that? The question fastened itself in her brain and ate its way deep into the primitive center of her! Jan stiffened and pulled upright. Despite her shame, despite her surging self-hate, she felt the sharp electric jolt of sensual arousal as she remembered how slick and wonderful Tommy's hard young cock had been when she sucked on it. The beautiful housewife could almost imagine that she could still taste that strange tang at the back of her tongue, even after she'd brushed her teeth at least ten times! "Ohhhhh my god," she murmured as another delicious chill raced down her spine. She remembered how smooth and exciting her son's flesh had been as it pressed down on her tongue, how it had made her love-sheath drip and convulse with pleasure each time she applied that lovely suction.
Her sudden, powerful reaction to the memory startled her and Jan had to lean against the table to help her shaking knees keep her upright. How could just thinking about something as dirty and as obscene as that excite her? She was a healthy, sane woman and dirty things like this should sicken her, not excite her!
"Can I help you with anything?" Mia was suddenly standing by her side and Jan's taut nerves vibrated as she stared down at the beautiful girl. For an instant she couldn't speak, then she forced the taut muscles of her throat to move. Her voice sounded strained and shaky to her ear.
"Y-yes, baby, would you take these out and set them on the table? Our guests will be here any moment and I still have to change." Mia smiled and nodded as she scooped up the two dishes and started for the door. Jan stared after her, watching her pert little bottom twitch and roll as she walked.
She's lovely too. They're both beautiful, Jan thought, and as she watched, memories of Mia and Jimmy Williams flashed and flicked through her mind. Jan gave up trying to make the filthy thoughts go away. She knew it was hopeless! She saw Mia's tiny lips clamped tight around the boy's glistening stem and heard the wet sucking sounds that were sprinkled in between the little girl's pleased grunts and gurgles!
Jan suddenly shook herself as if she'd been asleep and turned away from the table. She shuddered violently as she paced toward the bedroom. She could feel the damp folds of her labia softly kissing each other, spreading the fresh drops of her warm vaginal secretion over her flesh, making her feel slick and oily down there between her thighs.
As she quickly slipped into a lacy party dress, Jan's mind rebelled again, but this time she didn't think of Tommy, she thought of the vile things that Dave had whispered in her ear. She thought of Verna Fields and what it would be like to have another woman's face pressed tight against her wet, slippery slot. Jan knew it was filthy and wrong to think about these things and it was even worse to be excited by them, but wrong or not, the lovely blonde felt her long nipples grow hard and pointed and press against the stiff material of her bra, sending ripples of her pleasure racing along her nerves, making them crawl with delight!
"Ohhhh, what a filthy thing to do," Jan whispered as she imagined, just for a second, running her own wet tongue along a watering female gash. She shuddered and tried to feel disgusted but somehow she couldn't force her feelings in that direction. Without any warning the startled housewife found her daydream had changed focus, and she imagined herself sucking and carefully kissing a fresh, dewy little vulva! Not a single hair marred the smooth ivory flesh. Nothing stood between her searching tongue and the sweet drops of excitement that seeped out of the tight virginal folds. Jan didn't have to look up in her daydreams, she knew who it was that she was so lovingly servicing-she knew it was Mia!
The moment she fully realized what she was fantasizing, Jan felt the blood draining from her face and knew it would be easier to faint than face the truth about her twisted inner drives-drives she had never known she, possessed!
For a few moments Jan was tempted to turn away from herself, to ignore her feelings and sweep them under the rug, but she was honest-far too honest to lie to herself! She shuddered and roughly pulled up her zipper as she tried to understand this sudden blaze of sexual excitement that had been creeping in on her for the past few days. The excitement was so unusual, so unlike her, that it bewildered her. She'd never been like this before! She had always been embarrassed and uncomfortable when any of her married friends had discussed their sex lives, and had just assumed that things like this were unnatural and degenerate. But now, now she wasn't sure, wasn't so comfortable about herself and her place in the world.
Her fumbling self-analysis was interrupted by the doorbell. The chimes announced the arrival of the first of their guests. Janet felt the sharp twinge of repressed anger when she thought of the lawn party they were hosting this afternoon.
"Look, Jan, it's my job! It's my business to promote my clients privately as well as publicly, and no matter how you feel about her, Verna
Fields is my biggest client!"
The anger snapped in her eyes as Jan checked her image in the mirror. "Client! Damn you, Dave Green, you're throwing this party to show off your new private whore, and you're making me be the hostess!"
The party was going well. Jan stood by the pool listening to the contented laughter and talk of a group that had been well fed and entertained. Despite her continued anger about the reason for the party she was pleased that everything had gone so smoothly. Regardless of her personal feelings it pleased her to be a good hostess.
"This is a most pleasant party ... Mother," Tommy said as he laid a hand on her arm.
Jan heard the hesitation before he could bring himself to call her mother, but she didn't have time to dwell on it-she was too busy fighting for self-control the moment his flesh pressed against hers! Tommy had been very attentive toward her all afternoon. This was the third or fourth time he had touched her, and with each touch it was becoming harder and harder for her to ignore the lewd thoughts that threatened to creep in on her! She was sure that the touches and the brushings were innocent but she was still upset by them and by the uncomfortable feeling that he was following her with his dark eyes, staring intently at her.
"Th-thank you, dear," Jan stammered. She couldn't meet his eyes as she forced herself to smile calmly at the handsome boy beside her. She couldn't control her own eyes, and they slipped down the front of his close-fitting slacks. Jan felt her cheeks blazing with embarrassment as she found herself staring at the outline of a half-erect penis. Thank god it was almost dark, and none of the guests could see her confusion as she pulled away from the warm grip on her trembling arm. "Why ... why don't you join the other young people in the pool, Tommy," she murmured as she turned away from the powerful temptation that stood before her.
Janet wasn't aware of the direction she'd taken until she almost stumbled on the steps that led to the porch. She decided to go into the house for a few minutes. She needed the time to get a firmer grip on herself, needed a few minutes alone before she went back out there to her guests.
It was quiet in the house. Closing the back door had shut off the party sounds, and suddenly Jan felt uncomfortably alone. She was just about to turn around and leave when she heard a faint sound. For a long moment the lovely housewife stood very still, her ears straining to hear the sound again. There had been something so strange about it, she wasn't sure what she thought she'd heard, but she was certain she'd heard it! "Oww wuuuggghhh!! ! "
That time Jan was sure she had heard it! It was a woman's voice, and that woman was in pain! A surprising flutter of excitement grew in her as she began to move slowly toward the groaning sound, which rose again and again. Jan was barely aware of what she was doing as she tiptoed down the hall. She was almost certain the sounds were coming from the den but she didn't know what she was going to do about them when she got there.
The blonde's lush body was shaking as she leaned toward the door to the den. There was something so throaty, so primitive about the tone of the grunting woman's voice that it made the flesh at the base of her skull crawl with sick excitement. The door wasn't completely closed and she found that she could see into the den through the open crack. All the lights were on in the room and Jan felt as if she'd been struck in the solar plexus the moment her eyes focused on the terrible scene inside the room!
"Auuuggghhh!! ! Ooooo, it feels so big!" The woman's voice was so hoarse, so strained that Jan couldn't place it at first, but then the woman who lay face down across her husband's desk turned her head and she could see the beautiful features of he rival, Verna Fields!!
Jan was stunned. She was frozen in place as her eyes slowly took in each lewd detail of the situation. Verna lay sprawled on the desk, the skirt of her lovely cocktail dress thrown up over her shoulders, baring the lower half of her body. Even in her emotional state, Jan had to admit that Verna had a beautiful body, and she felt a trickle of liquid excitement running through her as she stared at the alabaster flesh, the proud sweep of the hips, the full halves of her buttocks.
Dave stood behind the writhing woman. His jacket had been thrown aside, his slacks lay in a puddle at his feet, and he was naked from the waist down as he slowly pressed forward, the solid bar of his thick penis disappearing between the white cheeks of Verna's bottom. As he thrust forward, Verna's body vibrated and her head rose up until she looked as if she was baying at the moon.
"Owwwwggghhhh, baby, go slow! Please don't tear me!" The pain was obvious in her voice, and Jan felt a fierce joy. Just knowing that her husband was hurting' the whore pleased her! Verna's supple body jerked and twisted as Dave ignored the pleading and continued to press forward. Jan felt a thick surge of desire moving in her belly as she watched. But there was something wrong-she wasn't sure what it was, but there was something wrong with the way Dave was standing. The young housewife wished she could run into the room and confront her husband and the other woman, but something held her back and she couldn't move from the spot, she was so hypnotized by what she was watching. The feeling persisted that there was something wrong with what she was watching, and she tried to concentrate more closely.
"Goddamn but you're tight, Verna," Dave muttered as he gripped her full buttocks and leaned forward, spreading the white cheeks wide. It wasn't until the moment he did that, that Jan realized what had been bothering her. Dave wasn't having normal intercourse with Verna-he was sodomizing her! The lovely blonde stared with unbelieving eyes as her husband slowly but determinedly fed inch after thick inch of his wide column into the stretched ring of the woman's anus.
"That's right, baby, hump and wiggle all you want. It just makes it nicer for old Dave, makes his big cock twirl and move in your tight little ass-hole!"
The vulgar words and obscene unnatural act were almost more than Jan could stand. She felt her head spinning and had to choke back the need to scream and run away from what was happening before her. Some terrible need inside of her held
Janet Green where she was and forced her to watch, forced her to see how the other woman groaned and wiggled as she was being taken in the rectum! The longer she watched the more she came to realize that Verna was enjoying herself! The pain and humiliation seemed to spur the luscious woman into more degrading hunchings and wigglings. Despite her shock, Jan felt the thick syrup of desire stirring between her thighs and felt the wetness spreading across her labia, soaking the thick curls of her pubic hair.
Dave was working in a steady rhythm now and Jan almost groaned aloud as she watched the fat stem of his prick moving in and out of Verna's defenseless anus. She heard his grunts and soft moans of pleasure as the woman's sphincter tightened around him, holding his cock in a firm, sucking grip. Jan wiggled with desire and pressed her open palm against her tingling breasts as she saw Verna's beautiful body shake, saw the shock waves of Dave's strokes ripple over her flesh, heard the moans and gushing groans that escaped the slack lips as, Verna's rectum was filled over and over again with pulsating, hard man-flesh.
"It's filthy. It's horrible," Jan told herself over and over. But she couldn't deny her excitement and interest, couldn't deny the hot vibrations of her clitoris or the buzzing itch that grew around her own virgin anus. It was obscene and unnatural, she knew, but it didn't stop the sensations that were tormenting her, nor the powerful urge that was boiling in her-a filthy, awful urge!
"Unnnggghhh ... ohhhh baby," Dave panted as he slammed himself against the firm, meaty cheeks of Verna's bottom. "I can't wait! It's too good!"
Verna gave him an answering wiggle and roll of her upturned bottom. Her voice sounded strained and thin. "Go on lover, go on! Slam it to me! Fill my ass with cummmmm!! ! Don't worry about me, baby, I've cum twice already! Go on, lover, fuck my ass off!"
Jan's head was reeling as she heard Dave's belly smacking against Verna's bottom and saw him thrusting deep into the warmth of her body. She couldn't restrain herself. Her hand darted inside her panties and a trembling forefinger rubbed and twirled against the hard nub of her clitoris.
"Awwwuuunnnggg!! Ahhhhgg," Dave moaned and his whole body seemed to vibrate and jerk.
Jan knew he was cumming and she imagined what it would be like to have his hot seed spurting deep in her own bowels. That single, nasty thought was all it took. The lovely housewife gasped and had to lean against the doorframe to keep from falling as the wonderful thrills of her orgasm shook and twisted her, sending waves of joy from head to toe!
"Ooooo, slowly-go slowly, baby," Verna was murmuring over her shoulder when Jan's head cleared.
The excited blonde peeked through the crack in time to watch as her husband slowly, carefully withdrew his softening prick. The woman on the desk moaned and wiggled a little as he pulled free. One hand reached back and gently massaged her pink and white cheeks. "Agggghhh, that was lovely Dave," Verna said as she slowly pushed herself up. Her hand remained cupped over one bruised buttock as she stood and offered her lips to him. Dave hugged her tight and gave her the kiss she wanted. Verna's free hand slipped in between them and squeezed and massaged his wilted prong. "Oh my dear, what a good time you can show a girl. But we've been away for a long time. Don't you think we'd better make an appearance? I wouldn't want to worry Jan or the others."
The voice was so nice, so cultured, that Jan could hardly believe this same woman was the one who had lain squealing and moaning as she was being buggered. It was impossible!
Dave and Verna began to rearrange their clothes and Jan suddenly realized she couldn't let them catch her standing at the door. She turned and hurried away, down the hall, back to the party. As she walked Jan realized how wobbly and unsteady her legs were. Small after-shocks of her orgasm tormented her from time to time. She dreaded going back to their guests, knowing she would have to talk and laugh and pretend that everything was normal, but inside she would still be on fire, she knew she would! The orgasm that had left her shaken hadn't put out the hot fires of need and she was still aroused. Shame and lust were at war inside her, and she knew which of them would win!
"Goodbye ... Thank you ... I'm so glad you enjoyed yourself." The last of the guests were gone and Jan leaned her forehead against the door for a moment, enjoying the feel of the cool, polished wood. It had been simply wretched! She had never spent such a tense, uncomfortable two hours in her life! She had gritted her teeth and forced herself to circulate around the clusters of guests. She'd been cool and charming, had laughed and chatted while the sick excitement had simmered inside of her. When Verna and Dave made an appearance she had been shocked at how cool and serene the dark-haired woman looked. Not a hair was out of place, and her dress was smooth and wrinkle free, showing no evidence of having been crumpled and wrinkled up over her shoulders. Verna turned her head and gave Jan a cool, innocent smile, and the housewife felt the hot rush of anger washing through her veins as she realized how cold and calculating the bitch really was.
Now, standing alone in the hallway, Jan could taste the dead ashes of her anger and shook her head. Dave was in the bedroom. He'd pleaded exhaustion and had work tomorrow. Exhaustion! Of course he was tired-it must take all the energy in the world to service a greedy slut like Verna Fields!
Jan turned away from the door and went into the darkened living room. She didn't want to go to bed yet, and she didn't want to face Dave. She was still far too shaken to be alone with him. As she sat in the cool darkness, the beautiful blonde let her mind wander for a moment and in an instant the image of Tommy snapped before her. She moaned softly and shook her head. What was she going to do about the boy? All afternoon and all evening he'd been following her with his eye's. Just knowing that he was watching her like that kept that tiny flame of shameful lust alive between her sleek thighs. Before she realized what she was doing, Jan began to think of that lovely moment when her lips had slipped over the glowing cap of her son's penis. Her lips tingled as the memory rolled through her and she felt the wicked wetness of her excitement stain her panties.
She was on her feet in an instant. She had to stop this, she simply had to drive away the lust she felt for Tommy. But how to do it? Jan shook her head, trying to shake herself free of the demons inside, and hurried out of the living room and down the hall toward the bedroom.
She wasn't sure what stopped her outside Tommy's door. She saw a band of light coming from under it, but it wasn't late and there was no reason why he shouldn't still be up. No, there was some other reason for her stopping there, she just didn't understand it, didn't know what it was.
Jan s hand shook as she reached for the doorknob. She knew it was foolish and she shouldn't do this, but that didn't stop her for an instant. She took great care in turning the knob, not making a sound. The instant the door was open she peeked in and made a stifled gasping sound. Jan didn't know exactly what she was looking for, but what she did see was so shocking that it almost stopped her heart!
The bright reading light was on over Tommy's bed. It spotlighted the tall boy and his slender sister in its "glow. Tommy lay flat on his back, naked, and Mia was on her knees between his parted thighs, her little fist gripping his long, thin prick!
"Ohhhh, Mia, faster! Do it faster, please," the boy pleaded as his beautiful little sister masturbated him.
Jan's heart began to thud and hammer in her chest. The beat was heavy and erratic.
Mia wore a short, filmy nightie. It had hiked up to her waist, showing the saucy half-moons of her bare buttocks. Jan had to force herself to take her prying eyes away from the child's body and back to the awful incestuous act she was performing on her brother!
"Grip it harder, please! I need it so badly," the handsome boy groaned as his lean groin flopped up and down, meeting her descending fist.
Suddenly Janet found herself moving. The door banged against the wall as she strode into the room. For an instant Tommy and Mia remained where they were, looking like beautiful erotic statues, then the little girl snatched her hand away from her brother's penis and jumped up to stand beside the bed. Her almond eyes looked enormous as they fearfully searched Jan's face. Tommy clawed at the sheet beside him and covered himself with it.
"Go to your room, Mia." Jan was amazed at her self-control. Her voice sounded calm and steady, betraying none of the terrible excitement that blazed in her belly. "Go to your room. I'll talk to you in the morning!"
Mia didn't protest or try to explain, she simply flicked an agonized glance at her brother than scuttled out of the room, softly shutting the door behind her. Jan stayed where she was. Her eyes met Tommy's and locked with them. At last the tension began to wear away at her and she had to speak.
"How ... how could you, Tommy? How could you do a thing like that with your own sister?" As she spoke the lovely blonde moved forward until she was standing directly over the bed. Even with the sheet covering him it was easy to see that Tommy's erection was still standing tall. The boy looked up at her, tears welling up in his dark eyes. He gave her a hopeless shrug.
"I. . . I'm sorry, Mother. I do not know if I can explain it to you. Yesterday..." He stopped for a moment, as if trying to gather his words. He closed his eyes, and when he began to speak again, his eyes stayed tightly closed.
"Yesterday, when I awoke, I found myself in ... a painful state of. . . excitement. I had a dream, Mother, a dream about you!"
Jan felt her vagina convulse as she realized what had caused that dream.
"Since that time I have had no rest. All I can do is think of you and the things that you did for me, in my dream. I am most ashamed and know that you will now probably send us away, but I could not help myself. You looked so ... pretty today, I felt so strongly about you that the state of my ... excitement became actually painful!" He pointed down at the bulge in the sheet, awkwardly showing her his throbbing hard-on.
"Mia asked me what was wrong and I told her. I had to speak of it to someone, Mother. I was afraid I was going mad!" He mournfully shook his head and shrugged again. His despair was obvious. "Mia was trying to help me. I was pretending it was you and not she who was ... doing that! It is all my fault, Mother. If you must send me away, I will understand, but please do not blame Mia!"
Jan felt hot tears of shame stinging her eyes as she impulsively sat on the edge of his bed. Her fingers brushed Tommy's tousled hair back from his face, and she began to speak before she knew what she was going to say to him.
"No, no, darling, it's all right. No one is going to send you away. It's all right, I understand."
Tommy's eyes still didn't open, and Jan was doubly ashamed of the pain and guilt her lewd act had caused.
"You should have spoken to me earlier about the problem, or to your father." She was babbling. She knew she was talking nonsense but she couldn't stop herself. "It's not healthy for a boy like you to ... stay hard like that, son. You should have relieved yourself ... with your hand." The blonde felt the hot flush of blood in her cheeks when she told him that, but even the embarrassment wasn't enough to tear her eyes away from the tent his hard prick was making in the sheet, wasn't enough to make her stop dreaming about what was under there, just waiting for her, if she had the nerve!
"I did, Mother, over and over, but it didn't help! That was why I hoped that Mia. . . and my pretending it was you ... would help me tonight." A tear squeezed out from under his closed eyelid. "I am so ashamed to think things like this about one who has been so kind."
Something snapped inside of Jan. Her own sense of shame welled up in her and the tenderness she felt for him washed all her resistance aside. She was leaning forward, whispering to the tormented boy in a second.
"No, no, son, don't be ashamed," she whispered, her lips brushing away the salty tear. She kissed him lightly on the cheek as she pressed her full, swollen breasts against his bare chest, wishing she was naked too. "Mother will help you. Just relax and I'll help you, but you must promise me one thing-you must promise not to discuss this with anyone, not Dave, not Mia. This is a private thing between you and me. Do you promise me that?"
She felt him nodding and shivered as one arm rose up and hugged her tight against his warm, strong young body.
Her whisper was low and shaky as her hand slipped under the sheet. "Now you just relax, dear, and let mother help you. Just relax."
Tommy's body quivered and jerked helplessly as her fingertips brushed lightly over his flesh until they found his throbbing stem.
"Ohhhhh, Mother," Tommy moaned as her fingers slipped around the shaft and squeezed.
Jan couldn't answer him. Her own excitement tied her throat in a knot and all she could do was sigh as she gave his long spear of flesh a few quick jerks.
"Is this what you dreamed of?" she murmured as she slowly sat up on the bed. "Was this part of your dream, darling?" she asked as she deliberately threw the sheet back with her free hand. Now they both could watch her hand as it flashed up and down in his lap. Tommy groaned again and nodded. His eyes were open now. They devoured the wicked, obscene thing she was doing to him.
Jan watched too. She felt her slick oils flowing between her thighs and knew that she was wetting the bottom of her dress but didn't care. "Was this all I did for you in your dream, Tommy?" She was leading him on. She knew how vile it was to take advantage of him like this but she had no choice, she had to go on! She worked her clenched fist up and down his stem, loving the feel of the silky flesh as it ran over the hard gristle beneath. She was making him answer her, pulling the words from him with her hand!
"Ohhhhh, Mother," Tommy whispered, bucking and twisting under the lash of her tantalizing fist. "No, this is just the first part..." His voice faded away and his hand began to move up and down her arm. Jan made a soft sound deep in her throat as she felt his fingers shyly, hesitantly explore the rounded contour of her breast. The sweet excitement of his touch gave her the courage to go on.
"What ... what else did I do for you, darling?" she whispered as she leaned toward his hand, allowing it to slip from her arm directly to her burning breast. They both gasped as his fingers dug into the firm flesh. "What else did I do for you? Tell me, dear," she insisted, her hips beginning to make little jerking motions on the bed.
"You. . . you bent over me in the darkness and ... placed your mouth on my ... organ!" Tommy's voice was tight with desire mixed with shame, and Jan almost squealed as his other hand lifted and cupped her other breast. She did moan softly and press forward, filling his hands with her large, shapely breasts.
"Ohhhhh my," she whispered to the boy. "Should I do that for you now? Should I. . . put it in my mouth, Tommy?" Jan felt the boy's frame shake and for a moment she was afraid he was about to ejaculate. She didn't want him to do that-not yet!
"Please, ohhh please, Mother, yes! Do it, put it in your mouth!" One hand stayed with her breasts, squeezing delightfully, exploring as the other slipped up the back of her arched neck and began to pull her down toward the gleaming crown of his prick.
Jan struggled briefly, not much but enough to excite the boy. She was acting like a slut and knew it, but somehow the idea didn't bother her as much as it should have. She was still working her hand up and down the shaft, her eyes fastened on the gleaming drops of pre-cum that glittered and shone in the swollen slit of his glans. She remembered again how smooth and exciting the head of Tommy's penis had felt when it slipped into her mouth, and she shuddered with delighted anticipation as she allowed him to press her open lips down over the dripping knob.
"Oooohhhh," the boy groaned and his pelvis thrust upward, jamming almost half of his long cock into her mouth. Jan shuddered again and tightened her lips around him and sucked as hard as she could, it was so wonderful.
"Aggghhh ... ohhhh mother ... I'mmm going to ... shoot it ... awwwhhhh!! ! "
There was no other warning. One moment Jan was sucking and licking at the tantalizing stalk of flesh that filled her mouth so nicely, and the next she was gasping and choking as gush after thick gush of Tommy's pearly cum filled her mouth. In her confusion the lovely blonde gulped and found herself greedily swallowing her son's salty seed, loving the feeling as it slid down her throat.
"Ohh Mother, suck hard, suck hard!" One of Tommy's hands pressed at the back of her head, and Jan groaned happily as his other hand roamed over her exposed thighs. She wasn't even surprised when her second orgasm of the day rose up and swept her away.