Chapter 7
It was almost noon when she awoke. She woke Teresa and they made lunch. Each of them moved slowly and with care-each had lost a virginity today!
Apart from a certain uncomfortable soreness, Alice felt fine. She was almost halfway thru her lunch when she realized something. She felt sore, sleepy and hungry, but she no longer felt ashamed! It was as if she had wakened after a bad dream. She felt at peace with herself. She had gone to sleep with an overpowering sense of shame and now she felt no guilt, no anguish. Alice stopped eating. She was puzzled at the change in herself, uncertain that she could trust this new feeling of peace. She felt happy and suddenly she knew that she looked forward to some new adventure with Jack and the others. She had gone to sleep a hurt and worried girl and had awakened a woman!
She became aware that Teresa was chattering at her " . . and when it was all the way into me ... Oh wow! That really popped my cork...! I want to thank you, Mrs. Murray. It would have been hard without your being there. Just knowing that you wouldn't let him really hurt me made everything okay. Do you know what I mean?"
She knew what Teresa meant and she had to laugh. The silly girl was so solemn as she thanked her-thanked her for helping her get seduced!
"It's all right, Teresa, really. I'm glad that it helped you and I am truly glad that it made things nicer for you. Now hush and finish your lunch."
As soon as the lunch things were put away they went into the living room and sat together. Teresa had a can of soda and she was amusing herself by letting a few drops at a time drip out of the can and onto her tongue. Alice watched the child play and wondered if her experience had made any impression on her at all-if she was aware of her loss of innocence so early? Alice felt a sudden curiosity about the girl and the gang on the hill and what they did before she met them.
"Teresa honey, listen to me. I want to ask you something. How ... well I mean ... when did you ... start these games up on the hill?"
The girl stopped playing with the soda. "Oh, about a year ago. Early last summer I guess. Why?"
"I just wanted to know what kind of games you had been playing and what you thought of it all before I came into the picture. And I guess I really want to know where Jack got his experience. Someone has taught him a lot you know." That statement excited the girl.
"Yeah, I know! Last summer he was the leader and all, just cause he was the oldest, but this summer when we got going again he had really changed you know? Last summer all we did was take our clothes off and fool around. It took almost all summer before we even got up nerve enough to touch each other and jerk off, much less try any heavy stuff. This summer it was a whole new story. A few days after vacation started Teddy saw me in the playground and told me they were playing up on the hill again and that Jack had some 'neat new games.' I got to wondering and went up there one day. Boy! I wasn't there ten minutes when Jack had my clothes off and had me on the bunk! He wanted to go all the way but I was really scared! He kept on insisting. He showed me how to jack him off then he made me let him put it between my legs, on the outside you know? Well, he finished off that way and when he squirted his stuff on my legs, I was sort of scared but he was really groovy and he and the guys played with me until I came. It was the first time that I ever came! That was it, man. I've been going back every day since then and it's been a ball. But each day it's been getting more like the real thing. Then you came up there and since then it is the real thing all of a sudden." She seemed sort of sad when she said that and Alice had to laugh.
"Oh, you silly goose! It always has been the real thing, you just had to grow up into it, that's all. I have to admit that my coming sort of made you grow up a little faster than you might have otherwise, but it's all right now, isn't it?" The girl thought that over for a minute, then she got a impish grin on her face and she solemnly opened her mouth and her pink little tongue lapped out and made lewd licking motions at the woman. She laughed and then ducked from the pillow that Alice had thrown at her.
Alice followed the pillow and there was a brief tussle until she pinned the girl down on the floor. Once she had her pinned she began to tickle and toy with the helpless girl. The tickling had to stop because Teresa suddenly had to go to the bathroom. Still laughing, Alice stood by the door waiting for her. As she waited, the urge to go up on the hill came to her. By the time Teresa came out, Alice had two old but clean sheets and a clean towel ready to take with them.
"I suppose we might as well have clean sheets if we're going to keep going up to that dumb place," she told the girl. And picking up the bundle, they went out the back gate and up the hill.
It was still early in the afternoon and the sun shone brightly. The sky was clear and they could hear the birds and the grasshoppers as they walked. Alice felt as light as a feather as she tramped up the hill. Her inner voice tried to talk to her about morality and shame and tried to make her turn back but she only laughed inwardly at the voice, trying to chase it from her.
As they came near the shack they could hear laughter and shouts and soon they saw all three boys in the front. They had a ball and were throwing it back and forth clowning around. When they saw the two females the ball was forgotten. Jack stood up and stared silently at Alice. She felt the stare and felt herself blush. The boys were shy and stood back, not knowing how she should be greeted. They didn't know that she had changed her mind about them. Alice and Teresa didn't pay any attention to the boys and walked into the shack. They threw the dirty old blanket aside and covered the lumpy old mattress with the clean sheets. Then Teresa took the blanket outside to shake it. The boys stood in the doorway watching all of this. They were uncertain of what to say. Teresa was back with the blanket and they tucked it in as best as they could.
"Why don't you guys go out and fool around?" Jack said. "I want to talk to Mrs. Murray." Everyone filed out. Teresa went with them.
When they were alone, neither knew quite what to say. At last Jack got up his courage.
"I wasn't certain how you would feel about me now ... I mean after this morning. I guess I kinda went overboard ... I know that I hurt you some and I really am sorry ... Really." Alice felt the need to demonstrate to him the real gratitude that she felt towards him-to show him the joy that she felt with her liberation.
Slowly she walked to him and before he knew what she wanted, she knelt in front of him, and clasping her arms around his legs, she pressed her face against the bulge in his pants. Her chin touched the limp outline of his organ. He was startled and almost broke away before he understood what she was doing.
"You are still the boss of how we do it Jack," she said softly. And then she rubbed her face against his groin. She enjoyed the act-enjoyed feeling that she was in his power.
He was uncertain what to do. Then he decided. Bending over, he helped her gently to her feet and helped her sit on the newly made bunk.
"Are you sore or anything?" he asked shyly. It took her a few seconds to understand what he meant. Then she laughed softly and replied.
"Yes. It's going to be a few days before I can sit down without thinking of you, dear, but it was worth it-every pain was worth it. Now don't you worry about me. I can take just about anything that this big old lover can give me." Saying that, she reached out and touched the growing lump in the front of his trousers. She was uncertain that she should excite him again-the action during the morning must have been a drain on him. She might as well have worried about draining the sea! The boy was tireless. Under her teasing touch his organ grew and pressed up against her palm, stretching the cloth.
He wasn't frantic or brutal. They gently undressed each other and lay on the bunk. They lay facing each other, probing fingers touching and exploring each other's body. His gentle fingers roused the hunger in her. It ate at her, urged her to feed it, to let it loose. Inching closer to him she raised one leg and holding his pulsing shaft, inserted it. He groaned and pressed forward. It slid up inside her like an oiled piston. They lay still, enjoying the closeness of each other, letting the sensations wash over them like a warm soothing shower.
"Ohhhh." she breathed, "Ohhh. Don't move, just hold me close like this. I don't want it to stop-I want to keep you there always."
His strong young arms held her close, her breasts brushing his chest, making the nipples tingle and swell.
Almost as if each heard a silent signal, they began the gentle surging and rocking motions. He didn't move more than two inches in or out of her. The constant pressure of his organ on her clitoris almost made her delirious. For the first time in her life she knew why people made love. For the first time she felt the need of another person. She felt that closeness for the first time and knew that she had never been complete before, as if she had been a defective machine, trying to run without a vital part. She felt a great warmth for the boy who had helped her find the way, who had been her guide.
Her need grew hotter and she increased the pressure and the pace, her hips rolling and pressing. She felt herself filled and emptied, felt her body swallow his pulsing, slippery shaft. His warm breath came faster and faster in the hollow of her throat. His head pressed against hers, tremors of enjoyment running up and down her spine.
"Ah, ah ahhhh" she groaned as he slid up inside her and then retreated. "Oh Jack!" she breathed, feeling her excitement rising in her body. Her pleasure was like a silky soap bubble. She felt it rising in her chest, restricting her breathing. It grew and grew and she knew that when it burst her own orgasm would take control of her body.
At last, just before she lost her mind and screamed out loud, the velvet friction took its toll. The pleasure washed over her, not in a hysterical jolting fashion but in a wonderful, soothing, rewarding flush of exquisite pleasure!
Her own increased writhing and rolling caught Jack up in the final reward and she felt his hot offering lubricate her channel, making his moving shaft even smoother. They lay still afterwards, content to feel each other's closeness, feeling no need for words or other assurances of their mutual enjoyment.
At last they rose and dressed. She led him outside where the sun was still shining but the children were gone. They had the hillside to themselves.
They walked further up the hill and sat on a large rock that overlooked the slope. They were quiet for a while but Alice's need to know forced her to ask.
"Jack? At first I thought you were a virgin. Then I thought you just got ideas from those books of yours or from watching Sally, but I know that's wrong. You have been taught, taught by a woman Jack! I'm certain of that now ... That's true, isn't it?"
Jack jumped up quickly and for a moment she thought he was going to run. Instead he just shuffled his feet and looked uncomfortable.
"You don't have to tell me, Jack. If you're embarrassed I can understand. I just wanted to know that's all." She put out a hand to restrain him before he changed his mind and bolted.
"Aw..., I'm not embarrassed. It's ... It's just that it's kinda personal and ... Actually I guess I'd like to talk about it to someone. I never found anybody that I thought I could trust."
She smiled encouragingly, and he, looking calmer, sat down beside her again. He was turned from her so that she couldn't see his face.
"It all started late last fall. My folks had to go out of town for a couple of weeks. I couldn't go with them because I had school. So my mom called my Aunt Betty and asked her to stay with me while they were gone. Betty's my mother's younger sister. She looks just like mom but just a little younger. She's kinda funny. She never got married or anything. Well, anyway, she came over and my folks left.
"After a couple of days another lady came to the house. Betty was glad to see her I guess. Her name is Sylvia Mitchell. You know, the little blonde lady that used to work at the hotel over on Olive? They were laughing and talking and then Sylvia brought out a big bottle of whiskey and they started to make some drinks. When they had had a few, they remembered me and Aunt Betty decided that I was big enough to try a drink. I felt grown up-like a man. You know? I drank the one they made for me but I didn't really like it much. They kept on drinking and soon Betty got real sleepy and went into the other room to take a nap. I guess they were going to go out dancing later.
"Sylvia wasn't sleepy at all. 'Hey Jackie!' she said real loud, 'You know how to dance?"
" 'Sure I can dance,' I said. I could a little, but the whiskey made me feel like I could do anything. She trotted over and found some music on the radio. Then she stood in the middle of the room. She was dancing by herself. She smiled at me and wiggled her fingers at me, motioning me to come to her. I did and in a little while she showed me the step she was doing. I got the idea and we were doing pretty good at it.
" 'Hold me closer honey,' she said in a kinda funny low voice. She didn't wait for me-she just moved closer. She's a short little woman but she isn't skinny! As we kept on dancing I felt her brush up against me each time we turned. Her breast would rub along my hand when she would move her body. I'd never been that close to a woman before and I got all excited. Then she started to push up against my front and I knew she could feel how hard I was getting. That only made me get harder and I almost forgot to keep on dancing. I did lose the beat some, but she didn't seem to care.
" 'Oh my! What is that lump?' She teased after she pressed up to me real hard. I stumbled and we almost fell over. 'I think we'd better stop dancing,' she said and led me over to the couch where we sat down together. She gave me another drink and took a long pull from the one she had. She was sitting real close and a couple of times she bent over to get something and I could see down her dress. She was wearing a silky dress with a low front. She saw me looking but didn't try to move or cover up or anything. I saw her looking down at my lap and was embarrassed by the big lump in the front of my trousers.
" 'MY, you're a bigger boy than I thought!' she said and I didn't understand what she meant at first. She giggled and lay her palm on my lap. I can't explain how that made me feel. I wanted to run but at the same time I wanted to rip my pants off, right there, so that I could get that hand closer!
" 'Ohhh ... that feels so hard Jackie', she cooed at me in a kind of fake little girl voice. She was teasing me. I didn't know it then, but she was. She moved closer and held her face up to me. Her eyes were closed and I saw the little lines at the corner of her eyes and knew that she was older than she wanted people to think. It took me a couple of seconds to realize that she wanted a kiss. I'd never really kissed a girl or a woman before but I kissed her. Just as soon as our lips met, her tongue shot into my mouth. I didn't know that people did that. It felt like it had electricity in it. The first touch of it almost made me black out-it excited me that much! We kissed so long that I could hardly breathe. I wanted to pull back but she kept her arm around me tight. For such a little woman she was really strong!
Her little tongue kept worming around mine, touching and sliding along it like she wanted to tie them in a knot. Finally she let me go and fell back on the couch. She kept her face towards me, but she didn't open her eyes for a long time. She put her hand back on my lap and traced the bulge with her finger tips. I noticed that she was breathing fast, like she had been running. And then I noticed that I was breathing that way too.
" 'Honey,' she said in a husky whisper. 'Why don't you show me your room?'
"Just to show you how dumb I am; I didn't know why she wanted to see my room! I thought she wanted to calm down and was trying to change the subject. I took her down the hall to my room and we went in. Instead of looking around my room like I thought she would, she just checked to make certain the door was shut. Then she turned her back to me and lifted up her hair.
" 'Unzip me, Jacky. Hurry!' I was so surprised that I couldn't move. I just stood there and stared at her. She was a little surprised and looked back at me over her shoulder. Then she smiled a little. 'It's okay honey', she said, trying to reassure me. 'I want you to do it. I won't tell on you. Believe me.' My hands shook so bad that I almost couldn't get ahold of that little metal tab. Finally I got it and pulled it down. Her skin was real white, you know how blonde people have that real white skin? She was so smooth and little-it reminded me of Teresa kinda. The zipper only went down to her waist-and once I had it down I stepped back, not certain of what I should do next.
"She turned back to me. She v. dress up against herself with one arm and she smiled back at me. Then she sat on the edge of my bed and kicked off her shoes. 'Come closer, honey,' she ordered me softly. I walked over to her and she pulled me down with her free hand until I was kneeling in front of her as she sat. She was so little that my head was just even with hers, even as I was kneeling on the floor. 'Would you like to see my titties?' she asked me, using that little-girl voice again. My throat was so dry that I couldn't say a word. All I could do was nod my head.
"Slowly she let the loose dress fall down until it was all the way to her waist. They weren't big-not as big as yours. But they were so white! And I could see the blue veins in them and that made them look even sexier. Her little nipples were really pink and as I watched them they got hard and stood up.
" 'Do you like them?' she asked me and I nodded again, not even looking up at her. She laughed and I felt her hand on my head. The hand pressed me forward and before I knew it my face was between her breasts. Her skin was so soft and it smelled good. All I wanted to do was to stay there rubbing my cheek up against them. She put her hand under my chin and lifted my face up so that I could see her face above me. She smiled a funny little smile, lifted one breast and put the nipple up against my mouth. She didn't have to tell me what to do then! I sucked on the nipple hard and I could feel it grow and swell even harder in my mouth. She sighed and I was so close to her that I could hear her breathing. She ran her finger tips across my face and around my lips as I sucked at her nipples. She reached down and caught my other hand and showed me how to touch and hold her other breast.
"I knelt there a long time. First I'd suck one nipple then she would move my head until I got the other one. It felt like we did that for a hour or more but I know it wasn't really a long time. As we went on she got more and more restless. She would wiggle and shift her position as I sucked on her. Finally she pulled my head back.
'"Take your clothes off, Jacky. Hurry. Then help me.' I jumped up and almost tore my shirt off and was naked in record time. While I had done that, she had her dress and stockings off and all she had on was a little pair of panties. They were full of holes and looked like lace. I almost ran over to her and then she helped me take them off by lifting her body off the bed while I pulled them down her thighs. When they were off she lay back and stared at me. 'My, my, you are a big boy, aren't you?' she whispered at me. I was rear bold by then and I got right up on the bed with her! The feel of her bare skin on mine was so groovy I almost yelled out loud. She put her arms around my neck and pulled me down and we kissed again. As we kissed she rubbed her little body against me. I was at least a foot taller than she was but I think she managed to touch every inch of me with her body while she kept her tongue in my mouth, sucking mine into her mouth.
"'Honey,' she whispered in my ear, 'Do you know what to do? Do you know how to fuck?' I was so excited that I was shuddering and I think she knew that I didn't know how, so she took over. 'Roll over on your back honey,' she ordered me and once I did that she crawled on top of me and sat astride my legs. I looked down and saw her pussy had opened up while her legs were spread so wide. She took my hand and showed me how to finger her, just brushing the little button. It made her shudder and quake. I was swollen so large that I thought it would blow up if something didn't happen soon. Finally she got enough of my finger and she pushed my hand aside, moving up until she was right over my cock. She held it with one hand and lowered herself on it. I was fascinated watching my cock go up in her. It felt so warm and tight! At last she had all of it up in her and her face was all flushed. She looked down at me. Her eyes sparkled and shone.
" 'Ohhhh, Jacky! It feels so goooood!' she said and began to pump up and down like she was riding a horse.
"It was something that I'll never forget, Mrs. Murray. It felt like I was caught in something like velvet! I could feel her gripping and pulling at me with her cunt. Then she leaned forward and let me suck her breasts again as she raised and lowered her behind over me.
" 'Darling,' she breathed in my ear, 'oh are you ever going to be a joy to teach.' I kept wanting to come but I remembered reading that you were supposed to wait for a while before you did it. So I gritted my teeth to keep from squirting up in her. Before long we were really slamming away at each other. Our breathing was coming like locomotives. I had my arms around her shoulders and we were almost welded together. We were straining and panting as we did it. I guess I felt a cool breeze of air about then, I'm not certain, but just about when I couldn't hold it any longer I heard a voice!
" 'Damn you, Syl, you dirty bitch!! ! What are you doing to him?'
"It was my Aunt Betty...."