Chapter 2
Janet A. is a stunning, young woman. Her long, brown hair, her intense brown eyes, soft olive skin complimented by a shapely body, make her an instant turn-on for almost all men. She knows this and her manner indicates she has been spoiled in the extreme.
Her background fascinated me as I wondered how a girl who apparently had most everything could find herself in such a grim predicament.
"It isn't easy to be happy, when someone you love is dead, and the other person you love is in jail for killing your other love."
"It sounds quite complex," I agreed, "tell me about it so I can better understand what help you need."
"Alright, if you're not easily shocked," she began.
"Perhaps the one thing I have in common with watches is being shock-proof," I smiled.
"Good," she said, adjusting herself in the chair in front of me.
"A lot of women try everything they can think of to become beautiful," she said quietly, "sometimes I have to laugh at them. If they knew the price I've had to pay for having a sexy body and a beautiful face I don't think they'd trade places with me.
"When did you first notice your body was attracting boys?"
"And girls," she added.
"Well, when did it all begin?"
"When I was five years old," she smiled, "and I've had trouble with men ever since."
"Tell me about that encounter," I asked her seriously.
"Basil, the neighbor boy wanted to see me naked. So, he got me into his bedroom and took off all his clothes and mine too. He tried to press his little penis into my pussy and his mom caught him."
"What did she do?"
"Slapped his bottom and gave him the devil," she laughed. "That was an early start, don't you think?"
"Very early," I agreed.
"Next came Allen," she continued. "Allen was a quiet kid. He was only eleven years old when We used to date. He taught me how to massage his balls and jack-off a guy's prong."
"Did he do anything to you?"
"Diddled me," she continued.
"Just continue being frank and I think we can make real progress."
"Very good," she smiled.
Relaxing a moment she paused, then went on!
"I suppose it is easy for you to realize I was very proud of my ability to attract the boys. I enjoyed seeing them naked and they dug me. Probably the thing that brought us the most fun was a little game we used to play. About twenty miles outside town there was a little stream that the kids liked to bathe in. It was considered a real swinging thing to go there and swim in the nude. I went with Allen and that was when I got my first screw.
" 'Just take off your clothes,' he insisted and when I saw everybody else doing it, I got in line. It seemed the most natural thing to do to go down to the stream, jump in, and swim. After a little while of this sexy moonlight and water, every guy was so horny to fuck, we would see first one couple emerging from the water and then the next. They'd walk up to a private patch of grass and just plain screw.
"Allen whispered, 'Let's split this scene.' I nodded, the look in his eyes told me what he wanted and that he was in an awful hurry to get it.
"We jumped out, my boobs bouncing in front of me, with his eyes glued to them. Finding a spot where nobody could watch us, I lay down in the grass and soon he was on top of me, sliding his big old pecker in my slit.
"I spread for him, as anxious to get his dong up me as he was to shove it.
" 'Fuck it,' he said, sliding it swiftly in and out. I threw my arms around him tightly and trembled to his powerful thrusts.
" 'Ohhhh, that's great, fuck, fuck, fuck,' I begged him as he drove his dong up my slit.
"The more he shoved it, the more I loved it. I guess I wasn't bound to any puritanical sex, even in my subconscious. I just loved having a man on top of me, driving it home.
" 'Fuck, fuck, ohhhh, baby, fuck,' he gasped. I kissed him, foolishly imagining he had some feeling for me. Later, of course, I caught on, he had feeling alright, but it was all in his pecker.
" 'Put your hands on my butt,' he asked me. 'I like your hands all over me.' "I was almost clawing away at his back, and I lowered my hands to grip his firm, round buttocks, pulling him tighter to my cunt.
" 'That's it, ohhhh, baby, you're grooving,' he gasped, thrusting it higher up my twat. In another moment, his panting told me he was making it.
" 'Ohh, God, God, I'm coming,' he cried, 'keep fucking.'
" 'Not so loud,' someone called out. The other kids laughed. We didn't pay any attention. It was our duty to screw. And we did it up brown. His hammerhead gushed his cum all over my cunt. He was trembling and so was I.
"That was my first big fuck. It was followed by many more big fucks. Allen's brother Robert was just returning from Viet-Nam duty and he gave me the eye.
" 'Why don't you let me show her how it's done?' he whispered loud enough for me to hear one night.
" 'It's okay with me,' he smiled, 'if Janet doesn't mind!' "I shook my head slowly, smiling sexily up at him. 'Maybe I could teach you a few things too.'
" 'Maybe you could,' he nodded.
"He instantly seized the opportunity to have sex with me and left poor Allen all by himself. In a way I felt bad about leaving Allen. However, his brother Robert wasn't half bad and I wanted some adventure.
" 'You glad to be back?' I asked him.
" 'In some ways,' he smiled.
" 'We've got everything better over here,' I insisted.
" 'Not everything... like the Lick Houses.'
" 'The what?'
" 'The sex houses where the girls lick you all over. They call them the Lick Alley houses.'
" 'You like having women lick you all over?' I smiled.
" 'Love it,' he winked. 'How'd you like to lick me all over, baby doll?'
" 'I would love to,' I assured him.
" 'I'll give you that chance later tonight.' "First he took me to a topless, bottomless joint which I didn't particularly enjoy. When we were about to be served, the waitress asked for my I.D. I had to go. This burned me up. I'd never seen a show where women were throwing their boobs and butts in men's faces and I wanted to watch.
"Once outside, he drove to a liquor store and bought some booze. When he came back to the car, he grinned, patting me on the pussy, and announced, 'I'm a wild fuck!'
" 'I'll bet you are,' I nodded, hoping he'd prove it soon. He found an old motel and went in and registered. When he came back, I asked, 'Use your own name?'
" 'I never do,' he assured me.
"Inside the motel, the first thing he wanted me to do was drink some booze. I lifted the bottle to my lips and poured some raw bourbon down my throat. I gasped for breath. He laughed.
" 'You got a perverted sense of humor,' I told him.
" 'That ain't the only thing I got perverted,' he winked, sticking his tongue out, grinning.
" 'I'm going to make you eat your words,' I laughed.
" 'While I'm eating you?' he smiled.
" 'Yes,' I assured him. We got on the bed and it didn't take him long to straighten me out about what he liked. It was a good thing I was loaded 'cause I don't know if I'd done everything he asked if I wasn't.
" 'I like to eat ass,' he said. 'Why don't I sit on your face and you eat my ass out while I bend over and do you?'
" 'Alright,' I agreed. He straddled me, lowering his ass over my face. I reached up to grip his buttocks as he pushed his ass closer.
"Turning back, he smiled, as if delighted to see my reluctance to tongue his ass.
" 'It won't bite you,' he grinned, 'it's just my butt.' "I didn't answer.
" 'Go ahead and suck it,' he insisted.
" 'Alright,' I told him, poking my tongue out and letting it touch his cheeks.
" 'Lick all around the asshole,' he demanded.
"I closed my eyes and began licking as he insisted.
" 'That's it, ohhhh, I like that, keep that up,' he panted. 'Now I'll do your asshole ... you're doing mine real great.' "He bent over and spread my ass-cheeks and got his tongue down in there and began stabbing my butt with it.
" 'That's beautiful,' I gasped, when his tongue began lashing with its wet excitement all around my ass.
" 'Keep sucking on my ass,' he told me. I returned to lick on his ass while he licked on mine.
"He wiggled his ass while I licked it. I had to grip his firm round buttocks to keep him in place. He was obviously turned-on with the whole thing.
"He buried his face in my butt and suddenly I felt his stiffened tongue stabbing my asshole. I assumed that was what he wanted me to do. I stabbed it and thrust it back and forth. He really wiggled his butt now. I held on tightly as I kept my tongue-action going.
"I felt sensual thrills flash through my legs as he ate my ass out. I could hardly believe sex could be so wild, so uninhibited.
" 'Baby, I better eat you now,' he said, tearing his face away from my ass a minute. 'And, honey, fasten your mouth on my prick and give me a good blow-job, okay?'
" 'Yes, yes,' I gasped, 'I'll suck you off.' "Pulling his now throbbing prong to me, I took the mammoth head in my mouth and began slowly sucking. He licked my slit, suddenly stabbing me with his tongue. Again, my legs vibrated with his hot tongue's probing movements.
"I tasted the first drop of sperm. I let him shove his member all the way in. He dipped deep inside me and sucked on my erect clitoris like an all-day sucker.
"Massaging his heavy balls, I kept urging him to drive his pecker farther. With one sudden plunge, he pumped it to me and continued a rapid-paced fuck.
"Again, I found myself enjoying sex completely. His tongue was driving me out of my gourd, his piston pecker thrusting down my throat with his balls bouncing on my chin made it a wild ride.
"Pulling his face away from my pussy, he cut loose with a gasp. 'Ohhhh, baby, you're doing it just right... just right... keep that licking up ... I love it. Ohhh, I'm shooting.' "His thick, throbbing peter unloaded its big load of creamy, hot cum in my mouth. I tasted it, enjoying every succulent second, gripping his hips as he lunged forward.
"I was dripping, and he went to eat me swiftly. Eagerly he slipped his tongue inside my box and ate me. We were both vibrating together, tuned-in, turned on and way-out.
"His tongue lapped me up like a cat lapping up milk. I hated to let go of his dong. But he pulled it out of my mouth and got up and went into the bathroom and closed the door.
"During that moment without him, I realized how wonderful it might be to have a man all the time. It would be like cloud nine to always have sex close by. Robert walked back into the room, his face aglow.
" 'I felt that cocksuck clear to my toes," he grinned.
" 'Come over here,' I asked him. He walked over to the edge of the bed and sat there quietly smiling.
" 'Why don't you say something?' I asked him softly.
" 'What should I say?' he smiled.
"I knew he was scared shitless I'd ask him to screw me again. He was a one night stand man and that was that.
" 'Let's go,' I told him flatly.
"Bending over, he started licking on my breasts. I couldn't stop him. His tongue, his mouth excited me so much. He licked down to my slit and then he straddled me.
" 'Lift your legs,' he whispered. I lifted them, his huge pecker was standing up now, ready.
" 'I'm gonna fuck your ass,' he laughed. 'You got a real cute ass.' "Spitting in his hand, he prepared to ram his rod up there and fuck me.
" 'You'll like this,' he grinned. I thought the hell I will, but I didn't say a word. Slowly, he eased his huge tool up my behind.
"Getting it past the anal ring was the hardest job of all, but he did manage to succeed. I cried out in pain as he roughly rammed his whole joystick up my asshole.
" "That's mighty fine fuckin',' he panted as he drove his hard penis in and out swiftly.
" 'You are a wild fuck, just like you said,' I told him tightly.
" 'Yes,' he grinned, 'I'm a wild fuck ... keep your backfield in motion ... like that ... yes, yes ... faster, faster!' "I churned my ass around, trying to keep his pace increasing. As he climbed to climax, he began sweating all over.
" 'Ohhhh, that's beautiful,' he gasped. 'I'm really getting it up there ... ohhh, feel it.'
" 'Yes, yes.' I sighed, lost in his lust.
" 'Oh, baby, fuck, fuck, fuck ... that's it, that's it ... ohhhh, ahhhhh, I'm coming, keep fucking, keep fucking.' "I kept my pace up allowing him full cock-thrust. Driving in to the hilt, his huge balls touched me.
" 'Ohhh, you're a great ass-fuck,' he panted, 'really swinging. Keep that fuckin' ass going.' "He didn't want to quit. His penis didn't either. He kept unloading his gun.
"When it was over, he swiftly slid his dick out.
"Patting my buttocks playfully, he said, 'I like that.'
" 'I guess you do,' I told him. "When he was driving me home, he asked, 'You in love with Allen?'
" 'No,' I told him quietly.
" 'You in love with me?'
" 'No,' I replied quickly, but it was a half truth. I did find Robert and his ramrod fabulous and I wanted him to screw me again and again.
" "That's good,' he smiled, 'I mean, I can't fall in love.'
" 'You can't fall in love?'
" 'What guy in his right mind can?' he asked, grinning.
" 'You're right, you know. All this sex stuff is just animal emotion ... it's not love ... but it's a lot of fun, isn't it?'
" 'You've got the right idea,' he nodded, scratching his chin nervously. 'I never dig screwing the same chick twice.'
" 'I feel the same way,' I lied, hiding any feeling I felt.
" 'Beautiful,' he smiled, 'then you won't feel hurt if this is out?' he asked, as he pulled up to my house.
" 'I wouldn't want it any other way,' I assured him. 'We had a good fuck, that's enough. So long.' "I think I surprised him by not hanging on for any more small talk. I didn't dig his attitude. It wasn't me. But it clued me in young-what men are like, and for that I'm glad as hell. It's only safe to have a tough hide. Why throw your heart at men, when all they really want is your cunt in their face? Let them eat pussy ... I vowed I'd avoid going down on them. My personal vengeance against all men. As long as they ate me, beautiful.
"The next week Allen met me in the hall at school. He was busy studying for finals, just as I was, so we hadn't seen each other very much. But he looked at me with that horny look and I knew it was my time to strike.
" 'How about Saturday night?' he asked anxiously.
" 'Sorry, I'm busy,' I told him quickly.
"'Who with?' he demanded. 'Not my brother Robert, I hope ... I don't think he did the right thing taking you away from me.'
" 'Maybe you didn't do the right thing offering your girl friend to your brother ... that thought ever cross your contaminated little mind?' I snapped.
"Saying that, I stalked away in a huff. He followed at my heels, right where I liked to have him.
" 'You're not fair, Jan, come on ... please, I'm sorry...'
" 'Forget it, grow up,' I snapped again.
"The hurt look on his face almost made me change my mind. Yet I knew I was wrong in trying to continue our sex relationship. He got the point; it was finished.
"Entering a beauty contest I focused on putting myself ahead. I nearly flipped out when I won it, hands down. With a silver swimsuit and wearing gold shoes, I paraded before the dirty-minded judges. They voted me highest honors ... the most glamorous chick in the finals, Queen Cunt, the one they wanted to fuck the most... big deal. But if it makes their conscience feel good not to lay a finger on us, but eye us and think about it... beautiful. I had it all figured. Every honor I could get would make me a more desirable catch. I set my sights high ... a man with money. Why not? They were in the market for snatch ... I was wise to that. I figured if they wanted a good piece of pussy they should have to pay a pretty penny.
"One nice-looking young guy saw me at a dance and dug me right away. He introduced himself as a dentist and got so turned on I had to play it cool.
" 'What's your name?'
" 'Doctor Martin,' he smiled.
" 'Oh, I'm so impressed with men who know science.'
" 'Well,' he grinned, 'it's not exactly science, but...' "I deliberately kept him on the string. I gave him my phone number and refused to accept any dates. I thought it was good strategy to be busy ... real busy, until I was ready.
"Leslie, a model I worked with, told me she knew how to help me land the man who'd keep me ... and keep me in style. I dug Leslie. She was slim, blonde, and had such innocent blue eyes. One night after we'd gone out on a modeling assignment we talked so late, I invited her to have dinner with me.
" 'Do you have any booze around here?' she asked, looking about curiously.
" 'Oh, sure, what do you like?'
" 'Vodka,' she smiled, opening her eyes wide in expectancy. I found the vodka for her and she mixed drinks for both of us.
" 'I've never told you about myself, have I?' she grinned.
" 'No,' I shook my head, 'shoot.' "'Straight from the shoulder?' " "That's the only way to fly,' I laughed, trying to match her witty comments.
"Four drinks later, she slurred, 'So you see baby, after what little old Leslie has been through, you can't blame me if I hate the bastards.'
" 'No, darling,' I can't. "I hate some of them too.'
" 'I hate all of them,' she laughed. 'Say, you've got a beautiful body, haven't you, luv?' "I was a bit taken aback by a woman eyeing me like she was at this moment.
" 'I exercise,' I grinned, blushing in embarrassment.
" 'So you do,' she smiled, reaching out and motioning for me to strip.
" 'Let me see you naked,' she slurred.
"'Why?' I laughed lightly, biting my lip nervously.
" ' 'Cause I bet you've got a beautiful pair of knockers, honey.'
" 'If you want to see them, alright, look at them,' I said, tiring of all the broad hints to strip.
"When I got out of my dress, undid my bra, and let my breasts fall free, her eyes zoomed in on them.
" "They're beautiful,' she sighed, 'just beautiful.' "I gulped, scratching my neck, not knowing what to say next. Soon she began undressing.
" 'Is the door locked?'
" 'Well... why?'
" 'We don't want some sex maniac to come charging in and see us like this,' she laughed drunkenly. By now she was standing before me, bare-ass naked. Her blonde boobs were standing up by themselves nice as you please and her cute little cunt was shaven nice and clean.
" 'Like the body?'
" 'You have a nice body ... yes,' I said, choosing my words cautiously. I moved to the door and locked it.
" 'Let's have another drink,' she suggested.
" 'I don't think we need another drink,' I told her flatly.
" 'Oh ... oh, yes, I do,' she insisted, pouring herself a drink from the bottle and not bothering to mix it with anything. Gulping it down, she sighed heavily.
" 'Ohhhh, that feels so great ... honey, let me see you naked. You turn me on.'
" 'I'm no Lez,' I finally told her flatly.
"A hurt look flashed across her face. She looked as if she'd cry. My body meaning that much for her to see shook me up. I was caught between my own disgust for this kind of thing and her tormented, sorrowful face.
"Reaching out, I touched her, consoling her as best I could.
" 'Alright,' I agreed, 'if you want to see me I guess it won't hurt anything.' "Slowly the hurt look left her face as a smile surfaced when I slipped out of all my clothes and stood before her naked.
" 'Oh, God, you're gorgeous,' she gasped.
" 'Maybe I should put my clothes on,' I said softly.
" 'Oh, no ... no,' she begged, 'let me just look at you ... it won't hurt anything to look ... please, let me look.' "She eyed me cagily, glancing from my breasts to my cunt. She suddenly began sobbing.
" 'Why are you crying?'
" 'Because,' she interrupted her tears, 'you hate me ... I want to go to bed with you and you hate me because I do.' "I sat down beside her quickly, putting my arm around her consolingly. As our naked bodies touched, it was as if electricity passed between us. I felt it, she felt it. I drew her to me and kissed her, our breasts pushing against each other.
" 'Ohhhh, you're beautiful, you're beautiful,' she whispered, 'just let me eat you once ... just once.' "In that moment of her utter despair I got a new glimpse of what some women feel in their innermost souls. They want to express their finest feelings with women. They'll screw with men and do all the dirty things they demand. But, for love, feeling, affection, they know women surpass men here.
" 'If you want to,' I told her softly, 'you can have me.' "Her face beamed as a triumphant glimmer flashed across it. 'Oh, I do love you ... I've loved you from the first moment I saw you at the modeling school.' "Leslie and I went into my bedroom and a whole new sex vista spread before me. She got down between my legs and softly sucked on my gash. I dug her tender tongue movements. She wasn't on a race track the way so many men are when they eat you. Gently, earnestly, she sucked on me. Reaching up, she squeezed my breasts. Pinching my nipples with her fingers, I got turned on.
" 'Oh, Leslie, I love it, I love it,' I moaned as her tongue stabbed my cunt. With skillful movements, she probed, licking my clit with eager strokes. When she nibbled on it, I writhed about so much she had to hold me still. I was coming, her mouth sucked my hot juices in.
" 'Ohhh, God, love me, love me,' I gasped. Her fantastic tongue did its thing expertly.
"I had multiple orgasms. I never got so turned on when men ate me. Why shouldn't I respond to what I felt? If she could make me come the most, then I dug her. Not that I preferred women to men, but I did recognize a woman could understand how it all felt better than a man because a man's organs are different. While I was caught in my own dilemma .. . was I or was I not turning Lez ... I refused to deny my body the thrills I was feeling at this very moment.
"The next morning Leslie was quiet. I knew she was thinking. So was I. Finally she looked up at me with her strange little, half smile and asked, "Should we be friends or lovers?"
" 'Can't we be both?' I kidded her. In the days that followed I found out a lot more about her.
" 'Modeling cannot bring me enough money to keep me in my expensive pad,' she explained. 'I need a side income.'
" 'You mean modeling is a front, you're a hooker?'
" 'I don't like that word,' she said, 'hooker, it sounds like a hook, a sharp ugly thing. I prefer calling myself a sexual entertainer.'
" 'So, you are a sexual entertainer,' I laughed.
" 'You could get out of this dump and move up in the world, if you'd care to.'
" 'I ... I ... don't want to be a sex slave to any man,' I explained to her, 'I want to get married to some rich guy who'll buy me all the things I want.'
" 'You've got a good body, a good mind, and you are doing all right modeling, but baby, in this setting you can't meet the kind of man you want ... think it over.' "Looking about, I did think it over. The place was rather seedy. It was a furnished apartment, and the tired old sofa sagged, the worn, soiled silk covering looked anything but impressive.
" 'I'll earn some money and get a sharp pad, then I'll lure my catch and make it.' " "That is very indefinite,' she mused. 'If you'd move in with me, within one year I guarantee you, Jan, you'd have a sharp car, a beautiful apartment all your own, and money in the bank as well as a wardrobe.'
" 'Your offer tempts me,' I admitted.
" 'We'd make a great team,' she persisted.
" 'I don't like the idea of going down on men,' I told her flatly. 'It humiliates me. I think I'm above sucking their cocks, eating their asses out ... I just don't like it.' "Walking over to me, Leslie put her arm on my shoulder, and looked into my eyes with her clear blue eyes.
" 'Baby, we all have to do some things we don't dig. But when you get well paid for it, you have power. You can't afford to have all those ridiculous inhibitions.'
" 'I'm not inhibited,' I snapped.
" 'Oh, yes, you are,' she smiled, nodding. 'Today, people do everything. A sexual entertainer, like myself, would be out of business if we told our customers, "Sorry, sir, I don't dig blow-jobs, and ass sucking is out of the question!" No, we'd lose all our customers if we talked that way.'
" 'You see, I'm just not a hooker,' I told her flatly.
" 'Alright, it was just a suggestion. You do as you will. But I assure you Jan, one year from now, you'll probably still be here, driving the same car, a little money in the bank, a few new dresses..."
"The big car, the sharp pad, the clothes ... all these flashed before me. Just one year, and then I could rent a new lease on life, with a new apartment.
" 'Don't rush me,' I laughed. 'Let me think it over.'
" 'I don't want to rush you,' she explained, 'but I'm a working girl and I have an appointment. The man wanted a couple of chicks, and I just thought, if you wanted to you could join me.'
" 'Tonight?'
" 'Tonight,' she nodded.
" 'What can I wear?'
" 'Your silver slack suit shows you off real nice.'
" 'Is that what you're wearing?'
" 'I like white,' she smiled, walking over to admire her body, looking sharp in white silk slacks.
" 'It looks so pure, so virginal,' she grinned.
" 'How much?'
" 'Five hundred each,' she grinned. 'He's a rich one, but I must warn you, he wants a lot of action.'
" 'I'll take along a little booze flask in my purse,' I said, as I slipped out of my mini-dress and got into my silver slacks. With a silver chain belt, and a gold coat, it looked great.
" 'Baby, you're on,' she winked, 'let's split.' "We drove in her car and she took us to a section of town I'd never been in before. There was a guard at the gate and when she gave the name of the man we were going to see, he quickly admitted us.
"Driving through the heavy iron gates, I saw huge mansions set on rolling lawns. Towering trees protected them, giving them a spectacular setting. When we finally pulled up to the English Tudor mansion, I got some idea of how loaded this fucker was. A Rolls-Royce was parked in the driveway. Leslie headed her Lincoln in, parking it proudly next to the silver Rolls.
" 'This is living,' I sighed.
" 'Wait till you see his place.' she winked.
"Inside the beautiful home I felt I was moving in a different world. Everything was class. You could tell some rich person lived here. Then we met him. He was about six feet tall, very distinguished-looking with sober black eyes, tight nervous lips, and graying at the temples hair. He smiled at me as he introduced himself, 'I'm Rodney Thornton ... and you are ...' " "This is Janet,' Leslie introduced me.
" 'What a beautiful name,' he smiled, 'perhaps you girls would like something to drink.'
" 'You know what I like,' Leslie told him.
" 'I'd like scotch on the rocks.' "When we had our drinks, Rodney suggested, 'Why don't we have a swim?' " "That sounds like fun,' Leslie quickly agreed, obviously trying to do everything he wanted. But then he was paying; I could see her reasons.
"We went up to his bedroom, undressed, and Rodney insisted we swim in the nude. While he was swimming he got a big hard-on. He came up to me and smiled. 'Anybody ever fuck you underwater?'
" 'No,' I laughed. 'You want to try?'
" 'Yes,' he said, drawing me close to him. 'I'll make a sex sandwich ... Leslie, you throw your arms around me and let me feel those titties while I have Janet's body on the other side of me.' Leslie quickly wrapped her arms around him, pressing hard against him. He eagerly got his penis in place and shoved it in. It felt fantastic, water fucking.
"He began French kissing me as he screwed me. I found myself enjoying every wild sensation of his throbbing penis fucking me.
" 'Oh, baby, you're beautiful,' he panted as he continued fucking. 'I love it ... fuck, fuck back, baby ... ohhhh, that's it ... keep that ass grinding.'
" 'I told you she was tremendous,' Leslie whispered.
" 'You were right, honey,' he grinned.
"Keeping his pecker driving in hard, long thrusts I kept my ass moving and found myself panting in time to his gasps.
" 'I'm almost there ... ohhh, that's it, now, now ... ohhhh, ahhhhhh, fuck, fuck, fuck it.' "He shot his load. I squeezed his penis, milking it of its contents. Excitedly he nibbled my ear, licked my face, turned-on like I'd seldom seen any man turned-on.
"We went back to his bedroom and we had another round of drinks. I dug his bedroom. The walls were grey, the carpeting white and a white marble fireplace sent a flickering glow across the room.
" 'Can I whip you?' he asked as he playfully pinched my nipples.
" 'If you go easy,' I told him.
" 'Oh, I go real easy, don't I?' he turned to Leslie for affirmation.
" 'Oh, yes, he's no damned sadist, just gets a charge out of snapping a whip across a bare ass. Who doesn't?' "He strode over to the corner, picked up a whip and came back to the bed, with a strange smile playing across his face.
" 'Come on, baby, turn over so I can turn-on.' "I flipped over, exposing my bare buttocks to his whip's biting lash.
" 'Beautiful,' he smiled. 'Spread your butt. That's it. Oh, you're going to like this ... discipline, baby, discipline.' "As he brought the whip down across my buttocks, I saw his penis becoming rigid. Soon he had a mammoth hard-on.
" 'You like that?' he grinned, his face glowing.
"I didn't answer, not wanting to encourage him too far in this direction.
"He put one foot up on the bed and really began beating me. I didn't dig it, but he had me right where he wanted me.
" 'You're hurting me,' I finally blurted.
" 'I hope so,' he smiled, starting to stroke his big pecker with one hand while he whipped my ass with the other.
"My ass was burning with the persistent sting of his vicious whip.
" 'For God's sake, stop it,' I begged. My pleas only turned him on all the more. He was really stroking his penis now. his big balls bouncing up and down as his hand gripped his cock.
"Leslie cast a sympathetic look my way, but said nothing. Rodney's body was beginning to sweat all over. He lashed me again and again, jerking all the time.
"His face was red, his entire body flushed as he flunk the whip aside, got on the bed and buried his face in my ass. I felt his hot tongue licking all around my asshole, as his strong hands arched my ass up to meet his tongue-thrusts.
" 'You've got a sweet ass, baby,' he gasped, 'real sweet!' Stabbing my asshole with his tongue he proceeded to give my ass a super fucking. I enjoyed this.
"Pulling his tongue out, he proceeded to straddle me. I felt him fitting his huge prong up my ass.
"Gripping me firmly, turning my ass upward, he said, 'You've got a good fucking ass ... spread for me.' "I arched up as best I could, watching in the dresser mirror as he fitted himself into me.
" 'Put on some good fucking music,' he told Leslie. She stepped over to the stereo and hastily searched.
" 'How about some African drumbeat?'
" 'Beautiful,' Rodney told her as he drove his huge member up my asshole.
"The wild, savage drumbeat sounded. It was a call to screw to Rodney's prick. He stabbed with powerful thrusts, duplicating the wild drumbeat.
" 'How do you like that?' he panted. "That's African fertility rites being pounded out for us to fuck by.' "I sighed, 'It's great.' "Watching him slide the huge pecker in and out my ass in the mirror, I flipped. I could hardly believe he could drive that huge tool up there.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he gasped, driving it in fierce hard thrusts.
"Suddenly I grasped the beat through my body. I began trembling to the passionate excitement of it all. Throwing my ass in gear I began fucking back to the beat.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, now, now you're groovin',' he groaned. I was too. I dug the African drumbeat, timing my ass thrusts to the tempo of an ancient fertility rite.
"His huge pecker drove in to the hilt.
" 'I love it, I love it,' he said, 'ohhhhhh, baby, fuck, fuck, fuck it...' "Leslie stood on the sidelines, amazed at how fast I'd picked up the craft.
"With long, hard, thrusts he built his tempo. I knew he couldn't ride my ass long at this pace.
" 'Beautiful, keep grinding that ass,' he begged, 'ohhh, ahhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he sighed, as his penis exploded inside my asshole.
"He slowly eased himself out, tapping my butt teasingly as he walked over to the bar.
"Leslie came over, held me in her arms, and kissed me. A sudden urge to kiss her back swept through me. What was happening to me? I was enjoying all kinds of sex.
" 'You and Rodney were really fucking up a storm,' she whispered.
" 'Rodney is a real cocksman,' I smiled up at her.
"Rodney, did you hear that?' Leslie chuckled.
" 'No,' he winked, 'what'd she say?' " "That you were a real cocksman.'
" 'Baby, with an ass like you've got, you'd make anybody go ape.' "We drank again and he pushed a button at the top of his bed. I looked up and saw the ceiling sliding back, revealing a ceiling mirror.
" 'How nice,' I laughed, 'you can watch everything.'
" 'Don't think I don't,' he grinned. "He propped a couple of pillows under his butt and promptly proceeded to order us about.
" 'You eat my ass,' he told Leslie, "while she blows me.'
" 'Alright,' she said, getting beneath him. Worming her way around carefully, she got her face in line with his asshole. Then he demanded, 'Suck my ass out.' "She obeyed quickly. Her hot tongue poked inside his buttocks and soon she was tongue-fucking him at a great clip.
" 'You worship my cock,' he said sternly. I didn't dig eating any guy's dirty old dong, and when he put it to me that way, I'd like to have bitten the head off it.
" 'Come on,' he insisted, 'worship it.' "Gripping it tightly, I bent over it.
" 'Worship my penis,' ho demanded, 'suck it.' "I pushed my mouth down over his rod and began sucking. He shoved it to me quickly.
" 'Ohhhh, that's nice, I like that, I like that,' he panted excitedly. I bent over in an attitude of worship. Of course I was acting, as I despised any man making me feel subservient to him just because he had a big old prick and balls.
"He was watching in the overhead mirror.
" "That's beautiful, Leslie, I like it... keep that tongue action going ... ohhhh, I dig, I dig ... suck it out. Eat my ass out... eat it, eat it up.' "She had her face buried in his butt, emitting slurping sounds while she sucked.
" 'Eat that cock, cocksucker,' he gasped, ramming it down my throat. I nearly gagged on it but I kept the action going.
" 'Worship it, worship my cock, worship it,' he demanded. I sucked on it smoothly while he hammered it to me. For a weirdo moment I found my- self enjoying acting out the slave role. I wanted to worship his penis. I enjoyed sucking on his tool.
"His strong hands pressed my head down farther on his thrusting rod.
" "That's it, baby, eat it, eat my dick ... I got a nice load of hot cum just waiting for your hot mouth.' "Leslie was stabbing away at his asshole, driving her tongue smoothly in and out.
" 'Massage the balls,' he begged. 'Ohhhh, that's nice ... that's real nice ... play with them ... play with them.' "His large balls felt good to me. For once I was enjoying being dominated by a male.
" 'Suck, suck, suck that prick,' he commanded. I kept my sucking action up and then he came, gushing in my mouth.
" 'Ohhhhh, I'm shooting, eat it, eat my cum,' he insisted. 'Worship my pecker, worship it... eat me ... eat me up.' "I sucked on his pulsating penis, thrilling to every exciting moment as he hammered it home.
" 'Baby, you're a great cocksucker,' he said, pulling his enormous tool out of my mouth. Leslie slid her tongue out and we lay in a heap, laughing.
" 'You see,' he smiled, 'sucking a good pecker can be a pleasure ... that's what I always tell the chicks who blow me, anyway.'
" 'You're quite a man,' I said softly.
" 'She digs you,' Leslie smiled. 'Maybe it's the hypnotism bit . .. I think you hypnotize us to eat your prick.'
" 'Do I have to?'he asked.
" 'No, luv, we adore you naturally,' Leslie assured him. She had the right thing to say all the time. I admired her.
"When we left Rodney's nice little place we were five hundred bucks richer.
" 'You enjoyed him, didn't you?' she smiled.
" 'Well,' I sighed, 'I never knew a man could be quite that wonderful ... I mean, I dug having a guy eat my cunt, but I never did enjoy going down on a man.'
" 'That was because you did the wrong men.'
" 'Maybe you are right,' I admitted.
"We had quite a few double dates and then I went out on my first single business appointment.
"I had an all-night stand for a hundred bucks. Business had dipped for us like everyone else and I had to take what I could get where I could find it.
"I got off on the tenth floor and looked for 310. Finding it, I tapped. A tall, young blond man answered.
" 'Come in,' he smiled.
" 'You are Janet?' " "That's my real name.' I smiled.
" 'What do you like to do?' he asked.
" 'Oh, everything,' I giggled, trying to act casual and relaxed.
" 'Well, baby, that's great 'cause I do everything,' he winked. 'Drink?'
" 'Oh, yes,' I told him, 'Scotch is good.'
" 'One Scotch coming up,' he said, going to a small bar and reaching for a bottle. He poured himself a strong drink and came back to me.
" 'Why don't we drink this in the nude?'
" 'Oh, sure, why not?' I laughed.
"We didn't take long to peel out of our clothes. His big old pecker stuck straight out, rigid, beautiful.
He was hot alright, a crystal drop of cum glistened on its mammoth head.
" 'You've got a nice set of boobs,' he grinned.
" 'Good sucking,' I nodded.
" 'You like to eat cock?'
" 'My favorite food is cum.'
" 'Mine too,' he laughed, 'I'm a first-class pussy eater.'
" 'I'll bet you ... how about another drink?'
" 'Do you need one?'
" 'No, but I want one.' "He walked over to the bar and as he walked away from me I studied his beautiful body. He was suntanned, athletic, and so good-looking I couldn't imagine why he hired chicks ... I'm sure they would do anything he asked. That is until, he asked me to go along with his sex hang-up.
" 'Shall we keep the bedroom busy?' he smiled. 'I've got a few fun and games for us.' "Walking into the bedroom I saw books, pictures, and a couple of plastic penises, and one double dildo.
" 'You are a sex maniac,' I laughed. 'Why in hell do you have all this crap lying around?'
" 'No, I'm not a sex maniac,' he laughed. 'Call me a sex adventurer ... please.'
" 'Alright, sex adventurer, say it your way ... what does all this crap mean?'
" 'I like to fuck different ways ... I'm paying for it, now you do what I tell you.' "I sure as hell didn't like his attitude. But I thought it best not to make a big stink about it.
" 'You just try that dildo on, sweetheart, and I'll tell you what to do.' "I picked up the straps and the dildo and couldn't figure out for the life of me how to get it on.
"He came over to me, smiling and gently helped me get the straps in place.
" 'God, I look ridiculous,' I told him, when I finally had the straps fastened and the huge plastic prick stood out from my body.
"He didn't listen to me. He was so absorbed in his own desire to have a screw. He came over to me and tugged me to the bed. He got on the bed and threw his legs up and out at a wide angle.
" 'Use the Vaseline to lube it,' he explained, 'and then I want you to fuck my ass.' "I sort of straddled him and tried lining up the plastic penis even with his asshole. Guiding it carefully, I thrust with all my might.
" 'Now, that's it,' he gasped. 'Give it to me.' "I was so disgusted by the whole sickening spectacle I wanted to hurt him, and I thrust hard. Maybe this was how he designed it ... maybe he purposely, wanted to motivate my fucking.
"And then I caught on what he expected. His huge, throbbing penis was coming closer to my lips as he arched himself, so I could fuck him with the penis and suck him off at the same time.
" 'Suck my cock while you fuck my asshole,' he demanded.
"The enormous penis was pressing hard on my lips. I opened my mouth and it slid smoothly in. He gave a hard thrust and I felt it reaching to the back of my throat.
" 'I dig two-way action,' he panted. 'How do you like it? You get to fuck me and suck me at the same time.' "Momentarily pulling my mouth off his thrusting pecker, I smiled, 'Oh, that's very clever ... you're an inventive fucker ... I never even read of anybody doing this before.'
" 'I invented it myself ... of course, I do a lot of reading of sex books and I pick up an idea here and there ... now get your mouth back on my pecker and give me a good blow-job.' "I gripped his penis and plunged my mouth over it as he pumped it excitedly down my throat.
" 'Keep it up ... keep the action going ... ohhhh, that's nice ... that's real nice.' "The throbbing cock jabbed this way and that as he tried to drive it to orgasm. I stabbed his ass with my dildo; he loved having it fucked.
"We kept the screwing action going until he got to where he was ramming so hard I knew he couldn't keep that perpetual motion up forever.
" 'Ohhhh, Jan, Jan, suck on me,' he insisted anxiously. 'Suck on it . . . suck, suck, ohhhhh, ahhhh, baby, suck it off.' "He came, his penis erupting in spasms of white hot cum. Enjoying eating him, I continued fucking him and he continued grinding his ass to the tempo of my dildo thrust.
"When I finished eating his penis, I slowly slid off it and he was aglow with satisfaction.
" 'You're a good fucker,' he laughed.
" 'I enjoyed it too,' I assured him, as I pulled my plastic penis from his smooth blond ass.
"That night he tried everything he could think of. I certainly earned the hundred bucks. But he promised me he'd not only screw me again, but told me he'd recommend me to his fucking friends.
" 'Well, thanks,' I told him, 'you're a good guy.' As I left the hotel alone around ten in the morning, a strange sorrow swept through me. I wanted more than this. I wanted marriage. Fucking every man in sight wouldn't bring me the permanence, the peace of mind I must have.
" 'Leslie,' I began over bruNch, 'I'm going out of business. This one-night-stand trade, anyway.'
" 'What?' she giggled, trying to play it down, 'you can't be serious. You're just beginning to make the big bread.'
" 'I know ... I know very well what I'm doing, but I've got to ... and we each have to do what we must do.'
"She looked at me stonily for a split second and then changed her approach. 'Honey, we need a vacation ... I've been thinking of Hawaii ... how does that sound? I've saved up enough to take us both.' "Her desperate plea told me she cared much too much. 'Leslie, darling, thank you ... but no ... I can't.'
"I looked into the desperation flashing across her face and the pain of seeing her so hurt crushed me. But I couldn't betray myself.
"A week later I moved all my things to a west-side apartment. I found a sharp place, rent wasn't too bad, and I tried to find a job. I managed to get one as a secretary to a bank president. He dug me from the moment I walked in his office. I could also tell he would put the make on me. But I knew enough at last to say no unless there were strings, tied with dollar bills . . . and lots of bigger bills too.
" 'We haven't gotten acquainted,' he smiled after a couple weeks, 'why don't we have dinner together tonight?'
" 'Oh, I'd love to,' I smiled, "but I am busy tonight.' This competition is super to whet the appetite of the male wolf. Why hadn't I played the game before ... I'd make up for past error quickly.
"He asked me three more times before I could find the time in my busy schedule and then I held him at penis length. My body wasn't a playground for a dinner. Even as a hooker I got more for it than an expensive dinner, which was probably going to force me to diet more next week.
"Finally he bought me things. This was an advanced stage of heartburn and I loved it.
" 'You shouldn't buy me things,' I insisted, "but I do appreciate your thinking of me.' "This gift routine went on for a couple months and then he put the big make on me one night with an emerald bracelet gift.
" 'I could put you up in a nice apartment and we could be together ... just you and me,' he smiled.
" 'Nice of you, baby, to want to make me ... make me your mistress,' I assured him, "but, no.'
" 'No?'
" 'No!'
" 'Then I guess I'm going to have to propose marriage,' he said, a frown crossing his forehead.
" 'Hurt that much?'
" 'Well, er, no, but I have been married before. I got off alright because ...' "'Because why?'
" 'She needed an eye operation and I let her put it on my family insurance plan even when we'd been separated two years.'
" 'Noble of you,' I smiled.
"Rodger laughed, 'Baby, let's get married fast ... how about slipping off to Vegas for a weekend?
We can fly up, marry in ten minutes, and make love ten hours.'
" 'I don't know,' I said quietly.
" 'I don't know ... what are you talking about?
" 'I promised you marriage ... isn't that what you've been angling for ever since you went out with me?'
" 'No' I shook my head, 'I wanted someone who loved me.'
" 'I love you.'
" 'My body ... fucking me ... or me?'
" 'Is there any difference?' he demanded.
" 'A world of difference,' I snapped. 'All my life men have been after my body ... but now and then I wonder if a man ever finds it possible to look beyond boobs and that cute little cunt?'
" 'I don't like the way you're talking,' he said abruptly.
" 'Do I shock you?'
" 'No, you disgust me,' he said, gunning the engine, looking ahead and driving swiftly down the street. 'I'm taking you home.' "I was silent all the way home. When he pulled up to my pad, he said nothing and I didn't either.
" 'You're home,' he said, finally, not even looking at me.
" 'Forgive me' I asked quietly.
" 'Nothing to forgive.'
" 'I'll marry you anytime you want.' "Turning to me, his eyes glistened in delight.
" 'Oh, Jan, you do love me ... don't you?'
" 'I always have.' "And with an acceptance as off-beat as his proposal, we made plans for Vegas. I bought a yel- low mini-dress and a pair of yellow matching shoes and a purse. He bought a new suit and we flew up to Vegas.
"When we were married, a strange feeling of power swept over me. Now, it was all right for me to hold my head high, love a man, command respect, not just the price of a fuck.
"At the hotel where we stayed, on the same floor I met the blond man I fucked with the dildo. I flipped. He would have to see me. He winked. And my husband caught it.
" 'Why did he wink at you?'
" 'How would I know what men see in me?'
" 'You didn't know him?'
" 'Of course not ... are you getting jealous already?' I teased, trying my best to play the whole sordid incident down.
"I undressed slowly, trying to play it cool. Now was not the time to be knowledgeable about sex. Rodger was a reserved type, as bankers most often are. He was clean-cut, meticulous and kind.
"But he was all man when he was bare-ass naked.
" 'I can't wait to see you naked,' he glowed at me.
" 'I hope I don't disappoint you,' I smiled, as I stepped out of my panties and undid my bra. My boobs bounced out and so did his eyeballs.
" 'You're a gorgeous hunk of woman,' he smiled.
"I thought this was a hell of a lot nicer than being referred to as a nice piece of ass.
"I got on the bed, and lay there quietly, making sure I acted like the virgin-type.
" 'You've had sex before, haven't you?'
" 'Just one man,' I said sadly, 'but it wasn't love ... it was experimentation ... you know, kid stuff.'
" 'Oh, baby, I love you,' he said, hopping on the bed and going to work on me. 'I really do ... I love you.' "He began kissing me all over my face and working down to my breasts. He played with them, gripping them in each hand and then sucking on the nipples.
" 'Ohhh, lover, you're beautiful,' I groaned, putting it on thick.
"He knew his way around alright and he headed directly for my cunt ... nice guy. Licking along my slit, he slipped his tongue in like a pro. Didn't anyone refuse to eat pussy anymore, I wondered. He drove his tongue in, licking all around me, focusing his sucking action on my erect clitoris. I wiggled, making appropriate moans and groans, and suddenly I began loving him. His total love turned me on. Even though he was a conservative type of man, he was a totally uninhibited lover and I liked this immensely.
" 'Love me, love me,' I groaned as he did his thing down there. When he had finished licking and sucking I felt his throbbing penis being shoved up there.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, fuck me, fuck me,' I begged. He kissed me passionately, Frenching me as he drove his ramrod up my slit. I knew how to keep him fucking. Grabbing his penis with my cunt muscles, I kept him coming.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I gasped, feeling his heaving buttocks and stroking them. Slipping a finger up his asshole I guided the cock-thrusts.
" 'You're beautiful,' he panted, 'you're a wild sex animal ... I don't need other women when I've got a beauty like you caged up at home for me.' "Driving it harder, he kept the thrusting action up until he unloaded his gun. I grasped him and kept him coming.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I told him. In and out my lover drove his tool. Gripping it, releasing it, we continued screwing until his body shuddered in anticipation of climax.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he groaned as he shot his wad. I really dug sex with him. He did me three times that night. He'd wake me up and want to fuck me. Each time I accommodated his lust.
"When he, finished, I sighed, 'I do love you, darling ... much, much more than I ever thought I could anybody.' "When we got back to the city, I moved everything and gave the phone company a referral number. One night I got a call from Leslie.
" 'Where in hell have you been?' she began. 'I've missed you.'
" 'Oh, Leslie, Hi... I... I got married.' "The phone went silent.
" 'Oh, thanks, honey,' I spoke up as Rodger was listening. 'I want you to meet him, of course.' '"I'm desperate,' Leslie said feverishly, 'I've got to see you ... I've bought a club ... The Blue Note over near the beach at Malibu. Come over there ... please, love.'
" 'Yes, yes, I'll try to visit your new place.' "'Who was that?'Rodger asked. 4
" 'An old girl friend,' I brushed it aside.
" 'She somebody I should meet?'
" 'Oh, I don't think so,' I said, 'she owns a little bar in Malibu and she just wanted to tell me about buying it.'
" 'Which bar ... I used to live in Malibu.'
" 'The Blue Note.'
" 'Ohhh, that's a nice place,' he said quietly, but he was thinking.
"I wished Leslie could have left me alone, but she couldn't. Luckily the next time she called Rodger was at work.
" 'Honey,' I told her, 'I've given up the life I led in the past.'
" 'You have?' she smiled, a smirk forming on her face. Wrapping her arms around me, she kissed me passionately. I kissed her back, a sort of sympathy response, nothing meaning I dug her.
" 'So you've forgotten little old Leslie?'
" 'Why do you make it so tough on me? You like tormenting me ... do you?' "Of all things, Rodger came barging through the door.
" 'Oh, hi, honey, look who dropped by to see me? This is Leslie, my friend I was telling you about.'
" 'Oh, hi, Leslie,' he smiled coldly.
" 'Well, I'm happy to have the honor of meeting the lucky man ... you must be quite a man ... Jan always had everyone nuts about her.'
" 'I'm sure she did,' Rodger said bitingly.
" 'Well, I just dropped by for a minute ... drop down to see me when you can,' Leslie smiled.
"After she had gone, Rodger looked at me search-ingly, 'What kind of woman is that you call your friend?'
" 'I lived with her before I lived with you don't say anything bad about her ... do you hear me?' "Caught in the turmoil of feeling sorry for her and my own new feelings I was enjoying with Rodger, I was trapped.
"One night I decided I'd go down and see her. Rodger was going to be out late to a bankers' convention and I thought it would be as good a time as any to straighten things out with Leslie.
"The Blue Note was set right on the ocean. The windows looked out on the sea and spotlights illuminated the waters below. There was Leslie, serving people champagne, nice as you please.
" 'Ohhh, baby, I'm so glad you came to see me,' she said, 'I'm going to give you the best in the house.' She looked around for a special bottle of something, opened it dramatically and poured me some.
"I thanked her and drank it and it must have been powerful stuff. The evening flashed by and soon it was two in the morning and I wasn't even thinking of Rodger. Apparently she had doctored-my drink, but good.
" 'Why don't you spend the night at my place?'
" 'Why not?' I laughed.
"When I got to her pad, she had the good sense to tell me I should phone Rodger and let him know where I was. She said he might have the police out looking for me if I wasn't there when he got home.
" 'Rodger, Rodger,' I told him, 'I ... I'm staying over at Leslie's place tonight.'
" 'You're stinkin' drunk,' he bellowed, 'get out of that Lezzie's clutches or I'll kill her ... you hear me? Now, get a taxi and get home here.' "I laughed in the phone and hung up on him.
" 'What did he say?' Leslie asked nervously.
" 'He said it was alright,' I lied, as I looked at her naked body. She was so damned beautiful. We had sex together that night and I loved it.
"The next night when Rodger came home, he was roaring drunk and in a real bear of a mood.
" 'So, I married a Lez?' he snapped.
" 'You sonofabitch,' I told him, 'how dare you call me names?'
" 'I'm just telling the truth, ain't I, baby?' he blared, in a rage. 'Aren't you a Lez? Now 'fess up, didn't you and that dyke Leslie have sex last night?'
" 'I hate you,' I told him, 'your first wife was a fool. She let you off easy ... I won't... I'm gonna grab all I can when we split.'
" 'The hell you will,' he boomed, 'I'll expose you ... right in court. I'll tell them the cunt I married is queer for women. How would you like that? Good publicity for your next attempt at marriage?'
"I went into the bedroom, got my clothes, and threw some of them in a suitcase and walked out on him, slamming the door behind me. I drove down the freeway much too fast and had to slow my speed when I saw a police car behind me.
"Finally I got the Pacific Coast Highway turn-off and sped in the night down to Malibu. I went into the Blue Note parking lot, putting my suitcase in the car trunk and then went into the club.
"The look on Leslie's face was almost too much. She smiled like she was going to blurt out something embarrassing to me.
" 'I'm leaving him,' I whispered.
" 'Good,' she smiled warmly, and then fear streaked across her face. I turned to see Rodger walking in with a furious look on his face.
" 'I'm going to put an end to your love affair,' he smiled, pulling out a revolver, and then I heard the awful sound of Leslie shrieking for dear life.
" 'He shot me, he shot me ...' "She collapsed behind the bar. Rodger didn't have a chance. They grabbed him, wrestled the gun away from him, and the police hauled him off to jail.
"He didn't have a chance in court. But the papers finished me off in a wave of dirty, rotten publicity. Now, I feel tainted, dirty, rejected."
SUMMARY
Jan's entire sex history has been one of sordid affairs. It could not help but end on a tragic note. The strange alliance she formed with her Lesbian lover, Leslie, foredoomed any attempt she might make for marriage if Leslie could locate her husband. Leslie had a genuine feeling for her, but it was warped. Rodger, having become embittered from his first marriage failure, wasn't anxious to take chances or be taken. When he put his faith in Janet, he found it betrayed when he discovered one phase of her past.
As the loser in a Lesbian triangle, his ego defense mechanism surfaced and he decided he would even a few scores. He hated Leslie so much, he could only think of destroying her. In his emotion-twisted mind, he thought her death would bring him satisfaction, and possibly bring Janet back to him.
However, it all backfired. Leslie lost her life, he went to jail and Janet was left with haunting memories of a tormented, ugly past.
Her only hope would probably be to move away from the scene of so much misery and try beginning again. She will have to be careful not to discuss her past or the whole sorry syndrome will plague her. She can begin again, provided she is willing to expend the effort demanded to create a whole new attitude and outlook toward sex, and probably settle for much less in the way of financial security.