Foreword
It is a wonderful thing when a mother and father and their children have a wholesome relationship. This, of course, is the ideal situation.
It is equally important that children are desired before their arrival. For then the parents can plan and protect them, and guide them into a meaningful future in this complex world.
However, this is often not the case at all.
Children arrive by the millions as a consequence of a lustful act-often their arrival is looked upon with such disdain and disgust-the father refuses to admit he is the father-and the mother is left alone to carry on.
Our story concerns a mother who must shift for herself. Her son means much too much to her. She coddles him as a child, and tragically-physically makes love to him as an adult.
She is eager to rationalize her conduct, of course-as are most individuals when they are doing something they know they shouldn't be doing. But, it fulfills her sexual needs to find such lust, and sex drive in her young, teenage son. And so, she uses his youthful virility to explore the dark avenues of her own carnal lusts.
Unfortunately, her son doesn't share her feeling and is forced to submit out of "mom loyalty." And this causes a double-hardship on him-as he recognizes her tragic plight, appreciates all she has done for him and cannot refuse her sex.
But it triggers within his mind self-doubts and recriminations. So much so in fact he seeks out other women-any woman that he is not related to. For only in this way can he satisfy his strange and bizarre lusts. It bothers him no end that technically he can be called a mutherf--, because of what he does. And when he hears other use this foul word, he recoils in horror at the reflection he sees in his own soul. For he knows that is what he is. like a wild animal trapped in a cage-he desperately seeks release. And he finds it with a series of sordid affairs with women and girls of all ages.
But his mother still insists on sex-and this is what drives him to desperate lengths of despair and mental anguish. Incest can be a cruel and ugly relationship he finds out.
-The Publisher