Chapter 5

Bev had been a little nervous about going out with that old boyfriend, she recalled. She had never gone to a guy's apartment before, and she kind of knew what he would expect of her. In some ways she was looking forward to it.

She had found herself becoming more and more attracted to him while she had been talking to him that first time. In some ways, she thought that he was nice for having called her. She was a little scared about losing her virginity, but she had always told herself that she would like to do it with a man that she loved.

And her first reaction to that man had been that she was in love with him.

They went to a film, and afterward it was natural for him to ask her up to his pad. He started to kiss her as they sat there on the couch. It didn't take him long to suggest that they move to the bedroom. She soon found herself naked and shy in his bed.

When she told him that she was a virgin, he seemed to understand her shyness, and he told her that they would be able to work it out together. Then, he started to kiss her on the lips. He slowly worked his way down to her pink nipples, taking them between his lips and kissing them ever so gently. She could feel his hand moving between her legs even as he licked her nipples into stiffness, and soon he was spreading her legs and massaging her pussy. She could feel her pussy lips opening for him, and then he was massaging her clit and waves of pleasure were running through her entire body.

She couldn't get over how gentle he was with her. When he slid into her, and eventually had to break through her hymen, he was so gentle she could hardly feel a thing. Just a quick shooting pain, and the pleasure surmounted it all. She knew after that first time with him that she was in love with him. The way his cock felt inside her was just too great for her to ever want to give him up. Her friends sure had some things to say to her when Bev told her how much she loved him and how nice he had been.

"Bev, that was your first time, and it seems that every girl I know has fallen in love with the man who they had the first time. It's only natural. You're confusing love with sex, and they're two completely different things."

"Are you saying that I don't know when I'm in love?"

"No, that's not it at all. I just want you to be careful. Don't rush into anything. Remember that a man's cock is only a sex organ. You can fall in love with the feeling of a man's cock inside you, but that doesn't necessarily mean that you're in love with the man."

That was something that Bev didn't want to hear, so she just shrugged it off.

She was soon to learn that the girl was right. As their relationship started to get more and more serious, he was interested in exploring their sex life more thoroughly. First, he wanted her to try oral sex. He told her how much he liked to have his cock sucked, and he wanted her to do it.

The first time she tried it she was a little scared, and when he started to pulsate in her mouth, she just couldn't finish. The second time, he held her head down, even though she was struggling to get away. When his come started to leak out of the head of his cock, and she tasted it, she decided she liked it.

He seemed to be glad about that. He was glad because that meant he could continue to explore new things.

Anal sex was the next thing that he wanted her to get into. He had a hard time coaxing Bev into going along with it. There were times when she was so amazed that his thick cock could fit into her pussy, and she kept telling herself and him that there was no way he was going to be able to fit into her ass. He was insistent, and then a few days before he finally talked her into it, he asked her to marry him.

That had a lot to do with her finally giving in and going along with what he wanted. She let him fuck her in the ass, after he had made sure to lubricate his cock with a thick wad of Vaseline. She had also insisted that he do the same with her asshole, first using his finger to loosen her up a little bit.

He agreed, and when his finger was inside her, she already seemed to know that this was something she wasn't going to like. His finger, which was so much thinner than his cock, was already hurting her.

She didn't say anything to him. She waited till he had gotten his cock into her asshole, and she buried her head in the pillow and just tried to forget all the pain she was feeling. He started to thrust into her, and when his cock began to pulsate before he came, she thought that he was going to bust her wide open. Of course, that didn't happen, but she told him that she would never let him do anything like that to her again.

That was when the troubles started.

"Why don't you want me to do that to you again?" he asked her.

"It hurt. I know that you might not like the way I feel, but it hurt. It might have been satisfying to you, but if you want to know the truth, I can't remember feeling anything as painful as that in my life."

He still wasn't buying that, so one day, she decided she would show him exactly why she didn't like the ass fucking. She went out and she bought a dildo that she estimated was about the same size as his cock. That night, when he asked her if she wanted to let him try again, she had something different to say on the matter.

"I'll do it with you if you let me do it to you first," she said.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Just this," she said, pulling out the dildo. "I bought it today, thinking that it was the same size as you are. I want you to see what it feels like so if you let me try it in your ass, I'll let you try yours in mine. If you think that there's anything pleasurable about it when I'm finished."

He agreed. She hadn't thought that he would agree to something like that, but he did. He quickly undressed and lay down on his stomach, on the bed. She could see his two hairy buttocks laid out before her. She took some Vaseline and started to smear it on the dildo, then took some and started to massage his tense asshole with it. He relaxed much faster than she had, and she was a little scared when she started to put it in him and he started to moan. It slid in his ass so easy, and he started to rock his ass up and down off the bed.

He was really massaging his cock which had gotten so hard the minute she had pushed the dildo into him. He continued to moan for a long time, and then when he thought he was going to come, he asked her to take it out. She did.

He rolled over on his back and she could see that his cock was harder and looked bigger than it had ever looked before. When he first rolled over, it was trembling, but after a few seconds^ that trembling stopped.

"It's your turn now," he said to her.

"I don't want to do it. It hurts me so much."

"You promised that you would let me do it. You did."

She was insisting that she would never let him do anything like that to her again. She told him that she never should have made a promise like that to him, and the only reason she had done anything like that was because she never thought that he would like it.

"I don't care what your excuses are," he said. "You made me a promise, and I'm going to hold you to that promise no matter what."

Then he grabbed her and started to tear off the rest of her clothes. She tried to run away from him, but he was much stronger than she was. He threw her down on the bed and he pushed her legs up to her head, exposing her cunt and her asshole. She was still kicking with her legs, trying to push him away.

All of a sudden, he was reaching for something. She didn't know what it was, but then, he was grabbing her hands and turning her over on her stomach. She still tried to kick him away, but he was tying her hands. She started to yell, and before she could let out a faint scream, he was covering her mouth with his hand, muffling any sounds that might come out.

"I'm going to put you in bondage, Bev," he growled, "and then I'm going to fuck your ass for you."

She could feel his hard cock separating her ass cheeks and starting to prod its way into her asshole. He wasn't using any kind of lubrication at all. She could feel the rough skin of his dry cock ripping off the tender skin of her asshole as he thrust his way into her.

She had never seen this side of him before. She couldn't get over how brutal he was being with her. She tried to pull her hands free, but he had tied them up too well and too tight. She tried to roll out from under him, but once he was firmly embedded inside of her, there was no way out.

She could feel the pain running through every bone of her body, and she could feel the tears starting to well up in her eyes. He didn't seem to care at all. If anything, he was starting to thrust faster rather than trying to slow down. She could feel her whole insides being ripped away as his cock continued thrusting. His balls smacked her in the ass. His chest pressed down her back, crushing her bound hands.

She was relieved when the pulsations started. She began to move her ass up and down, even though the pain was continuing, getting worse because of the throbbing, just because she wanted to bring him off as fast as she could. Her work seemed to help. He started to come inside her after only being in her a few minutes, and it was relieving to feel that creamy come coating her insides. Then, when he was finished, he rolled off her.

She could see his flaccid cock hitting his thigh as he rolled on his back, and in some ways, she wanted to take a knife and cut it off. This was the man that was going to marry her. Or could she marry him now?

"Please!" she begged. "Untie my hands!"

He reached over, now calm, as if nothing had happened. Then he untied her. He started to stroke her ass, gently massaging the flesh.

"We have to talk," she said. "I thought that I loved you, and I thought that you loved me. A man that could do something like this to me couldn't love me. I know that now."

"If that's the way you want it," he said.

It was only now, as she thought about that long-ago fuck in the ass, that she realized what he had done was the same thing Adam had done. They had both tied her up to make her helpless, and then they had both used her.

She thought to herself that they had actually abused her body, rather than just using it. Not only that, but Adam hadn't given her a chance to explain that she wasn't fucking Ernie. He heard her, but he didn't even want to think about it.

She looked at his naked figure on the bed next to her. She could tell that he was drifting into a long and peaceful sleep. Peaceful because he had done whatever he wanted to do to her that night. She reached down and squeezed his ass cheeks once more.

This time she pinched them hard, as if she wanted to inflict some kind of pain in him. He didn't seem to react at all, or at least she didn't see any kind of reaction from him. She figured that he was probably too far gone in his sleep.

However, since she was lying on one side of him, she couldn't see that his cock was starting to get bigger when she pinched him like that. It was in a completely flaccid state at first, but as she pinched him, it started to grow. Soon it was hard as a rock. She pulled her hands away from his ass and folded them across her chest.

Then the idea came to her. She looked over at him once more and a wicked smile came across her face.

"You asked for it and you're going to get it," she said. "Accuse me of fucking another guy, will you?"

She let her head fall back into the softness of the pillow. Now she knew what she was going to do to get even with her husband. She would fuck Ernie Snyder. As long as he wouldn't believe that she wasn't doing it, she might as well have the fun of fucking the dude.

With a broad smile on her face, she drifted off to sleep.