Chapter 8
The Dangers Facing The Seductress
Throughout this book, I have tried to show very clearly what risks are run by women who seek boys for their sexual gratification. There are of course the social legal dangers that could be expected with exposure. Women are dealt with harshly in the courts of law, and most husbands do not understand pedophilia, and press for immediate divorce.
Beyond this, however, is the general condemnation of society. A woman who has had intercourse with boys may hear her neighbors condemning her as "that's the woman who did those sick things with those little boys, she ought to be tarred and feathered or locked up for life." In many instances, a woman who has been exposed as a child-seducer will move to another city to start all over where she is not known, but even this does not always work.
Primarily, there is always the possibility that she will continue her activities because the impetus towards pedophilia has not been erased in her psyche simply by moving from one city to another. Then she must live in the fear of being caught again, and if she has been rudely dealt with the first time, she must know that the second conviction will be even more severe.
Moreover, even when she moves, she is not safe from the danger of blackmail or re-exposure. There may be just one person in the community who has come from where she was originally and will recognize her. The story of what she did once can be spread in this new community so that again she will find herself rejected by those around her, or as sometimes happens, will become a natural victim for blackmail.
I know of one such instance in which a schoolteacher convicted in a small Montana town for a series of indecent assaults on young boys, decided to lose herself in New York. Two months later, a chance meeting on the street ended this escape. The man followed her home and broke the news to her that he knew all about it. He didn't want money as the price for silence; he wanted her to do some of the things she had done with the boys. He had taken the trouble to find out where she was working and he told her that he would go right to her boss.
So the schoolteacher was forced to undress for a man this time rather than a boy. When she was naked, he amused himself with her for a long time before he commanded her to kneel down in front of him and "suck me off, baby, or you won't have a job tomorrow." That was one thing she had never done with those boys and the very thought of it was revolting. But she knew that she was trapped and had to yield. Before the man left her room, he told her that when he was in the mood for a repeat performance, he would come around and see her again. She escaped this blackmail by taking a fatal overdose of sleeping pills.
Other such victims have chosen to pay, whether the price was sexual, financial, or both, and many are still doing it and will go on doing so until death removes the blackmailer from the scene. A convicted child molester, like the covert homosexual who tries to live normally in our society, will always remain fair game to the unscrupulous methods of the blackmailer.
THE DANGER TO THE CHILD VICTIM
It has often been said that men are worse gossips than women; and the certainty is that whenever they meet, whether it be at a bar or at their club or on the street walking their dogs, there will invariably be those who boast of their sexual experiences. Often these experiences were initiation into sex or to sexual behavior when they were children, and they will tell how an attractive maid or some other older woman taught them "all about pussy." Such men will tell you that this is the only way for a boy to learn about it and that it is much better than an inexperienced boy's fumbling around with an equally inexperienced girl.
It is quite true that many men introduced to sex in puberty by odler women eventually become well adjusted in adult life and turn out to be even more experienced lovers because of this introduction.
In many other cases, perhaps even the majority, the childhood experience damaged the personality of the victim in such a way that it can never be cured. What will happen to the boy of twelve or fourteen years of age who is initiated into fucking, gamahuching, Frenching, enjoys it for a brief time, and then finds himself suddenly deprived of the woman who taught him? It is hardly likely that he will find a new partner with girls of his own age, for at that age girls are interested in far older boys.
Even if he were to find such a partner, will the boy who had enjoyed the body of a mature woman settle for the adolescent body of an inexperienced twelve or fourteen-year-old girl?
It is quite normal for a boy to experience sexual desire at the age of twelve or fourteen, and usually the normal outlet is jacking off. But a boy of that age who has already fondled a grown woman's titties, thighs and bottom cheeks, who had been able to fuck, to gamahuch and to enjoy the thrill of being frenched, would hardly settle for jacking off as other boys of his age are content to do.
To be sure, he may go on masturbating and creating dream-fantasies built on remembrances, but as the memory grows less clear, he will desire concrete experience to replace it.
Where can he turn, then? It is hardly simple for a boy of such a young age to find a mature woman who will go to bed with him. And when a boy is adolescent and most impressionable, rejection by adults can be traumatic. He may see a woman sitting in such a way that she display s her legs to rouse him, or the posture of her body may recall the thrilling moments with his initiatress. He may even think that this woman is aware of what she is doing and would accept a brash offer of sexual activity with him, but he will rarely have the courage enough to take that bold step.
The temptation may indeed be strong, but he will be held back by the dread of rejection. They only will laugh at him and tell him to go home and tell his mother to spank him, he says to himself. Or perhaps they may even call the police. And so, aroused, he will hurry off somewhere and jack off, relieving the immediate pressure, but tomorrow will bring new tensions.
Yet there are far worse things than jacking off and loneliness. For what of the boy who cannot stand his deprivation any longer and tries to do something about it? We read many a case in the newspapers of women who feel themselves fondled obscenely in a crowd; we read of rapes and indecent exposures, obscene telephone calls. Many of these are the acts of young boys with badly disturbed minds who go on being disturbed until, unable to live within society, they are removed or remove themselves from it.
And so the case histories which follow will illustrate many of these examples, providing a graphic and powerful explanation of the harm done to innocent children by women who seduce boys.
CASE HISTORY: Robert D-
Robert D is now serving an eight-year prison sentence for rape. He was eighteen years old at the time he was sentenced, and he already had one previous rape conviction at the age of sixteen.
While he was still on parole after that first conviction, he knocked at the door of a suburban home in Evanston, leveled a gun on the forty-two-year-old woman who answered, and kept her prisoner for two hours. Binding her wrists behind her, he stripped her naked and fucked her twice, buggered her once, forced her to french him, pinched her breasts and thighs and then spanked her torturingly.
When he left, Robert made the usual threat that he would kill her if she told anyone of the attack. Nonetheless, she phoned the frenching, enjoys it for a brief time, and then finds himself had been so similar to his previous attacks that when the details were given by his victim to the police, they knew precisely who it was. He was arrested, confessed and at once sentenced.
I had occasion to meet him for the first time in the state prison, and I learned his background. It explains the tragic circumstances of his aberrations.
When he was only fourteen, Robert was seduced by the mother of the friend with whom he played baseball. The first time, this woman sent her son on an errand that would keep him away from the house for a long time, and then deliberately set out to seduce Robert. The boy was a willing and excited victim from the very start, and two hours were spent in the woman's bed. She arranged later meetings with him, taught him how to gamahuch her, how to bugger her, and even how to take her over his lap and spank her while he frigged her with the other hand until they were both aroused enough to share a fuck.
She also told him of many of her own sexual experiences. Undoubtedly many of these were fictional and the product of a vivid imagination, but they served to rouse the newly initiated boy. She told him one story, for example, of having been abducted and spending a weekend in a cabin out in the country with eight men who gave her no rest from fucking, frenching and buggering day and night.
But still another fantasy which she told him as actual truth proved to be a terribly indelible memory which channeled him to his own crimes. She explained that a salesman had gained entry to her house, pulled a gun on her, stripped and tired her, and then took his time about ravishing her and torturing her in every way.
One afternoon while this woman and Robert were in bed together, the woman's husband unexpectedly came home. He thrashed them both rather severely and warned them both if he ever saw Robert or any other boy near the house he would kill them both. This threat was enough to make Robert break off with his mature seductress, but the desire she had ignited in his being continued to blaze. For a long time he tried to satisfy these desires through jacking off and through the recollection of vivid memories, but this was insufficient. Concentrating on girls at last, he found one that was willing to go along with what he wanted. She was only fifteen, however, and although she let him take all the liberties he wished with her body and permitted him both gamahuching and fucking, it didn't satisfy him. What he really wanted was the ripe full titties and the lushly curved bottom and thighs of a grownup woman such as the one he had first known.
One day, standing in a crowded bus, Robert found himself pressed up against the bottom of a tall, mature woman. At once he had a hard-on and he began to press himself against the woman's behind. He was certain that she knew what he was doing, but she made no effort to move away from him even when the crowd began to thin out.
So for a long time after that he looked for the busiest bus routes. When he saw a woman who was about forty or thereabouts and well built he would press up against her, get an almost immediate hard-on, and, if she was cooperative, rub himself against her until he had an orgasm.
He endured a few unpleasant scenes when several women took objection to his actions, but escaped any real trouble. But even this wasn't enough. He had to have the naked body of a grownup woman and repeat those things he had been taught. And so he remembered his seductress's story about the salesman who had attacked her in her own house. He went into the attic, found the pistol his father kept in a trunk there, and sought out his first victim. Selecting a residential area on the far side of Chicago, he took the watch on one section until he was sure of the house where a woman of about forty years of age was alone during the day. He carried a wrapped parcel and knocked on the door, pulled out the gun when she answered, and went in. A few minutes later she was standing naked in her bedroom and trembling as he tied her wrists behind her back. For three passionate, delirious hours, he relived all experiences with his seductress, and he found that the excitement of it spurred his sexual ability to fantastic heights. When he seemed to flag in enthusiasm, all he had to do was gamahuch her and squeeze her bottom, and he was hard and ready.
About a week later, he was stopped by a policeman who considered his actions suspicious as he lay in wait for another housewife. The pistol was found in his pocket, his description matched that of the youth they were seeking; his victim identified him as he pleaded guilty.
A sympathetic judge granted a short sentence to be followed by a supervised probation with the hope that Robert could be rehabilitated. But his second conviction less than two years later, and actually just six weeks after his release from prison, showed that rehabilitation was still not complete.
When he was finally released, Robert will be a man in chronological age, and perhaps then he will be able to find sexual gratification with a mature woman in a normal way. Or again, he may not. The woman who introduced him to sex at the age of fourteen carries a heavy burden with her for the rest of her life, though even to this day, she probably does not know what effect her seduction had on him.
CASE HISTORY: Daniel W-
Daniel W was the only son of one of the most prominent families in Virginia. When he was ten years old, a maid whom he liked very much aroused his sexual interest by letting him see her titties and thighs in a way that appeared to be completely accidental. When she saw that he was sufficiently aroused, she chose a time when they were alone together in the house, invited him into her bedroom, and there, stripped herself naked and encouraged him to fondle and kiss her.
Daniel eagerly undressed so that she could play with his prick while his fingers ran all over her thighs, pussy, titties and bottom.
When this stealthy little game of hers brought the maid's passion to fever pitch, she taught him how to gamahuch her and he liked it from the very start. During one of my interviews with him, he reported it to me in this way: "Yes, I can sure still remember how exciting it was with all that bare flesh and her big bottom and those white thighs. When I put my face into her cunt, there was a strange exciting smell, as if I were hiding away in a completely different world. My tongue dug into that world and all her silky hair rubbed my cheeks, and then I got excited hearing her make funny, strange noises.
From that time forth, the maid stopped wearing panties around would squeeze and rub my cheeks. Then it would be over and I would be sorry it was ended so soon. When I got up, she would kiss me and tell me how good it was, better than any man had ever done for her. It made me feel good."
From that time forth, the maid stopped wearing panties round the house, and would select secret opportunities to have the boy plunge his face quickly under her skirts for as much time as they had available. The spicy thrill of the risk they both ran seemed to heighten their lusts.
When the boy reached puberty, the maid taught him how to jack off and would watch as he did it after he had first gamahuched her. As he grew older, he learned more from other boys and wanted to fuck the maid. But she refused, and warned him it was a dirty, dangerous thing. This warning, which carried the connotations of guilt and shame, had a lasting effect on him.
Daniel was sixteen when his mother unexpectedly walked into her room one afternoon and found him kneeling with his face between the maid's thighs while the latter held her skirt up to the waist. The maid was instantly discharged, there was no scene, and the same week Daniel was enrolled in an exclusive private school for boys. As he grew older, Daniel was able to find many young women who enjoyed being gamahuched. He tried to fuck them, but found himself unable to do it. He would often stand before the woman with a childish grin on his face as he jacked off to come. Most of his dates found this somewhat queer and upsetting, and so he was constantly rejected and had to look for new girlfriends.
After graduating from college, Daniel went into the family firm and, submitting to the pressure of his mother and father, married the daughter of a good family. She was a virgin at the time of her marriage. On their first night together, he urged her to allow him to gamahuch her. His wife seemed to find some pleasure in it, although she was not brought to come. When he stopped, he knelt astride her and, wearing that childish expression, jacked off until he spurted onto her titties. She froze with horror. Out of a sense of shame, she kept the secret locked inside her till it caused a nervous breakdown. When her doctor treated her for this, she finally told the story.
Both Daniel and his wife underwent lengthy psychiatric treatment and completely recovery was effected. They now have a family, and the ugliness of those earlier days is safely behind them. But one can only wonder what might have happened to Daniel, who had been taught so wrongly that coitus was "dirty," if his wife had not been sympathetic and allowed herself to be psychoanalyzed along with him in an earnest desire to hold his love. If there had been rejection on her part, total rejection, he might well have been warped for the rest of his life. And the charge of that damage could be laid at the door of the maid who had seen in this young boy merely an instrument for her own selfish gratification.
CASE HISTORY: Clark H-
Clark H entered puberty with a normal degree of interest in sex and a healthy outlook. As soon as he discovered the pleasures of jacking off, he found them enjoyable and often relieved his dream-fantasies in this way.
One Saturday afternoon when he was alone at home, thirteen years of age at the time, the woman next door came in to visit. He told her that his parents were away for the day, but she smiled and told him that she knew that, and just wanted to talk to him.
He invited her in, and then to her horror she told him with a cunning smile that she had watched through an upstairs window from her house the evening before while he had jacked off. He blushed scarlet and tried to deny this, but the woman described everything too closely to permit it.
He begged her not to tell his mother, and she said she would consider it. Then she proposed a bargain. In a few minutes, he stood shamefacedly beside her chair as she took down his pants and shorts. Then she took him across her lap and began to spank him as she scolded him for having been a naughty boy. To his surprise she didn't spank him hard at all and her tone was anything but angry. Soon she stopped spanking and began to stroke his smarting bottom. He did have a hard-on and when the woman became aware of it, she began to stroke his prick and she told him how much she enjoyed spanking a boy.
She kept on the topic of spanking and asked him if he would like to spank a woman on her bare bottom. He admitted that it sounded exciting, but what he was really interested in was seeing her bare behind. So in a few moments he was sitting in the chair she had just occupied and watching as she slowly drew up her slip and dress, and for the first time in his life Clark saw a woman's thighs and panties.
At her invitation, he pulled her panties down and trembled when he saw her furry cunt. Then she lowered herself across his still naked lap and told him to spank her and scold her for having peeped through his window.
He found it difficult to scold her, but the first time his hand fell upon her ripe bottom cheeks, he had realized that he enjoyed spanking a woman. She insisted that he give her a very hard spanking, and as it progressed he became so enthusiastic that by the time she rose from his lap, her bottom was a fiery red.
Then she told him how a boy could please a woman by fucking her, and in a few moments the two of them lay naked together on the couch with her thighs spread widely apart, while first he played with her pussy with his finger, and then she helped guide it into her cunt with her own hand.
He felt very grownup as he inserted his erect cock and began to fuck her. While he was doing so, she poured out a torrent of lustful words which added to his excitement.
He had his gismic orgasm, and then stumbled to his feet in a few minutes. After they had dressed, the woman said she would like to do it again and Clark readily agreed.
When he went away to college, Clark began to search for a sexual partner who could replace his initiatress. But the first one who seemed inclined to allow him to fuck her rebelled when he asked her to spank him. And she rebelled even more when he wanted to spank her. Deciding it would be better to be fucked than to have nothing at all, he tried the act with her, and found himself impotent. His girlfriend was furious with him and, as she dressed, insulted him and called him a pervert and a degenerate queer.
Finally, in despair Clark went to a prostitute. Although she wouldn't let him spank her seriously, she did give him a severe spanking and accepted a few light spanks in return while she went over his lap. He found himself able to fuck and enjoyed a satisfactory climax.
Finally he fell in love with a young woman who went to the same college. He didn't want to expose himself to her as a pervert, and so sought out psychiatric help. His doctor is a friend of mine, and this is how I know of his case. Clark was fortunate in that a cure was effected and he was able to marry his girl. He reported to the doctor that he is tempted to try interesting her in mutual spanking, but hesitates to do so for fear that he will restore his old problem.
We can see how a man's life could have been ruined completely as a result of his introduction to sexual fetishism at an early age by an older woman. This spanking, which can be a quite normal sexual stimulant, actually reached the status of being an essential factor without which fucking was not possible for Clark.
This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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