Chapter 13

WEDNESDAY ... Dear Diary-Saw Phil again today ... everything going as planned. This was my thirtieth meeting to date. Seems to be totally sold on my background, especially in grade school. Seems to think he's got a good idea where my problems lie. That doesn't say much about the science of psychiatry since it's all made up. Paid him $35 as usual. He seemed extremely curious and interested in my sex experiences while in high school and junior high-didn't ask about grade school antics, maybe they're next.

I asked him if it was alright to take off my hood, said it was up to me. So far so good. I made a point to take it off slowly and shake my hair out. Caught him out of the comer of my eye taking it all in. He was looking at me as a woman for the first time, not as a nun. He's nibbling at the bait. Next Wednesday I'm going to start Phase two. Figure it should take a month or two.

Dear Diary-Saw Walter at his office at 9:00 A.M. The guy's really weird. Blew him again while he was sitting on the company books. Ordered them in special. Next week, he'll probably want me to suck him off on the stock portfolio. Fat slob-so many layers of flab, he needs a string tied to his short hairy dick just to find it. $50 cash. He says he loves me and wants to many me. Every week I play his silly game. And each week he threatens to do some-thing about his wife ... Fifth one I think.

Very much looking forward to tomorrow. Have meeting with Mrs. Lasiter at her apartment. She's new and a referral by Mrs. Bello. She's forty-two-widowed-wealthy and is tired of the young men who flirt around her. Want's a woman's loving ... who's better than me. Will tell you about it tomorrow.

Dear Diary-Talked to Dan in town on business. Wanted to get together, but couldn't because of tight schedule. Would have been a ball.

Dear Diary-Period due next Monday-May have to cancel appointment on Tuesday and Wednesday. Got new pant suit size nine in blue. Splurged and got new sun glasses round, big wire frames. SEXY. Makes my blue eyes look bluer.