Chapter 8
My father was now very friendly. During the day, every time that he came near me, he patted my titties, and I, in return pinched him in front; he talked about his business, the running of the house, money matters, etc. -he bought me new clothes; in fact everything that I could wish for. Allowed me to keep the rent from our roomer and I felt quite grown-up and very important.
I once asked him:
"Father, do you remember what else the teacher had me do for him?" "No, what was it?" "Shall I show you?" "Yes, I am curious to know."
I put my head down -took out his cock which was now limber -put it in my mouth and began to suck on it! "Is that good?"
' 'Yes, that is very blissful and good! Keep it up!" "Father," I lied, "the teacher did that to me too." I did not dare tell on the priest. "Do you want me to do that, too?" he asked. I nodded.
He threw me across the bed-burying his face between my thighs! He began to suck-my own father-suching his own daughter's cunt-so vigorously did he use his tongue-that I almost lost my breath! I was satisfied either way-helping all I could.
About this time we changed roomers. The one that we had now was a waiter in a small restaurant or lunch room. He was a slender fellow, a yellow, sallow complexion, dark eyes. Although about thirty-six, he had only a few hairs on his lip as an excuse for a moustache. I disliked him. After the first few days, he began to feel my breasts. He eyed me with scorn, and holding me, began pressing my titties. I feared that the nipples would raise; enraged, I struck him, kicked him until he had to let me go. Angry at this he said:
"Well, I suppose only a holy teacher can touch the young lady?"
"Holdyour tongue!"
"I see! I see! Only holy Fathers may fuck you!"
He must have heard the story from the neighbors, but I was his match.
"If you don't keep your mouth shut," I shouted, "I will report you to the police."
He turned pale and in a rage finished dressing, throwing 126 his thighs around in his room. Angrily putting on his hat, he came close to me and whispered:
"Wait! You threaten me with the police, you bitch -just wait! You will beg me to do you the honor some day!"
Several weeks later I was washing myself, wearing only an underslip, as father was just leaving, he quickly bade me farewell. Reaching into my slip, he quickly fondled my titties. At that instant, Rudolph opened his door. Rudolph was the waiter, he had never been up that early before. Father quickly withdrew his hand. Rudolph meekly asked:
"Pardon me, could I have my breakfast earlier? I have to goto the magistrate.
We hoped that he had not noticed anything, but when father had gone, and I went into the kitchen to prepare Rudolph's breakfast, he grinned and asked:
"So -your father may play with your titties?"
"You lie!" I answered blushing.
"But I saw it!" he said.
"You saw nothing of the kind!" I shouted back at him.
"Father only said that I should wash myself better."
He laughed out loud, walked to the sink, quietly took out his cock and began washing it, saying:
"I must wash myself better, too!"
"He then came towards me, saying:
"Yes, I must wash myself better, because today or tomorrow Miss Josie will ask me to screw her!"
I laughed with scorn and he left, but it was he who laughed last.
This time it was me who did not answer. Weeks passed. But he did not notice me. Father and I enjoyed ourselves; not every night, but quite often. We had tried every way which I learned. Living in this way with father, I remained away from all the others. Only twice did I go to see the holy Father and then only to Communion.
The first time that I went to him, I found a little, sevenyear-old girl with him. He had completely undressed her. 127
She smiled at him, laying there on the bed. As I entered, the father was licking her little cunnie with his tongue -which the child greatly enjoyed. She later told me that her uncle and the butcher did "that" to her too; of course they could not fuck her. His Reverence did not try to fuck her, but as a precaution that she might not sin, he was -"just cleansing her." I arrived just in time; I laid on the bed and he gave me a good fucking! Then he dismissed us both, he remaining behind.
The second time we were alone, I confessed my relations with my father. Clasping his hands, he said: "Then you are lost!"
I did not believe this nonsense any more, but just played my part in the comedy. I decided that I would earn his "absolution" at any cost.
"I will do penance, your Reverence!" I said solemnly.
"What do you mean, 'penance'?" he asked.
I knelt before him, took out his cock and began to lick it and suck it so hard that he trembled like a kettle of boiling water. I pushed his holy "want" away back into my throat; he stooped, raised me and said:
"Come!"
I turned around. Raising my dress, I reached back and pushed his "holy semen" into me far, from behind. I worked so hard and fast that he could not hold back -but went off in a few minutes, but I did not rest; immediately I began to patiently play with him, sucking and using all the known arts. I soon had him going the second time; we parted the best of friends -my sins were all forgiven. I had to promise to have nothing more to do with father sexually, which I readily promised, knowing that I could easily get his forgiveness every time that I broke the promise.
After our first great passions had been satisfied, father made it a rule to fuck me only on Sunday mornings before getting up.
This was the custom amongst all the working classes, as 128 the men were tired during the week; but on Sunday morning -after a good night's rest they fucked their wives, so now I seldom got a piece during the week or at night when I begged for it.
He seemed in the best of humor in the morning while he was dressing and I was preparing his breakfast, wearing no clothes except a chemise or possibly a short skirt. He always played with me a little before leaving the house.
One morning, I think it was on a Thursday, we had not had anything since the Sunday morning before; every time father came near me he felt my titties. This aroused my passions.
Finally, after he had finished washing himself, I was about to air the bedclothes, when I passed him, he caught me and started to play with my nipples until they got hard. I was crazy for a good fuck -as he stood in front of me in his underclothes, I took hold of his cock -which then stood straight out. After playing with each a short time, father, not thinking, threw me down on the bed where I was ready to pick up the clothes to take them out for an airing. I, thoughtlessly hoping for a 'little morning exercise," he just raised my skirt and got on top of me -when Rudolph opened the door.
"Oh, pardon me!" he said, jumping back.
We jumped up! Father went out at once. Shortly I heard father come in and say:
"You have to drag that girl out of bed, or she will not get up."
Rudolph laughed wickedly.
Father then came back to quiet me, saying:
"He did not see anything."
I did not say anything, but was convinced otherwise. Father had barely left the house when Rudolph stalked in.
"Well!" he snapped, "perhaps your father just wanted you to wash yourself better again, today?"
I was still only clothed in my chemise and short skirt; I held a towel before my naked breasts. Tearing it away, he said:
"Stop your nonsense. I have no respect for a bitch like you -who fucks her own father!''
"We were not fucking," denying the truth.
"Shut up," he yelled, "you mean to deny what I saw myself?"
"You saw nothing!"
"So -wasn't he lying on top of you when I came in? And didn't you have your slip up to your neck?" "No!" I said, but uncertainly.
"So? So?" as he came nearer. "I will tell you what I saw; I was outside and saw him put his hand in your slip -and do you know what else I saw -? "
I looked scared.
"I saw," he went on, "how you took his cock out of his pants and then he threw you down on the bed." I was dumbfounded.
"Well -" he laughed as he lifted my chin, "isn't that the truth?"
I looked down and did not answer.
"And, now," he said, in decisive and threatening tones, "because Miss Josie was so saucy and mean to me, I am going straight to the police and report the whole story."
I was not prepared for this. I was seized with a terrible fear; he was pleased and tantalized me further, continuing:
"You will both be locked up -you and your dear papa!"
"No! "I called out.
"No?" he repeated. "No, well, we shall see! I can swear to what I saw," at that he walked towards the door, saying: "I will go at once!" I jumped between him and the door. "Please -" I stammered, "there is no use to beg." He reached for the door. I held his arm. "Please -" I begged again.
"I -won't you forgive me, Mr. Rudolph, for being rude to 130 you?"
"Aha!" he mocked, "now all at once-well-well!" "Don't go to the police, Mr. Rudolph, please." "Oh, yes," he threatened, "I am going to the police." I burst out cryiing:
"Please, don't go, Mr. Rudolph; I could not help it!" '"What couldn't you help?'" "What my father does.''
"So -" he stepped up close to me, "on that account you did not know me -on that account you pushed me from you when I wanted to feel your titties," lightly touching my breast.
"I won't do it again!" I cried.
"So, now you will let me play with your titties -yes?" "Yes, Mr. Rudolph."
He took hold of my slip, tore it open and took out my nipple and began to play on it with his forefinger.
"I may do this now, may I?" mockingly.
"Yes! Yes!" I said, permitting him to rub against my middle with his stomach, saying:
"I suppose now that I may also do this?"
"Yes! Yes!" Mr. Rudolph!" I was helpless.
"And now," he grinned, "you would let me fuck you?"
It seemed my only hope.
"Yes, Mr. Rudolph!"
"And I don't care to fuck you!" he laughed. "I just want to go to the police." I cried and sobbed loudly. Then he went on: "Unless you beg me to screw you -ha?" "I beg you, please -Mr. Rudolph!" "Wait!" playing harder with my titties. "Please, Mr. Rudolph!" I repeated. "Say it!" he shouted, pushing me against the wall. "Please, Mr. Rudolph -fuck me -!" I said obediently. "Well, then, come -!" Going to the bed, I followed.
131
"Lie down!" I obeyed. "Then raise your clothes!" Again I obeyed.
He looked at me as I lay there, then commanded: "Unbutton my pants!"
I obeyed this order. As I did so, his cock popped out! It was long and pinkish and curved up. He got on top of me saying.
"And now -you must put it in yourself."
I did as he ordered. I felt a pleasant shock, also I had lost my fear of the police. I breathed easier. He had it almost all in, but remained perfectly quiet, then he said:
"Now you must say, please Mr. Rudolph, now push."
"Please, Mr. Rudolph -now push -" I gladly repeated, my breasts were bare and he played with them awhile as he slowly worked his cock in! Then he slowly withdrew it mostly all the way out. Oh, how I hated him, yet I became passionate from his slow, regular movement. After about ten of these insertions, I began to work -I was now enjoying it despite my hate for him -wondering why I had dreaded him for so long a time.
"Oh! Oh!" he said, "now I shall fuck Josie often!"
And I answered, "Harder! Harder -I am coming -oh, yes -fuck me often -as often as you please."
"That is right," he responded, "now we understand each other and will get along fine.''
"Oh!" I whispered, "I am coming -please, come tooMr. Rudolph!"
"Take it easy!" he replied. "I have plenty of time," keeping up the same slow movement; suddenly he asked without stopping.
"Do you often fuck with your father?"
I lied, "No, this was the first time that he tried it."
Pushing his prick way in again, he said, "Don't lie!"
"Oh, I am coming -I am coming again -!" I called. 132
"Tell me the truth!" he commanded. "Yes, yes," I answered. "So! You and your father fuck very often?" "Yes -often -I am coming again! Faster -faster faster." "When mostly?" "Mostly at night!" "Since when?" "About six months ago." "Every night?" "No!"
"Does he fuck good?" "Yes!"
"Better than I?"
"No, oh no," I assured him. "Oh -I am coming again!" "Do you also take it in your mouth," he inquired further.
"Yes!"
"And you will take mine?" "Yes," I promised him. "And does he suck you off?" "Yes!"
"Do you want me to do it to you, too?"
He kept this up for about half an hour; I fairly swam in my own juice and bliss. At last he stammered:
"I am coming now -now -now!"
He filled me with such a load that you could hear it gurgle as it ran out of my cunt!
"I knew at once," he said, "that I was going to fuck you!"
"How?"
"Because I knew at once what was going on when I heard the story about the teacher, and when I saw that you slept with your father."
"I can't help it," defending myself. "Father saidso." .
"I believe that," he laughed.
"You won't tell anybody?" I wanted to know.
"Of course not. if you will always let me fuck you." 133
"Yes, I will always let you," I answered. "And besides -I have known it for some time," he smiled. '' What do you mean?'' "How so?"
"Because I have watched you several times." Shocked once more, I said: "When -where, when did you see it?" "Several times on Sunday morning."
"So?"
"Shall I prove it? Last Sunday you were on top the first time, then you took it in your mouth and then you finished the second underneath. Is that right?"
"Yes," I said. I remembered; it was dawn. He got up saying:
"Well, from now on, you are my sweetheart; now I have two." "Two?" I said. "Yes."
"And who is the other one?"
"You will see her soon enough." At that he left.
After that he came in every morning after father had gone, inquiring:
"Well, anything doing last night?"
I had to tell him whether I had fucked or not. He also wanted to know whether I was fucking any other men. I denied this and wisely told him nothing of the priest. He did not stay with me every day; often he would just play around awhile, telling me:
"Nothing doing today. Yesterday I fucked my sweetheart."
I did not like him except when he was doing it to me. I did not hate him anymore, however; I thought him unusually wise and looked up to him.
I went to see the priest about every two weeks. By now my visits were not for confession, repentance, doing penance or
134 cleansing.
One day as soon as I came into the room, he undressed me, then fucked me -sucked me off; I did the same to him. We talked frankly, nothing but smut' since then I treated him as other men, even calling him by his given name.
Rudolph treated me well, as also did my father. I wanted nothing more. When father played with my titties while dressing, or I played with his cock, I had nothing to fear as I knew that Rudolph was not watching. Several times I jokingly remarked:
"This morning you caught me and my father," and fie interrupted:
"Did you fuck?"
"No, but he played with me again." Rudolph replied, "Well, let him play -I will not watch anymore."
Several times while playing with me father remarked: "Psst! Rudolph might come in!" It was I who quieted him: "Never mind, he is asleep."
One morning he was playing with me; having opened my slip, he was kissing and sucking my nipples, which to the present day arouses my passions at once. He was clad only in his nightshirt. I reached for his prick and when I stroked it -it stood erect. Putting his hand under my slip, he pushed me towards the bed. I happened to think of Rudolph and resisted, saying:
"No! No! He might hear!"
"Nonsense, he is sleeping," father said, "and I will come quickly."
I rubbed his cock, saying:
"Well, come this way!" I did not dare lie down.
"But you will have no pleasure that way," he remarked.
"I don't need any," I said anxious for it. I let him throw me on the bed, and to waste no time, I put in myself.
"Now, father, please push!"
135
He began pushing.
"Oh faster -faster!" I pleased.
"Oh -and just today it is so good!" he whispered, "lam coming already-now!"
I said, "Just one more push -there -there -I am coming now!"
I felt him going, but just then the door opened, Rudolph appeared and directly inquired:
"What are you doing there, neighbor?"
Father was nonplussed! But he pushed several times more in his eagerness to finish, nevertheless.
Rudolph remarked with sarcasm: "Don't let me disturb you."
Father now jumped up; pale and panting hard, he stood before Rudolph. Rudolph eyed him sharply; I remained on the bed, not knowing what to do.
"Let us cover the girl first," mocked Rudolph, pulling down my slip. Seeing my naked titties, he threw a pillow over them:
"Allow me -seeing naked breasts always disturbs me." Father could not utter a word. Rudolph turned to him, and said: "Well, neighbor, what have you been doing to your daughter?"
Father stammered, "Mr. Rudolph, you surely do not want to ruin me?"
Rudolph laughed, "Why should I? It is nobody's business, if you chose to screw your own daughter; you made her, didn't you?"
"Mr. Rudolph!" stuttered father, "I am a widower; I have no more; I can't sweat it out of my hide!'' "Well, well, that is alright!"
"Mr. Rudolph, you give me your holy oath that you will not betray me?"
"I could not think of it!" he called, "I will not sweat nothing, but dress yourself; come into the kitchen and we will talk it over."
Father remarked just once:
"If he reports me, the scoundrel -I'll kill him!"
I felt the same way about the matter.
We fell asleep; woke up; fell asleep again; anxiously waiting for Rudolph to come home, hoping that father could talk to him. About three o'clock we heard the door open.
"Now he has come," father said, thinking that I must be awake -which I was. Rudolph undressed; we heard him fussing about.
"Shall I go to him?'' asked father.
"Yes, try it," I suggested.
Before father could get out of bed, Rudolph came in. It was dark and we could not see him, but we heard him inquire: "Are you asleep, neighbors?"
"No, no," father anxiously replied. "I have the honor, Mr. Rudolph."
Without further talk, Rudolph called:
" Come, let Josie come out to me!''
Rudolph slowly reappeared, "Let Josie come out to me."
"What do you want?" father asked, sitting up in bed, in a threatening tone, "Of course you have no objections?"
Father understood and did not answer. Rudolph waited at the door.
Finally father whispered, "Well -go, we can do nothing -oh, Josie," he said, downhearted.
I sprang out of bed and ran to the door.
"Come to bed," he said; we both got in.
"So -" he whispered, hugging me tight, "now you remain here for half an hour, and then go back and tell him that I fucked you!"
"I don't dare," I replied.
"Why not?" he encouraged, "he won't dare touch you; didn't he tell you to come?" We lay quiet; I waited.
"So -and when he asks you whether I screwed you, you say yes." He started again.
I asked, "But aren't you going to fuck me?"
"No!" he answered, "I just fucked my sweetheart twice; I can't do it anymore."
"Nevertheless," I said taking hold of his limber cock, "I am sure that it will go."
"Do you want to?" he asked, taking hold of my titties.
"I would like to," I replied.
"I am afraid that I can't, but will try it. Wait -I will show you a way that you will enjoy also."
He had me get on top of him, my head down so that I could take his prick in my mouth; at the same time he played in my cunt with his tongue. This was something new for me, but I found it exceedingly pleasant; while I played with his cock in my mouth -he sucked me off, so, I went off every few minutes. I was glad to hold his cock in my mouth; it hindered my crying out, which I could not help from doing as the feeling was so heavenly! I was glad for father's sake that I could keep quiet. I quickly turned around and put it where it rightfully belonged; we kept as quiet as possible. When we finally went off, he lifted me so high that I almost fell out of the bed.
When it was all over he said:
"Now, go back."
I was afraid. I told Rudolph so. "I am afraid."
"Nonsense!" he said, "if he wants anything, let him come to me; just tell him that he had sent you himself."
I crept back to our room. Father did not snore; as I got into bed, he asked:
"Well, what was it?"
"Nothing." I whispered.
"Nothing? What did he want with you?" "You know, father," I answered. "Did he fuck you?" he angrily asked. "Yes -but you sent me out there!"
138
"He fucked you?"
"I couldn't help it." I tried to quiet him.
"Come here at once!" he commanded.
"Oh, what are you going to do father?"
He pulled me onto the bed, spread my legs apart, getting between them. I reached for his cock, which had never seemed so hard before.
"Never mind, father," I said, "you may do it to me as often as you like; I will never let that scoundrel do it to me again!"
"Shut up, you whore!" he said, and pushed his cock into me -as far as it would go. "You are nothing but a whore and now he fucked you too -he too -and did he put it in your mouth, too?"
"I am coming father -I am coming -oh!"
"How about you -I want to know, did he put it in your mouth?"
"Yes, father, he did everything!" I told him what he wanted to hear -" "he did everything -he put it all over me -he sucked me off also -oh, I am coming -faster faster-!"
"And did you go off with him?"
"Yes," I answered. I was embarrassed no more. "Yes, I went off several times!''
I had hardly uttered these words, when he sent an awful discharge against my womb. Exhausted, we both fell asleep. The next morning nothing was said.
Several days later, on a holiday, father and Rudolph had not spoken during this time -Rudolph was asleep when father left and Rudolph left when father came home. On this certain day, we had just finished our supper; father sat smoking his pipe. Rudolph came in; an unusual hour for him to come -eight-thirty
"Good evening, neighbor," he cheerfully grunted to father, placing two bottles of wine on the table, remarking:
"Shall we have some wine together?"
139
Father liked wine, so he smiled, saying: "I don't mind."
Rudolph went on, very friendly: "I hope we are not enemies? What say you?" "No!" laughed father, "not enemies-on account of Josie, you mean?"
"Neighbor, you are a fine fellow -let us be merry. From today on, I am your friend -let us make an evening of it are you willing?"
"Agreed," said father, and I began to think that they were both going to fuck me. But, Rudolph relieved my mind by saying:
"Neighbor, you will not object if I invite my sweetheart to be present?"
"What sweetheart?" inquired father, astonished.
"She is waiting in the hall," Rudolph said.
"I beg of you, have her come in!"
Rudolph went out and immediately returned with his sweetheart.
She was barely fifteen, very pretty; a turned-up nose, cute, saucy eyes, broad mouth -I noticed that her breasts were unusually large, standing far apart, straight and solid; when she walked, they shook.
The entertainment began.
Rudolph was very witty. The girl's name was Zenzi; she laughed at everything that he said. The wine started to work. Rudolph embracing Zenzi, took one of her titties in his hand, saying to father:
"That is some tittie, neighbor -hard as a rock!"
She laughed out loud and father eyed the tittie in Rudolph's hand. Father did not move, Rudolph released her and coming towards me, not noticing father, he put his hand on my breasts, saying:
"Yes, Josie has nice, hard little titties too -never any nicer -very nice indeed -just as nice as Zenzi's, only smaller, not so pointed , but more round."
Zenzi laughed again.
"Zenzi!" commanded Rudolph, "show this gentleman your titties!"
Obediently she unbuttoned her waist, then her slip and one tittie popped out; it was wonderful! How pointed and solid it stood out. The nipple looked like a small teat grown onto the larger one. I was admiring it and did not notice that Rudolph slipped his hand under my slip then put his hand on my breasts.
"Well, what do you say?" Rudolph asked father.
"Very nice -very nice indeed!" father said. He could not resist putting his hand on them; he made them bounce up and down.
"Revenge, neighbor!" said Rudolph.
Father now held the breasts. Zenzi stepped closer to him and laughed.
"Zenzi!" commanded Rudolph, "play with the gentleman!"
Obediently she unbuttoned father's trousers; quickly taking his cock out, she fondled it, then she took out his testicles gently stroking them, she looked into father's eyes and laughed.
"If you want to fuck Zenzi, you may, with pleasure!" called Rudolph. "It is only revenge, neighbor!"
Father did not reply, but permitted Zenzi to continue stroking his cock.
"Zenzi," said Rudolph, "you will let the gentleman -you understand?"
Zenzi understood, she thought, and raising her dress was about to sit on father's knees.
"Zenzi!" called Rudolph, "what do you do first?"
Immediately she knelt before my father and his cock disappeared into her mouth!
Rudolph got up.
"Now then, I will leave her with you, neighbor," he said, "and I will take Josie with me; are you willing?"
141
Father only nodded. Rudolph went to him. "Stop sucking, Zenzi!" he ordered.
She stopped at once, looking at him.
"Now listen, neighbor, I will leave Zenzi with you; you will fuck Zenzi; I will take Josie with me; I will fuck Josie!"
Zenzi lay on the bed and he got on top of her. She laughed loudly.
"Go on," stammered father, and he got up and aimed his cock and with one quick move she steered him to the right place. We saw how father began to work. Zenzi whispered:
"No, just fuck nice -just screw nice -that's good!"
Rudolph and I were very passionate.
"Well, now," he said, "we need not mind them," he threw me on the other bed and -I felt him pushing it in! We were a fine quartette; father breathing hard -:
"Give me your titties -push harder -there -that is good!"
Rudolph coughed:
"Heaven on earth -but that is good! That is the way that I like it -go slow -we have time -!" I called out, "I am coming -father -Rudolph -I am coming -!"
Zenzi whispered, "Oh fuck me -make me a baby -fuck me -yes -yes -bite the titties -bite them off -oh, Rudolph! -he is sucking my titties -he is fucking me -!"
Soon both Rudolph and my father, each squirted; their bellowing, snorting and coughing, mingled with the squealing sobbings and hard breathing of we two girls.
When we had finished, Rudolph called to Zenzi:
"Come and sleep with me!"
Zenzi got up.
Upon leaving, Rudolph remarked to father: "The next round each will have with his own." Father rolled over to my side and at once began to play with my titties. I got busy with his cock, trying to bring another erection; not meeting immediately with successful results, turning around, as I was getting under father, I
142 decided to try the new art that I recently learned from Rudolph; placing my cunt over my father's face, my head between his legs -I licked and sucked his cock. His tool started to stand. We heard Zenzi in the other room say;
"Fuck me, Rudi, please -you do it best of all -oh! Rudi -of all the cocks that I ever had, you are the best of all oh, fuck me hard -there -there -in and out, in and out ah -ah -I will do anything that you say Rudi -oh! Rudi!"
He answered, "Shut up you goose, and let me fuck!" "Does she do it well?" I asked father as he began to work on me.
"Yes, very good -so warm -so tight -she holds to you."
"Better than I?" as I jumped up and down with my ass.
"No, no, now faster -faster with your ass -oh faster -!" and I answered:
"Oh, fuck me -oh, please fuck me -there -you do it the best that way! I just learned that from Zenzi." Father replied:
From then on, Zenzi lived with us. She slept in the kitchen with Rudolph, and busied herself around the house with me during the day. I also became heartily sick of her, although she took a great deal from me; she was patient and obedient in every way. I soon became accustomed to her. Sometimes she slept with father; on those nights I slept with Rudolph. They got along well together and shared us they saw fit. Rudolph getting more than his share; quite often he remained at home all day. On those occasions he fucked us both.
One day as I was returning home, just as I stepped in the hall, I found Mr. Horage feeling of Zenzi's titties. Zenzi called out, "Hello Josie!"
Horage hardly noticed me. I found Rudolph in the kitchen. He inquired, "Have you seen Zenzi?" Thinking that this was a chance to get back at her, I 143 answered, "Yes, down the hall."
"Who was with her?" he asked.
"Mr. Horage," I replied.
"So? What is she doing with him?"
"I don't know -I just saw him feeling her titties."
"Well, well," he laughed, "if that affords him any pleasure, he is welcome," he laughed.
After a long time, Zenzi came in. I expected a scene and listened to them.
"Where have you been so long?" asked Rudolph.
She began, "He fucked me already!" she said, laughingly.
"Where?" Rudolph asked, astonished.
"In the cellar," she said.
"Well -and?" he asked.
"Twenty francs -there it is -" giving him some money.
Rudolph laughed and then sent her for some cigarettes.
A few days later, Zenzi came home at dusk, accompanied by a man. Opening the door slightly, she whispered to Rudolph:
"Who is there?"
"Come into the other room," Rudolph told me.
As we reached it we heard the man walking in the kitchen. Rudolph and I listened at the door.
Zenzi said to the man, "Make yourself comfortable."
"Oh no," he said, "I will just unbutton my trousers."
We then heard Zenzi, "Yes -what a nice cock -and how it stands!"
He said, "Remove your brassiere from your breasts." She replied, "Shall I undress?" "It would be better," he answered. After a pause we heard a noise as if someone was falling on the bed. Zenzi said, "Come here!" Immediately we heard her moan: "Ah fuck me -fuck me nice -there!" The man interrupted saying, "Keep still, I can't bear 144 talking while I am fucking!" "The hog," whispered Rudolph.
Through listening, I became amorous and reached for Rudolph's trousers.
He pushed me away saying, "Stop that! I have no time now!"
In the kitchen the bed was creaking, the man grunting and Zenzi breathing hard. Finally she laughed, saying, "Now it is over." The man got out of bed.
Zenzi said, "Now you are already dressed."
We heard money rattle, the man opened the door and disappeared. Zenzi came in, naked and laughing -handed Rudolph thirty francs.
"I got thirty francs!" she said.
Rudolph put the money in his pocket, saying:
"Dress youself!"
She put on her clothes, telling us what a nice man he was and what a short, thick cock he had. Rudolph interrupted her and sent for some wine and cigarettes.
As soon as she was gone, he asked me:
"Now do you want to fuck?"
Not waiting for an answer, he backed me against the wall -and fucked me standing up -until the juice ran down my knees.
Then he said, "Tonight you will sleep with me." Father came home soon, and he and Rudolph both got drunk.
Father was continually feeling under Zenzi's clothes. "I would like to -yea, I'd like to -" he stammered. "Undress yourself!" commanded Rudolph, and she obeyed at once. "You too!" father said to me.
I took off my clothes, all of them, the same as Zenzi. Rudolph and father called us. As we came to them, Rudolph wanted to put his hand on me.
145
"No," mumbled father, "I will fuck my daughter-my daughter does not have to fuck strangers in whom she has no concern."
This angered Rudolph, but Zenzi sat down on his lap and busied herself with his cock. I did the same to my father. Soon we were at it! Father reached for Zenzi's pointed breasts while Rudolph did the same to me. That night we all slept in the two beds in our room. Zenzi and I could not sleep, but the two men snored.
After awhile Zenzi asked me:
"Do you feel that you would like to fuck?"
"Yes," I answered, "but it is impossible to awaken them."
"That makes no difference," she said, and laughed. "When he is drunk -I fuck him anyway!"
She took his cock in her mouth, which stiffened at once. I did the same to father and was sucking on it, when Zenzi said "Stop! When he is drunk and asleep he will go off and squirt in your mouth, but if he is asleep and sober, he will wake up if you suck keenly at it. If he is drunk he will go off right away."
Both cocks now stood up stiff before us.
"Which onedo you want?" I asked her.
"Neither!" she said. "I have fucked enough -I don't want anymore."
"Well, what shall I do?" I inquired.
"Well -you take both!" she laughed.
Following her directions, I squatted down on father, my back towards his head. Zenzi guided his cock into my cunt. I hardly felt it; then I began bobbing up and down on it.
"Is it good that way?"Zenzi asked.
"Yes," I answered.
"Wait! I shall show you something," she said, and reaching down started to play with my clitoris. I now danced a regular jig; father moaned in his sleep. She now
146 started to suck my nipples. I was about to come for the second time, when father let go of his discharge; it seemed a pail full, as though all the wine he had drunk suddenly broke loose. Then his cock slipped out, limp and soft.
"Now come over to Rudolph," as I cried:
"Oh my, I was just going to go off!"
She crawled after me, now performing the same duty as before.
I was soon jumping up and down -holding her and singing the same old song -"I am coming -oh! Oh! I am coming -I'm coming!"
Rudolph ground his teeth and coughed, but did not wake up; he was in a sound, drunken sleep.
"I am coming again -oh, Zenzi -I am coming!" I yelled.
"With Rudolph it always comes," she whispered.
I grabbed her titties; I hardly knew why; I played with them! I felt that I had to do something.
Finally I sobbed, "I am through -help me down!"
"No," she said, "you must stay until Rudolph goes off," which I finally did, the discharge rising like a fountain inside of me.
When the last drop had been spent, we both sank down between the two sleeping men, but the night had not passed as yet.
Now Zenzi began to cry:
"Oh, my -oh, my -now I want some too -I want some also!"
"Why don't you do the same as I did," I suggested. "No! No! That is impossible; they will not stand it!" "Try it," I encouraged her.
She began with father, rubbing and playing with him, finally taking his cock in her mouth -but it was useless. She could not make it rise.
"No use," she said, as she turned to Rudolph. After some trying, she began coughing and spitting.
147
"My goodness! He is going off!" holding his limber cock until the last drop had been spent. Then she came to me sobbing: "Oh, Lord! Now I am worse off then before!" I laughed.
"You can laugh!" she snapped, "you have had yours. I was a damn fool for letting you!" I laughed still harder.
"But what shall I do?" she moaned, helplessly moving back and forth. Suddenly she took my hand and put it between her legs and begging, said:
"You do it to me, won't you?"
"How can I do it?"
"I want to fuck -come on -won't you?"
She lay on her back, made me get on top of her, rubbing her pussy against mine for awhile; then she made me put my hand down, using my finger as though it was a cock.
"There -there -that feels so good! Put your finger all the way in-!"
She then started playing with my titties, and with her free hand played with my pussy.
Finally she said, "lam coming -lam coming, oh-!"
I used my finger as best I could; throwing her arms around me, she hugged me;taking my nipples in her mouth, she aroused my passion as well! We kept this up until we finally lay over exhausted and went to sleep.
After this night we were fast friends. I often played with her titties like a man, and she with mine.
The next day we slept until broad daylight. Jean came home from the shop to find out why father did not come to work. Father told him that he was sick. Without even one look at me, he left. These drinking orgies were now repeated at short intervals. Zenzi now brought men to the house quite often; Rudolph did not work any more.
One day she came in with a man; we judged from his voice that he was old. When he undressed, Zenzi laughed.
148
"Oh, such a root!" The old man remonstrated:
"Oh, that is nothing, that makes no difference; when he gets stiff, he will get much larger, all right!" After some time, she called out: "But he won't stand!"
He said, "It only takes a little longer, but he will stand!" After another long pause, she said in a whisper: "But I can't anymore -my hand aches!" He said, "That is nothing. Take it in your mouth." "What will you give me if I do?"
"What will I give you? I don't mind -I will give you fifty francs--but take it in your mouth!" Rudolph made a move:
"Good God," he mumbled, and I was thunderstruck at so much money. After a long wait, Zenzi finally said: "Now he is standing -come on-!" We heard them fall on the bed. Soon she laughed: "He has gone down again."
The man mumbled something; they rolled around in the bed, then Zenzi cried:
"There -there -yes, that is good -now faster faster!"
Rudolph remarked:
"Now he is sucking her off!"
And then Zenzi called:
"Come quick, now! He is up again!"
They rolled again, Zenzi laughed:
"Now he fell down again!"
The old man got mad, saying:
"It is not so -just put it in!"
The bed shook and Zenzi said:
"You have not got in at all! Let me," she said, "I will get it in."
The bed shook again. She sobbed and called: "There-at last! Now fuck hard-real 149 hard-what-Through already?"
After that we heard them walking around in the kitchen. Soon the door opened and the man departed. Zenzi came running into the room holding her fifty francs in her hand and handed them to Rudolph.
Naturally, that night we had a big spree; we were all drunk.
I don't remember all we went through.