Chapter 2
Some portions of her Diary are so extraordinary that I have thought it best to give them literally, with only reservations of which I speak; in other cases her descriptions, not only of her feelings, but of facts and scenes, are so elaborated that they cannot fail to make a deep impression on the translator, and it would be utterly out of my power to reproduce them in all their brilliant colouring and forcible delineation.
So much was I I interested in the study of this strange physiological phenomenon, that I took some pains to discover a portrait of the Countess herself, and at length found one of full length, hung in a place in The Louvre. It represents a young and singularly beautiful woman of apparently nineteen or twenty years of age. Her eyes were not easily forgotten by me. Of surpassing loveliness, they seemed in their lustrous depths to pierce the beholder to the very soul. Her complexion was fair, -surpassingly fair, and her hair, which was auburn, fell in luxurious waves upon her shoulders. Her forehead was high and noble, her air haughty and imperious but apparently capable of giving expression to much tenderness and sensibility. The portrait haunted me for months and indeed inspired me to complete the task I had already commenced, namely of copying and paraphrasing this extraordinary Journal. To such of my readers as may not understand French, I may remind them that the insolent and imperious tone employed by the nobles towards their peasants was of usual occurrence, and indeed expected by them as a matter of course and received in a spirit of respectful submission.
After describing her first interview with Jean on the occasion we have seen, the Countess goes on to relate her second, but as much of this is of so peculiar a character, I think it best to give it in her own words, in all due honesty.
"Two days after his first coming and the success of my experiments upon him, I sent again for Jean. I felt a necessity for some relief from the privation I endured alone, and he was well fitted to afford it to me. During the interval, I had thought of nothing but his vigour and his abilities. He guessed very well my object and wanted no inducement to second my most lascivious ideas. I bade the peasant draw near and cast off his rough clothing. He obeyed with the awkwardness of the stud lout he was. I made him uncover and expose his sexual parts and his brawny legs. I looked upon his private parts and I saw his large prick gradually increase and erect itself, which separated from his two huge balls, -large they were to match in proportion the horse-cock which they so eagerly feed with his seminal out pourings, in profuse quantities. I kept him at a distance while I threw open my robe and exhibited my nearly naked intimate charms, covered only by my silk chemise, with my stockings and little shoes.
My charms inflamed him, -his cock rose thick and purple, curving upward in an arc with desire. I called him to me, made him stand before me and took his balls in my hands. His balls were immense, swollen with sperm and his bush and belly all covered with hair. All this aroused in me the strongest erotic desire; this fellow's genitals excited in me feelings I had never previously known. The view, the touch, of his private parts intoxicated me. I had found something to satisfy, for the moment, my most lewd imaginings. I felt so happy and delighted with this man's genitals. He put his hands upon my titties and between my legs, he kissed me everywhere, I rubbed and skinned his huge head, Jean toyed with my pussy opening. His rough touches were delightful; for each movement of his fingers prodding between the cunny lips I returned him a squeeze of his ramrod, or a cupping of his big dangling ball-sac, rolling the two soft fruits together.
"Is that delightful?" I asked him, "do you like the sensation of my touches upon your family jewels?"
"High Excellency, your touches are heaven itself, your servant is ravished by your condescension."
"Suppose I continue to shake it thus, -so! what would you do?" I rubbed and shook his rapidly stiffening, scarlet ramrod.
"I should then come too soon," he used this word knowing no other; it was the common, coarse expression of the peasants; "and you, High Excellency, yould deprive me of the delight of giving you that which you permitted me to enjoy on the last occasion, and I would shoot my load all over your belly and thighs instead of inside your sweet royal pussy where it belongs."
"What was that?" I inquired, smiling.
"You permitted your servant to enter there," and suiting the action to the touch, he inserted the tip of his finger between the pink moist cunny lips. "I was allowed to hump with you," (another coarse expression) "I enjoyed great pleasure, I was nearly dead with delight."
"Oh, Jean, did my body so enchant you? But your cock is immense, is it not? I fear, unsuited to a royal hole so tender and narrow as mine."
All this I said the better to sexually excite him, and I watched his eyes suffuse with passion and his strong cock throb with desire to plunge into my nooky.
"Oh, but I will be so tender that your servant will not hurt you, I will not be the least violent, I will be as a lamb in the hands of the wolf, you shall do with me as you like -only let me try -see! my prick is already weeping with the thoughts of entering, its head is covered with the dew of its desires, already it prepares the means of oiling the beautiful place -let it enter."
"No, Jean, I fear its size -you would hurt me too much."
"Say not so, Excellency, I will only give you pleasure, I will gently stir your feelings to pleasure I will ride you deliciously and fill your body with the joy of my vigour; I will push you strongly when your spasms overcome you and you shall swim in the volume of my seminal seed. Your womb shall vibrate constantly with delight and your own sweet juice shall not cease to flow."
I closed my eyes -Jean clasped me in his strong arms, he drew me towards his naked frame, he pressed his loins upon my tender, pink belly and thighs. He pushed his bumping cock between my thighs -it was hot and firm as a bone -its touch electrified my body as it burned against my pussy lips.
I murmured, "You will kill me."
Jean paid no attention to my remonstrances -they were only intended to excite him the more. I relished this savagery; to be the victim of his brutal lust was joy to me; but he had not yet his own way. His parts touched my own; the nut of his cock, distilling impatient drops, pressed upon the lips of my cunny, seeking an entrance for its stiffened length. It was as the cart stallion engaged in an unequal struggle of amatory desire with a lady's palfrey. I nearly succumbed -then rousing myself I pushed his bumping parts from me -I wished to enjoy the preliminaries, -to provoke him further. He rose and again looked upon his parts; his huge prick, inflamed by my resistance, pointed upwards and wagged in front of him, from the curly' public hair. It was redder, fiercer than ever, -complaining of my resistance, with abject entreaties, he seized me again -he threw himself once more upon me, with his knee he parted my soft thighs. Again I felt the contact of his hot cock along my cunny-gap. His first attempts were awkward as before -he hurt me, I told him so, the head of his member was pushing through the lips, even thought they were lubricated by my passions.
"It enters now -what pleasure!" he cried, thrusting hard at my parted cunt.
In effect half of his pecker was deep up my belly, I feared to lose that which he had to give me and I assisted him in his brutal efforts to penerate the loveslick vagina -gradually he slipped into my sheath. I felt the burning impalement with hungry delight, and then, driving downward his loins, he went to work in earnest. He entered me, until my innards felt gorged with this man's burning member. Then he shook me dreadfully and thrust in all the remainder of his prick, so that his penetration deep into me was complete and his enjoyment commenced. His strokes were delicious and in spite of the size and vigour of his horse-cock, I began to help him. His thrusts were accompanied by low, gutteral drooling cries. I raised my legs and lay them across his bare back. He pressed up to me and buried his entire cock in my body which rose responive to his thrusts. His swaying balls rubbed against my well filled pussy as if they were trying to enter my hole also. Our faces touched, our tongues twisted together, our breath came and went in one long sob.of pleasure, my eyes closed in convulsive ecstasy. Our bodies were firmly united, his conjunction was such thai I felt every spasm, -every throb of the man's virile power. He rolled and heaved upon me, -his being became confounded with mine. He appeared to identify himself in his fervent flesh with my own. His member, thrust forward with huge efforts, could penetrate me no further. My sources opened and supplied a constant flow of love-juice by which to sustain his deep and rapid movements; the exhalations which came from him entered my womb and intoxicated my eager senses, as well as drenching his organ.
"Oh, Jean, you have entered my very soul, continue now to move so delightfully -press me with the vigour of your strong manhood. Are you not now happy in the possession of my person? Your cock fills me with rapture, -it is as a bar of molted iron, -it passes up to my vitals."
The coachman could not respond in words, but he drew his prick up and down with spasmodic excitement. His pecker, caused me to quiver, and no longer confined for want of humidity, passed to its full extent to my womb -his shocks became shorter and felt his balls swollen with sperm on my thighs. He paused a moment as if to gather all his forces into one effort, then he gave me that for which I burned. He squeezed my body to his own and with his huge prick buried in me to his dangling globes, as he came I felt him filling my womb with torrents of hot seed. I had never experiences anything like this injection of his come, thrice before I threw him off, the lusty fellow inundated me with it, and each time I received it with cries of rapture as the milky gushes spurted into my womb like a hot geyser.
Then I lay myself on his body and slept -I know not how long. I was happy, and delighted with the vigour of my rustic lover. I awoke to find his lips and tongue caressing my spunk filled pussy. His tongue lanced about inside my passage, lapping the flow of musky woman juices combined with the starchy juices of his own ejaculations. I put down my hand and grasped his organ, -it was as strong and straight as at first. I delighted to feel its length and its breadth. Jean was not idle, but my caresses disturbed him -he wished to recommence, -to lance me again, but I stopped him. He pulled his mouth from my pussy and struggled to get upon me, but I prevented him. I ordered him to remain tranquil. My touches inflamed him, but I insisted on his submission. His prick was immense, the top was like a ripe plum. I forgot for the time it was not one, and I treated it as if it were. The peasant had never been so feted; he could not remain quiet, -his body vibrated all over. By my lascivious movements, I gradually drew him on, -I tasted as much pleasure as himself. I manipulated him in such a way as to increase each moment his enjoyment, in one hand I held his dangling globes, -I embraced his love-rod with my moist lips, -I let it enter between them and I savoured the virus of this man's vigour as he did mine. I felt I could not continue without sucking. I was undecided, -I said to myself, while I am making up my mind (confirming in myself) how to proceed, this man's sperm will shoot into my mouth, He is already at the point of emission. I burned to enjoy and to be enjoyed -to be again ravished by this lewd stud whose low and brutai instincts gave me so much pleasure. But then his naked cock was so great an attraction to me! -in my delirious admiration of his parts, I was almost beside myself. Suddenly it was too late to make a decision, for he came in my mouth. A veritable flood of sticky, slick jets shot between my lips and I couldn't swallow fast enough, some of the hot flow ran down the sides of my lips as spurt after spurt shot into my gullet. He shot enough of his love juices for three men. I could hardly let go the flaming column from my grasp, as his love flow soaked my face. Then with a deep wet sigh I arose; I wiped my face, -he rushed upon me, for I fell backwards on the side of my bed -as I fell I turned, -I twisted my body round -he seized me round my loins, -he intended to complete his erotic enjoyment to come again -the exact manner appeared to be immaterial to him, -I felt him pressing his hot middle upon my buttocks, his breath scorched my neck -his ramrod was already thrust betwixt my legs -he sought in vain an entrance to my cunny parts. No wonder he was baffled, his size was enormous, -his prick was like unto me a red-hot bar. Then I raised one leg, he took advantage of my movement -in an instant I felt his huge column entering -it passed up between the pussy lips -unto my womb, I felt delicious sensations and favoured him all I could. His pecker wallowed in slick, wet pleasure, he did not stop long before I found his organ discharging his sperm in a great continuous gush. It was then my turn to wallow in the hot, wet pleasure and I received it to the last drop with little cries of ecstasy. My body and the linen of my bed was covered with the spermal^ evidences of the coachman's virility. What did I care! I only sought to enjoy -it was Marie's business -not mine, to replace my soiled linen, and as for my body, I sought to innoculate myself with the starchy, sticky seed of Jean at every pore."
It is almost impossible to conceive anything more rapid than the development of the vices which blazed in the character of the young and fascinating Countess. As may readily be supposed, an association such as that between her and her low-born lover could only tend to degrade her deeper and deeper. Of course he had his low vices, -his vulgar language in which to explain them, and his young mistress appeared to take an especial delight in making him recount his acts of sensual lust, his debauched and dissolute exploits.
The act of incestuous crime to which the Countess had been a witness, if not a participator, was now repeated. Marguerite, beguiled herself, as such seasons especially as she found herself unable to indulge in more personal gratifications, in instigating and overlooking the wildest acts of debauchery between brother and sister. Marie, a pretty, mischievous, but unprinicipled girl, taught to believe in her young mistress before all else, at first relucant, soon lent herself to the incestuous sexual union with her brother with evident gratification. Thus, scarcely a week passed without the pair indulging naked in the utmost lechery in the presence, and with the encouragement of the Countess, who looked on with greedy eyes at their unclean enjoyments, and even added by her lascivious suggestions and manipulations, to their already stimulated lust. Now kissing the aroused girl, now placing the brother's huge, swollen prick into the sister's passion-wet cunt, stroking his heaving naked buttocks as he pumped his huge pecker into his sister, now kneeling between the thighs of the heaving stud to squeeze or lick his balls as they rested on his suster's cunt, which always caused him to ejaculate his spurts into his sister's willing hole.
The Countess thus describes her experience with these two secret companions in her orgies:
"While I commenced to undress Jean, his sister, at a certain distance, divested herself deliberately of her clothing. As piece by piece was removed or let fall, I noted with delight the effect upon her brother. I took care his excitement should not flag. I opened his garments, he divested himself of his coverings, and then little by little I exposed to the gaze of his sister his enormous prick in violent scarlet erection, and in keen appreciation of the pleasures to come. The girl riveted her eyes upon it, -her mouth opened, -her breath came hot and hard and her cheeks flushed with desire. By this time, naked to her silk stockings and smart shoes, she stood a willing mark for the huge javelin of stiffened prick flesh which menaced her nookie. Lascivious in her attitude, she exposed to her brother all her nudity, the curling, black cunny hair which plentifully covered her pussy lips softly parted, and the red chink became visible between. With gently undulating movements of her supple loins she invited him to the attack. Jean feasted his eyes on all he saw, -with my hands I excited his column -I rubbed it slowly up and down until the loose skin refused any longer to cover the hard, swollen purple glistening head. His eyes shone with lust, his loins worked responsive to my touches. I led him forward; Marie sighing, fell upon the couch -he mounted on her naked body, and I, parting the wet pussy lips with my own hand, guided the huge cock of the fellow into the moist furrow. His sturdy thrusts did the rest, and I beheld the stiff column of glistening cock disappear up into the cunt of the young girl and disappear to his globes. Seizing her in his arms, he pressed on, and with regular beats which made the chamber resound, he quickened his enjoyment until at length he came, filling the eager pussy-tunnel of his own sister with his hot wet ejaculation, then he rose, his slippery prick dripping with his come seed, from his sister's arms and body.
"It was one of those occasions, when from a periodical disqualification, I could not enjoy him in the more ordinary manner, that I found myself disporting with his long yard, moulding, toying and kissing the plum-like head. Parting my caressing lips, I allowed it to enter my oral cavity -he made the same movement in my mouth he was accustomed to enjoy in another part of my body. Desire overcame every other feeling in me, -I wished to enjoy, -I was conscious of my inability to do as usual. I only encouraged him, holding the sturdy column at the base with firm lips. From time to time he stopped -I well knew why. The motion he made excited me, and although the size of his penis incommoded my mouth I relished the savour of his parts. The intruder grew hotter, harder -I abandoned myself to the enjoyment. Jean tried to extricate his dick from my mouth -I made him enter only further. Then it happened as that time before -I felt him press up to me, -suddenly my mouth was loaded with hot, wet starchy goo -I heard him gasping -a deluge seemed to be pouring from his lance head -it was thick and glutinous. I found it delicious and I let him shoot every drop of his pleasure into my mouth. From that moment I became convert to this passion, and wanted it as much as outright humping.
In short, I became addicted to that unnatural connection of the sexes, and even the same sex can indulge in this obscene liquid appetite, that if which I speak about is called by the authorities, fellatio, or by the crude and the base, cock-sucking. Perverted, the act may be, but it is far more widespread than one would believe -possibly because it is a depraved union.