Chapter 4
After breakfast the next morning, Nan helped Jimmy get the skiff into the water and they went ashore. She'd left the dishes for the twins and told Holly to straighten up the cabin and sweep the deck. As usual, they'd given her a lot of static, but she'd always been boss. Jessie and Jolene finally got to work, but Holly had been sulkier than usual. Maybe the poor thing had been playing with herself too much. It wouldn't have surprised Nan at all. Holly looked so wOm out as she began to sweep the deck in an absentminded manner.
The sky was overcast and a steady wind from the north made it a little chilly. She watched the waves roll in towards the shoreline as the little boat bobbed along. Jimmy looked worried.
"Looks like the storm waited until this morning," he said.
"Will the boat be all right?"
"Yeah, it should ride out anything but a hurricane." He pulled on the oars. "But we're sure not going anywhere for a while. Even if I could get that engine going again, I wouldn't try to make Baytown."
They beached the skiff and Jimmy found a path in the underbrush. He looked so masculine, so in charge. Nan felt a little thrill as she followed behind him through the foliage.
The path wound under some sheer cliffs and then climbed through a gap, winding up from the level of the beach.
"Somebody must stay here a lot or live here," Jimmy said, resting against a boulder. The thick growth tangled right up to the edge of the path, making their progress slow and difficult.
"Well, let's see where it goes," Jimmy said, starting off again.
They'd gone almost a mile when Nan saw the roof of a house. It was a big house, too. She jumped up and down arid pointed it out for Jimmy. It was on the highest bluff on the island and the path seemed to be leading them right to it. But before they'd gone another hundred yards, the rain started.
"Should have brought a poncho," Jimmy said, hurrying. It was slippery going. Nan had on only a pair of shorts and shirt. Her tennis shoes were already soaked and her brown hair hung down in dripping tangles across her face. They finally staggered up to the tiled entrance and knocked on the massive door.
"The shutters are all closed around here," Nan said, wiping rainwater from her eyes.
"Shit." Jimmy knocked again. "I'll bet the owners have closed it up for the season."
They went around the side of the big Whitestone building, the water running off them in rivulets. Nan's sneakers squished noisily on her bare feet. She was soaked to the skin and started to shiver. Jimmy took her by the shoulders.
"We've got to get in. I guess I'll just have to break a window." By now he was shivering as badly as she was. Nan watched him knock out a pane and unlock a window. He pushed through the opening and closed it back again. Nan hurried around to the front door in time to see her brother swing it open.
"Jesus, it's as cold in here as it is out there," he laughed, teeth chattering. She squished into the big front room. There was a imagine furniture all over, most of it covered with white dust covers. "What a layout, huh?" Jimmy went to the fireplace. "Should be some wood around." Nan helped him look.
"Oh, God, Jimmy, I don't see any!" She hugged herself, trembling terribly now.
"No, I guess there isn't any in here."
"What are we going to do Jimmy?" Nan cried. "I'm catching a cold standing here like this." She bit her bottom lip.
"God, me t-t-too."
They went down a long hall, shivering, miserable. Nan was frantic. They were miles from the boat now and it was raining harder than before. She could almost see the twins starting up the small wood stove in the sleeping quarters. The girls would be dry and safe. But she was freezing!
Then Jimmy opened a door and they stood looking into a luxurious bedroom. The bed was stripped bare. Nan's heart sank. But Jimmy went to a closet and pulled a down comforter from a shelf.
"They took their blankets with them I guess, but they left this!" He threw it onto the bed and turned to look at Nan. She blushed despite her shivering condition. She knew what they had to do. They were soaked to the skin and starting to chill. The house was cold, there were no blankets, nothing but that comforter. And a bed.
"Come on," Jimmy said, trying a brave smile, "we've got to get warm ... and fast!"
Nan didn't watch Jimmy strip. She turned to a corner and dug off her sneakers first. Then the drenched shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra so that saved time. Her shorts were hard to get down. Now she shivered again, as much from embarrassment as anything. All that was left was her panties. Maybe she could leave them on. But they were wet-terribly wet.
"Take 'em off," Jimmy ordered. "It's not going to help any if we're wet under that thing." he stripped his shorts and hung them on a chair. Nan glimpsed the heavy swing of his cock and looked away. She gritted her teeth and peeled the skimpy nylon away from her ass, slid her panties down to her ankles and stepped out of them. Then she bounded for the bed.
Jimmy threw the comforter over them and they pulled it close to their bodies. Instinctively, they hugged each other closely. Nan could feel Jimmy's shivering body. She circled her arms around his back and pulled his chest against her tits. Now she realized how silly she'd been about the panties. This was survival. They had to keep from being chilled too long. After they had regained some warmth, they could worry about drying their clothes.
"Ohhh, that's better," Jimmy groaned. His hands spread against the small of her back. She could feel the soft, damp shape of his cock pressed against her thigh. They shivered for a few more minutes until the heat from their bodies began to dry their skin.
"Thank God there were two of us," Nan whispered. "If you had come up here alone, Jimmy, you might have really gotten sick!"
"I know it." He smiled shyly at her. His hair was still damp, but she touched it with her fingers. A tingle of excitement jolted through her. She swallowed and tried to forget what was happening. Tried to forget the fact that the damp lips of her cunt were pressed against her brother's thigh. Then she shivered again. But not from cold. She had just realized that her cunt wasn't damp from the rain now. It was feeling all hot and buttery inside.
"Ohhh, God," she gasped.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I feel warmer now. I ... I...." She looked into her brother's face. Even at twenty-five he still had a boyish look. His curly brown hair was almost the same color as her own straight locks ... a smattering of freckles from the summer sun. Then she felt something move against her belly. There was no mistaking what was happening. Jimmy was getting an erection.
"Axe you still cold?" she asked, wondering what she could possibly do.
"Yes," he said, "aren't you?"
"Yes. I'm better, but I'm still cold." They were looking into each other's eyes. Their mouths were only inches away. Nan saw the moment coming. But what could she do? Her breasts tingled against Jimmy's chest, her loins ached against his thigh.
"Nan ... ohhh, God, Nan!"
She felt his fingers spread gently over the swells of her bottom. She was breathless as the moment became more intense. Her nipples burned with feverish excitement. A fresh flood of juices seeped from her slit. She knew her brother could feel it against his thigh.
"Jimmy...."
His mouth opened. It was like he was trying to hold his lips away from her. But she turned her head to make the kiss fit right and with a moan, her brother kissed her.
It was a wonderful kiss. Nan couldn't bother with her guilt right now. She dug her fingers into the hair at the nape Of Jimmy's neck and pulled his mouth against hers. Their tongues mingled gingerly, shyly. She whimpered into his mouth, her hips squirming though she struggled to keep them still.
Jimmy broke the kiss suddenly and turned his head.
"God ... ohhh, shit, I'm sorry Nan. Ohhh, what the hell is happening to me since I...." He stopped, blushed furiously.
But something inside Nan had snapped. She had never thought such thoughts, dreamed such dreams. Or if she had, she'd made sure to forget them. She had had only two men in her young life. At twenty she considered herself fairly well-adjusted. She wasn't promiscuous, but she'd felt what love was like. And now the fantastic body of her older brother clung to her own shivering flesh. The little list of moral values she kept inside her head seemed hard to focus on, hard to read. She knew what she wanted! She wanted Jimmy. Now!
"Don't feel wrong, Jimmy. We had to do this. We would have frozen...."
"It's not that. It's that we ... that I kissed...."
"For God's sake, you love me don't you?"
"Yeah. You're my sister." Their lips had come close again. This time Nan took the initiative. She pulled his mouth down hard on hers. She was more aggressive this time. She probed deeply with her tongue, her nostrils flared with the excitement that burned through her body. And Jimmy, too, was quickly engulfed in her heat. She felt him try to resist, then break. He dug between her ass cheeks with his fingers, searching for her hot crevice, and finding it.
"Mmmmmm," she hummed, lifting her chin high. He kissed her neck with a moan of defeat. Their bodies were moving, sliding into a different position. It was all so easy, so graceful, Nan thought.
"You want me, don't you?" she whispered into his ear.
"Yesssss ... Christ yes! But you know we can't, Nan!"
Instead of answering, she grabbed her brother's wrists and pushed him over onto his back. They had been on their sides, nuzzling and hugging. Now she opened her soft thighs around his body and kissed his chest with noisy excitement. Jimmy moaned his protests, but she was straddling him, her dripping cunt only inches away from his prick.
"Nooo ... Nan, don't. We can't do this!"
"I want you damn it! I never knew until we got under this comforter and started hugging. I swear I didn't know! But I want you. Bad enough to go against everything mom and dad ever taught me! To hell with all that," she half laughed, half cried. Her fingers circled his rigid cock. It was so hot. She pushed it up at an angle and wiggled her stretched pussy back against the foreskin. The fleshy covering eased back as the head went into her pussy. She trembled all over, her mouth slack, eyes rolling. Jimmy let her do it. When a few inches had slipped into her body, Nan grabbed his wrists again and held them down against the bed.
"Ohhhh, how could we not do this, Jimmy?" She rolled her hips and felt his cock spear deeper into the velvet of her body. "It's wonderful ... so wonderful!"
"Nan ... Nan...." He tossed his head as she kissed his face and nibbled an earlobe. All the while she squirmed her curvy ass back against the jabbing meat inside her pussy. Until at last she felt their curly pubes meet. He was inside her. Deep inside! Jimmy's cock probed the hot slickness where only two other cocks had ever been before.
"Ooooo ... ahhhhh!" she squealed, rolling her thighs together to make it better for Jimmy. Now he was getting caught up in her passion. His hips humped up from the bed. His breath came hard and fast.
"Oh, love me, Jimmy, love me!" Nan let him roll her over onto her back. She wound her legs around his back and grasped his shoulders as he speared her again and again with his juice-slickened cock.
"It's wrong ... wrong," he moaned, but he was kissing her open mouth, licking her neck. She felt him kissing his way down between her tits and then he was holding one of the large, soft orbs up so he could suck it.
"Yahhhhh" she shrieked as his teeth pulled the nipple in. His tongue fanned the super-sensitive nubbin as he nibbled and sucked. She ground her pubes against his body as the soft suck of their fucking came to her ears. She could tell how her juices were flooding out to make the friction gentle between their parts. She dug her heels against his ass and grunted hungrily for him to fill her again. His balls bounced against her body as he drove with increasing energy into her glistening slit.
"Gotta stop...." he babbled, gritting his teeth.
"Don't ... don't stop or I'll die."
"Can't come in you ... can't...."
"Jimmy, it's okay. I want you to."
"...pregnant ... my own sister...."
"Jimmy stop holding back!" She kissed his mouth furiously, their teeth gnashing together. She had his cock deep now and as he tried to pull out, she closed down her powerful muscles.
"Let me pull out," Jimmy moaned.
"No ... nooooo! I won't let you go!" She hooked her ankles and held him firmly, her legs locked at his waist. He struggled to withdraw, but she forced her steamy cunt back down on his stiffness.
They rolled over on the bed so that she was on top, then Jimmy forced her under again. He couldn't pull himself away ... or didn't want to bad enough to really make her quit fighting him.
"Jimmy ... I'm so close ... I'm ... ohhh ... uhhnn ... wooooo!"
"No ... we can't ... ohhhhh, shit!"
She felt his legs jerk, felt his back arch sharply.
Then a powerful shudder ran through him. Between her cunt lips she felt his shaft bulge with a steady, pulsing rhythm. Then the hot lick of his cream burst into her cunt. She gasped, shivered into her orgasm two seconds behind him.
They rolled over and over, tangling their limbs, untangling them, clawing like cats. Nan ended up on top again, her trembling bottom humping him with steady power. She made her muscles inside work around his hardness, she made her pussy milk him, suck him.
"Nan ... Jesus Christ!" Jimmy's head lolled in ecstasy. His lungs filled and emptied. His hands dug at her soft body, her trim waist and full, curvy hips. Nan was in ecstasy. She covered her brother's face with kisses, licked his tiny nipples. The juices flooded from the edges of her slit. She could smell the slippery jizz he'd pumped into her womb. It smelled sharp and good in the musty room. She made her hips wriggle even as the excitement began to wan.
They rested. Nan didn't dare say anything. She knew Jimmy had been resisting up to the last. She was afraid she might say something dumb. Something to make him feel even worse than she knew he already did.
"Let me up," he muttered after a long while. Nan got up, sat there on her heels in the cold room. Jimmy grabbed his clothes and started to pull them on. "I think the whole family has gone stark raving mad."
"What do you mean by that?" She went over to him. "Jimmy, don't put those on wet. You'll catch something." She grabbed his hand, tried to pull him towards the bed. "Lay down and let me rub your back...."
"like you rubbed my cock?"
"Jimmy!"
"What are you going to name it."
"Name it."
"The baby."
"Oh, shit, Jimmy. Act your age. I'm not going to have a baby."
"How do you know?"
"Because ... I'm just not. I don't want one. A girl knows about those things."
Jimmy stared angrily at her. "You're my sister, damn it. And look at you! Standing there naked. Trying to pull me back to the bed so you can...." He jerked a leg into his pants. "Oh, shit, it makes me sick."
"You weren't sick a little while ago," she said, voice trembling. "But if you go outside with those wet clothes on, you will be."
"Leave me the hell alone." His eyes went to her crotch. Nan was aware that she was leaking. When she looked down his white cum glistened in drying smears on her thigh.
"There's nothing wrong with it," she smiled. It wasn't easy to pretend cool at a time like this and she sensed that her brother had discerned that she was trying to talk herself into not feeling guilty. Maybe she was. But it seemed madness to get depressed now. They had to find some dry wood and warm their clothes. They had to stay on top of the situation. Outside it was still raining.
"You're acting stupid," she snapped. "Now take those pants off and let's find something to get a fire started with."
Jimmy moped along behind her as they went downstairs. There was an old chair in the kitchen that was certainly no antique. Using a hammer she found in a drawer, Nan began to break it to pieces. Jimmy Watched for a moment, then took the hammer from her.
"Let me do that."
They took the splinters to the fireplace and Jimmy started a fire while Nan brought their drenched clothing from the bedroom; then they huddled there with the comforter around them while the flames licked higher. Jimmy was being very careful not to let his skin touch her. Nan touched his arm once but he drew away.
"Jimmy, after all the years we've been so close...."
"It got too close this time, didn't it?"
"What happened," Nan said, fighting tears, "was an accident. It may never happen again. But just because it did this once, doesn't mean we should spend the rest of our lives in hell."
Jimmy got up and pulled on his half-dry jeans.
"I'll go outside and see if I can find anything else to burn."
While he was gone, Nan cried quietly, the comforter pulled close around her body. She felt hollow inside. She hadn't felt like that when
Jimmy had fucked her. But now that a little time had passed, she realized how wild she'd been. Her passions had crept up out of some hidden cave and completely overcome her. She hadn't planned any of it. They just found themselves naked and together and she'd wanted it very much. She'd practically raped her older brother! Oh, poor, poor Jimmy. No wonder he was feeling rotten. And she wasn't feeling so hot herself now.
Jimmy came back with an armload of scrap wood. He sneezed as he built the fire up. When he came back to the comforter he was shivering.
"Get out of those pants."
"I don't think I'd better." he gave her a long look.
"Why darling?" She touched his face and he let her.
"Because I'm thinking about ... about what happened. I ... I was even wanting to do it again." Nan closed her eyes when she heard this. Then she touched his shoulders. He was, shivering violently.
"You're getting chilled." She felt his head and found it feverish. "Oh, God, you're coming down with something Jimmy. Come on, I'm going to put you in that bed and wrap you up."
"Funny," he said, "I hardly ever got a cold in Alaska."
"Come on Jimmy, come on." She took him upstairs and wrapped him in the comforter. After a search of the house, she brought back another old blanket and added it to the quilt. Now she was shivering with the cold.
"I guess I've been acting like an ass-hole," Jimmy said. "But I still don't know how I feel, Nan."
"You just shut up and get well, damn it." She was shivering now. She hurried down to warm herself by the fire some more. Her clothes had dried pretty well so she slipped into them. Her sneakers were still pretty soggy, but they'd have to do. She padded upstairs again to tell Jimmy where she was going. He was shivering under the covers when she came in.
"Your head's even hotter now," she said. "How do you feel?"
"Weak and cold." He attempted a weak smile. "You're one hell of a lover...."
"Shhhhh." She kissed his lips. "I've got to go get the antibiotics from the boat. Dad has all that stuff packed in with the emergency gear. I can get an ax too and some other stuff."
"Be careful." Jimmy squeezed her hand. She almost told him that she loved him, but turned instead and went quickly from the room. She warmed herself by the fire until the rain began to let up. Jimmy was asleep when she peeked in for the last time. She made sure he was well-covered and hurried out of the house and down the trail. It was starting to get dark.